Chapter Fifty-Six: When Ming
Chapter 56 The bright moon was there at that time, and he returned to the clouds.
The scenery in my heart is blooming all the way, you have never seen it. The clouds in my heart are colorful and gorgeous, and you have never raised your head.
I am the bright moon, the moon is full of moon, the lack of the moon is because I hurt you and you are thin, and the moon is full because I think you are full of heart.
I thought I was going to forget, I was going to let go, but why did tears flow in my eyes when I saw your back?
My words, if you do not understand, I will answer them in silence; My heart, if you don't know, I'll reveal it with my back.
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On the train back to Qingcheng. Lin Ziqian is still listening to songs with headphones plugged in. Along the way, he was like a plague god, and he refused to speak. No matter what I tried, it didn't make him laugh. I was really frustrated. I don't know how I offended him.
As soon as he got off the train, he didn't care that I was staggered by the crowd, and strode forward on his own.
"Lin Ziqian, you wait for me!"
"It's not like you don't know the way home!" His footsteps didn't stop.
"Even if that's the case, you can't ...... Let's separate here! Go back to your own home! Hearing me say this, Lin Ziqian still didn't look back. Only his cold voice floated in the cold wind: "Goodbye! ”
Looking at Lin Ziqian's back, he disappeared into the crowded railway station square. The way he strode away was still so charming, his posture was quite handsome, and every step touched people's hearts. Perhaps he is a beautiful sight to behold wherever he is. Every line and movement makes people ......
Distressed.
I think of him smiling with shredded potatoes, remembering that he sang affectionately, and remembering that his words were gentle and gentle...... Really, it hurts. I gasped for breath and looked around at the bronze bull in the square, which had stood since birth, bathed in the winter sun......
"Do you want to get in the car? Where to go? "There was a private car driver who said so.
"How much does it cost to go to Baoding Street?"
"Ten pieces!"
"It turned out to be seven pieces!"
"Now the price of oil has risen, and so have the prices! Whether you go or not, you can get a dollar cheaper! ”
"Of course I have to go home!" With that, I jumped on the tricycle. Qingcheng, my hometown, I'm back.
During the winter vacation, my good friend Xiami and I finally got a job as waiters at KFC. A poor student like me still has to earn money from my own labor, and I want to earn more money before I graduate, because I still have a wish before I leave Marina City.
"Welcome to KFC, this is your ...... Ah, you are, Linzi...... Silent! "The girl sitting by the window has the eyebrows and eyes of the crescent moon that I am familiar with, but the style of dressing has not changed, fresh and open. The slim pink cropped down jacket accentuates the slim figure, and the hair is no longer a diagonal ponytail, but a neat short hair dyed in two colors, and the earrings are large and bright...... The little girl seems to be in a hurry to grow up.
"You are, He ......" "He Qingyin!" I hurriedly said my name for fear that she would be too embarrassed.
"I'm working here this year! You were on the opposite side last year! She pointed to the Qilin Square opposite, and we smiled. I certainly remember that she helped me hand out flyers.
"You were the only one?" "No, I made an appointment, oh...... You're asking if my brother is coming! I hurriedly waved my hand and said, "No, you use it slowly, I'm busy!" Behind him came a crisp laugh like a silver bell.
When I changed my clothes and was about to take over the shift, I found that Lin Zimo by the window was still sitting there, and the seat opposite her was empty. It was the rush hour, and I was so busy that I couldn't care about it.
"Zimo, you haven't left yet? It's half past three! ”
"I said I was waiting for him here at noon today, he knew, but he didn't ......come," although the stubborn girl didn't cry, her tone was extremely unnatural, and her eyes stared blankly at the slightly melted chocolate sundae on the table opposite. On this cold day, I even ordered a sundae...... Wayward girls, but also live freely and comfortably.
