179: Ye Chenghan Fanwai (3): ambiguous, hovering between bitter and sweet
The injury on Chi Xiaoyi's back has not healed yet, and he can only lie on the bed in an embarrassed posture, the coldness and demeanor of the past are no longer there, I smiled with satisfaction, just to let Chi Xiaoyi learn a lesson. If he doesn't know how to restrain himself, I will still go to Chi Beizhi to complain.
Although Chi Yuan does not attach as much importance to Chi Xiaoyi, an illegitimate child, Chi Yuan is also very strict with Chi Xiaoyi on weekdays, and he does not give Chi Xiaoyi much paternal love, but at least Chi Yuan wants to train Chi Xiaoyi to be his tool in the business field, so he will not allow Chi Xiaoyi to do whatever he wants.
I'm afraid that after this time, Chi Yuan will pay more attention to Chi Xiaoyi's teachings. The people on the road are playing with their lives, and it is estimated that they will be there at Chi Yuan at that time. It's not as simple as being whipped, and it is impossible for Chi Xiaoyi to be so chic in the future, does he still have the leisure to put it on girls
Chi Xiaoyi turned his head to see me gloating, he was so angry that he grinded his teeth and glared at me viciously, I guess he must be thinking about how to kill me now, just like he always calculated when he was a child, how to get revenge on those who bullied him and insulted him for looking like a girl.
He looked like a child, and now his head was resting on his arm, and his inky hair was falling down, covering his eyebrows and eyes, and he was not as high as he was to others, and now he looked docile and non-lethal, like a pet.
I resisted the urge to rub his hair, and suddenly I felt a little glad that only I could see his lovely side. In the eyes of others, he is a posture of being an uncle, too arrogant, only in front of me, he will take off his disguise and show his childishness.
I saw that it was still early, so I sat down on the sofa not far from the hospital bed and took out the books I had brought with me. I looked down and said to Chi Xiaoyi without raising my eyebrows: "Drink the chicken soup when you're hungry, you know my mother's cooking skills are good, I'll wait to take the thermos back back." ”
"How do I drink soup" Chi Xiaoyi asked me after a while, lying on the bed and pretending to be a corpse, he stared at me with those peach blossom eyes, not to mention how direct he was, "Thanks to you, it hurts to move now, and I rely on people to feed me on weekdays." So you either come and serve me and feed me bite by bite, or you can hurry away with the soup. ”
Me: ""
The eldest young master of Chi Xiaoyi has a temper again, he must have been taken care of by Zhou Xue for eating and drinking these days, but I am not his girlfriend. Why would he want to be treated so well from me?
I put down the book, nodded to Chi Xiaoyi on the surface, and when I saw a curvature on his lips, I walked over and opened the thermos bucket. After taking out a small bowl of soup and scooping it into a spoon, I stood at the head of the bed, leaned over and suddenly stretched out a hand to pinch Chi Xiaoyi's chin, and then poured the small spoonful of soup into his mouth.
Chi Xiaoyi sat up from the bed all of a sudden, pushed me away, only to hear a "crackling" sound, and the porcelain bowl and spoon in my hand all fell to the ground, fortunately I dodged in time and didn't burn myself, but I saw a moment of panic flash in Chi Xiaoyi's eyes.
After confirming that I was fine, Chi Xiaoyi raised his head and slashed at me with knife-like eyes, his handsome face was as gloomy as the sky outside the window at the moment, and he wiped the soup flowing from the corner of his mouth with his hand, "Ye Chenghan, you are taking revenge on me, I finally know now, in fact, my biggest enemy is you." ”
"I didn't pour you hot soup directly, it's already considered benevolent." I said disapprerovingly, looked down at Chi Xiaoyi, and asked him with a sneering smile, "Why don't you want to chop me into mashed meat and wrap it into dumplings?"
"That's a shame." Chi Xiaoyi looked me up and down, his mood seemed to change all of a sudden, he leaned there casually, staring at me with evil and banter in his eyes, "Now I just found out, I don't know when you have become a big girl." ”
Hearing this, my face suddenly turned red, and I subconsciously wanted to protect Chi Xiaoyi's chest with both hands, and soon felt a little hypocritical that there was no silver here, so I simply didn't cover it up, but wanted to listen to his evaluation from Chi Xiaoyi, who "read countless women". Low anti-ammba.
