I didn't want to argue with Chi Xiaoyi about this, so I moved half a step away from him.

The next second, he grabbed my arm directly, and I was caught off guard and threw myself into his arms and hit his hard chest. I just feel dizzy.

Chi Xiaoyi pulled me out, his slender fingers pinched my chin, his angry eyes stared at me, and he asked almost angrily: "Ye Chenghan, don't you even have the most basic politeness and education when I talk to you?"

I glared at Chi Xiaoyi coldly, opened my mouth and bit his hand without saying anything, and Chi Xiaoyi let go of me in pain. I took advantage of this to take a few steps back.

The rain was pouring on my back, freezing cold, and I sneered and said to Chi Xiaoyi, "I'm afraid my answer will make you angry." ”

"You're a dog." Chi Xiaoyi gritted his teeth and said, as if as long as I was willing to talk to him, he didn't care about anything else, he was not angry, he stroked the back of my bitten hand, and saw that there was rain on my body, he stepped forward and pulled me over.

This time, he didn't do anything to me again, just looked down at me, and asked, "Then you don't even pay attention to me." Do you think I won't be angry Ye Chenghan, not only will I be angry, but I will also feel very uncomfortable. ”

I think it's funny. It turns out that he Chi Xiaoyi will still be uncomfortable Then he and his girlfriend are merry and happy, and when they ignore me, why doesn't he think about it, I will also be sad

Now Chi Xiaoyi is much taller than me, and I have to look up to meet his gaze, which makes my momentum a lot weaker, but what I said was to the point, "Love is not like me and Fu Chaohuan talk like this, how do you think we should talk about it"

"Do you have to be like you, Chi Xiaoyi, when you have a physiological need, you will only find each other, right, you are not in love, but called a date."

Chi Xiao's tall figure shook slightly, and his handsome face suddenly turned pale, and then he grabbed my thin shoulders very excitedly, and asked me in an annoyed tone: "So you and Fu Chaohuan are really dating, you are holding hands, hugging, kissing, and going to bed, are all those rumors true?"

In the last sentence, every word he said, his tone was a little heavier. It's like gritting your teeth and saying it. Even my hands squeezed me tighter and tighter, and I frowned in pain, but I still replied to Chi Xiaoyi in a light tone, "You believe it's true, that's true; If you don't believe it, then it's fake. ”

"I don't want to believe it." Chi Xiaoyi's mood relaxed a little, his hand moved over, stroking my face, his voice was low and difficult, "Chenghan, don't be with Fu Chaohuan." ”

Like that night, I retorted disapprovingly, "Why"

"I don't like him."

"I don't want to ignore Chi Xiaoyi anymore, it won't make any point in arguing with him, who I want to be friends with, that's my freedom, he can't use his domineering to interfere with me."

But apparently Ji Xiaoyi didn't want me to be perfunctory like this, he turned my face over and made me look at him.

Chi Xiaoyi leaned over to me, his hot breath sprayed on my face, he pursed his lips, and asked in a bitter and tangled tone, "You are impatient Ye Chenghan." What did I do to make you more and more disgusted with me."

Chi Xiaoyi is really innocent like this, really speaking, he really didn't do anything to be sorry for me, after all, we are not boyfriend and girlfriend, which girl is he dating with, and what does it have to do with me

However, I like him, I can't tolerate those girls, in order to make my life better, I choose to stay away, don't pay attention to Chi Xiaoyi, I don't know which girl he is doing intimate things with, I won't feel so uncomfortable in my heart, am I also wrong in this way

My self-protection has become vexatious in Chi Xiaoyi's eyes, I ignore Chi Xiaoyi, he comes to pester me again, what should I do

I scolded Chi Xiaoyi in my heart for being an abrasive goblin, sighed, and said to Chi Xiaoyi helplessly: "I don't dislike you, I just"

Before I finished speaking, I saw Zhou Xue walking from behind Chi Xiaoyi.