"Who is he?" I'm a little curious to find out.
didn't wait for Lin Zimo's answer, but waited for a phone call. Although it was a distance away, the sound from the earpiece of the mobile phone reached my ears accurately:
"Lin Zimo, I order you to come back immediately!" "Why do you dominate me?" "Just because I'm your brother!" The voice was impatient and impatient, but very familiar, Lin Ziqian's voice.
"You're going to die of this heart, he Wu Linfei is a carrot, he is just playing with you, you are also serious, are you a pig brain!" Sure enough, it is Lin Ziqian's style. I laughed inwardly.
"You don't have to worry about my business! Take care of yourself! You're not a carrot anymore? Did you have fun with Sister Ruoshui yesterday? The warbler in the school didn't call you to borrow a New Year's greeting set? Who told me last year that He Qingyin is the person you have always wanted to cherish and protect? He Qingyin is sitting opposite me now, you tell her, you are just having fun with her, let her not take it seriously! After speaking, Lin Zimo handed me the phone.
I was dumbfounded, wondering how their brother and sister quarrel could come to me again.
I didn't answer the phone, but there was no longer a sound on the phone, and I knew that Lin Ziqian was silent......
"I won't bother, I'm off work!" With that, I hurriedly pushed the door open and went out. As soon as I went out, a cold wind came to my face, such a cold wind, such a cold winter! I squinted my eyes slightly, took a breath, and rode my bicycle down the bustling avenue of Qingcheng in the afternoon.
remembered Lin Ziqian's silence on the phone just now, did he really say that I was the person he had always been protecting? Many images flashed through my mind: the gentle exhortation on the radio waves, the fact that he always helped me solve a problem quickly, the deliberate waiting for the exit of the green lake, the fact that he had been by my lovelorn side to make me look up to the sky, the words he didn't say in the classroom, the seaside where he tried his best to get me ashore safely, and he deliberately sang the songs I sang...... But didn't he destroy my love for the seashore and the self-esteem of a hesitant boy? Didn't he indirectly hurt me physically and mentally, and was criticized by rumors?
The hand holding the handlebar of the bicycle tightens unconsciously...... Bursts of panic mixed with distress. I told myself, "Don't think about it, it's all over, if you want to be good, you have to be ruthless and thoughtless, without any ties!" You yourself knew you were going to stay away from him! ”
Underground, the mottled shadow of the tung tree faded back little by little under the pressure of the wheels, how nice it would be if the memory could be like this!
I continued to work my job throughout the winter vacation, and I didn't meet Ziqian and Zimo siblings again. I was very happy the moment I got the money, and my heart seemed to fly to Marina City, and I waited for school to start.
When it came to the Spring Festival of 2005, after the Spring Festival, I couldn't wait to return to Binhai City, contacted the specific matters of tutoring, and was very busy, on the one hand, preparing for the college thesis, on the other hand, preparing for the college entrance examination, and taking time to do tutoring, so busy that I knew that "busy" was the only way to forget everything, and it was a good medicine to cure heartache.
One day, after a professional class, I couldn't wait to pack my things, carry my bag and go out of the classroom. As soon as I got out of the classroom, my backpack was pulled by someone, and when I turned around, I saw that it was Yu Haibin, still my handsome sword eyebrows, and still the warm shirt of Lang Plaid that he liked, loosely pulling the cuffs, a little chic and uninhibited.
I swallowed my saliva suddenly, and then my throat eased up, and I said with a little shame, "You...... What are you going to do? "After all, from the last time he gave back all my things, he had the intention of avoiding me, I knew that we were destined to be destined in this life, and today he grabbed my backpack again, what does it mean?
"I've looked for you three times, but no one answered your dormitory phone, or you're going to be a tutor. There is a professional class today and I know you will come...... This one, for you! ”
I took the plastic bag in his hand and looked at it, it was my favorite green onion biscuit. He had accompanied me to buy it before, and I said I liked it, salty, crunchy ...... "Thank you!" ”
The moment I looked up, I saw countless classmates walking past me with smiling eyes. I don't understand why he did this, but it must have been for a purpose, otherwise he wouldn't have gone to such great lengths to let the whole department see it.
