Or do you do something for someone else, maybe it makes me feel better?

For example, now, even if Xu Yi refuses again and again, I am still unwilling to give up. There was even a slight begging in his gaze, hoping that he would agree to my wish to help him.

Xu Yi sat next to me, he saw my gaze clearly, and his expression began to become a little complicated. After a long time, he lowered his head and sighed, and slowly asked me.

"I really don't understand Xiao Ci, I've already made it so clear to you, no matter what you say to me, the Xu family will not accept your help, why are you so persevering?"

"Now you have enough troubles, you don't know how to deal with the relationship between you and Qin Han, you should focus on you and Qin Han, not the Xu family."

"After all, you are called Chen Ci or not Xu Ci, you are not a member of the Xu family, so you don't need to bear the mistakes made by the Xu family.

These are our omissions, and naturally we will make up for it, and I am sure that it will get better in the future, so you don't have to worry about it at all. ”

"How could I not be worried, when I went to Xu's house today, it wasn't that I didn't see Aunt Xu alone with sadness and tears.

She has never suffered in her life, and she has long been accustomed to a life of fine clothes and food, and suddenly it has become like this, I am afraid that she will be really difficult to accept. ”

Although I know very well that Xu Yi did not have any reprimands or complaints about what I said, I still felt wronged.

After all, I wanted to help the Xu family tide over the difficulties, but I didn't know why he rejected me again and again, just like Xu Yi didn't understand why I asked him again and again for help.

"Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu are so good to me, so of course I want to do what I can to repay them. This is the situation of the Xu family. If no one is willing to help you, I think it will be very difficult, so what's wrong with accepting my help? ”

Listening to my explanation of his words, the original helplessness and doubts in Xu Yi's eyes gradually decreased, and the eyes that looked at me were even full of tenderness.

He looked at me for a long time, his gaze gradually became gentle as water, and only finally did he speak softly, "It turns out that all you have been caring about is this, after all, you just want to repay my parents, right......?"

Xu Yi's voice was soft, and the smile on his face became stronger as he spoke, but I didn't understand why Xu Yi became so happy after hearing it.

"Yes, of course. Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu take care of me so much, and now that the Xu family is in trouble, I will definitely do my best to help you.

Actually, don't say it's me, even if my father is still alive, I think he will do his best to help you through this difficult time. ”

I spoke firmly to Xu Yi, and the smile on his face became thicker and thicker, with a little helplessness in it, but compared to before, this helplessness was not out of annoyance.

Then he sat still, as if thinking about something, and I waited for him to give me an answer, and finally he looked up slightly and smiled at me.

"I think if I don't promise you, no matter when, when you think about it, you'll have to mention it to me again, so why don't you do it......"

Xu Yi spoke softly, and then slowed down, as if he was thinking about how to explain to me, "For the time being, you should try your best to deal with the relationship between you and Qin Han first, and don't use it to manage the Xu family."

Of course, if the situation of the Xu family is really too bad for me to resist, then I will definitely ask you for help, what do you think? ”

I have to admit that Xu Yi's current statement finally gives me a little comfort in my heart.

But I was a little skeptical that if that were the case, would he have asked me for help, or if he was just saying this to appease me?

So with a little excitement and doubt, I looked at Xu Yi with doubts in his eyes, and asked him cautiously.

"Xu Yi, is what you are telling me now true?" I frowned slightly and pouted softly, "I always feel that you are only saying this to appease me, just to prevent me from mentioning this matter to you again, and if that happens, you still won't ask me for help." ”

"It's impossible, when have I ever deceived you? If it really gets to that point of no return, you are the only person I can turn to.

So if I'm not looking for you, who can I look for? ”

Xu Yi shook his head at me gently, he had a bitter smile on his face, when I saw his smile, I only felt a bitterness in my heart, and sure enough, he also had his own indescribable pain.

But at least Xu Yi's words finally convinced me that when he was really powerless and couldn't make changes, maybe he would think of me and understand that there was someone who would be desperate to help him.

It was also at this moment that I was finally relieved, and a relieved smile appeared on my face, "Since this is the case, then we will make up our minds!" ”

I think, as I thought at the beginning, in my current state of mind, only by helping others can my mood be temporarily better.

