The moment I came into contact with the soft sofa, I didn't get any comfort, because this place was where Chen Tang had just sat down, and I could even feel the residual warmth of him on it.

When I thought of the despair and pain in his eyes when he left just now, as well as Lin Xun's determination and sadness, I only felt mixed feelings in my heart.

"Really, why did things go the way they did, I obviously didn't mean to hurt them, but in the end, I hurt them the most.

What will they think of me in the future, I'm just a sinner. ”

I held my head in my hands and spoke helplessly to Xu Yi, my heart was disorganized, and I didn't know what to do next, "So when will I be able to let them come back to me again, and I can make up for the mistakes I have made?" ”

"It's only a matter of time, if you're decisive enough, if you dare to do it, maybe you can explain it to them in a week. Xiaoci, everything is up to you. ”

Xu Yi spoke to me step by step, I suddenly had some difficulty understanding what he meant, did he want me to take the initiative to fight with Qin Han for those things that belonged to me?

If you think about it carefully, it seems that Xu Yi meant this from the beginning, but Qin Han is obviously his cousin, why would he want to help me instead of defending Qin Han?

And I still don't understand why Xu Yi would encourage me to do these things. It stands to reason that he wouldn't want me to be involved in these struggles, but now he encourages me to do so.

With doubts and incomprehension, even if I feel extremely uncomfortable now, I can only put it aside first, look at Xu Yi with a puzzled gaze, and ask him softly.

"Xu Yi, I don't really understand, I really don't understand what this means......

Do you want me to take the initiative with Qin Han to fight for those things that belong to me, are you encouraging me to turn against Qin Han? ”

"No, I never wanted to turn you and Qin Han against each other, and I never said such a thing to you.

I'm just leaving you to make your own judgment, since you don't have such a will, then why did you drive Chen Tang and Lin Xun away from you, aren't you just trying to make a desperate bet? ”

"I say this because it combines what you are doing today. If you don't plan to fight with Qin Han for what you have, then you can completely ignore this matter, you just need to leave Qin Han, why do you want to be so ruthless? ”

At this time, the expression on Xu Yi's face was extremely serious, he cared very much about the question I asked him, or he felt that I had misunderstood him, so he had to explain this matter clearly.

And what Xu Yi said now also has a deep impact on me, and some of the things he said are indeed not wrong.

If I really didn't plan to make a desperate bet, why did I use such a cruel method to drive Lin Xun and Chen Tang away from me, what am I doing this for?

Of course, in understanding this, there is another factor in Xueyi's words that reminds me.

While thinking about why I did such a thing, and at the same time, I couldn't help but laugh helplessly, "Don't go into details about other things first, sure enough, this time, in your heart, you also think that I am extremely cruel." This time, I think few people will understand why I did this. ”

Hearing that I suddenly began to struggle with this, Xu Yi was slightly stunned, probably not expecting me to make such a judgment, but he still quickly thought of a countermeasure and opened his mouth to comfort me.

"I'll admit that this time I did think you were doing a cruel thing, but if you really want to do something big, it's inevitable to give up something.

And they are not leaving you forever, you will have the opportunity to explain these things clearly in the future, so you can not worry so much about it for the time being. ”

"Is that really the case? Xu Yi, do you really think that one day when these things are over, I will have the opportunity to explain to Lin Xun and Chen Tang, why should I do this to them today? ”

Even I knew very well that this was a very unlikely one, because I had gone too far with what they were doing.

But when I heard Xu Yi speak to me like this, I still had a trace of illusion, this is human nature.

I didn't understand whether Xu Yi was trying to comfort me, or if he really had this belief in his heart, he nodded at me without hesitation, and a gentle smile appeared on his face.

"Don't worry, things will get better. I promise that when the matter is over, you will explain it to Lin Xun and Chen Tang. They will also be able to show your understanding, and they will understand your good intentions. ”

Xu Yi spoke softly, stretched out his hand and gently stroked the top of my head, he tried his best to comfort me, to make my mood better.

But who knows, while Xu Yi comforted me, he also made me feel more guilty......

But now that I've done these things, there's no turning back.