Thinking of this, my eyes crossed with a hint of disappointment. Then he said, "If you have anything to do, just say, as long as I can do it, I will do it, you name it!" We don't have to be polite, I'll take this cookie! ”
Hearing that there was something in my words, his eyes suddenly dimmed a lot, and after a while, it seemed to be very difficult, he whispered: "He Qingyin, I ...... I wonder if you can help me revise, I want to study for the exam with you. "I immediately understood.
"Good...... Yes, no problem. I have a place in the northeast corner of the study room on the third floor of the library, you can sit opposite me every day to review, I will definitely make a copy of the review materials for you, and you will make a copy of the copy to me, we will help each other and strive to be admitted to the ideal school! "Because I wasn't used to sitting across from me, I had two seats, but I happened to be on the beach. I said as I put the cookies in my backpack.
"Which school are you going to go to?" He asked me urgently.
"I don't know, what about you?" Indeed, I'm not sure whether to accompany Susan to the school headquarters or to accompany the boss to challenge for higher goals.
"Let's go to the school headquarters!" He scratched his head with his hands, as if he was a little afraid that he would not pass the exam.
"Oh! Let's work together! I glanced at him, and a smile flashed in the corner of my eye, "I'm going to go back to dinner and go to tutoring in the afternoon, goodbye!" "I'll treat you to dinner!" "No need, wait until you get in!" I've quickly walked down the steps. Naturally, I didn't see the tears surging in Yu Haibin's eyes.
From then on, I was no longer alone in my revision, because there was a person sitting across from me, a person I had been thinking about day and night. It's just that when we've been through so much and sitting face to face again, I feel unnatural again.
"Oh, this is my review plan, I made a copy of it for you, and also, let's review the history of literature in the past two weeks, I have summarized all the knowledge points of ancient literature, made a list, and also printed a copy for you! You just follow this review! ”
"That'...... How much money did you reprint? I give ......"
"Our brothers, does talking about money hurt feelings! You review well, wait for you to be admitted to the undergraduate program, invite me to a big dinner, how about I call all my good friends? I said with a wink.
Yu Haibin knew that I was joking, and he knew that I would not allow him to withdraw any more money.
The revision has been going in an orderly manner according to my plan. When the people next to the study hall are not there, I will take the test at the waterfront in due course. "What are Li Bai's masterpieces and what are the artistic characteristics of the works?"
"Only a fool will come up with such a big question! …… Oops! ”
I hated to step on him, "It's not going to be so simple, let alone difficult!" Looking at his knotted sword eyebrows, I had to kick him again. Zhengse said: "Yu Haibin, you study hard, if you can't pass the exam, let alone review with me, I feel ashamed." ”
"Yes, yes, Mr. He, obey! Be merciful! He gave up, but he didn't dare to speak loudly for fear of disturbing the people around him, so he had to hold back. I was amused by him, and I had to shake my head helplessly.
As I expected, the classmates in the department really knew about me and Yu Haibin reviewing together again, and they all talked about everything.
When Susan found out, she smiled indifferently and said to me: "You are 22 years old, not 19 years old, you understand what I said, just ask your own heart!" She poked my finger at the place of my heart. My heart suddenly tightened, and I suddenly thought of a person, and I hurriedly shook my head, no, in this position, there is only one person from beginning to end, that is, Yu Haibin.
Wake up late on the beach. It's also late to the study room. I always arrive early, so I go outside to the lake in the three provinces to memorize a book for a while. Then go to the first floor of the library to get boiling water, and then go to the self-study room on the third floor to review your homework. I filled the glass of water on the beachfront and cooled it, and then sat down to review.
"Hey," the girl sitting to my right said, and I turned my head away, "You're so nice to your boyfriend, you're such a happy couple!" ”
"Really? ...... "I don't look over my head and don't say anything. The heart is turned upside down.
How I longed for the seashore...... But can we go back?
