Who stipulates that women can't drink and smoke better than men, who says that women can't go to nightclubs more profligate than men, and no one tells you that men and women are very disproportionate now? If it were a show, I wouldn't have any doubt that the world itself was a woman's show.

If your justification is met with your ruthless rebuttal, then I'll shut up and be a bastard you regret.

Before I sink again, please remember what I look like at this moment, which is definitely what you will miss desperately in the future.

What if you carry the infamy of a city? If you can't even live well, wouldn't it be too much.

You don't care if I have a few tattoos and a few, and I don't have the strange eyes that my taste reveals, which makes me despise you very much.

When such a domineering sentence blurted out from the mouth of the female friend next to me, my pupils and nostrils dilated at the beginning, and my fists clenched involuntarily, not knowing what to say in the next sentence, and then I was able to mix the two sentences calmly and freely. Indeed, if you tell a woman about right and wrong, it is very likely that the woman will not even think about greeting your family, and she will be able to justify you so that you don't have nothing to say.

She put the cigarette holder into her lipstick lips with her right hand, took out a lighter from her pocket with her left hand and lit it, a series of familiar movements made me feel that women smoke, it was so cool, take a deep breath and spit out the eye circles, so beautiful, so that even a man who can't smoke can't help but want to learn to smoke immediately.

She came out at the age of sixteen to work hard, drove a BMW at the age of twenty-one, bought a building in the city center at the age of twenty-three, and bought the twenty-third floor according to her age, which is not too high, but can definitely overlook the half-city view of Shijiazhuang. It was already the end of the year when I bought it, and I asked her with a smile: "Why don't you buy twenty-four floors, and you will be twenty-four in a moment." ”

She pondered for two seconds, then returned the smile I threw out and said, "You guess, you're a writer, and your imagination is so rich, you can't guess that I despise you." ”

Well, there's no way, despise it, despise it, anyway, there aren't many people who despise me, you can use your fingers to rank up.

She is definitely one of the most bullish counterattacks by my friends around me, the key is that she is still a girl, which makes me very broken, the most important thing is that she is still very beautiful, one meter seventy-six tall, long hair with a shawl, a T-shirt that is propped up by a bulging big breast, and a slender thigh with an absolutely upturned ass. If I hadn't known her for many years, and if I hadn't known her so thoroughly, I would definitely have gone over and hugged her without hesitation, letting her know that her world is more than just her, her name is Li Xueru.

A lot of friends around me don't contact me anymore, but Xueru is the one I always think is the one who can laugh and say yellow jokes until I'm old, this girl sent me a video chat in the middle of the night, saying that she wants to talk to me**,**Ah, although my little man is not closed-minded, but I haven't played so high.

Seeing that I was twisting and pinching, he began to tease me, saying that I haven't had a girlfriend for so long, is my lower body not very good, saying that my breasts are bigger than hers, just kidding, my height of 1.8 meters is only 137 pounds, no matter how the proportion is distributed, it can't become big breasts, no, I will go to Thailand for sex reassignment surgery. The more anxious I was, the happier she became, and then I thought about it, I was a big man, and I was actually molested by a girl of the same age, and how could I see people when I said it, so I started to quarrel with her, but it never got to the point of **.

At that time, she hadn't gone to breast augmentation, she was still flat-chested, and she always felt proud to say that my flat-chested girl was a girl who made cloth for the country and province, and she was a very chic girl, and she was indeed like this at that time, a successful career, and the happiness of love.

She always knew that I had a crush on her, but she never took this crush to heart, and regarded me as the best friend of the opposite sex, but is there a pure friendship between men and women? I deny that any man and woman who have been together for a long time can hug, kiss, and linger, and these three can be true, even if there is a large age gap, even if it is based on the absence of feelings.

Half a year ago, on the day I was dumped by my boyfriend, Xueru drove a car to my place at three o'clock in the morning and knocked on the door, seeing that I didn't react, she kicked with her feet, and I was in a hurry to get dressed while yelling loudly in a hurry on the bed, thinking to myself, auntie, I didn't provoke you today.