However, I actually have a very bad feeling in my heart, different from some scholars who only know how to study, wear black-framed glasses, and have dull eyes, I am superior in terms of face and figure, compared with Zhou Xue, I also have long hair, wear skirts, and may be very cold to others, but in front of Chi Xiaoyi, I think I am gentle enough.
So sometimes I don't understand why Chi Xiaoyi didn't choose me as his girlfriend, and the facts at this moment prove that he is actually blind at all, and he didn't even notice that I was also developed.
Chi Xiaoyi deliberately looked at some parts of me, which was enough to show that he was a hooligan, and gradually Chi Xiaoyi's eyes became deeper, and a touch of complexity flashed there very quickly, I don't know why, he suddenly turned his head, unfolded the originally folded quilt, and covered his legs.
I looked at Chi Xiaoyi suspiciously, not understanding what he meant by this series of movements, only noticing that his white ears were flushed crimson, and his lips were tightly pursed, leaving me with a side face.
Chi Xiaoyi said contemptuously and cruelly: "You know the ice. Love such a good thing as you, I'll kill you when the time comes, and give it to those who have weird fetishes. Good man. ”
Me: ""
The so-called ice. To fall in love is to fall in love. Corpse, I was so angry with Chi Xiaoyi that I almost poured chicken soup on his head, but at this moment I was more curious about what he was hiding when he suddenly covered the quilt, I didn't answer Chi Xiaoyi, but stared at him motionlessly.
"What do you see, what is there to see" Chi Xiaoyi turned his head sharply and said something like this very scoundrelly, this time his handsome face turned red.
I thought it was funny, and suddenly I stepped forward and lifted the quilt that was covering his lap without saying a word.
Chi Xiaoyi didn't have time to dodge, and the next second I opened my eyes wide in shock, staring at the place where Chi Xiaoyi was in disbelief, my mouth opened into an "O" shape, and I let out a sigh, "Wow"
Chi Xiaoyi covered his face with his hands, looking annoyed and helpless like that, he wanted to die, he explained in a trembling voice, "Don't get me wrong, this is just a normal reaction of men." ”
"You mean to say that you get an erection just by seeing a beautiful woman. Isn't that right" I turned my face away with a chill, looked out the window, and asked Ji Xiaoyi sneeringly, "There are too many beautiful women, and I don't know how many times you will react like this every day." ”
Chi Xiaoyi's shoulders shook suddenly, and he suddenly lowered his hand and grabbed my arm, his eyes locked on me with unknown meaning, and he tried to justify: "Could it be that I am such a casual color in your heart. Wolf Ye Chenghan, I don't think every woman will react. ”
Isn't it that he calls himself a man, I'm afraid I don't know how many girls I've had a relationship with I thought to myself laughing and sarcastic, feeling his men grabbing me harder and harder, and the gesture was about to break my arm.
I lowered my head and asked him: "So, what do you want to say, are you a casual man, how many beauties do you react to, does it have anything to do with me?"
Ji Xiaoyi looked at me in surprise with wide pupils, I knew that he was hurt by my indifference and indifference, but would my care make any difference to him
His definition of me has always been that of a sister, so of course he never considers my feelings, so what does he ask me to care about at this moment
It took Chi Xiaoyi a long time to let go of me, he lowered his head, and with the astringent smile on his lips, his place also returned to normal, Chi Xiaoyi was silent for a long time, pursed his lips and said these three words, "I'm sorry." ”
I can't tell if he's apologizing to me, blaming himself for ignoring me, or if he shouldn't have been so angry with me. I didn't bother with the answer to the question, and nodded tolerantly to Chi Xiaoyi, and then I pointed to the thermos bucket on the bedside table, "Do you still want to drink chicken soup?"
"Yes." Seeing that I acted as if nothing had happened, Chi Xiaoyi hurriedly responded.
I looked down at the broken bowl on the ground, and said to Chi Xiaoyi with a smile, "Then you can only drink it with a thermos bucket." ”
Chi Xiaoyi: ""
Later, I still asked the nurse to take the bowl, Chi Xiaoyi brought out the soup by himself, and sat on the head of the bed and drank spoonful by spoon, while I still stayed on the sofa and read the book, and occasionally heard the sound of the porcelain spoon hitting the porcelain bowl, I couldn't help but look up at Chi Xiaoyi.
Although I am ashamed of Chi Xiaoyi's various behaviors, I actually have to admit that he has a very good upbringing, he hardly makes a sound when eating, he looks handsome, and even his every move is noble and elegant, even in the most ordinary hospital gown, he looks so charming, which makes my heart move.
