Oh, he meant that Qiu Jialing came to me, did he know about it in advance? Does he mean that everything Qiu Jialing said is true and not nonsense?

Oh, it turns out that I am the one who was soft-hearted and pitiful by him, I am the one who he needs to be responsible, the one who retreats to the second, the one who makes him in a dilemma, the one who keeps him by crying and pestering, but not the one he falls in love with.

So, when he said to break up that night, it was really not as afraid of dragging me down and affecting me as I thought, but really just breaking up for the sake of breaking up? But because I cried so badly, I cried so that he softened his heart and moved him, so did he stay with me?

Oh, I see, the heart is like being mercilessly thrown from the height of the 20th floor, and when it touches the ground, it is shattered.

I didn't answer him right away, I kept putting clothes on my body, but the wool threads were going to join in the fun at this time, they were so tangled that it took me a long time to wrap myself up completely, and after I got dressed, I opened my mouth to tell him thoroughly, but the man who sat on the floor and looked at me, and the man I loved so much, he glanced at me indifferently, and he finally sat up, and he kicked the coffee table, and then walked briskly towards the door.

I also stood up and followed him, and while he was brushing his fingerprints, I hugged his arm, and I stared at him resolutely, saying, "Zhang Jingchi, we need to have a good talk." ”

Look at Li Cheng, who once thought she was incomprehensible, Li Cheng who was once blindly optimistic and thought that she could see the light of tomorrow if she moved forward bravely, and Li Cheng who once had the courage to fight against everything, her tone finally had resoluteness.

You see, this pathetic Li Cheng who was careful in this relationship, buried all his past selves step by step, but struggled in the end. She finally had the audacity to think about what she got after a resolute hand.

Even if she felt that she had given all her strength to love fiercely, even if she had been so stable and calm to give her heart so full power to a person, she still couldn't get any good life.

Yes, he was so cold, distant, ruthless, and crushed her heart.

He took my hand off and said, "If you can't accept me like this, then I think we're going to stop here." ”

When he had finished speaking, he made a gesture to slam the door and go out, but I once again shamelessly clinged to his arm, but before I could speak, he took my hand down again, and he regained the coldness of our first acquaintance, and said, "Don't touch me again!" I don't like women who have nothing to do with me touching me! “

He didn't even look at me and just walked away.

I cried bitterly at the door, once he said that when I cried, his heart seemed to be trampled by thousands of horses, but now he calmly pressed the elevator and waited for the elevator, and then he left.

And so he went.

Thoroughly, gone.

I closed the door and cried and cried and cried, and I seemed to have lost all the tears that had been hidden in my body for the past few years.

When the tears dry up, self-esteem slowly emerges.

Did we break up like this?

If so, I'm the one who should go.

I turned out the suitcase I brought before, and slowly folded all my big and small clothes and put them down neatly, the printer was too heavy, the computer was too heavy, when I moved here, it was Zhang Jingchi who helped, and now let me be alone, how to take it away?

When I think of the sweetness of moving in, and then the current situation, my tears can't stop falling down the ground.

I thought my tears were gone, but why, I could still cry.

Why, even though I cried bitterly, I still couldn't expel the endless colics trapped in my heart from my body.

Why is it that those love that I thought was eternal is so vulnerable, and the man who promised me that I would be together forever can leave me so easily.

It's like throwing away a rag that you don't need anymore.

It's like discarding a rotten fruit that never needs to be tasted again.

It's like discarding a puppy that he never wants to perfunctory again.

And I'm this rag, this rotten fruit, this sad puppy.

God knows how far my damn imagination is going to hurt me before it stops, and the more I can remember, the more I can imagine, the more I cry, and at last I fell on top of that old suitcase, tears drifting down like a pouring rain.

I don't know how long I've been crying, I don't know how long I've been asleep on top of my suitcase, but when I woke up and looked at the wall clock, it was already 3 p.m.

My eyes were swollen like walnuts, but I still warned myself not to be nostalgic, I also warned myself not to be the second woman in Zhang Jingchi's life, and I even warned myself to be dignified, without entanglement, and walk cleanly, as if I had never been here.

I went to the balcony, put away all my socks, and I fertilized the two pots of jasmine, and I was so lonely that I despised myself, I picked up one of them and said, "Someone else may come to water you in the future, and you must grow it well." ”

Look how pathetic I am.

I walked back down the hall and tried to pick up the wet coat that I had thrown on the edge of the couch, only to see half of the condom bag in my pocket.