The moment I opened the security door, I saw that the neighbors in the corridor were curious to probe out, and Xueru was still panting and kicking the door when she saw me open the door. I hurriedly apologized to my uncles, aunts, grandparents, and dragged Xueru into the house.

Before I could speak, Xue Ru's undried face was invaded by tears seeping out of her pupils, and she said aggrievedly, "Are you dressed properly?" ”

I looked at the girl in front of me who was so strange without makeup, and for a moment I didn't know what to ask, and pointed to the jacket I was wearing backwards.

Xue Ru seemed to have suppressed her temper for a long time, and instantly exploded at me, roaring: "Give you three minutes to dress me immediately, otherwise I will undress and sleep you now." The saliva squirted me in the face.

I knew she wasn't joking, so I left a sentence about your uncle and ran into the bedroom to change her clothes.

On the highway with the speed limit of 120, Xueru stepped on the accelerator to 130, and the speedometer continued to rise, I was scared, and almost yelled at her ear: "Stop, stop, stop for Lao Tzu." ”

In the next second, the brake inertia threw directly forward at my head, and I even heard the sound of bones misaligned, which made me want to ask the old man who designed the seat belt, who should have been in the ground, what would happen if he didn't die in a car accident and his head was thrown out.

Forcefully pulled her out of the driver's seat and threw her into the back seat, afraid that she would have some excesses, and by the way, he untied his belt and strangled his arms. But when I saw the red marks around my white skin, my heart ached, and I quickly took them off and comforted her.

Xue Ru didn't resist anymore, didn't speak again, just looked at me blankly. I asked her where she was going, and she told me I didn't know, so let's go ahead.

We were on the road like this, the atmosphere was awkward, I tried to come up with jokes to comfort her, she didn't speak, the wagon pulling coal whizzed by, she didn't speak. Thinking about that moment now, I miss that there were only two of us left in the world.

For the next month, Xueru threw her phone out of the car window, cut off from the world.

I called her parents and told them that Xue Ru was going abroad for training, and she forgot to take her mobile phone in a hurry when she left, her parents were real migrant workers, and I went to the house to eat a few times, and the impact on me was not bad, and I believed it without thinking too much. When I asked her if she wanted to call the man, she scolded me for being sick, and I didn't say anything more, but I knew that she was out of love, and I was fired by the boss by calling.

We drove the car, passing through too many cities in Taiyuan, Xi'an, Chengdu, Chongqing, and Kunming, and Xueru had to go to a bar everywhere, and it was at that time that she learned to drink, and at that time she learned to smoke, I began to stop her, until she looked at me seriously and asked me: "Chen Xuguang, are we best friends?" I nodded vigorously.

She said again: "My friend is uncomfortable, do you want to accompany me well?" ”

I nodded and shook my head, and finally indulged her, always holding back, and it would be bad.

Every time she gets drunk, she sleeps in the bed, I sleep on the floor, she throws up, I serve her, and then I fall asleep and I don't say a word all night.

I'm such a good friend, even if she's drunk, I don't do anything to her, although I have a momentary thought.

She also went to get a tattoo, on the back, without anesthesia, holding my hand and gritting her teeth, I watched the tattoo machine carve on her smooth and delicate back, the feeling seemed to be carved on my back, it hurt, but I knew her heart hurt even more. It's a butterfly, and she says she wants to be reborn.

What's more, she still has to drink after the tattoo, I think I have reached the limit of my tolerance for her, pointing at her face and shouting irrationally: "Li Xueru, you go for another drink, I'll leave now, it's too much, I accompany you every day not to see you fall every day, I was fired from the company, and I didn't go to my best friend's wedding." ”

I still have a bunch of words in my heart, I want to vent it all at once, she didn't give me a chance, just looked up lazily into my eyes, there was no expression on her face, some just seemed to sympathize, took out a bank card from her bag, stuffed it directly into my pocket, and said: "The password is my birthday, it is a compensation for you, you can leave now, I won't stop you." ”

After speaking, he turned around, walked out, took out the card and pointed angrily at the back she left for me: "You have no conscience, don't look for me if you have the ability." "She still hasn't looked back, okay, you're amazing, I don't have the ability, follow up like a fart.

