Chapter 365: Have You Ever Loved Me?

"Well, since you insist on doing this, then I'll go home first, and you remember to lock the door and check for any loopholes."

"And once you hear something, remember to hide in the house, don't come out, call me as soon as possible, and I'll come over immediately."

Although he had agreed with what I said, Xu Yi still looked a little worried, and he kept telling me, but at the same time, he got up from the sofa and prepared to walk in the direction of the door.

And I followed Xu Yi's footsteps closely, listening to what he told me, I just kept nodding to him and agreeing to all the conditions he said.

"Okay, okay, I know, don't worry, if something really happens, I will definitely inform you immediately."

"Of course it's best if you think so."

As I spoke, I finally sent Xu Yi to the door, and he was about to leave.

But the worry in his eyes only increased, and he looked at me for a long time before he whispered to me, "Xiao Ci, I want you to remember that no matter what happens to you, there is always a group of people who love you to guard you.

So for their sake, and for your own sake, you must be strong! ”

Xu Yi's words made my heart warm, I knew what his words were referring to, he was still worried that I would do something stupid, so he tried everything to encourage me and comfort me.

And in the face of his concern for me, how could I not accept it, so I immediately smiled and nodded to him.

"Don't worry, I know everything you said." I stretched out my hand and patted Xu Yi's shoulder gently, trying to reassure him, "I will never do anything that should not be done." Because you're all still with me, I'm not alone. ”

Hearing me say this, Xu Yi's face finally showed a satisfied smile.

"Then I'll leave now, and you should also pay attention to safety."

After saying goodbye to me, Xu Yi walked to the elevator, and I slowly closed the door, isolating the whole world from me.

Closing the door and looking back at the empty room, for some reason loneliness came over them for a moment, and they scrambled for fear that they would be left behind.

Originally, there were three people sitting here besides me, and they were all chattering around me, although it was a little noisy, but it was always lively, and they all came to me with concern.

But in just a few hours, their concern for me vanished, and it wasn't because of them, but because of me.

Because of my cruelty, my willfulness, and my helplessness, I drove them out of this room completely, and may never welcome them again.

I originally thought that after sending Xu Yi away, maybe I could really sleep well for a while, but it wasn't until then that I realized that sadness was still hanging over my heart, and it was because of them that it didn't seem so obvious.

One by one, they left me, and there was no one to accompany and no one to talk to, so the original feelings swept over again, and once again I couldn't struggle, and I couldn't struggle.

I walked slowly to the sofa step by step, and I didn't want to go back to the room to lie down for a while, I wanted to sit quietly by myself and think about what I should do in the future.

And when passing by the switch of the light. I don't know why God sent the ghost to the ground, and I actually put it out.

In just a moment, the room was plunged into darkness, and if it weren't for the moonlight shining outside the window, I probably wouldn't even be able to see the road under my feet.

So, in the shimmer of light, I slowly felt my way to the sofa, until I finally fell asleep in it, surrounded by soft touch, but I couldn't feel any warmth.

I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, but it didn't bring me any comfort, but the moment I closed my eyes, everything that had happened all day rushed towards me.

Their scolding, their reprimands, their worries, their tears, their fears......

All their emotions slowly eroded me little by little, from the inside out, from top to bottom, leaving no emotion, maybe they just wanted to force me to end my life earlier.

I could only curl up in pain, but the pain came entirely from my heart, not my body, so I couldn't get any relief.

At this time, how much do I hope that tomorrow will come, and maybe things will turn around?

At this moment, I still had this dream in my heart......

With deep despair and pain, I nestled on the couch for an unknown amount of time, until finally sleepiness hit, and before I knew it, I fell asleep.

In this way, I can be regarded as finding a way to relieve myself, at least my mind will not be like a marquee. Playing all the clips that happened today in an infinite loop.

What finally woke me up was the sound coming from the entrance door.

Since the events of that day, I have found myself more and more sensitive, and the slightest sound can touch my heartstrings.

Not to mention that now, knowing that I am alone at home, I suddenly hear a voice at the door, how can this not make me feel terrified?

I woke up from my sleep, almost bouncing off the couch, my muscles tense and my breath short, looking in the direction of the doorway.