My fingers clenched the pages of the book all of a sudden, and before Chi Xiaoyi noticed it, I forced myself to withdraw my gaze, but my mind couldn't be put on the book anyway, my mind was chaotic and irritable, and my heart was disturbed by Chi Xiaoyi, and I began to hate him for no reason.
Why is he so indifferent and unkind, but I am always troubled and entangled by this relationship, whether all the secret loves in this world are like this
However, even so, I didn't think about confessing to Chi Xiaoyi, because I clearly knew that the result would be a tragedy, and I couldn't stand his rejection, so I could only choose to accompany and protect me silently like this.
The sky outside the floor-to-ceiling window was dark, it seemed that a heavy rain was coming, and the room was isolated from all the sounds outside, which seemed to be extremely quiet, and I seemed to have endless words to Chi Xiaoyi before, but now he is becoming more and more unaccustomed to my silence, while drinking the soup slowly, looking for a topic to chat with me, "The chicken soup is really delicious, Auntie's cooking skills are good, you thank him on my behalf when I go back." ”
I fixed my eyes on the book and replied without looking up, "Hmm." ”
Chi Xiaoyi: ""
I silenced Chi Xiaoyi with a single word, and he was not the kind of person who talked a lot since he was a child, and now that our relationship is becoming more and more estranged, he and I are so sad that there is no common language anymore, so the huge hospital room is quiet again.
Chi Xiaoyi seemed to be deliberately delaying time, and it took more than half an hour to finish the chicken soup I brought, I estimated that Zhou Xue should come over to accompany Chi Xiaoyi, and when I saw that Chi Xiaoyi put down the bowl, I walked over and bent over to clean up.
Ji Xiaoyi's eyes moved with my movements, and he pursed his lips and asked me, "Do you have anything important to do now?"
"Nope." I glanced at Chi Xiaoyi and felt that he was a little strange today, but I still said to him bluntly, "I just brought the soup here, and I don't want to stay with you." ”
Chi Xiaoyi's dignity was hit hard, he sneered and lay back on the bed, pulled up the quilt and covered his body, Chi Xiaoyi closed his eyes, and said to me in a particularly arrogant tone: "You go, I don't want to see you anymore."
I laughed amused at the way he looked, and I wanted to touch his hairy head soothingly, but when my hand fell, I pressed his back.
He furrowed his brow in pain, but this time he didn't rush over to choke my neck again, and I let go of him satisfied, finally rubbing his soft inky hair, and then straightened up in satisfaction.
Unfortunately, when I was leaving, it suddenly rained heavily, and my mother told me to bring an umbrella before I came, but I felt burdensome, so I could only pause at the door at the moment and subconsciously look back at the bed.
Chi Xiaoyi also happened to prop himself up, twisted his neck and stared at me, his lips were hooked with a smile that seemed to be a smile, his dark eyes were shining, at this moment he was unprecedentedly gentle, he didn't say anything, but I was reluctant to go anymore.
I turned around and sat down on the couch again, calmly opening the book, "I didn't bring an umbrella, I'll wait for the rain to stop before leaving." ”
"Okay." Chi Xiaoyi answered me, and there was imperceptible pleasure in those words, he lay back on the bed, and said to me after a moment of silence: "I will be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon, and we will go back together." Now I'm sleepy, I want to sleep for a while, you wait for me to wake up. ”
Me: ""
This thing is really still an uncle, I didn't say anything, Chi Xiaoyi looked at me with his eyes open for a while, and after making sure that I would not leave him alone, he fell asleep with a cheeky face.
The rainstorm outside the window was like a note, and the light in the ward was a little dim, which affected my reading, but I was worried that turning on the light too bright would disturb Chi Xiaoyi's sleep, so I got up and walked to the bed, and after sitting down on the chair, I turned on the lamp at the head of the bed, adjusted the appropriate brightness, and continued to read with my head down.
However, Chi Xiaoyi slept next to me, the room was so quiet that I could hear his shallow breathing, and I could see his sleeping face out of the corner of my eye, so in this case, what else did I have to read
I sighed inwardly, resigned myself to putting the book on the bedside table, and just sat there staring at Chi Xiaoyi.
His head happened very well, it was dark and smooth, the inky hairline was between the white and picturesque eyebrows, and the cold air on his body when he was asleep was gone, so many years later, Chi Xiaoyi still looked like an angel when he fell asleep, simple and docile.
