Qin Feide's Afterword 17 Afterword: The Heart is a Wounded City (2)

Sun Yingzi roared like this, which made Qin Yihuai's originally relaxed expression no longer exist, his handsome face was very calm, and even his brows were horizontally lined. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

Qin Yihuai was still standing at the door and asked in a low voice, "Have you been looking for him?" ”

"Yes......" Sun Yingzi said, "I'm sorry, I know it's not good, it's not appropriate, but I did it anyway......"

"Are you sick in the head? What do you go to him for! Qin Yihuai looked at her fiercely and shot straight at her.

Sun Yingzi didn't feel scared, but she was a little stunned in her heart, she gritted her teeth and said, "I just want to know the truth of the matter, I just want to understand why you said that!" I get it all now! Over the years, you have not had a good relationship with your eldest brother because of that incident! You don't go to the funeral because you're guilty! Actually, you've always blamed yourself......"

"Haha!" Qin Yihuai smiled, it was a sneer, "Who do you think you are?" ”

Sun Yingzi was stunned, Qin Yihuai looked at her with even more cold eyes and said, "Don't be too self-righteous, think that what you did is right, in fact, you are outrageously wrong!" ”

"You say I'm self-righteous? Yes, I admit it, I was self-righteous, so what? Sun Yingzi retorted, "If it's not because of this incident, what else can it be?" What else could make you say something like that! ”

He wouldn't know, because his words that day had kept her in her heart.

Even, I tasted the pain.

It's too uncomfortable.

She's only been a few days, but how many years has he been?

"I'm telling you, I don't have a good relationship with him because I hate him. And I didn't show up at the funeral because I hated that woman too. If it weren't for their mother and son, my life would be better. I never blamed myself, because they caused everything, they were to blame, they were sinners. Qin Yihuai decided and said indifferently.

Sun Yingzi was stunned, and came back to her senses in an instant, she was a little at a loss, she just scolded loudly, "Qin Yihuai, don't deceive yourself!" ”

"It's you who deceive yourself." Qin Yihuai said coldly, and warned again, "Sun Yingzi, you listen to me, you don't have to worry about my affairs!" You'd better not be nosy! We're not even friends! ”

Dropping this sentence, Qin Yihuai turned around and disappeared.

Only Sun Yingzi was left alone, and the pen had a gravure mark in his hand.

During rush hour, the road is full of traffic, ordinary roads have long been blocked, and even the elevated highway is driving like a turtle.

Qin Yihuai just stepped on the accelerator, dazed, not knowing where to go, just driving to follow the front.

When he reacted, he had already driven on the elevated road.

I was stuck in the middle, I couldn't get by, and I couldn't turn back.

Qin Yihuai pressed the horn vigorously, as if he was venting. Seeing that he was driving slowly in front of him, he quickly stepped on the accelerator, but because he was too hard and did not control it well, the front of the car suddenly hit the rear of the opponent's car, and he rushed forward.

The owner of the car in front immediately got out of the car and was going to find him to theorize, "How did you do it?" The car was hit! ”

Qin Yihuai also went down, his cold and handsome countenance, there was a shocking indifference.

The other party was still muttering, but as soon as he met him, he was intimidated by the horror on his face, looked at his car, and then looked at him, and immediately eased his tone, "Forget it, I didn't sink in." ”

At this time, the traffic began to move forward again, and the man hurriedly got into the car.

Qin Yihuai also sat back in the car, but he didn't go any further.

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"Pypyro&mda;&mda;" Behind him was the constant sound of horns, slowly, passing by his side.

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In the next few days, Sun Yingzi did not intersect with Qin Yihuai any more, except for the necessary things at work, they were so simple that they didn't even have a small talk. Seeing that Qin Shijin's mother's death day has passed the "second seventh", and the "fourth seventh", it will be the day of the seventh day in the blink of an eye.

On the seventh day, they made an appointment to go to the Buddhist hall to recite sutras.

It was in the Buddhist hall on the outskirts of Hong Kong City, and the time was set.

Qin Shijin was reluctant to do this, but Lu Zhanyan was very persistent, as if he could comfort the undead like this.

Lin Haiyin had no relatives or friends in front of him, so he was very lonely when he passed away.

In the first seven, their group got together and burned paper money for her.

When it was time to break the seventh, Lu Zhanyan also called to inform them one by one, thanking them one by one, and they didn't need to arrive.

In the end, the heart always arrives.

But everyone thought that everything must have a beginning and an end, so they insisted on staying the course.

Seeing that it was about to be time to get off work that day, Sun Yingzi asked for leave and wanted to leave early, but Qin Yihuai did not stop him.

Sun Yingzi thought about it, but couldn't help but say, "Tonight, we will all go to the Futang of the Hanging Temple." ”

Qin Yihuai didn't even raise his head, "Assistant Sun, I hope that in the future, in the company, you will not talk about personal matters, and learn how to distinguish between public and private!" ”

Sun Yingzi frowned, in the past month and a half, from May to July, their relationship seemed to be frozen.