After that, I had one more task, after she got drunk on the bed, lifted her clothes, scrubbed the tattoo over and over again, and blew lightly, it was a naked temptation, and I went to take a cold shower again and again to endure it.

Until the night her aunt came to wake up with a stomachache, tired and shrunk on the bed, I didn't care about her, she turned over and over and cried out in pain, I didn't care about her, just sat on the sofa on the side, she didn't call me, half an hour later, I took her to the hospital. After the infusion, I heard the nurse call me a hooligan, and I looked at the darkness outside the window, and my heart was very confused.

The next day, I couldn't help but say that I took her arm from Gongga Airport to Shijiazhuang Zhengding Airport, she struggled on the way, and my arm was torn red, I didn't relent, and dragged her directly on the plane and sent her home, I don't care if you want to lose your temper with your biological parents. Then one person took the plane back to Gonggar Airport and drove the car back to Shijiazhuang.

During this time, I was really physically and mentally exhausted, lost my job, and spent more than 200,000 yuan of savings. Later I asked myself if it was worth it? Even when you are drunk, you don't dare to choose between right and wrong. Later, Xueru transferred me a sum of 300,000 yuan, which was returned by me, and then transferred, but I still returned, and several times in a row, I did not refuse. I do need more money than she does.

I know very well what Li Xueru is doing at every age, when she was in junior high school, her family was poor and couldn't afford her to go to school, she was a sixteen-year-old girl, she left her hometown and went to the city alone, wandered the streets for three days, and finally found a small restaurant, and the big hotels didn't dare to ask for underage children like her.

The small restaurant doesn't earn much, but it's good to eat and live, and those older ones see that she doesn't understand anything, so they bully her and let her do the work of cleaning up her dishes, Xueru doesn't dare to say anything, she does everything. When someone else dropped the plate, she came to carry the black pot, and she didn't dare to fight back. The guest saw the hair that fell out of the dish and asked her angrily, so she was so frightened that she was stunned and trembled, not knowing what to do, and tears fell out.

Society is so unfair, I know that what Xueru experienced at that time is being repeated in countless restaurants at this moment, this rotten world, cruel, realistic, but helpless.

After two and a half years in a small restaurant, two and a half years made her see the most basic cruelty, and she also made a boyfriend who was two years older than her. Children who have not read books and are so young, where do they have the brains to do business, but they just want to buy a batch of clothes and set up a stall.

At first, Xueru disagreed, and she didn't have such a big idea, so she wanted to work hard to earn a stable money, but in the face of her boyfriend's dead face every night, she finally compromised, and the two resigned together, and each took out 2,000 yuan to buy a batch of clothes from a friend of the boy's relatives. Two thousand is a lot, and Xue Ru only earned seven hundred a month at that time.

The two set up a stall on the side of the road, and no one came to buy it on the first day, but in the end they were seen by the chengguan, and the two faced the chengguan for the first time, and they were so frightened that they cried. This kind of scene made the chengguan also embarrassed, and in the end, there was no way, so the two of them left, saying that there would be no next time.

The next day they still appeared in the same place, the result was still the same, no one came to buy, and the chengguan did not be polite this time, packed the clothes and took them away, the two children still cried, there was no way, and finally followed the chengguan, walked more than 100 meters, cried more than 100 meters, and finally the chengguan relented, stopped and pointed at the heads of the two of them, and said viciously: "This is the last time I spared you, and there will be a next time, I will definitely put you in prison." The two picked up their clothes and ran, maybe they should be glad that this is a chengguan with a good character, and when they meet that kind of bastard, they directly snatched their things and left.