Yu Haibin came, bathed in the sun, his smile was so warm, I used to think that he would be the eternal Apollo of my life. But he left me in a dark corner.
I wrote on the paper: "Why did you come, what time is it!" Handing it to him, he replied, "Half past eight!" I glared at him angrily and continued, "It's better to come back at half past eight in the evening!" Drink water, just drink! ”
He picked up the cup and took a sip of it, suddenly spit on the ground, stretching out his hot red tongue and fanning it with his hand, "You're going to burn me to death!" Ignoring the fact that the people around him were reviewing and being quiet, he couldn't help but say it.
Seeing his embarrassed appearance, I and the girls around me laughed, but he blushed with shame. It's been a long time since I've seen him shy and embarrassed, and I miss him a lot.
The library study room, the dining room, the dormitory, the tutor in the city, sometimes I was so tired that I fell asleep on the table. I had a dream in a daze. In the dream, Lin Ziqian said to me at the station: "You go back, you don't know the way home!" Then he got on the train and left alone, and I chased the train and shouted: "Lin Ziqian, you tell me, what did I do wrong, why did you leave?" "My voice was drowned in the roar of the car, Lin Ziqian was still sitting by the window with a straight and handsome posture, as if he was saying something, but I couldn't hear it." I can't hear what you say! Inaudible! There was only the familiar smell of Lin Ziqian in his nose: a fresh smell of mint mixed with herbs...... "Please, don't go!"
I was startled, as if something had fallen to the ground and woke me up. I looked underground, it was a dress, was it an illusion, it couldn't be Lin Ziqian's clothes, right? I leaned over to pick up my clothes and looked down to smell them......
"I haven't washed this dress for many days, it smells, don't you mind washing it for me! I saw you asleep just now, I was afraid that you would catch a cold, so I put it on you, I hope it didn't smoke you! Yu Haibin showed a narrow smile on his face.
I just woke up and was still immersed in the unpleasant dream just now, and I seemed to be very disappointed, it was not Lin Ziqian's clothes, it seemed that I was really hallucinating, and even my sense of smell was out of order.
"I'm leaving, it's not early, are you going back?" I started packing my things.
"I'll join you, after all, it's too late today!" He looked down at his watch and muttered, "It's nine o'clock!" I thought to myself, that is, Yu Haibin said this, as if he was a little aggrieved, if Lin Ziqian was to say: "You are a pig, you can really sleep, do you know that it is nine o'clock!" The thought of this made me laugh out loud.
"What's so funny?" Yu Haibin looked at me puzzled.
I took Yu Haibin's clothes in my hand, pushed my backpack to him, tilted my chin, and said to him: "If you want me to wash this dress for you, you can, help me carry my schoolbag from today!" "It's so refreshing to look at his wide eyes.
Along the way, we chatted about the progress of the revision, and we were about to enter the dormitory. He handed me the backpack in his hand and said with a smile: "I knew that your schoolbag was so heavy, so I wouldn't let you do the laundry!" "You know it's too late, but okay, I'll only help you wash this one piece of clothing, and you can help me carry my schoolbag for a month!" "Wow! It's not fair! "Protest on the beach." I'll have to rethink that for you to review......" "Okay, okay, you have the final say!" ”
"Hahaha......" Just as I was smiling proudly, I saw a bicycle pass in front of me, wafting a familiar smell......
"Lin Ziqian!" I couldn't help but shout, but the bike didn't stop, leaving only a handsome back under the lights to fade away......
Tears fell silently. "Lin Ziqian, what's wrong with you? Do you speak to me only in your dreams? ”
Yu Haibin looked at Lin Ziqian's distant back, with infinite resentment in his eyes. The corners of the mouth unnaturally tuck down.
I picked up the backpack in the seashore and ran silently to my dormitory in Area C, leaving the silent figure of the waterfront standing in the bright lights of the night...... He looked up at the sky, the full moon. Spring is coming, and the moon is full.
At that time, the bright moon was there, and it was back from the clouds.