I consciously knocked off Chi Xiaoyi's hand on my face, and retreated a few steps back again, before Chi Xiaoyi grabbed me, Zhou Xue's gentle voice came, "Chenghan, you are waiting for Fu Chaohuan here"

So why do I say that Zhou Xue's Taoism is very deep, she always makes excuses for me with wishful thinking, but I really don't have anything to say, after all, I am really waiting for Fu Chaohuan, so I nodded, "Well, I just happened to meet my brother, so I chatted with him for a few words, Senior Fu, he should be coming soon." ”

Zhou Xue stepped forward to hold Chi Xiaoyi's arm, most of her body was close to Chi Xiaoyi, I saw her magnificent two soft balls rubbing against Chi Xiaoyi's chest intentionally or unintentionally, I lowered my eyes, and my gaze inadvertently swept to something in Chi Xiaoyi's legs, I think he must be eager to find a place immediately and violate Zhou Xue now

I was thinking to myself, only to hear Zhou Xue say to me in a serious tone: "Chenghan, I know that the relationship between the Chi family and the Ye family is good, you and Ah Yi grew up together, and their intimate behavior has always been inseparable, but now that you are also a big girl, sometimes you have to pay attention to it, otherwise it will be bad if your boyfriend misunderstands." ”

Sure enough, it is still a woman who knows women best, Zhou Xue must know that I have "ill intentions" towards Chi Xiaoyi, and regard me as my biggest rival in love.

I originally thought that Chi Xiaoyi would forgive Zhou Xue's jealous behavior, but I didn't expect him to withdraw his arms with a cold face, he looked at Zhou Xue expressionlessly, not at all as emotionally uncontrollable as he had just treated me, his tone was as cold as the rain, "No matter how old Chenghan is, she is my sister, I don't think the two of us behave closely." If you can't tolerate her, then there's no need for us to continue, just break up. ”

Hearing this, I looked at Chi Xiaoyi suddenly, my eyes were full of disbelief, did he break up with Zhou Xue because Zhou Xue didn't like me

But soon I won't let myself be amorous, in fact, he should be tired of Zhou Xue, so he used me as an excuse to get rid of Zhou Xue

After all, judging from the frequency of his previous girlfriend changes, he can maintain a few months with Zhou Xue, which is already a record-breaking, since he doesn't want to continue with Zhou Xue, why do you still drag the innocent me Chi Xiaoyi, isn't this a hatred for me, it is estimated that Zhou Xue wants to kill me.

"Chi Xiaoyi, you" Zhou Xue's eyes quickly turned red, tears were not falling in her pupils, she looked so pitiful, if I were a man, I would never be willing to hurt her.

She lowered her head, clenched her hands and loosened, loosened her grip, and so on.

After about half a minute, Zhou Xue stepped forward and hugged Chi Xiaoyi's arm again, and said in a coquettish tone: "Am I wrong, it's okay Chenghan is your sister, I'm a sister-in-law, how can I hate her, I'm just a little jealous."

I raised my legs and took a few steps forward, the rain sprinkled on my face along the wind, and I listened to the sound of ticking rain in my ears, covering the "flirting and scolding" of Zhou Xue and Chi Xiaoyi, just like I thought, they are just a small conflict between lovers, Zhou Xue admitted her mistake, isn't the two reconciled as before

Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of Zhou Xue snuggling into Chi Xiaoyi's arms, and when Zhou Xue raised her head, as if she was going to kiss Chi Xiaoyi, I closed my eyes suddenly, and sneered sarcastically and self-deprecatingly in my heart, this is still at school, they are really bold enough, Zhou Xue did it on purpose to show me

I never thought of competing with her for Chi Xiaoyi, because if I win her, there may be the next one, and I don't know how many more will appear in the future, anyway, no one can catch Chi Xiaoyi's heart, Zhou Xue can't do it, and I am also not a candidate for a wife in Chi Xiaoyi's heart.

At this time, Fu Chaohuan walked over with an umbrella, bowed his head and said to me gently: "Did I go to the bathroom after waiting for a long time?" ”

"It's fine." I smiled at Fu Chaohuan, which made him stunned, and he hurriedly looked away, and I noticed that in the dim skylight, his side face was flushed crimson.