The words of the chengguan frightened the two children, and they went back to lie down all night, and the next day the boy said to the girl, "Give you all these clothes, I want to go home." Xueru clenched her little finger tightly and didn't say a word. The boy is from Baoding, not far from Shijiazhuang, but not close.

Xueru was confused, but as a child, no matter how confused she was, she couldn't find a right exit.

The next day, I returned to the small restaurant to continue working as a waiter, everyone's vitality may have a turning point, whether or not to catch it is completely up to their own choice, Xueru caught it.

That night, four guests came to Xueru's room, wearing this suit and tie, Xueru saw such a well-dressed person come in for dinner for the first time, ordered the most expensive dishes, drank their own liquor, and finally got drunk, and the four of them were commensurate with brothers, hooking their backs and walking out of the small door of the hotel. When Xiaoru was cleaning up the room, she found a handbag, opened it, and saw that there was a wallet inside, as well as a thick A4 white paper, which was full of dense handwriting, and there were three thousand yuan in the wallet. It's almost the same as Xueru's four months' salary.

This girl ran out to chase the four people without a trace of hesitation, but there was no trace of her when she went out.

She didn't give her handbag to the store manager, because she knew that the store manager would definitely put it in her pocket when she saw it, something like this had happened before. When I got back to my accommodation, I opened my wallet again, and there was a business card with a phone on it. The next day, Xueru went to the supermarket to make a phone call for her own money, and a man's voice came from chatting at dinner last night, explaining the reason, and the man hurriedly said that he would drive over to pick up the bag immediately.

It was a Mercedes-Benz, but Xueru didn't understand cars at that time, and the middle-aged man in his forties got out of the car and ran to Xueru, took the handbag, opened it and saw that there was nothing missing inside, and let out a long breath.

The middle-aged man asked why he didn't hand it over to the store, and Xueru said that many of the lost things of the customers in the past were taken away by the boss and not returned to the lost customers, and told them not to know what to do.

The middle-aged man wanted to give it to Xueru before taking out his wallet, Xueru shook his head and said no, the man didn't insist anymore, and said that Xueru would wait for her at the door of this supermarket at this time tomorrow, and Xueru agreed.

The next day, the middle-aged man gave her a bank card and password, and repeatedly told her not to look at the bank card before she was twenty-one years old, and arranged a decent job for her.

The job is very simple, she just worked as a clerk in a jewelry store, and all the clerks were very good to her, because she was brought by the middle-aged man, and the jewelry store was opened by a middle-aged man.

Eighteen-year-old Xue Ru didn't know that her fate had been turned upside down from the time she made that phone call.

In three years, Xueru's growth has exceeded everyone's imagination, from the original village girl to a fair lady beauty. Also, it turned out that the food was not good, there was no meal, after coming here to work, every meal was good, middle-aged people basically came to see her once a month, took her to the big hotel to have a good meal, and bought some expensive clothes. At first, Xueru didn't want to live or die, but the middle-aged man pretended to be angry, which frightened Xueru, so he agreed.

On Xueru's birthday in March, she took the bank card given to her by the middle-aged man and went to the bank ATM, and the moment she entered the password, a large string of zeros made her open her mouth wide, and she counted three times in the ATM, one and a half million.

He immediately called the middle-aged man, and the middle-aged man replied softly to her as if he knew what she was going to say: "You are very trustworthy, but you have been fired, you don't have to go to work tomorrow, take the money and do something you like." ”

The pile of paper that Xueru saw at that time was a contract worth tens of millions and had been deducted, and if it was lost, tens of millions would become a bubble.

In fact, he was for Xueru's good, and he didn't understand anything at that time, Xueru would definitely lose herself if she suddenly had such a large amount of money.

In three years, Xueru has learned too many things, but she is not good enough to open a jewelry store, and after thinking about it carefully at home for a week, she wants to open a clothing store, because she remembers the way she cried on the street at that time, and now she thinks of that scene again, and she can't help but smile, I don't know how the boy is doing now.

