105 He doesn't love me

Sitting on the taxi, I urged the taxi driver to drive faster, and my hand couldn't help but squeeze the phone, because it was too hard, and the edge of the phone hurt me, but I increased the force even more.

When the driver put me at the address I had reported on me, I saw a deep mark on my palm by the dim street lamp.

I couldn't take care of myself, and I panicked on the mud road looking for the location of the incident that Gao Lin said.

However, according to Gao Lin's instructions, I walked all the way in the darker and darker direction, but I still did not see any ambulance on the mud gang road.

I was so anxious that I took out my mobile phone and called Gao Lin, but no one answered.

It was already past twelve o'clock in the evening, and there was no one on this road, and I was so worried that something was wrong with Zhang Jingchi, so I forgot to be afraid, so I continued to call Gao Lin's phone while continuing to walk forward.

When I crossed the edge of an osmanthus bush, even if there was no superfluous sound behind me, I suddenly felt that there was someone behind me.

Alone in the middle of the night on this lonely road, my subconscious told me that I had to run quickly, but before I could run two steps, someone clamped me down from behind me, and the man covered my mouth with a small white handkerchief.

I tried to struggle, but my body couldn't help but lean back, and I heard the sound of my phone hitting the ground.

Between my eyes half-open and half-closed, I vaguely saw Chen Liang's face.

Then, I didn't know anything.

When I woke up, I opened my eyes and saw a miserable white ceiling.

My head was heavy, and I struggled to piece it together for almost two minutes before I remembered everything that had happened last night.

Thinking that I didn't know what happened to Zhang Jingchi, I didn't care to figure out if what had happened to me, I forced myself to get up, half crawled and half rolled down from the strange big bed that made me feel numb, my wrist hit the ground first, and the pain made me sober up a lot.

With my hands on the ground and with the help of my strength, I finally staggered to my feet, I looked around, stumbled towards the door, and without thinking about slamming my body into the door.

What caught my eye was Xu Zhiyong's bare upper body, holding dumbbells facing this side.

My brain was short-circuited for a few seconds, and then I lowered my head.

Xu Zhiyong probably saw me, I heard the small sound of the dumbbell in contact with the floor, and soon I heard Xu Zhiyong exaggeratedly say: "Yo hehe, you can really pretend to be pure." ”

Soon, Xu Zhiyong came to me, he put his shirt on his body, and snorted coldly and said, "I was looked at by you, why are you taking advantage of me, you bow your head and fart." ”

No matter how stupid I am and how I piece together and reason from my sporadic memories, I can know that I can stand here unscathed now, and it was Xu Zhiyong who helped me.

There are a lot of words of gratitude, but they are all in my throat, for me, Zhang Jingchi's safety is my first priority. I forced my headache and said in a steady tone: "Mr. Xu, thank you, next time I have a chance, I will invite you to dinner." I have to go out now, please open the door for me. ”

Glancing at me with very disdainful eyes, Xu Zhiyong snorted coldly and said, "According to normal people's thinking, I was stunned by someone on the side of the road at night, and the first thing I did when I woke up was not to ask what happened?" ”

I was able to stand by the door, and I said, "Mr. Xu, I received a call last night saying that Zhang Jingchi had been in a car accident, and I must go out immediately to contact him..." ”

Didn't catch my words immediately, Xu Zhiyong suddenly stretched out his hand to grab my wrist, he dragged me all the way towards the door, he pressed his fingerprint, the door opened instantly, he was like a puppy out, pushed me out, I was pushed by him staggering, and finally stuck to the opposite wall, before I stood firm.

Xu Zhiyong glanced at me coldly, and he opened his mouth and said, "It's the first time I've seen this kind of stupid thing." The next time you work hard for others, treat yourself as a person first, so that you don't get too miserable! ”

After finishing speaking, Xu Zhiyong slammed the door shut.

When I walked out of the lobby of this building, I noticed that it was raining heavily.

My phone dropped last night, and I couldn't contact Zhang Jingchi, so I panicked and ran out in the heavy rain.

The water pavilion is a very wealthy residential area, and there are basically no small shops around, let alone umbrellas sold.

I ran in the rain for I don't know how long, and I couldn't find a place to call.

I finally saw a policeman at the sentry box, and I knew that I was a little presumptuous, but I still went up to borrow the phone.

The policeman saw that I was drenched and drenched, and I was probably frightened by me, thinking that I was insane, but he finally enthusiastically lent me his mobile phone.

I stood there, ignoring the rain that kept falling on my head, and dialed Zhang Jingchi's mobile phone number with trembling fingers.

This time, the phone rang and it was answered.