Half a minute later, he looked at me again, and naturally took the book I was holding in his hand, and saw that I was only wearing a school uniform and skirt, and his two white and slender legs were exposed, his eyes flickered a little, and he asked with concern with his eyebrows: "Wear so little, is it cold or not, it rains a lot colder today than yesterday, you beware of cold." ”

Then Fu Chaohuan took off his coat and leaned over me and draped it over his shoulders, "This will be better, when I go back to the dormitory, you will return it to me." ”

"Hmm." Although he is arrogant and indifferent, he is actually very delicate and soft in his heart, we have become good friends now, and Fu Chaohuan cares more about me, so I am not hypocritical, I quickly raised my hand and pinched his coat, and felt that this was not very convenient, so I paused for a moment, and I directly put the coat that remained Fu Chaohuan's temperature on my body.

Fu Chaohuan's dark eyes slid with joy, pursed his lips, and said crampedly: "I am very clean, and my coat is washed every day." ”

I laughed out loud, "Since I'm already wearing it, I won't dislike you for washing your coat every few days." Your own heart is weak, or I will take it off again."

"No, you don't." Fu Chaohuan hurriedly continued, for fear that I would really take it off, he even raised his hand to help me tidy up my clothes, and when his fingertips slid over my hair, he pulled back a strand of bangs scattered on my forehead, and then he turned around and held up the umbrella, "Let's go." ”

Only then did I think of Chi Xiaoyi and Zhou Xue behind me, and felt that I should say hello to them, otherwise Chi Xiaoyi accused me of being uneducated, but when I turned around, I saw that Chi Xiaoyi's face was gloomy and terrifying, staring at me and Fu Chaohuan with a murderous gaze, and even Zhou Xue was pushed aside by him.

I frowned, wondering what he was doing again, shouldn't he be addressing his physical needs at this time, but this time I didn't notice any reaction from him.

I didn't bother to speculate about Chi Xiaoyi's thoughts, and said to him and Zhou Xue in a light tone: "Brother, sister-in-law, let's go first." ”

Chi Xiao stood there stiffly like a sculpture, as if he didn't hear me speak, just stared at me with his eyes, his hands clenched into fists, the blood vessels in his arms burst out, and I could hear his knuckles being pinched by him.

And Zhou Xue's face was quite ugly, she snuggled up to Chi Xiaoyi's side, her subordinates held Chi Xiaoyi's clenched fist, and said goodbye to me with a reluctant smile, "We'll go back soon." "Come to the handsome page.

I didn't say anything more, turned around and stood under Fu Chaohuan's umbrella, and followed Fu Chaohuan into the rain, during which Fu Chaohuan tilted the umbrella to my side like last time, and at the same time held my arm with one hand.

I gradually got used to his intimacy, but he didn't take care of him ambiguously, and naturally followed him, probably because I didn't have a relationship between men and women to deal with Chaohuan, so at the moment I was calm in my heart, I thought that if the person who was holding my umbrella was Chi Xiaoyi, I would definitely blush and be shy.

When Fu Chaohuan and I were about to walk to the girls' dormitory building, someone suddenly grabbed my arm from behind, and I stumbled all of a stumbling body, and before I could react, the other party couldn't help but drag me over, and then pulled me to run in the rain.

"Hey" I turned pale with shock, turned my head sideways to see Chi Xiaoyi soaking wet, I was stunned for a moment, and then my men grabbed him hard, trying to make him stop.

However, he grabbed me tighter, and his thick palm easily pinched my slender wrist, and I had no room to break free, and finally I had to give up resisting.

I was led by him, and the two of them ran in the heavy rain, and at that moment I suddenly felt that this scene was indescribably romantic, and we were wanton and desperate, like people who had run away from home to elope.

Chi Xiaoyi's subordinates gradually loosened some of their strength, but they still firmly controlled me, the heat on his skin was transmitted to my wrists, and the cool rain flowed down my fingertips, but I still felt that the place was hot and scorching, my heart was beating violently, and because of running, I almost felt like I couldn't breathe and wanted to suffocate.

I don't know how long we ran in the heavy rain, until we stopped in front of a bank, Ji Xiaoyi pulled me into the ATM, and then "bang", he slammed the door inside, rolled over me, and pressed me against the glass door without saying a word.

Chi Xiaoyi's chest was pressed against my back, and the whole person covered me from behind, and he buried his head in my neck, and said cruelly and wickedly in my ear, "Ye Chenghan, I said it a long time ago, don't provoke me, otherwise I will definitely ruin you." ”

"Hmm" My face was pressed against the cold glass door, and the rain dripping on me and Chi Xiaoyi fell to the ground, but this coldness could not resist the hot breath that Chi Xiaoyi sprayed on my neck, even if I was soaking wet, but the muscles under his clothes were so hot, as if I had a fever.