It was still a bit foggy outside, apparently just early in the morning. But who had come so early in the morning, and what purpose had he come for?

All sorts of thoughts filtered through my mind, and just as I couldn't figure it out, the door suddenly opened.

The hairs on my body stood on end in an instant, and I was ready to run into the bedroom and lock the house back.

But when I saw the man who had come in, he and I were both stunned.

All day yesterday, and even this night, I was thinking, when I saw Qin Han, what kind of mood and what kind of expression should I treat him?

But now, when Qin Han was really standing in front of me, all his previous thoughts no longer counted.

I don't know what kind of emotions I should use to treat a person who betrayed me, even if this person is Qin Han.

I already knew what had happened, but for Qin Han, he still thought that I was kept in the dark, so when he saw me standing in the living room and looking at him, he was slightly stunned, and then there was a soft smile on his face.

So Qin Han walked towards me step by step, he was still the same as usual, facing others with a cold face, with a sharp cold color in his eyes, but he was the only one who faced me with tenderness and a smile.

If I usually saw Qin Han with such an expression on me, I would only feel my heart beating faster, desperate to rush to him, throw myself into his arms, and feel the familiar breath he brought me.

But now that I saw Qin Han slowly approaching me step by step, the first thought in my heart was to escape, because I really didn't know how I should face him.

Seeing that Qin Han was getting closer and closer to me, and the moment he stretched out his hand to me, before I could react, he hugged me directly in his arms.

The smell of familiarity in my nose was so thick that I almost couldn't hold back my tears.

"I thought you should be sleeping at this time, why are you standing here motionless, and you haven't put on shoes, isn't it cold on the ground?"

Qin Han spoke softly to me, his words were full of concern for me, even after learning the truth, now facing his language, I still can't tell whether it is true or false.

I opened my mouth and wanted to open my mouth to him, but then I found that it seemed that as soon as I spoke, tears would flow down immediately, so I could only shut up for the time being and shake my head vigorously at Qin Han.

Qin Han didn't understand what was going on with me, he just thought that maybe I missed him too much, or maybe I was too scared because of what had happened these days.

So he didn't ask me, just patted me gently on the back, trying to comfort me in this gentle way.

"JL has been so busy these days, I haven't had time to come back to see you, it's me who is not good. But now that the crisis has almost been lifted, and the PR has been done very well, I believe that after a while, everything will return to normal. ”

"Really?" Hearing Qin Han say this, even though I couldn't hold back my tears, but at the same time, I couldn't help but sneer, "Speaking of which, is JL already safe and sound, and the losses suffered are not as huge as imagined?" ”

"The loss is still beyond estimates, but it is still within the range we can bear, so you don't need to worry, I will take care of everything about JL."

Qin Han explained softly to me, in his opinion, I asked him this kind of thing, maybe it was just because I still had a trace of guilt about JL.

What he didn't know was that it was very different from what I had in mind.

So I broke free from Qin Han's embrace without a trace, and slowly raised my head to look at him, and he always had a soft smile on his face, and the tenderness in his eyes seemed to make me indulge in it.

I don't understand how a person who has been pretending for so many years can't leak a flaw, and now it's even more and more like it, even if I already know the truth of everything, I still don't think he acted.

Therefore, when I saw Qin Han show me this expression, I didn't even know if I should tell him the truth or not, so as to have a complete showdown with him.

But hesitation is hesitation, it is impossible to make changes to the decisions that have been made before, not to mention that for me, I really can't bear the betrayal of others.

"If JL's dilemma may have been solved, then...... Shouldn't we be able to solve the problem between the two of us? ”

While speaking calmly to Qin Han, I couldn't help but smile at him, but the tears finally came out of my eyes in the next second, but this did not make the smile on my face lighter by half a point.

I was laughing and crying, maybe it was because of this that the smile on Qin Han's face disappeared, and it turned into surprise and incredulity.

"What happened?" Qin Han seemed to be a little flustered, he approached me again, and even stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from my face.

"If there is anything we can say, why did you cry all of a sudden, don't cry anymore, okay, I really feel sorry for you."

Qin Han whispered softly to me to comfort me, but he didn't know that his words at this time would only make my heart more sad, and the tears became more and more turbulent.