The familiar voice came from the microphone, even though he might see that it was an unfamiliar number, and said very politely and coldly: "Hello, please speak." ”

It also made me so excited that I burst into tears.

He's fine!

I looked into the microphone, finally calmed down my emotions, and I said, "Zhang Jingchi, it's me, Orange, you're fine, you're okay." ”

However, what made me sad and aggrieved was that his tone was colder than just now, a thousand times colder, ten thousand times colder, and he said, "What can I do?" You go home right away, I have something to tell you. ”

The phone was hung up all at once.

The beeping sound ringed in my ears, reminding me that his indifference and distancing were not my delusions.

I returned my phone in despair, and the enthusiastic police guy, who probably judged from my phone call that I was not insane, lent me an umbrella and said that I would be able to come back here then.

I carried the warmth of strangers, but the rain in my life was so great that even with an umbrella, I was still drenched.

I dragged a pile of water back home, as soon as I opened the door, I saw Zhang Jingchi sitting on the sofa, he raised his eyes and glanced at me, what broke my heart was that he hesitated a little before he came up and took the umbrella in my hand, without the enthusiasm that he had before that could burn my concern, he said: "Go wash first, change your clothes and come out, let's talk." ”

Or to protest his indifference, I peeled off the soaked coat and threw it next to the sofa, I ran to the balcony to find a random dress, and went into the bathroom.

In the steaming heat of the hot water, I looked at my face in the mirror and the tears that flowed from my eyes, and I was extremely disgusted with such a cowardly self.

Before putting on my clothes, I finished cheering myself up.

Let's have a showdown, at least ask for clarification, and everything will be fine.

I comforted myself with insignificant comfort.

I finally came out majestically, and instead of sitting down next to Zhang Jingchi, I sat opposite him.

was seized by Zhang Jingchi.

Expressionless, Zhang Jingchi looked at me, his voice was a little alienated, and he said, "I want to know, where did you go last night?" ”

I raised my eyes and met his gaze, and I said, "At about 11 o'clock last night, Miss Gao Lingao called me and said that you had been in a car accident and were on the other side of Nigang Road. Before that, I called you more than a dozen times and you didn't answer, I was very anxious and worried, and it was over. But I searched for a long time on the road, but I couldn't find the scene of the incident, and then someone followed me on the road... ”

Before I finished speaking, Zhang Jingchi had already stood up with a loud voice, he walked towards me, sat down next to me, and his lips immediately came over and kissed me frantically.

All my next words were sealed by his kiss.

This kiss was a thousand times rougher than ever, without any trace of tenderness.

Between the kisses, Zhang Jingchi ripped off my pants very roughly, I reached out to pull the pants up, but his hand was grabbed by him and pressed on the sofa, and the clothes on my body were quickly removed by him, his hand was unceremoniously cruising on my lower body, his movements were too rough, I was very painful by him, I was finally wronged and couldn't help it, my eyes were red, I said: "Zhang Jingchi, you let go of me." ”

But as if he hadn't heard, he kept attacking.

When the pain in my heart outweighed the pain in my body, I finally pushed him away with a ruthless hand, and I yelled at him: "I said, I'll let you let me go!" I'll let your uncle let me go! ”

Due to inertia, Zhang Jingchi sat on the floor, and I hurriedly took my clothes and put them on my body.

I couldn't help but cry as I put it on.

I realized that I had become so crying.

I felt it for the first time, he didn't love me.

He doesn't love me.

All the feelings I thought he was deeply in love with me were all illusions, all illusions.

Because I was worried about him, I ran out and was drugged, but I still had to Xu Zhiyong to help me escape, the first thing I did when I woke up was not concerned about what was wrong with me, but what happened to me. I went home so embarrassed that he didn't even ask a single question, and tried to have sex with me so rudely.

In his Zhang Jingchi's heart, what am I?

When I finished dressing up, I glanced at the house that I had lived in for half a year but still felt out of place, and I finally shifted my eyes to Zhang Jingchi, so I was so disheartened and asked: "Zhang Jingchi, is it time for us to break up?" ”

Unlike his sparkling eyes before, Zhang Jingchi glanced at me with a sloppy gaze, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he didn't speak.

I reached out and wiped away my tears, and I said, "Yesterday in the hospital, my friend and I met you, and I heard everything the doctor said to you. ”

Zhang Jingchi's brows furrowed, and he stared at me for a while before he said, "Go on." ”

I stubbornly met his gaze, and I said, "Later, Qiu Jialing also looked for me, and she told me..." ”

Before I finished speaking, I was immediately interrupted by Zhang Jingchi, whose brows were thicker and said, "You know everything?" ”