I remembered that time outside the office, Chi Xiaoyi gave me a punitive kiss, and that afternoon in the sunset in the infirmary, Chi Xiaoyi and I were both distracted, and I couldn't help but almost kiss me, I only felt a sudden heat on my lips, so close to him at the moment, the masculine and wild aura on his body surrounded me in an instant.
I couldn't suppress the feelings in my heart anymore, I lowered my head suddenly, I imprinted my lips on the two lip flaps of Chi Xiaoyi, although he was cold and affectionate, his lips were soft and hot, the four lip flaps made me feel very comfortable, and I couldn't help but explore more.
"Hmm" Chi Xiaoyi suddenly let out a low voice, and my eyes widened in fright, and my lips became stiff.
But Chi Xiaoyi didn't wake up, I immediately left his lips, and when I straightened up, a drop of cold sweat slipped down and dripped on Chi Xiaoyi's face.
The act of stealing relatives made me feel like a thief, my face was red, my heart was beating faster, my face was almost buried in my chest, and I didn't dare to look at Chi Xiaoyi again.
I don't know how long it took before I slowly calmed down, quickly took the book from the bedside table, and looked down to "brush" it in disguise.
However, Chi Xiaoyi, who was asleep, lifted the quilt at this time, and after hearing the movement, I looked over suspiciously, only to see that Chi Xiaoyi's body had changed sometimes, and his hand was touching there.
I stumbled and fell out of my chair.
Chi Xiaoyi, this is doing spring again. Did he react under my dragonfly kiss and the drop of cold sweat that fell on his face I can't tell if Chi Xiaoyi is too strong in some way, or if I can tease him so easily.
I grabbed the chair and got up from the ground, and then I saw Ji Xiaoyi's movements, this time he put his hand inside his clothes.
I didn't have the courage to look at it, and I turned my face away after realizing it, it was pouring rain outside the window, and I stood stiffly at the head of the bed in the silent room, and I only heard the sound of Chi Xiaoyi in his sleep.
I just felt that the days were like years, as if a century had passed, and with a low and sexy roar from Ji Xiaoyi, he was finally over.
At this moment, he was lying flat on the bed, I could clearly see his expression at that moment when he was at his peak, it was really the most intriguing I had ever seen, I was more and more at a loss, and I didn't know what my psychology was, probably because I didn't want Chi Xiaoyi to know that I witnessed the whole process, so I decided to "destroy the corpse and destroy the traces".
I bent down and pulled up the quilt that Chi Xiaoyi threw aside, and carefully re-covered Chi Xiaoyi's body, seeing that his hand was still there, I took his hand out, and the indescribable smell suddenly filled the tip of my nose, but I was ashamed to find that I didn't feel disgusted.
I shuddered from the bedside table and pulled out a tissue, closed my eyes and wiped it indiscriminately, but half a minute later, my hand was suddenly grabbed by Chi Xiaoyi.
I opened my eyes suddenly, just in time for Kamiike's glare, he had been awake for a while, his eyes were unusually clear at the moment, staring at me with a burning look that had never been seen before, and the force in his palm was about to crush my slender hand.
I didn't know where to put my gaze at all, but I vaguely dodged Chi Xiaoyi's palpitating gaze, and I said hesitantly, "Let me go first." ”
"You've seen it all" Instead of letting go of my hand, Chi Xiaoyi clenched it tighter, locking my hand tightly with ten fingers.
Although he was lying on the bed, his momentum was not weak at all, Ji Xiaoyi stared at me with an extremely complicated gaze, and his hoarse voice sounded so sexy, "Chenghan Ye Chenghan." ”
He called my name repeatedly, there was an indescribable lingering meaning, my heart trembled so much that I was about to jump out of my chest, I guessed that Chi Xiaoyi was embarrassed, I felt that I should say something, after thinking about it, I pretended to understand very well, "Actually, it's normal to have this kind of dream." ”
"But too many times is not good for the body, you have to learn self-restraint, exercise more on weekdays, don't always think about that kind of thing in your head, you just put your mind on serious things and divert your attention."