With plenty of money as a backing, Xueru's clothing store opened as promised, and there were not many people who came to celebrate on the opening day, and she didn't know who to invite, but she just felt that she shouldn't call those childhood friends in the village to show off, and simply called her colleagues who worked in the jewelry store to celebrate, and the praise made her feel very happy.

The middle-aged uncle who gave her money didn't come, which made her feel very disappointed, and she felt that her previous kindness was a kind of compensation, and now that she has paid it off, she will pay it off.

Maybe love is directly proportional to career, and when a career perseverance star rises, it will fall the firmly suspended love star.

Xueru was in love, and she told me the news as soon as possible. I knew Xueru because she worked in a jewelry store, and she gave me the mobile phone I left at the counter, what a wonderful encounter, which coincided with the bag she picked up last time, and one became her future noble, and one became her best friend in the future.

I invited her to dinner that night, and we felt very familiar with each other, so we talked a lot together. She seems to be very dependent on me, and will call me out to eat every week, and every time I actively rush to pay, I am embarrassed, and finally said to her seriously that if I don't let a big man pay in the future, I will never go out to eat with her again, this girl didn't talk back, but still insisted that I pay once she has to rush to pay once.

The passage of time aggravated my affection for her, but I had a girlfriend at the time, and I didn't take it too seriously, thinking it was just a friendship between friends.

Her boyfriend is her own clerk, named Gao Feng. A boy with a very handsome appearance, my first reaction was against it, and I subconsciously felt that the boy's intention was obvious, that is, I felt that Xueru was rich, and Xueru was really, how could a boss of my own fall in love with a clerk of his own, but listening to her happy laughter, I couldn't help but say nothing.

At that time, Xueru was rich, but she never felt that she was superior, she was still that stupid girl.

Xue Ru is also very eager for love in her heart, except for the little waiter before, she has never been in contact with other boys since then, Xue Feng used all the romantic plots of the TV plot on Xue Ru, and Xue Ru couldn't resist it.

It was three months after I got in touch again, and she invited me to dinner with her boyfriend, and as soon as we met, she patted me on the shoulder hard, and she spoke more casually than before, which made me feel uncomfortable. I saw the boy named Gao Feng, who was tall but looked like a hooligan, and I smiled very hard when I was eating.

In the evening, I called Xueru, and I wanted to say anything but she interrupted, and finally just chatted about my recent life, but I could obviously feel that she was very happy.

In this case, saying more will only show that I am a villain, but in fact, I am jealous and very sour.

From that day on, I began to take the initiative to contact Xueru, and the only thing that has not changed is that she is still the same as before, and she is very warm to me.

If you simply love someone, and you don't even have a selfish component, will it be a terrible thing after a long time? Even though I have heard too much about the grief of breaking up in the circle of friends, I firmly believe that I will be the happy one. Xueru firmly believes that she is the one.

In this way, two years have passed, and the long two years can be described in one sentence at this moment.

After Xueru and Gao Feng were together for half a year, Gao Feng stopped going to work, playing games at home leisurely every day, and the two often went out to travel, all of which were spent Xueru's money, and when I heard it, I knew that I was eating soft rice, but Xueru felt that it was nothing.

At least Gao Feng is still good to Xueru, spoils her for everything, and doesn't give her any help in her career, at least she can coax Xueru very happily every day.

But as a bystander, I really couldn't stand it, and I felt that this good girl couldn't find a man who could eat soft rice, so I called Xueru out to talk about this problem, but to my surprise, it ended up with a quarrel, and I was angry and threw the cup on the ground, yelling at me not to look for me if something happens in the future.

I haven't been in touch for more than a month, and then she took the initiative to find me and said that I felt that there were other women outside at the peak, I asked her what about then, she said no, I hung up the phone, drank half a bottle of whiskey on the table to my stomach, and looked at the scenery outside the window in a daze. At that time, I was already single.

Xueru's feeling only lasted less than a week before disappearing, it is estimated that Gao Feng went out and ran out of money, and finally had to be obedient and honest.

Indeed, I have always felt that love has a shelf life, and after the expiration date, it will not feel moldy.