At this moment, it was hard to have a conversation, but it was so needle-pointed.

Sun Yingzi took a deep breath and said softly, "If I were Aunt Lin, I think she would also hope to see you at the end, you know, she may also want to get your forgiveness." She is true to her feelings, but she may also feel ashamed of other people's children. Perhaps, you don't even know how lucky you are, at least you once had. I'm done talking, it's up to you whether you go or not. ”

After Sun Yingzi finished speaking, she turned around and left.

Qin Yihuai kept his head down, and after hearing the door being closed and the footsteps were far away, he was still staring at the documents in front of him. Turning the page, another page, but I couldn't read it. Those dense texts, black and white, blurred.

Qin Yihuai wanted to calm down and continue working, but he couldn't concentrate.

All that left her mind was the words that Sun Yingzi said&mda;&mda;she was loyal to her feelings, but she may also feel ashamed of other people's children.

This is damn good!

Why did he think about it?

Why should he care?

He is already a dead person, so why should he bother?

Yes, don't bother, don't care about it.

Qin Yihuai thought silently, but his brows were still furrowed, and his chest was so suffocating. He just said to himself that he would never go.

Because he has not forgiven.

I never forgave myself.

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The Hanging Temple on the outskirts of the port city is nearly an hour's drive from the city. The group drove and came here. I had already informed the presiding master here beforehand, so I had already set up a small pavilion for them to go in and meditate. Everyone was there, but only one person was missing.

Qin Yihuai still didn't come!

Sun Yingzi lowered her eyes, her expression was a little depressed.

Su Nan on the side saw that she was not very happy, and couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?" ”

"Nothing." Sun Yingzi shook her head.

Subsequently, the great monk entered the small pavilion and recited the Buddhist scriptures while knocking on the wooden fish.

For a moment, it was suddenly quiet, so quiet that only the muttered words of the Buddha and the sound of the wind outside.

There was a little blur in his ears, Sun Yingzi thought, Qin Yihuai, is he really not coming?

The night was getting darker.

In the summer of July, it gets darker a little later.

At six o'clock, you can also see the gorgeous sunset in the evening.

After listening to the prayers of the great monk, the group went to the dining hall to eat. Everyone was walking in front, but Sun Yingzi was thinking heavily, so her pace slowed down unconsciously, and gradually, she came to the end. The person in front of him walked into the courtyard.

Sun Yingzi hasn't yet.

But she didn't give up, and looked behind her, but she didn't see half a figure.

After all, she followed the others into the courtyard.

It wasn't until Sun Yingzi's figure disappeared that another figure appeared from behind, it was Qin Yihuai. He was silent, faltering.

"This benefactor, did you come with them?" The little monk asked.

Qin Yihuai said in a deep voice, "No, I just went the wrong way. ”

After eating, everyone drove back to the city.

After the group got off the elevated road, they went back separately.

Sun Yingzi drove a car alone, aimlessly circling around the city. She hesitated for a moment, but still picked up her phone and pressed a certain number.

But there was a response from the other end, "I'm sorry, the user you dialed has been turned off......"

Qin Yihuai, he turned off his phone!

Sun Yingzi frowned, she thought about where he would go, but she didn't know his usual whereabouts, after all, between them, as he said, maybe not even friends.

Sun Yingzi thought for a while, and was about to go over to take a look, maybe he would meet him and say not necessarily.

She turned the car around and headed for the bar she had been to that day.

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Just after eight o'clock, the men and women who love nightlife are just getting started. There were already a lot of people gathered in the bar, and as soon as you walked in, it was smoky and filled with a strong smell of alcohol. Sun Yingzi's gaze searched around, and then he turned his head again to look at the place where he had been sitting before.

At the bar, there was a handsome and extraordinary figure.

If you look closely, the side face is so familiar.

Sure enough, it's Qin Yihuai!

And beside him, two more women gathered, who seemed to be talking to him.

It's just that Qin Yihuai ignored them.

Sun Yingzi immediately walked over, and she heard the voices of the two women.

"Hey, handsome man, you come here a lot, why do you always drink?"

"Didn't your girlfriend come today?"

"Shall you play with us, then?"

Qin Yihuai was just drinking, and he was about to speak, but was overshadowed by another female voice, "I'm sorry, two young ladies, I'm late, you can go." ”

When the two women saw her, they were a little unwilling.

Sun Yingzi approached Qin Yihuai directly, picked up his wine glass and took a sip, but Qin Yihuai turned his head to look at her and didn't stop.

Seeing this, the two women were willing to give up.

Qin Yihuai immediately snatched the wine glass and drank it to himself.

Sun Yingzi stood beside him, looked at him for a while, and then she spoke, "Qin Yihuai, I didn't expect that you really didn't come." ”

"Qin Yihuai, is it necessary for you to do this?"

"Qin Yihuai, you are a coward!" She was angry and sad, and blurted out.

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