Chi Xiaoyi shook his head after hearing this, and said to me disapprerovingly: "I can't restrain myself, and I used to have it only once in a few months, but recently I have always had this kind of dream, in which I violated a girl fiercely, and I woke up sweating profusely, and at the same time I was very happy and satisfied." ”
"Just like now, do you know how comfortable I am" Chi Xiao's inky eyes rolled up a touch of scarlet, and his tone revealed a sense of madness and evil, "Ye Chenghan, you said that I should turn everything in my dream into reality, if I turn it into reality, what will happen when the time comes?"
I had already guessed that the girl in Chi Xiaoyi's dream was me, but it was obvious that he was hesitating because he was only interested in my body and didn't like me, so he was worried that after he turned his dream into reality, the two of us wouldn't be able to do it as brother and sister
I suddenly felt ridiculous, in Chi Xiaoyi's heart, I am different from other girls, he can play with other girls' feelings, after having sex with other girls, he is still at ease and not responsible, and for me, he wants my body, but on the other hand, he is reluctant to destroy me.
Because I'm his sister.
Hehe, then should I thank Chi Xiaoyi for being different and cherishing me
I gradually calmed down, looked down at Kamichi Xiaoyi, and I answered his question very soberly and rationally, "If you really turn your dreams into reality, I think you will regret it later." ”
"Is it" Chi Xiaoyi was stunned for a moment, a bitter arc on his lips, and he muttered to himself in distress and pain, "You're right, if I do that, I will destroy everything that was originally maintained, but I can't accept the relationship between the two of them after that." ”
"But Ye Chenghan, tell me, what can I do to quench the desire to want her. Fire"
I don't know how to answer Chi Xiaoyi, he can become a bed partner with other girls he is interested in, which girl does he want, there is no need to suppress himself, but he must refrain from turning me into his bed partner, he doesn't want to be responsible, he doesn't want to change the status of brother and sister between the two of us now, in the final analysis, Chi Xiaoyi is really a bastard.
But he just thinks about it, and hasn't put it into action yet, so I scold him like this, more or less he is innocent.
I was silent for a long time, then changed the topic and asked Chi Xiaoyi, "How much do you like the girls you have dated and you don't like them, but you are dating them because you can use their family background to make yourself stronger?"
Chi Xiaoyi was noncommittal and replied honestly, "I can't say that I don't like them, it's just that they haven't reached the point where I particularly want them, and my future wife won't be any of them, as for who it is, I haven't met it yet." ”
I frowned in disgust and looked at Chi Xiaoyi with contempt, "Don't make excuses for your abuse. ”
Chi Xiaoyi stroked my hand carelessly, and there was a kind of helplessness and pampering in his tone, "Don't think of me as so unscrupulous, using women to take advantage of positions or something." I don't fall in love, how can I know what I want in my heart"
"I've just been looking for the one who can actually be my wife." Chi Xiaoyi also calmed down, he looked at me, "You are only sixteen years old, not an adult, I think you still don't understand the relationship between men and women, so don't judge me with your own thoughts and wishful thinking." ”
Me: ""
Chi Xiaoyi, he really thinks of me as a little sister, but he is only three years older than me, and I have always ignored the age gap between me and him, because he is nineteen years old, and he is still accompanying me to my second year of high school.
I never knew how old we were, but in his eyes the difference of three years was equivalent to ten years, and he was too mature to be involved in the intrigues between adults, so he would think that I was too immature, that I didn't understand anything, and that I had no position to judge what he did.
So I nodded and didn't say anything more.
Chi Xiaoyi was still holding my hand until the palms of both of us became hot, Chi Xiaoyi grabbed my wrist without saying anything, and after sitting up from the bed, I thought he would have the next move, but I didn't expect him to let go of me, and then pulled out a tissue.
I stared at him in a daze.
After a while, he raised his head, looked at my hand, hooked his lips and asked evilly, "Why do you want me to wipe it for you?"
Only then did I react, and immediately grabbed a few tissues and wiped my hands indiscriminately, and during this time, Chi Xiaoyi kept looking at me, and suddenly called me, "Chenghan." ”
"Hmm," I looked up for some reason.
Ji Xiaoyi stretched out his slender fingers and pinched my chin without saying a word, and then his face suddenly came closer.
My eyes widened suddenly, and as I hesitated to push him away, there was a knock on the door.
I almost fell from the chair to the ground again, quickly stood up, and when I looked down, I saw a mess of the ground, and then I realized how sinful and absurd such a scene was, and I was worried that the person outside the door was Zhou Xue, so I cleaned up the "crime scene" as quickly as possible.