With the two of them close together, I quickly felt the changes in Chi Xiaoyi's body behind me, which were so obvious that I wanted to ignore them, and in this case, I would be too stupid to ask Chi Xiaoyi what to do.

I could only struggle with all my might, turning around and yelling at Chi Xiaoyi, trying to regain his senses, "You let go of me Chi Xiaoyi, you are raping." ”

"So what" Chi Xiaoyi's tone was full of disapproval and contempt, his hot lips gnawed at my fruit's neck, and he responded to me hoarse and roughly: "I have wanted you for a long time, I told you that day in the ward, I have always violated you in my dreams for the past few months. ”

"So Ye Chenghan, be my woman, I can't let Fu Chaohuan or any other man pick up your beauty, you are mine, and you have been destined to be my Chi Xiaoyi woman since I was a child."

My eyes widened in horror and surprise, after listening to Chi Xiaoyi's domineering words, my heart suddenly became cold, it turned out that it was because of Fu Chaohuan, is Chi Xiaoyi jealous Does this mean that he also cares about me a little bit, and he also likes me

I thought like this, but I didn't get carried away by this, first of all, I can't give my body to Chi Xiaoyi at such a young age now, and secondly, I have to determine what kind of emotions Chi Xiaoyi has for me, and I try my best to calm myself down, so as not to fall into the heat that Chi Xiaoyi ignited on me.

I gritted my teeth and asked Chi Xiaoyi, "Then do you like me Chi Xiaoyi, after you let me be your woman, you will break up with Zhou Xue, and from now on I will only be one woman, and I will never be ambiguous with any other woman again, no matter what the reason, you will not betray me spiritually and ** and so on." ”

"I want to be single-minded and consistent, can you do it" I felt that the muscles in Chi Xiaoyi's body stiffened suddenly, my heart sank to the bottom, and a touch of bitterness appeared on my lips, I asked him the last sentence, "Chi Xiaoyi, will you marry me as your wife?"

Chi Xiaoyi slowly lifted his face from my neck, and the movement of his hands also stopped, looking at me with a pair of complicated eyes, where there was a faint and unknown light, his thin lips tightly pursed into a line, and he was silent for a long time without saying a word.

So I understood that he still couldn't take responsibility, or rather, he didn't want to be responsible for me, he just wanted physical pleasure, turning me into a tool for his physical needs, not a lover and a wife.

Maybe he likes me a little bit, but my tree can't make him give up the whole forest, in terms of use value, he needs to use the power of his female companion to make himself strong, for example, he can't break up with Zhou Xue so quickly, and emotionally, he wants to hug left and right, and have a group of wives and concubines.

This is unacceptable to any woman who is serious about her feelings, and I am deeply infatuated with him, and I am so possessive of him, and I can't tolerate the existence of other women, so since he can't be responsible for me, why am I so cheap, and I want to give him the most precious innocent body of a woman

Rather than this, I advocate loving him spiritually, and choose to continue to have a crush and silently guard.

"Let me go." The rain eroded into my skin, and I gradually felt very cold, and even the embrace behind me couldn't warm me, and the rain outside was loud, but my voice was weak and full of disappointment, "Since you don't like me, there are too many women in this world for you to solve your physical needs, so why do you have to me"

"Chi Xiaoyi, you can have many bed partners, but you must know that you only have one sister like me, if you destroy me today, I will become one of your many women, and you will lose a loved one because of this, is this the result you want, do you think it is worth it to turn me into your woman for the sake of momentary pleasure?"

Chi Xiaoyi's hand on my soft mass loosened, but the next second he hugged me with his arms from behind, as if he wanted to insert me into his body, Chi Xiaoyi's wet face rubbed against my neck, and his tone sounded so hesitant, "If you don't want to be my woman, then you want to be Fu Chaohuan's"

"Ye Chenghan, I don't allow me to go crazy with jealousy, just like at this moment, I can't help but want to destroy you. Why did you smile at him just now, do you know, you never smiled at me like that. Why do you want to wear his coat and let him hold your hand?"

