Chapter 364: For You, For Yourself
Xu Yi and I are already very familiar with each other, so when I spoke to him like this, I didn't worry at all that he would misunderstand me, and I just hoped that he could go back and have a good rest.
After I said this, Xu Yi was really slightly stunned, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and the expression on his face became even more surprised when he found that the time was indeed so late as I said.
"It's really late, but it's okay, I'll be here with you tonight. You can't have no one by your side now, Chen Tang and Xu Yi have already gone back, so I must take this responsibility of taking care of you. ”
Xu Yi didn't hesitate, and spoke directly to me, maybe when Chen Tang and Lin Xun left, he had already made plans to stay here with me all night, but he didn't say it.
In fact, don't say it's Xu Yi, even if Chen Tang and Lin Xun want to stay here with me all night, I don't plan to let them stay tonight.
Because it's too hurtful for them to do this, and I can't just harm them because of me.
So when Xu Yi said that he planned to stay here all night, I immediately shook my head at him without hesitation, and my attitude was extremely resolute, no matter what, I would let him go back tonight.
"I don't need you to accompany me here, you can go back to the Xu family now, Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu may still be waiting for you, you will make them worry when you are outside."
"Besides, after that incident two days ago, the security of the community has become more stringent.
I'm alone at home, and no one will break in, how can I be in danger? So don't worry, I'll be going to bed later, and I'll lock the door so no one comes in. ”
"That's just part of my concern." Xu Yi was still a little hesitant, he frowned and explained to me softly, "You are home alone, if someone breaks in, it will be troublesome, this is one of the points I am worried about."
And what I'm more worried about is that you just found out about these things, and your mood is extremely unstable, and I'm really afraid that you will do something stupid that you shouldn't do, so I have to watch you. ”
"Doing something stupid that shouldn't be done?" When I heard Xu Yi's words, I laughed a little for a while, and I didn't quite understand what he meant in his words.
But I wasn't stupid, and I quickly understood what he was worried about.
What he meant was that after I had been hit so hard, he was afraid that I wouldn't be able to think about it, and this is a high-rise building, and if I jumped off the stairs, he would never be able to see me.
But in my opinion, I only think that Xu Yi is a little stupid now, and when I know what the Qin family has done to the Chen family, I will certainly be very sad, after all, this is a situation I never thought of.
There are also Qin Han who has deceived me for so many years, and has been deceiving me all over the place, and I have been kept in the dark by him for a long time, which is enough for me to be heartbroken.
But if I'm going to kill myself just because of these two things, then I think I'm too vulnerable.
I have always felt that my life is not going well, and before I met Qin Han again, I had already suffered a betrayal, and these two blows were equally serious for me.
The first time I was betrayed, I did think about suicide, but that was already the same thing, and now I have a new look.
What's more, at that time, I was isolated, no one was willing to help me, no one wanted to contact me, they all just felt that I was a flood beast and couldn't avoid it.
But now it's different, I have a group of friends around me who are willing to care for me and take care of me, and I have my own company and employees under me.
This group of people has been silently supporting me, so what reason do I have to make myself vulnerable?
So after thinking about it for a long time, I still shook my head lightly at Xu Yi, just to dispel this somewhat ridiculous thought in his heart, "What are you thinking?" Xu Yi: Are you worried about my suicide? Then I can tell you very clearly, I will never do this. ”
"No, I didn't mean that, I'm just a little worried, you have to understand me......" Hearing me suddenly say these two words directly, Xu Yi seemed even more flustered than me, he stretched out his hand and waved desperately towards me, as if he wanted me to expel the thoughts just now from my mind.
"I beg you, don't think so. I don't care about the rest, I've decided to stay here with you tonight, and I won't leave if you let me go. ”
After listening to me say this, Xu Yi seemed to be more convinced that I might commit suicide, which made me cry and laugh, and secretly held back for a long time, but finally couldn't help laughing.
"Xu Yi. I really don't know what to worry about.
You should know very well that I wouldn't do that at all, it's just your own thoughts. ”
"Because I've never been very vulnerable."
I said these words to Xu Yi with a smile, but the confusion on his face told me very clearly that he was still a little reluctant to believe what I said.