I took a deep breath, and seeing that Chi Xiaoyi was very calm, I glared at him fiercely, and then walked out to open the door.
Sure enough, it was Zhou Xue who was standing outside, and when she saw me, she was not surprised, as usual, like my "sister-in-law", she smiled at me gently, and greeted me very culturedly.
I entered the door with Zhou Xue, Chi Xiaoyi went to the inner room to change clothes, and Zhou Xue saw the thermos bucket on the bedside table, her eyes flickered, and then she held up the soup she brought in her hand, sighed and said to me: "I stewed it myself, but it seems that Ah Yi has eaten enough, it's going to be a waste now, it's better to accept you to drink."
"My brother hasn't eaten yet." I walked over and picked up the thermos bucket and my own book, and said to Zhou Xue with an unchanged face: "This chicken soup was made by my mother, and my mother has regarded Chi Xiaoyi as her own son over the years, so let me come and have a look." ”
"I was just about to give my brother soup, and you came, senior sister. In that case, I'll go first. ”
Zhou Xue nodded suddenly in realization, "So that's the case." ”
She symbolically kept me a few words, and then let me go, it was still raining heavily, and it was really uncomfortable to be kicked out, after entering the elevator, I recalled everything that had just happened with Chi Xiaoyi in the ward, only to feel a sudden sour heat in my eyes, and tears almost fell out.
I held a book, took out my mobile phone with my free hand, and was about to call Ye Chengji to pick me up, but at this time, Chi Xiaoyi sent a text message, "Didn't you say okay, let's go back together, it's raining so heavily outside, you beware of catching a cold." Wait for me downstairs and I'll be down right away. ”
"What do you care about me, drink the soup made by your girlfriend, how can my sister be as important as her" I originally wanted to reply to Chi Xiaoyi like this, but the tone was really full of vinegar, and I didn't stand up to be jealous.
After a pause, I deleted the edited text message, and without replying to Chi Xiaoyi, I put my phone back.
I decided to wait for Chi Xiaoyi, and if he hadn't come down to look for me in ten minutes, I would call Ye Chengji again, and I was disappointed.
But I wasn't too sad, anyway, I didn't have much hope for him, I stood in the corridor of the hospital, watching the heavy rain "booming", and my eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog.
I wanted to calm myself down, and I was about to rush straight into the heavy rain when someone suddenly grabbed my arm from behind.
I was so stupid, I thought it was Chi Xiaoyi, I turned my head in surprise, but I saw Fu Chaoheng, who was slender, and after a moment of stunned, I quickly withdrew my hand to hide my lost emotions, "Why are you here?"
"I assisted the police in handling the case, and there was a witness who was injured and living in this hospital, so I came to investigate the case." Fu Chaohuan was holding an umbrella in his hand, and when he saw the thermos box I was carrying, he probably guessed that I was here to visit the patient.
He asked me tentatively, "Are you alone and it's raining so hard outside, otherwise I'll send you back?"
Fu Chaohuan saved Chi Xiaoyi's life last time, so I have a good impression of Fu Chaohuan, since he offered to send it, I don't have to trouble Ye Chengji to come over again, I nodded, "Okay." ”
Probably because I gave people a feeling of being too cold, Fu Chaohuan didn't expect me to agree, he was stunned for a few seconds, he smiled at me, and then Fu Chaohuan held up the umbrella in his hand, and I went over to walk out of the hospital with him.
The rain was too heavy, Fu Chaohuan tried his best to tilt the umbrella to my side, but he was still a little uneasy halfway, hesitated, he tentatively held my arm and asked me to lean towards him.
It was the first time I had such intimate contact with a man other than Chi Xiaoyi, and I was a little embarrassed on my face, and the heat in Fu Chaohuan's palm was transmitted to me through my clothes, and I felt even more at a loss, so I walked stiffly for a while.
Fu Chaohuan raised his hand to stop a taxi, he bent over to open the door for me, stood there holding an umbrella, and asked me to sit in first.
"Ye Chenghan"
As I got into the car, I heard a familiar voice calling from behind, but I was drowned out by the sound of heavy rain falling "bang-la-la-la", and I thought it was my delusion and looked back.
The heavy rain curtain blocked my vision, and my eyes were foggy, but I could still vaguely see Chi Xiaoyi's tall figure running in my direction.
When I got closer, I also saw Zhou Xue holding an umbrella, calling Chi Xiaoyi, stumbling behind Chi Xiaoyi, but Chi Xiaoyi didn't pay attention to Zhou Xue, but kept walking towards me in the heavy rain.