"These are clearly my patents." When Chi Xiaoyi said this, he suddenly noticed that I was still wearing Fu Chaohuan's coat, and his movements paused, and then he ripped off the coat from behind his back hard and roughly, and after throwing it on the ground, he hugged my body tightly from behind again.

Chi Xiaoyi's chest shook, his face buried in my shoulder, like a child about to be abandoned, he said helplessly and panickedly: "Ye Chenghan, I don't want to lose you. I'm not going to turn you into one of those women, but you have to promise me that you don't want to be with other men."

I'm speechless.

In fact, I have always known that Chi Xiaoyi's psychology is different from others, he is an extremely insecure and somewhat deformed person, because he is the illegitimate child of Chi Yuan's romance, he has been bullied and scolded since he was a child, and his mother Liu Chunfang's private life is very messy.

Although Liu Chunfang is now Chi Yuan's second wife, Liu Chunfang still has relationships with other men behind Chi Yuan's back, and what is even more incredible is that Liu Chunfang never conceals Chi Xiaoyi, which causes Chi Xiaofang to often bump into Liu Chunfang and men in love.

Chi Xiaoyi, who grew up in this environment, is pathetic and sympathetic, so I have always understood why he wants to make himself strong, why he wants to fight for the property of the Chi family, compared to Chi Beizhe, the eldest brother, who is also the son of Chi Yuan, Chi Beizhi has the supreme identity and honor since he was born, and he doesn't need to work so hard to fight for anything.

However, Chi Xiaoyi is different, if Chi Xiaoyi doesn't grab some things, then not only will he not get anything, he can't even survive, the rules of this world are like this, the law of the jungle, Chi Xiaoyi is unscrupulous, unscrupulous, or unkind, these are all ways of survival that he should adapt to and must accept.

Although Chi Xiaoyi is amorous and has many women, I know that there are very few people in this world who he really cares about, and I am the one he doesn't want to lose, maybe it has nothing to do with love, but this kind of relationship between me and him goes beyond family and friendship and becomes more precious.

I didn't speak for a long time, my body slowly softened, and my heart twitched like pain.

Chi Xiaoyi stretched out his fingers to pinch my chin, he turned my face to face him, and I saw the rain slip down his slender fingers, washing his hands more and more white and clean.

The rain on his inky hairline dripped down, and the water beads hung on his eyelashes, and with the trembling of his eyelashes, those dark eyes seemed to be moist and foggy, and in the narrow space, the two of us stuck together without any gaps, and Chi Xiao looked at me steadily, his eyes burning and deep.

I couldn't resist this kind of Chi Xiaoyi, my legs trembled and my body slowly slid down, Ji Xiaoyi scooped me up with his strong arms, and closed my eyes as if resigned to fate when his handsome, damp face approached me.

Chi Xiaoyi's voice was hoarse, as if he was no longer a teenager, and a few centimeters away from my lips, he said undoubtedly and domineeringly: "But I still want you." Ye Chenghan, I want you now, what should I do if I can't control it?"

"Of course I won't allow him to violate me, otherwise he will be comfortable afterwards, what will I do, and then I will face pain that even I can't bear, and if he is not responsible for me, then it will be like living in the abyss of hell."

But how can I successfully get rid of Chi Xiaoyi, a hooligan who doesn't care about his initiation

I bit my lip and pushed Chi Xiaoyi's face with my hand at first, but the more I struggled like this, the more I felt that Chi Xiaoyi was about to explode, which made me so anxious that I was about to cry, "Chi Xiaoyi"

Fortunately, at this time, the glass door was suddenly pulled open from the outside, my back was still leaning against the door, and when the whole person fell backwards and almost fell down, Fu Chaohuan, who was standing there, quickly grabbed my arm, he protected me behind him, and then smashed his clenched fist towards Chi Xiaoyi.

"Bang" Chi Xiaoyi didn't have time to dodge at all, and his whole back fell heavily on the ATM.

Fu Chaohuan's second fist was about to smash up again, so I hurriedly grabbed Fu Chaohuan, "Don't fight"

Most of Chi Xiaoyi's face was swollen, and there was blood bubbling from the corners of his mouth, I guess his teeth were knocked out by Fu Chaohuan at once, and I don't know if it was because of my grievances, or because I felt sorry for Chi Xiaoyi, the tears in my eyes fell out, my shoulders trembled violently, and I couldn't say a word, I just kept shaking my head at Chaohuan.