Because under my relentless pursuit and stubborn persuasion, Xu Yi finally agreed, and when he couldn't do anything, he would ask for my help, and at this moment I could smile from the bottom of my heart.

But the question about Xu Yi may have been solved, but there is still no clue between me and Qin Han, and I don't even know if he will come back tonight.

And when he returns, how should I deal with him?

When I think about these questions, I just feel a splitting headache and no thoughts at all.

By the moment I really saw Qin Han, I didn't know if I would be angry, shocked or crying with sadness, but that kind of mood, for me now, is all a sign of weakness.

I'm just praying now, if Qin Han really comes back tonight, I can treat him with a normal mentality, and I can not react to him excessively.

I'd love to sit on the couch and talk to him face-to-face, about how he's been disguised over the years, and why he approached me in this way.

Obviously, Qin Han could control such a huge business empire, didn't he know that the damage caused to me by doing so would only be greater, and that one that made up for the vacancy and suddenly collapsed, it would be even more difficult to repair than before.

You can't think about these problems at all, because if you think about them, they will linger in your mind, and then they will linger, and you will never be able to get rid of them.

For example, now, when I think of these questions, all the excitement that Xu Yi promised me to accept my help disappeared in an instant, and was replaced by deeper helplessness and sadness.

Perhaps because I frowned inadvertently, Xu Yi soon realized that I was also on my mind, so he reached out and tugged at my sleeve, forcing me to come back to my senses and look at him.

"Did you remember the matter between you and Qin Han again, I told you a long time ago, and now the most important thing you should solve is the problem between you and him, instead of worrying about the Xu family."

"I really didn't think of it just now, but as soon as I was free, memories of him would immediately flood into my mind, and I couldn't help it, I couldn't stop myself from doing it at all."

I smiled helplessly at Xu Yi, if I could, of course I would also hope that I would not be able to think about Qin Han, but this is simply impossible, he is too important to me.

However, it is precisely because of how important Qin Han is to me, so how deeply he hurts me now, this pain has almost been carved into the bone marrow, it is difficult to eradicate, and it is even more painful.

I knew that Xu Yi certainly understood this, because he didn't say anything after I opened his mouth, but there was a little pity in his eyes.

Originally, there were only the two of us left in the room, so when there was silence, I didn't even breathe too much, and there was no sound in the whole room, as if I was the only one who was empty.

So I couldn't help but pick up the phone on the table, and when I opened it, there wasn't a single text message or phone call, but I wasn't surprised by that.

Chen Tang and Lin Xun have already been angry with me, of course they won't care about me, and Qin Han may still be busy helping JL with public relations, he doesn't have time to deal with me at all.

I could only force myself to stop thinking about these things, so I moved my eyes to the top of my phone and looked at the direction of the time, but I was shocked to find that it was early in the morning, almost almost two o'clock.

I knew it was getting late, but I didn't expect it to be almost two o'clock.

I haven't slept all day since yesterday and now I haven't had a break for almost more than a day and a half, and I don't know how long I can continue to carry it.

However, no matter whether I can sleep or not, I can't delay others, such as Xu Yi who is sitting next to me now, I can't even bother him to stay up all night with me.

So when I turned off the phone, I immediately looked at him seriously, and when Xu Yi noticed that my gaze became solemn, he just showed doubts and didn't understand what I wanted to do.

"What are you doing here, suddenly looking at me with such a serious gaze, have I done something wrong? You must not do this in the future, it suddenly scares me, and I should have a psychological shadow in the future. ”

Xu Yi suddenly opened his mouth to laugh at me, and a smile appeared on his face, obviously not taking my seriousness at this time to heart.

Sure enough, Xu Yi didn't realize how late it was, and I didn't have the time to joke with him, so I just took a deep breath and spoke to him earnestly.

"Xu Yi, do you know that it will be two o'clock in a while, and it is already early in the morning, should you also go home, don't stay here and mess around with me anymore."

"If you don't go back, Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu will definitely be worried, so you should leave now, and I am ready to rest."