I don't know why, I suddenly felt that there was a sense of tragedy in this scene, I bent over and stood in that posture for a while, and when I stumbled under Zhou Xue's feet and fell to the ground in embarrassment, I finally got into the car.
Then Fu Chaohuan also sat in, and after asking the address of my house, he asked the driver to drive.
The car started, I turned around and saw Chi Xiaoyi running and chasing a few steps in the heavy rain, and finally stopped, the sky above his head was dim, he was standing there straight, the heavy rain was pouring on his body, and after a while he was soaked, and the rain was running down his hair and face.
Chi Xiaoyi looked lonely and lonely, like an abandoned child who couldn't find a mother and a home.
As Chi Xiaoyi's knees bent down and knelt helplessly in the rain, I slammed my eyes shut, and the tears that I had been holding back for a long time suddenly slipped out.
The car drove smoothly on the road, gradually widening the distance between me and Chi Xiaoyi, I once again chose to stay away from him and withdraw between him and Zhou Xue, not to mention that Chi Xiaoyi and I were just ambiguous, so why should I be this third party
He wants to talk about love after love, looking for the most suitable person for him and the final wife, since he said that he has not met yet, that person is not me, why should I stick to him like kraft candy
After Fu Chaohuan sent me home that day, he gave me the umbrella and sat in the car and watched me walk towards his home before he asked the driver to drive again.
When I got home, I found that the thermos bucket and books were left in the car, and I was in no mood to pay attention to it anymore, so I planned to ask Fu Chaohuan for it another day.
When my mother saw me walking in, she quickly brought a dry towel to wipe the rain for me, and told me to go upstairs to take a hot bath, and she cooked me hot soup.
I let my mother take care of me carefully, thinking of what I had just done in the hospital, and laughing at myself why I put it up to serve tea and water to Chi Xiaoyi
Then I took a hot bath in the bathtub, dried myself and put on my pajamas, I walked to the bed and lifted the quilt, and then I lay down and wrapped myself in the quilt, revealing only one head.
The curtains in the room were all closed, the light was dim, only the lamp on the bedside table shone yellow, and my whole world was silent, staring at a certain point in the air with my eyes open.
I don't know how long it took, the phone "Zizi" vibrate, I opened the text message sent by Chi Xiaoyi, "I'm almost at your house, are you going home?"
I sympathize with Zhou Xue in my heart, Zhou Xue fell, the fall must not be light, Chi Xiaoyi didn't care about his girlfriend, chased me to the house to do something
I didn't reply to Chi Xiaoyi, put my phone on the bedside table, I pinched the quilt and closed my eyes.
"Auntie, Chenghan didn't reply to my text messages and calls when she came back, I didn't worry about her, so I came over to take a look." A few minutes later, Chi Xiaoyi's voice came from downstairs.
There was concern in his tone, and I could imagine the rain in his hair sliding down on his face, and his inky eyes should be moist.
And my mother was surprised that Chi Xiaoyi came like this, and told Chi Xiaoyi that I was taking a shower upstairs, and Chi Xiaoyi said that she wanted to come up and have a look.
Although I am sixteen years old, my mother does not shy away from Chi Xiaoyi, she thinks that even if I am taking a shower, it is natural for Ji Xiaoyi to enter my room.
There were footsteps in the hallway, and then my mother knocked on the door outside to call me, but instead of answering her, I pulled up the quilt and covered my head, blocking out all outside sounds.
In the end, my mother and Ji Xiaoyi didn't break into the door, probably thinking that I was still taking a shower, so they left.
I felt physically and mentally tired, closed my eyes and fell asleep unconsciously, and when I woke up again, it was already more than seven o'clock in the evening, I quickly got up and went to the bathroom to wash my face, and after changing my clothes, I walked downstairs.
Chi Xiaoyi hasn't left yet, he should have taken a bath, wearing Ye Chengji's snow-white shirt, Chi Xiaoyi doesn't like white very much on weekdays, at this moment he is sitting on the sofa with a casual posture, smiling lightly and chatting with my father opposite.
The chandelier above his head shone brightly, sprinkling on Chi Xiaoyi's body, and his inky hairline was just right between his eyebrows, making him look a little softer and warmer than usual.
I had just woken up and my brain was a little sluggish, blinking and not knowing what was going on.