My whole body froze there.

I have this thing in my pocket!

I'm really crazy! Things that I hadn't touched before came to me again and again, like a huge net trying to catch me.

Could it be that Zhang Jingchi is so rough because I still have this thing in my pocket after I don't go home at night?

I felt deeply that I had fallen into a conspiracy.

Then, I tried my best to make myself feel that it was this conspiracy that made me and Zhang Jingchi fall into this unprovoked quarrel and misunderstanding, and we could sit together and spread out all the problems, and our relationship may not be so incorrigible.

I tried to calm myself down, I hurriedly ran to the bathroom, hurriedly washed my face with water, I dug out the Nokia I used to use from the drawer, and put the paper address book that Broadlink had sent me into my pocket, and went out.

By this time, the rain had stopped, and there was a fresh smell everywhere, so I went to the mobile service hall to make up for a card and put it in my phone.

After coming out of the service room, I found a dry place to sit down on the edge of the small flower bed, and I called Gao Lin first, I wanted to ask what happened last night.

The phone didn't ring twice, Gao Lin cut off at the other end, and after a few minutes, a text message came over and said, "Miss Li Cheng, I'm busy." I'm sorry for last night's incident, I went to Huizhou to see friends on vacation yesterday, and suddenly received a notice that Mr. Zhang had an accident, I was afraid of delay, and I notified you without verification, I'm sorry for causing you trouble.

Her explanation was so seamless that I couldn't find the slightest hint that she was deliberately trying to deceive me, as if I wanted to delve into this matter again, and that was mine.

I thought about it and found Xu Zhiyong's phone number from the address book.

The phone rang, Xu Zhiyong immediately picked it up, and he said lukewarmly: "Yo, it's really fast, the phone is back?" ”

I didn't take his words, but thought about the wording and said, "Mr. Xu, hello." I'm really sorry to bother you at this time, I just wanted to ask about last night. ”

I'm embarrassed to say that I have a condom bag in my pocket, do you know about this?

I'm going to say it, Xu Zhiyong will definitely seize the opportunity to laugh at me and tease me.

There was a sound of the bag tearing open, and after almost a minute, Xu Zhiyong said nonchalantly: "Yo, I finally see myself as a person?" ”

I was not qualified to care about the disdain and disdain in his tone, so I still said politely: "Mr. Xu, can you please tell me?" ”

Xu Zhiyong suddenly put my phone away.

I was holding my phone there and was stupid, thinking about whether to call it, but Xu Zhiyong called again.

I quickly pressed answer.

Without any politeness, Xu Zhiyong said abruptly and directly: "I'll tell you directly, if I hadn't arrived in time last night, maybe you would have made the headlines of the Jing News today, calling it a lone nocturnal woman who was attacked, and after waking up, she was humiliated and cut off by herself." Of course, the title could be more vigorous, and I don't read much to guess. But I really doubt that you dug up someone's ancestral grave or wiped out their entire family. Of course, I'm not telling you this to make you grateful to me, I'm a person who likes to walk between the good guy and the bad guy, and luckily for you, I just wanted to be a good guy last night. ”

I was stunned for a moment.

Xu Zhiyong was cold, and jumped into a serious tone and said: "Stupid, it's almost fine, love is not everything in life, get out of here when it's time to get out, don't stay in the middle of it, don't be nostalgic, don't act a vulgar love like a Korean drama." Your IQ is too urgent, and your EQ is basically none, you can't afford to play and you can't afford to hurt, if you are smarter, you can hide from it. ”

I actually had something to say, but it was like a fish in my throat, and I finally said into the microphone the most vulgar words in the world: "Mr. Xu, thank you." ”

Xu Zhiyong was silent for about three minutes, he faded away all the immodest, all the exaggerated and noisy and impetuous things, and he said slowly: "If I were ten years younger now, I would definitely chase you, but unfortunately I am 32 years old now." That's all I have to say, so do whatever you want. ”

Xu Zhiyong once again put the phone away.

I held my phone there for a moment, and finally I didn't call too much.

I stroked my hair against the wind, and finally I took a deep breath and calmed down for a while, and I dialed Zhang Jingchi's number.

These things must be explained.

It was like a century-long ringing before he slowly picked up the phone, his voice a little hoarse, but still indifferent, and he said, "Is there anything else?" ”

At this moment, there was a long, gentle, but clear voice from his side. The female voice said politely and politely, "Welcome to the Westin Yitian, we can serve you here." ”