Fu Chaohuan withdrew his hand at this time, but his fists were still clenched tightly, he was full of anger, standing outside and glaring at Chi Xiaoyi, Fu Chaohuan said angrily and sarcastically: "Chi Xiaoyi, you are still not a man, if you are in heat, go to your other women, what is it to spoil Chenghan's sister"

Chi Xiaoyi didn't refute Fu Chaohuan, he lowered his head and leaned his back there, looking so depressed and lonely.

My heart ached like a knife, and I wanted to step forward and pull Ji Xiaoyi out.

Fu Chaohuan grabbed my arm and strode out, he came all the way, even the umbrella was lost, and the two of us were drenched in the heavy rain, I finally came to my senses, stopped and looked back, only to see Zhou Xue help Chi Xiaoyi out, after seeing me, Zhou Xue paused.

So Chi Xiaoyi stood under the eaves of the bank, and I was in the heavy rain, through the heavy rain curtain, we looked at each other, but the fog in front of me was foggy, and I couldn't see the expression on each other's faces at all, I only felt a kind of panic and coldness surrounding me all at once.

I suddenly had a hunch that this might be the secret of me and Chi Xiaoyi, and from now on, we may really have to cut off those ambiguous ambiguities and emotions between us, and I will really stay away from his world, and from then on we will go in opposite directions.

After Fu Chaohuan sent me home, I ignored my mother's inquiries, walked upstairs alone, locked the door from the inside when I got to the bedroom, I went into the bathroom, took off all the clothes on my body, and stood in the shower with my head up, icy water pouring down from above.

I closed my eyes, my mind was like a movie, and the scene of Chi Xiaoyi holding me in his arms and kissing my neck was flashed over and over again, his hot breath and hot body seemed to be still close to me at the moment, I reached down my hand, and I don't know when it was already flooded.

I slowly crouched down, wrapped my arms around my shoulders, and cried uncontrollably at the sound of the water.

Later, I kept thinking that if I had given my body to Chi Xiaoyi at that time, would he have liked me, and would we have missed the more than ten years between us, if we had a relationship at that time, would the result be like later

The aftermath of the rain and cold shower made me catch a cold that night, I rested at home for two days, and went to school as usual on Monday, but I was still dizzy, and after school at noon, I didn't even have the strength to get up from my seat, until Fu Chaohuan texted me, I propped my arms on the desk, and barely walked out of the classroom.

However, what was worse than a cold was that I even had my period three days early, which left me unprepared, and when I noticed it, a hot current gushed out, and I quickly squatted down, hugged my stomach with my hand, and bit the two lip flaps tightly together in pain.

Fortunately, at this time, the other classmates went to dinner, so as not to see me so embarrassed, I now even have a difficult time to walk to the dormitory, and I am worried that my aunt's blood will get on my school uniform and short skirt, if other students see it, how can I have the face to stay

In this case, the first person I think of is Chi Xiaoyi, when I am most helpless, this is an instinctive reaction, for example, if I die in a few minutes, then the person I want to see the most is not my parents, but Chi Xiaoyi.

I took out my mobile phone with one free hand, squatted there squinting, and called Chi Xiaoyi, but then I heard Chi Xiaoyi's mobile phone ringtone coming from behind me, I turned my head in surprise, and saw Chi Xiaoyi standing a few meters away from me.

Only then did I know that Chi Xiaoyi must have seen that I was not feeling well and worried about me, and after I came out of the classroom, he had been following me, but he probably thought that I was disgusted with him now and didn't want to see him, so he didn't say anything, but chose to be silent and not say a word.

This idiot.

I don't know if it's because of illness, I became extremely fragile and sensitive, Ji Xiaoyi's tall and long figure stood there, the sun was shining down from the top of my head, I looked at him like this, I only felt the heat in my eyes surge up, I had red eyes, and showed him a smile expression, "Chi Xiaoyi." ”

My voice was so low that he probably didn't hear me calling him, so he didn't step forward easily, but just looked at me steadily, his hands clenched into fists at the seams of his trousers.

My stomach hurt so badly that I didn't even have the strength to shout at him, and I tried to get up and walk towards him.