Later, Gao Feng always asked Xueru for money, as much as hundreds of thousands of dollars per month, Xueru is indeed rich, and the funds in her hand are six or seven million under the expansion of the scale of the clothing store. In life, he is not a big spender, and in the face of Gao Feng's dead face, the money was given in the end.

Where is the money spent, it's a bit funny, it's the most common phenomenon in society, you support me, I support you, and you support him. Xue Ru knew in her heart, but she was stupid and didn't want to say it.

Until Gao Feng took other women to the two of them to rent a villa, he was hit by Xue Ru, who suddenly went home with a bank card, and Xue Ru completely broke out.

On the same day, Xueru spent money to investigate the girl's personal information, and called a few gangsters to go directly to the girl's place at night, and a few gangsters kicked the door open without saying that one person kicked it open, and after entering, Xueru didn't let the gangsters beat the girl, but just let the gangsters smash everything in the house, leaving nothing. And she squatted in front of the girl who was staring at the girl who was holding her head in pain, looking at her with a smile, her expression was very hideous, she didn't say a word, she just kept laughing, laughing all the time, and when the gangsters almost destroyed the whole room, Xueru threw a suitcase that the gangsters had brought in in front of the girl and opened it, grabbed a thick pile of RMB and threw it on the girl's head.

We saw on TV in the news, the picture of the woman beating the junior, what if the clothes were torn on the street, what about the law, you are not afraid of big things, right, you are not a party, you never know how broken the heart of the party is.

But Xue Ru didn't hit the girl, didn't she want money, so much money, one by one hundred-yuan bills, all for her.

After coming out, I went directly to the place, and I had the experience of the degeneration of various cities later.

Later, the boy named Gao Feng later heard that he was beaten by a group of people, and I thought about a lot of possibilities, but I knew that it must not be the person Xueru was looking for, and the biggest possibility was the middle-aged uncle who changed her fate.

Who is still trying to murder the last residual warmth for you, leaving no trace of mercy, and stitching up the wounds left by the breakup, even if it leaves endless scars on the heart.

Falling out of love was originally a very normal thing, why hasn't this girl come out again, she has been back for more than half a month, and she doesn't come out every day, I went to see her twice, and she is still smoking.

Half of the poem and ink are not finished, and the air-drying is replaced by dreams. The caustic silence seems to explain how much of a dream has been given up in the first place, and the mind drifts along the first river in his memory, hoping to see the end after countless turns.

Xueru was trapped at the turn, she couldn't think of any reason to forgive the man, she gave everything she could, and the result was ridiculous.

But in fact, what she can't forgive is herself, why is she so stupid.

I threatened her that if she couldn't pull herself back again, I would tell her mom everything. I know that she feels sorry for her mother, and it is not easy to pull her to the end, the rich Xueru told her mother as soon as possible that she wanted to take her family to the city to live a good life, but her mother refused, saying that the village is very good, I know many people, and I am not familiar with the place when I go to the city, and I can't even speak Mandarin, and others will laugh at her. Her mother said to herself, in fact, it was very simple, so simple that Xueru ran out of the house and cried for a long time.

Xueru's family didn't ask for a penny, so let her live a good life with it herself, and just have time to go home and walk around. The old man doesn't have 100,000 savings in his life.

As a daughter like her, her only wish is to hope that Xueru can find a man and come back.

Xueru agreed, although time has changed Xueru a lot, but about this has never changed, she feels that this is the way it should be, this is her only ability to repay her family.

I don't know if their relationship was pinched later, and I know that I shouldn't ask, it's her unscarred wound.

Threatened by me, Xueru scolded me for being a bastard, and I replied to her indifferently: "Don't you know that bastards are the most likable?" ”

She was in a hurry and wanted to pick up a broom and beat me, but I hurriedly said, "You hit me, I'll call you mother." "Her mother was doing needlework in the living room, and it was a pair of insoles, with a hundred years old left foot and a good fit on the right foot. With reading glasses, I have to pay attention to look at it for a long time every time I go to a stitch, which makes people feel very sad to watch.

