Even when his father died, he was just ignorant and didn't show too much sadness, but now he is full of grief and pain.

"Okay, I see, since you want me to leave, then I will definitely not stay here for a second longer, I will leave now, and I will definitely not make you feel upset!"

After finishing speaking, Chen Tang immediately turned around and left, and the moment I saw him turn around, I couldn't suppress the pain in my heart anymore, and hurriedly stepped forward to keep him, but Xu Yi couldn't help but hold me.

"Xiao Ci, you have to think clearly, if you chase it out now, then everything you did before will be wasted, who are you torturing like this?

Just let him go, and when everything is taken care of, it's not too late for you to tell him the truth......"

"When everything is taken care of?" For some reason, listening to Xu Yi say this, I wanted to laugh out loud inexplicably.

"What I have to face is the Qin family, which is a big business, and no one in the business world is afraid of it, and no one knows about it! How long will it take for me to get what belongs to me from their hands, and how long will it take for me to tell Chen Tang and Lin Xun the truth about all this? ”

Seeing that Chen Tang was getting farther and farther away from me, I couldn't help but open my mouth to Xu Yi aggrievedly, but I still suppressed my emotions and used a voice that only myself and Xu Yi could hear.

I don't want anything at this moment, no matter what the Qin family has done to the Chen family, it has nothing to do with our sister and brother.

At least before today, Chen Tang and I were fine, he was very good to me, and I have always taken care of him, we are relatives, and we should take care of each other.

But because I had other things in my heart, because I couldn't forget what the Qin family did to the Chen family, and I didn't want to involve him, I chose an extremely cruel method to strip Chen Tang out, but this was not fair to Chen Tang.

Since I've done this, what's the use of regretting it? As Xu Yi said, if I try to redeem it, then who will the pain bring?

"Xiao Ci, you have to be clear, Qin Han has feelings for you, as long as you want to get anything you want from the Qin family, it is impossible for him not to give it to you, it is only a matter of time."

"As for Chen Tang and Lin Xun, as long as you explain it to them well in the future. They will surely understand your good intentions in doing this now, and they are not vexatious! ”

"No, it won't. You don't know them, you don't know them at all!

They have always cared so much about me, and I have sealed this matter completely, and I have not intended to tell them half a word, but have used these bad words to hurt them. ”

"They will definitely not forgive me, I have done such an excessive thing to them, how can they forgive me, this is unforgivable!"

I cried at Xu Yi, but Chen Tang kept walking forward, and he didn't look back at Xu Yi and me at all.

In fact, as soon as he turned around, he would find that I was in tears at this time, and desperately wanted to rush forward to save him, but because he was too sad and disappointed in me, he didn't want to turn back at all.

The only thing Chen Tang wanted to do now was probably to leave here quickly, to leave this place that made him miserable, made him sad, and made him feel hopeless.

I can understand Chen Tang's mood now, because if I were him, I think I would just leave here as if I were running away.

Because he is facing his own sister, but even his own sister's evaluation of himself is the same, what reason does he have to continue to stay?

So I could only watch Chen Tang walk into the elevator, just like when Lin Xun left, he didn't look back, extremely persistent, and in the end he didn't come upstairs, only me and Xu Yi were left in the room.

I stared at the direction of the door, but after waiting for a long time, I still didn't wait for Chen Tang to come back. And Xu Yi probably understood that Chen Tang would not come upstairs again, so he let go of me and let me stand alone in place, he just sighed helplessly.

At this moment, I only felt weak and powerless, as if all my strength had been drained.

So my center of gravity was unstable, and I fell to the ground hard, even if Xu Yi was standing beside me, he didn't have time to catch me.

"Xiao Ci, since you have decided to do this today, don't regret what you did, later you have time to explain to them, now the most important thing for you is to focus on what is happening so far!"

"But why, why is this person me? I don't understand why all the pain is being imposed on me, does all this have anything to do with me, what am I doing wrong? ”

I curled up my whole body, the cold floor made me shiver, tears uncontrollably flowing down my cheeks, and I kept asking myself questions, but I still couldn't get any answers.