After Chi Xiaoyi saw me, he stopped talking to my father, he got up and walked in front of me, staring down at me, it must be because of the light that made his dark eyes look so warm, even his voice was so soft that it dripped, doting and conniving, "Did you fall asleep just now, go to dinner, I'll go back first." ”
I nodded dumbfounded, Ji Xiaoyi didn't say anything more, turned around and said hello to my father, and he left, while my mother happened to come out of the kitchen and asked me why I didn't leave Ji Xiaoyi for dinner
Only then did I know that Chi Xiaoyi had been sitting downstairs waiting for me, and after confirming that I was safe and sound, he left, and I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and the more I rejected his attitude towards me, which was hot and cold, and if I was leaving.
Every time he provokes me, he makes me worry about him and never forget him, and he falls in love with other girls, and he lives an extremely free and casual life.
When I was sleeping at night, Chi Xiaoyi sent me such a text message, "Don't get so close to Fu Chaohuan." ”
I don't think so, since I was a child, he was used to instructing or ordering me, at that time let me help him with homework, carry his school bag, cook and so on, I did it for him, and now he began to interfere with my friends
But why, does he still think that I will obey him like before
I sat on the bed, holding my phone and bowing my head to reply to Chi Xiaoyi, "Why?"
"I don't like him."
Me: ""
What kind of bullshit reason is this Chi Xiaoyi, should I stay away from people he doesn't like Then he likes Zhou Xue, do I want to talk to Zhou Xue all day long
I turned off the phone directly, and I didn't take Chi Xiaoyi's words to heart at all.
After reading the next morning, Fu Chaohuan came over and returned my book and thermos bucket to me, in order to facilitate contact, I exchanged mobile phone numbers with Fu Chaohuan, so that I was familiar.
Fu Chaohuan's arrival caused quite a stir, and when I returned to my seat, I heard all kinds of discussions in my ears, and I didn't bother to pay attention to it, I just glanced back at Chi Xiaoyi.
He was not sleeping at this time, but stared at me with a complex gaze that I did not understand, and after colliding with my gaze, he immediately pinned his face out of the window.
I saw his thin lips tightly pursed, I don't know what he was awkward again, anyway, I was used to his character, I ignored him, turned around and took out the book, ready for class.
I met Fu Chaohuan in the cafeteria at noon, he took the initiative to take my lunch box, lined up to help me cook, and sat in the seat with me when he came back.
Some people hit it off at first sight, such as me and Fu Chaohuan, in the eyes of others, both of us are cold characters, and we have almost no friends, but just when the boys tried their best to stick to me, and the girls dealt with Chaohuan one after another, Fu Chaohuan and I became friends.
I am extremely interested in dealing with the cases that Chaohuan has solved in the past, when the two of us have dinner together, I always ask him to tell me, the most similar thing about us is that we are full of a sense of justice, have a heart to eliminate harm for the people, often sometimes we chat and forget the time, until the class bell rings, the two of us hurriedly go back to their respective classrooms.
As a result, there were a lot of rumors between me and Fu Chaohuan, and the teacher called us over privately to ask, and they were actually very relieved about me and Fu Chaohuan, thinking that both of us were quite rational and measured people, and after confirming that we were not in love, they didn't care much about us.
On the other hand, Fu Chaohuan and I are not people who are trapped by rumors, so other people don't have much influence on us.
Since that day, Chi Xiaoyi is no longer the only one in my world, I have been friends with Fu Chaohuan seriously, and I have not allowed myself to be trapped in an ambiguous relationship with Chi Xiaoyi anymore, gradually, I pay less and less attention to Chi Xiaoyi, and I don't even know if he broke up with Zhou Xue and which girl he dated again.
More than a month has passed in a blink of an eye, on a post-school afternoon in May, it rained heavily outside, this day is the weekend, I have never had the habit of bringing an umbrella, and I am ready to go home after getting my clothes in the dormitory, Fu Chaohuan sent a text message, asking me to wait for him in the corridor, and he will come over in a while.
I put away my phone and stood there looking at my classmates who were running in the rain with umbrellas or books over their heads, my eyes were foggy and my thoughts drifted far away.
I don't know how long it has been, I was in a trance, and Chi Xiaoyi's mocking voice sounded in my ears, "Are you waiting for your boyfriend just now, you were so distracted, and you were also thinking about Fu Chaohuan, you are meeting every day, and you don't feel bored, love is like this, as for it?"
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