Seeing this expression on Xu Yi's face only made me feel more and more helpless, so I shook my head lightly and asked him.
"If you really think that I might do something stupid, then can you tell me what the reason is, is it just because Qin Han betrayed me?"
Hearing me ask like this, Xu Yi looked at me intently, and then nodded desperately at me, "That's right, that's it." Although Qin Han is my cousin, and their family is also related to our family, but this time it is really the Qin family that has done something wrong, and I am afraid that you will not be able to accept this blow for a while. ”
"So, ah......" Xu Yi sighed helplessly as he spoke, and he lay directly on the sofa, as if he was ready not to leave.
"I'm going to stay here tonight, if you want to sleep, go back to sleep now, I can sleep on the sofa too, just squint for a while."
"That's not good, you have to go home tonight no matter what, otherwise I won't be able to explain to Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu."
Like Xu Yi's resolute attitude at this time, I always insisted on letting him go home, and I didn't want him to stay here any longer.
As for what I said, Xu Yi didn't think so, and even took out his mobile phone again, as if he was pressing someone's phone, which made me startled and asked him loudly.
"Xu Yi, stop me, who are you going to call?!"
"Didn't you say that you were afraid that my parents would be worried, then I'll go and call them right now and tell them that I'm with you, and that I'll watch over you tonight so they won't be worried!"
"No, no, absolutely not!" Xu Yi's words really confirmed my conjecture, so without saying a word, I immediately got up from the sofa and rushed in his direction, trying to snatch the phone from his hand.
Then Xu Yi seemed to be able to foresee my movements in advance, and when I rushed towards him, he quickly took the phone aside, and I couldn't reach it anyway.
But even so, I struggled hard to snatch the phone out of Xu Yi's hand, and shouted a warning to him.
"I can tell you Xu Yi, you are not allowed to call Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu, and you are not allowed to tell them that you plan to guard me tonight. I don't want them to worry about me, and besides, they're probably already asleep by now, so you should go back now, or I'll kick you out!" ”
Seeing me in such a hurry, Xu Yi seemed to have a playful heart, he wouldn't let me get the phone anyway, but when he saw that the emotions on my face were getting more and more serious, and there seemed to be some signs of wanting to get angry, he had to choose to give up.
"Hey, okay, okay, don't grab the phone with me anymore, just don't call me."
Xu Yi said to me helplessly, and when I heard her say this, I was a little relieved, but I still didn't believe him, so I immediately asked him.
"What you say is true? As long as I let go of my hand, you will never call Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu to tell her about my current situation? ”
The helplessness on Xu Yi's face was even more obvious, but he still patiently explained to me.
"Of course, I've said it many times, when have I lied to you, since I told you so, then I would never call them."
After getting Xu Yi's confirmation again, I was relieved, so I slowly stood up and didn't snatch Xu Yi's phone again.
And as he said at the beginning, he put away his mobile phone and did not choose to call Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu.
When I saw this, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, but my goal was not accomplished, so I couldn't give up.
"Okay, let's not make trouble, you hurry home now, I really don't need you to accompany me here, I can be alone at home, and I will definitely not encounter any danger."
"As for all this about how you think I might do stupid things, don't think too much about it. Because I can't do that, I still have a lot of work to do, and I haven't cleared my father's name, so how can I risk my own life? ”
Maybe it's because this time, there was really a serious look in my eyes, and Xu Yi also noticed that my attitude was extremely resolute, so he also put away his relaxation and responded to me solemnly.
He looked at me for a long time, as if thinking about what I had said to him, before he breathed a sigh of relief and raised his head to me and whispered to me.
"You have to think about it, do you really want to do this? If I'm gone, and something does happen to you, then I won't be able to get to the scene in time! ”
"Of course I know that, but after I lock the door, do you think anyone will be able to get in? You don't need to worry about this at all, after all, it's all superfluous, and if I am really in danger, I will definitely notify you as soon as possible. ”
"So you just get out of here. Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu, if they don't sleep, they are probably waiting for you to go back, and if you continue to waste time here, it will only make them worry too. ”
I once again spoke earnestly to Xu Yi to persuade him, and he slowly lowered his head, and when he raised it again, he gently moved at me with half hesitation.