Putting down the raised broom, my slipper-wearing foot stepped on my leather shoes, I opened my mouth exaggeratedly, gritted my teeth and looked at her directly, and held back the sentence: "Stinky girl, count yourself ruthless." ”

Maybe I'm the only one who doesn't change to her when she has no money and when she has money, so I have a very important part of her heart. She didn't know that there were too many girls who were richer than her in my circle of friends, and it was her naïve feeling that always attracted me at the beginning. Attracted me to like her, attracted me again and again, even if I was reluctant, I would find a reason to convince myself to help her.

Xueru promised me to take good care of her shop the next day, and I knew that what she promised me would definitely be done, so I didn't say anything more, but I still didn't feel at ease with her.

What happened next made me feel that it was unnecessary to worry, Xueru herself is a very smart girl, and she has always had to take out some of her energy for emotional matters, but now she has nothing to worry about, and she is left to concentrate on work every day.

In three months, the performance increased by 30% from the previous month, and a new store was opened in a luxury mall. The clothes sold are ten times more expensive than before.

In the same way, she has never touched her feelings again, with her current value, she casually went to the street and shouted to find her son-in-law, there should be more people who answered the call, but she was afraid, so she escaped like a hedgehog.

I remember one night dinner, she drank too much, and said to me happily: "Chen Xuguang, now I am thanks to your care, do you want me to share half of your existing shares." ”

I hurriedly waved my hand and said no, and then said, "I'm not a man who eats soft rice." "I knew she meant it, and if I agreed, she would do it the next day, and I knew I had said the wrong thing.

I put the cigarette holder in my right hand and put it on my lipstick lip, and with my left hand, I took out a lighter from my pocket and lit it.

After smoking a cigarette, I didn't speak, she didn't speak, just now I thought she was drunk, now I think she is not only not drunk, but even more sober than me.

As if he was talking to me, and as if he was talking to himself: "When we started together, I mentioned this question to him, and he agreed, saying that he had two sons at home, and he was gone and had a younger brother, and I believed it." So I always felt that I owed him in the future, so I took on the role of "man". Every time I quarreled, when I asked for money, he threatened me with this, I was very uncomfortable, but I couldn't help it, he said I don't consider his feelings, if I never care about his feelings, why make myself so sad. If you care too much, it becomes a misunderstanding, and if you care about less, it becomes ignorance, how can it be so easy to come by the right point, I am just a woman, and I also need a woman to love. ”

After a pause, he continued: "That house is the wedding room that we have been optimistic about for a long time, twenty-three years old, what a wonderful age, if so many things hadn't happened, we would have gotten married directly, wouldn't we." ”

I knew what she was going to say and interrupted her by picking up the glass. Then tentatively asked her if she had ever thought about marrying in the future, she didn't think about it and said without hesitation: "Even if I find a beggar to marry home in the future, it will be my life, I admit it." ”

I closed my eyes, I don't know how to comfort her, it turns out that this is fate, a girl who is lucky, and in the end she has to pay for it, how good it would be if she was still that stupid girl with no money, all of them have no choice, only passive, will it be very simple, without so many sad things.

We are passive when many things happen, and no one knows where the pointer of fate will point to the future that has not yet happened.

We always try to find a ray of light in the darkness, deceiving ourselves from the inside, but ignoring that it is only self-deception.

There will always be a lot of troubles in life, and there is no qualification to stop and say stop, although it seems to be full of flaws, but when you think about it the other way, it is very charming, and it can make the monotonous life become another way to present.

I don't know what Xueru will face in the future, it may not be smooth, maybe she will really stay at home for her parents, there are too many possibilities that will happen. Perhaps, maybe I'll fall in love with her again.

But I must now admit that those who used to love deeply but did not have the opportunity to love now feel that it would be a luxury to move a little more affection, and even a little physical desire is gone.

I just want to have a chance to drive her home in the future life, if there is still a warm hug at that time.