To be honest, I really can't understand that the whole day today seems to be urging me to die so that I don't have to worry about any worries.

Not only did I learn that my favorite person had betrayed me, that his father was more likely to be my father's murderer, and that now I had forced my best friend and brother out of the way in a very bad and unacceptable way.

Why is my life so bad?

Obviously, before these days, everything was fine, everything was going on in an orderly manner, and I had a good time every day.

With them with me and Qin Han with me, even if I don't know the cause of my father's death, it doesn't have too much pressure on my life.

But when the truth that I had been searching for for so many years was completely placed in front of me, I became a rebel, and no one could completely embrace me and share all my emotions with me.

"I can swear to you that I've never done anything to be sorry for anyone, even if I lie occasionally just to keep you from worrying, but why would God punish me like this?"

"What the hell did I do wrong, why did I get into the situation I am now, why did I accept all this torture!"

I kept telling Xu Yi about my pain, reaching out and pulling my hair tightly, even if they hurt from the top of my head, it couldn't reach one ten-thousandth of my heart.

How I wish someone could comfort me, whether it is Qin Han, Lin Xun or Chen Tang, but unfortunately, none of these people I think of will appear in front of me, and they will definitely not appear.

Hearing me say these words, Xu Yi didn't react, he just sighed longly, and then slowly squatted down and grabbed my shoulders, trying to pull me up from the ground.

"Don't lie on the ground yet, get up first, it's too cold on the ground, you'll catch a cold like this."

I was in a trance for a while, because Qin Han had said similar words to me before. His voice was soft, with concern and concern for me, and that emotion was definitely not something that could be pretended.

And now Xu Yi also spoke to me with such a voice, I suddenly only felt that Qin Han was by my side, but when I looked at the person next to me, it was still just Xu Yi.

I feel a little lost and a little lost in this, but I can't tell Xu Yi these words, after all, he is also to care about me, I must not be so wolf-hearted.

But I didn't want to get up from the ground at all, it was cold, the cold penetrated through the floor tiles, and ran down my bones, and I was miserable, but it kept me awake.

For me, who is in extreme pain right now, as long as I can stay awake, then whatever pain I have to endure is good for me.

So when Xu Yi wanted to pull me up from the ground, I just struggled to shake him off, not wanting him to do this, and not wanting him to help me again.

But I didn't expect that I was just an unintentional action, but it made Xu Yi become a little angry, his face was first surprised, and finally with anger, as if he thought I was losing my temper because of this.

"Xiao Ci, things have developed into the way they are now, what else do you want to do? No one stopped you from telling the truth, I was watching the whole time, just trying to make your own way through the matter. ”

"Since you have chosen to hide the truth and speak ill of them and want them to get rid of this matter, then you should accept what you have done, why do you regret it now that everything is over?"

When a person is in extreme pain, any words of rebuke to him that others say are tantamount to adding insult to injury, just like what Xu Yi said to me at this time,

But I don't know what way to use to resolve the embarrassment at this time, all I can do is keep crying, they seem to be unable to restrain themselves, even if I have tried my best to control it, they will still keep sliding out of their eyes.

"I don't know Xu Yi, I really don't know, even if I beg you, don't talk about me anymore, I'm really sad now, I'm really uncomfortable......"

There was an indelible cry in my voice, and I couldn't help but tremble even when I spoke. I spoke slowly to Xu Yi, and he seemed to feel my begging at this time, so he stopped talking, but still wanted to help me up from the ground.

When he found that I was still lying on the ground and didn't want to get up, Xu Yi was not as angry as just now, he just spoke softly to me, and his tone was extremely soft.

"Okay, I'm sorry, it's me who is bad, let's get up first and talk about it, okay? Don't lie on the ground anymore, you are lying on the ground, it makes me very embarrassed, and I didn't mean to be angry at you just now. ”

Sometimes soft words are really magical to others, just like Xu Yi to me at this time, although I still don't want to get up, but after listening to his words, I have to do it.

So with Xu Yi's strength, I slowly sat up from the ground, and then he helped me up from the ground and led me to the side of the sofa to sit down.