But in the next second, my arm was grabbed, and when I looked up and saw Fu Chaohuan, I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, but at the same time, I was a little embarrassed.

He helped me up from the ground, probably frightened by my pale and weak face, Fu Chaohuan's tone was full of panic, "I'll take you to the infirmary." ”

"No, you don't." I was light-headed and unsteady on my feet, so I could only lean on Fu Chaohuan's arm at this time, and it took me a long time to express my meaning clearly, and let Fu Chaohuan take me to the dormitory.

Fu Chaohuan's white face blushed after hearing this, and then nodded to me, he hesitated for a few seconds, and then suddenly bent over and hooked my two calves, and hugged me all at once.

My feet were off the ground, it was the first time I was hugged by a man princess, I screamed in shock, but I didn't even have the strength to speak, I had to subconsciously stretch out my arm to wrap around Fu Chaohuan's neck.

Fu Chaohuan's muscles stiffened, he looked down at me, he pursed his lips, and then strode towards the dormitory building with me in his arms.

My face was buried in Fu Chaohuan's chest, and I could hear his "banging" heartbeat all the way, I looked up at his handsome and resolute face, and I had never felt so stable and quiet in my heart like this moment, which Chi Xiaoyi could never give me.

Thinking of Chi Xiaoyi, I hurriedly looked back, he did not stand in place like the previous times, but turned around with one hand in his pocket, the afternoon sun shone down, he left me with a straight back, slowly blurred in the light and shadow, until he disappeared at the end of my sight.

Fu Chaohuan carried me downstairs to the girls' dormitory, and after telling the administrator about my situation, plus Fu Chaohuan had a tough backstage, the administrator directly let Fu Chaohuan in.

Fu Chaohuan carried me all the way to the third floor, and the girls who passed by during this period were talking about the two of us, which caused quite a stir.

Fu Chaohuan put me at the door of my dormitory, when I went in to take a shower and change clothes, he kept standing outside waiting for me, and after coming out of the dormitory again, I looked at Fu Chaohuan's clothes, fortunately, I didn't get anything unclean on him.

I didn't let Fu Chaohuan carry me downstairs again, he only occasionally helped me on the way, and in the strange and complicated eyes of the classmates around me, Fu Chaohuan sent me to the infirmary.

I was lying on the bed, and the doctor at the school gave me a drip, while Fu Chaohuan sat on a chair and looked at me for a while, then got up and walked out to buy me food.

He had bought porridge and soup from outside school, and when he came back, it was raining lightly outside, and he was drenched for the most part of his body, but he ignored it, but sat down on a chair and slowly fed me the porridge in the bowl with a spoon.

I didn't have much appetite, so I sat there and ate a few bites, weakly shaking my head at Chaohuan.

Fu Chaohuan didn't force me, he sat next to me, quietly finished eating another thing, seeing that I was a little drowsy, he let me sleep, and he asked the teacher for leave in the afternoon, so he could stay with me all the time, but he had to go to the dormitory to change clothes.

I nodded and lay back on the bed.

Fu Chaohuan leaned over and touched my head, his face leaned over, a large shadow enveloped me, and when I noticed that he seemed to be about to kiss my forehead, I quickly leaned inside.

Fu Chaohuan pounced, but he was not angry, and after a few words, he left.

The door was closed from the outside, I closed my eyes tiredly, and the words that Fu Chaohuan said just now always echoed in my ears, "Since everyone thinks that the two of us are in love, then it is better for us to fake Ye Chenghan, I like you, are you willing to be my girlfriend?"

My mind was in a mess, I couldn't figure out anything, I only felt that the whole person was groggy, I couldn't lift a little strength, and I didn't understand anything, and I fell asleep unconsciously.

I dreamed of Chi Xiaoyi, in the dream he slept quietly by my hand, and when he woke up, he said to me with a smile: "Chenghan, let's go on a trip." ”

However, the trip we have been talking about since we were children has not been fulfilled until now, in the dream Chi Xiaoyi took the hand of another girl, and he fulfilled the promise he had given me to other women.

I stood behind and watched his figure move away little by little, and after finally disappearing completely into my world, I crouched on the ground and cried bitterly.

All the scenes came to an abrupt end, I woke up from the dream all of a sudden, raised my hand and touched my face, I don't know when my face was full of tears, I was sweating profusely and sitting there in a daze, and it took a while to recover from the dream, at this time the mobile phone "Zizi" vibrated a few times.