No matter how much I regret it now, Lin Xun and Chen Tang have already been angry with me, so I should do what I should have done next.

Facing Xu Yi's comfort to me, although the guilt in my heart was deeper, I didn't want him to see it, so I raised my head and smiled at him reluctantly.

The tears on my face hadn't dried up yet, so I knew that it might be better to laugh than not to laugh, because it must be more ugly than crying.

"I understand, and now I can only decide this way for the time being, otherwise, I really have no better way to deal with this matter thoroughly."

I sighed slightly and spoke slowly to Xu Yi, but I couldn't help but flash in my mind when Lin Xun and Chen Tang left just now.

Sure enough, no matter what, I still have a deep sense of guilt for the two of them, and I am afraid that this emotion will not be able to subside for a while.

But at the same time, I had to pull myself together, because there was so much to do next, and I couldn't keep dwelling on the guilt of both.

While understanding this, I took a deep breath, so I exhaled slowly, and when I looked at Xu Yi, I found that he was slightly stunned at this time, as if he was thinking about something else.

This made me a little puzzled, I originally wanted to ask him what he was thinking, but suddenly I reacted, and now the situation of the Chen family is not much better than mine, I think Xu Yi is probably also very anxious.

And for Xu Yi, many things are not a problem at all, and what can make him so contemplative, except for the Xu family, I think there is probably no other reason.

Although my mood is very unstable today after understanding what happened to the Chen family, I have not forgotten the promise I made to the Xu family, as long as the Xu family needs me anywhere, I will definitely do my best to help.

Maybe the Xu family has really lost a lot of losses this time, and maybe it won't be able to make up for it for a while, but if someone is willing to help them, I think it will be reduced a lot after all.

So at this time, seeing Xu Yi's confused and helpless appearance, I reached out and gently put it on his shoulder, which attracted his attention, so he turned his head and looked at me with a blank look in his eyes.

"What's wrong with you Xu Yi, what are you thinking? Are you still thinking about the current situation of the Xu family? If you really feel that there is a problem that you can't handle on your own, I think I can help you, and you don't have to refuse. ”

"No, it's not." Xu Yi shook his head lightly at me, he seemed to want to justify his daze just now, but he was stunned for a while, but he still couldn't think of any good excuses, so he finally had to laugh self-deprecatingly.

"Look at me, I can't even think of any useful excuse to lie to you now." Xu Yi's eyes were full of frustration and decadence, "Am I too obvious, usually you can't see my mind at all, but you guessed it today." ”

"Don't you yourself understand that it's different.

Usually all you worry about are some small things, you can handle them yourself, but this time is different, you can't turn the tide at all, so wouldn't it be better to have someone to help you? ”

My hand pressed lightly on Xu Yi's shoulder, and I wanted to use my actions to tell him that he didn't have to be so anxious and blame himself at all.

But I think there is nothing more convincing than saying it myself, and I have more determination to help him get through the difficulties, "So Xu Yi, you obviously still have me by your side, even if I can't really fill this vacancy, but I will help you as much as I can, why are you unwilling to accept my help?" ”

"There's really no need to say anything, I don't want you to step into this troubled water, after all, you are facing enough troubles now, just dealing with your own problems is enough for you to be anxious."

"I know, of course I do." I nodded lightly at Xu Yi, and I knew that he must be worried about me, but worry is worry, in my opinion, these two things can't be compared at all.

So I looked into Xu Yi's eyes and said to him sincerely: "But you have to understand, Qin Han is Qin Han, you are you, you are not the same person, how can I compare you together?"

"You are not the same as Qin Han at all, he is the one who hurt me, the one who deceived me; But you have always taken care of me so much, Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu are still so good to me, and now that the Xu family is in trouble, shouldn't I help you? ”

"There's really no need to say goodbye, I've already rejected you many times in the Xu family, so don't let me reject you here again, okay, we will never accept your help."

Again, Xu Yi refused me without hesitation, no matter how I spoke to them, whether it was persuasion, coercion, or stalking, they were still unwilling to accept my help.

In fact, if I really talk about it, I don't quite understand why I want the Xu family to accept my help, when they don't want to, I should have stopped.