I turned on my phone sluggishly, and then saw a photo sent by the other party, which should have been taken in the library, and Chi Xiaoyi and Zhou Xue kissed together on the screen.

My pupils dilated a little, and after a while, my phone vibrated again, this time with a text message, "Do you want to come and see?"

I guessed that the person who sent me the text message was Zhou Xue, and she said such provocative and smug words, I might not have paid attention to it on weekdays, but on that day, I suddenly wanted to see how far Chi Xiaoyi and Zhou Xue had progressed.

I want a result, then I'm afraid I'll have to make a choice at that time, whether to continue to hold on to the last trace of anticipation and crush Chi Xiaoyi, or to completely die and stretch my neck is a knife, and shrinking my neck is also a knife, I'm already about to torture myself crazy, so just give myself a good time.

Later, I went to the library, and it was raining lightly outside, and it was dark as if it was night, and at this time the students were all in class, and the huge library was empty, so I walked lightly from the outside to the inside.

When I heard an unusual noise, I removed a few books from one of the shelves and peered through a small gap, and then I saw images that I will never forget.

In fact, I always knew that it was impossible for Chi Xiaoyi not to have a relationship with a girl, but I still didn't want to believe it in my selfish heart, or that I was actually deceiving myself at all, but at this moment I saw with my own eyes, and the last glimmer of expectation I had was destroyed, as if the whole world collapsed.

They were probably so engrossed that they didn't notice me as blatantly peeping as I felt a churn in my stomach and almost vomited, when I put the book back and turned around and leaned against the shelf, and I seemed to lose all my strength and I fell to the floor along the shelf.

I clasped my legs in my hands, buried my face deep in my knees, tears flowed out like a dam bursting my banks, my slender shoulders trembled violently, but I bit my arms with my teeth, I didn't even know that the flesh was blooming, and the heavy rain outside the window was like a pour, and I was always suppressing my cries.

I walked out of the library that day, I don't know how I got back to the infirmary, but I remember that the moment my hand was holding on to the door, I felt like I had exhausted my strength, my whole body went limp, and I fell to the ground with a "bang", and finally fell unconscious.

When I woke up again, my eyes were white, I was lying on a hospital bed with gauze wrapped around my arm, and the doctor said that I was going to eat all my own flesh, and since that day I have had a serious illness, with a high fever and vomiting that does not stop.

I lost a lot of weight, so thin that it seemed as if a gust of wind could away, and I lay on the hospital bed without saying a word, just staring at a certain point in the air with my eyes open, my eyes glazed and unfocused, and this state was often for hours or a whole day.

My mother was scared half to death, guarding me day and night, always washing her face with tears, in that half a month, Fu Chaohuan often asked for leave to accompany me, he tried his best to make me speak, but I still sat there like a puppet, staring at him blankly.

The doctor told my mother and Fu Chaohuan that I had a mental problem, and suggested that I be sent to a psychiatric hospital for treatment, and my mother scolded the doctors like crazy after hearing this, she said that her daughter was still so young, and she was fine on weekdays, how could she suddenly become a madman

The doctor couldn't give an answer, and although Ye Chengji didn't know what was going on, he felt that it must have something to do with Chi Xiaoyi, he went to the school to find Chi Xiaoyi, beat Chi Xiaoyi half to death, and then returned to the hospital to sit on the edge of my bed, Ye Chengji held my hand, and the hot tears fell down in big pieces.

Ye Chengyi put my hand on his face, choked up and said: "Chenghan, I know you are not crazy, you must have been bullied by Chi Xiaoyi, now I have taught Chi Xiaoyi a lesson, and asked Chi Xiaoyi not to provoke you again in the future, you will break off with Chi Xiaoyi in the future, forget Chi Xiaoyi, and never think about it again." ”

I finally spoke to Ye Chengji, "Brother, I'm fine." ”

After Ye Chengji was stunned for a moment, he bent his arm and hugged me tightly in his arms, and after a while, my neck was stained with his hot and wet tears.

Half a month later, Chi Xiaoyi came to see me, I let my mother and Ye Chengji go out, and Chi Xiaoyi pulled the chair next to the bed and sat down.

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