All Chapters_Chapter 623 He loves me as much as I love him

"Father, who is the birthson?"

The third sister asked puzzledly: "What does it mean to come to this world?" ”

I waved my hand weakly, but I didn't want to say anything, my heart was full of blockage, I just thought that he still couldn't be my child after all......

Having a son means to me differently than any other person. He really grew up with me, I played with him as a kid and grew up. His definition is more like a child that I want to cherish, although he has always existed as a silent guardian role for me, but I always feel that my fate with the birth of a child is destined by heaven and earth, he grew up with me, since I know that he has the opportunity to be reincarnated, then I must raise him as an adult.

Thinking of the aggrieved little face when I was still desperately calling Rong Danfeng's soul, he said that he couldn't wait, but I hesitated to make him wait again and again. But how can the day of reincarnation withstand my repeated delays, looking at the sky where fireworks are still blooming, my mouth is full of bitterness, and I can sense that the birth of a child is coming to the world. But I don't know where he went to, what kind of family he is, such a cute and beautiful child, he must be cared for and cherished at birth......

Curtain ground, my mind suddenly thought of the baby products prepared by Zhuo Jing, and after contacting each other, his mouth opened slightly: "Is it Zhuo Jing's child, are you going to be a child for your eldest brother......

"Jiaolong, what do you say?"

I looked at the sky stupidly and opened my mouth: "Zhuo Jing is a father......"

The third sister's eyes widened: "How come!" Who is he with? It won't be ...... No, you can't! Zhuo will not! Are you sure? ”

Of course I'm not sure, but why did I feel the birth of a child at this time, and the preparation of baby products by Zhuo Jing that I saw at Xiao Gazi a few months ago, isn't all this providence, echoing before and after telling me.

"I'll go to the store tomorrow and call Mr. Zhuo. I know his number, I'll have to ask for it! ”

I came back to my senses in a daze and looked at the third sister's indignant face: "How do you ask." Let's not talk about whether Zhuo Jing has changed his number, you are just a strange child to him now, will he have the patience to listen to you finish speaking......"

The third sister opened her mouth, but her throat and eyes choked directly, looking at me without making a sound.

I shook my head, took a deep breath and forced myself to smile freely: "Forget it, it doesn't matter, it's good, at least, Zhuo Jing will arrange a good future for his son......"

"Jiaolong, you ......"

I suddenly thought of a more serious thing in my mind, and turned my face to look at the third sister: "Third sister, I will kill that dark wizard and find a way to help you recapture the Rong family, but there is one thing, I hope you promise me, it is the fake Rong Danfeng, if she has become Zhuo Jing's wife, and Zhuo Jing already has a child, they are very happy, then I will not touch her, although this is a bit complicated, but you I hope you can understand my thoughts." ”

The third sister shook her head: "No, Jiaolong, I won't believe that Mr. Zhuo married that fake Rong Danfeng, I know that kind of man, even if he forgets you, but he won't forget the child I conceived for Han Zheng when I was Rong Danfeng, he has a habit of emotional cleanliness, that is to say, he can't accept that his wife has slept with other men, just sleep with him, and have children!" I should be glad now, I'm glad that Mr. Zhuo just forgot about you, and didn't forget everything, so that he wouldn't wake up like a fool and be instilled with memories, as long as his thinking is his own, he won't accept that fake Rong Danfeng! ”

"But we've been gone for two years, and who knows what happened to him! His impression of you when you were Rong Danfeng was not bad, and now he is following him with that dark wizard! If that dark wizard is raised, will there be any aphrodisiac curse on Zhuo Jing, maybe Zhuo Jing doesn't love the fake Rong Danfeng, and he has a child first when he is confused, the child is always his own, he, he ...... He may not be a good husband to that fake Rong Danfeng, but he will definitely be a good father! ”

The third sister was speechless, she didn't even understand why I was sure that Zhuo Jing would have a child, only I knew that I would not be reincarnated indiscriminately, or me, or Zhuo Jing, he should have the right to choose for himself, and I, and Zhuo Jing are now separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, we don't even have a chance to be together, plus he has waited so many years for the birth of a child, he really can't wait......

That night, I nested on the kang with my third sister, neither of them slept, but completed the vigil in the real sense, I was really uncomfortable at first, but after thinking about it, the choice of having a child, it is really not wrong, there is no better choice for reincarnation than Zhuo Jing, he was born with gold edges, Zhuo Jing will definitely cherish him, this, I absolutely believe.

It should be relieved, things that can't be reached, I think too much, it will only hurt my mind, to this day, if I want to seek inner peace, then I must learn to be relieved, I think, I can.

The third sister sat next to me with her knees crossed, I don't know how long it took, the sound of firecrackers was completely quiet, and then she said softly, "Jiaolong, if we go back, everything will really become what you said, what are you going to do......"

"Huh?"

I was stunned and looked up at her, "What's wrong?" “

The third sister sighed, looked at me and shook her head: "I'm worried about you, in fact, now you have given me a lot of confidence and let me feel at ease, I know that you will help me...... But, who's going to help you......"

As she spoke, her eyes turned red when she looked at me, "Han Zheng, it was because of that Rong Danfeng that he was forced to break up, he was painful and depressed, he didn't know, the real me, in fact, is here, but you are different from me, yes, Mr. Zhuo has forgotten your existence, but I think he will never forget the people around you, and he will always think about why he has inexplicably intersected with these people, he can't get married, and he can't have children with others, in that case, I really look down on him...... Jiaolong, what are you going to do, I will go to Han Zheng, but when the time comes, I will have to leave you alone again, who can help you. ”

I looked at her face and smiled at the corners of my mouth: "Don't worry, I'll be fine, don't forget, I'm a gentleman, I'll be busy, I'll be ......"

"But work is not life!"

The third sister's emotions suddenly became excited, she moved twice to hold my hand: "Jiaolong, there are some words, I have really been holding back for a long time, I try to let myself understand Mr. Zhuo, I also know that he may not be able to find you here, but there is still Zong Bao left there, as well as your relatives, he can't give up easily!" "Liver number.

"You know, I suddenly feel like he's worthy of you! You've lost so much for him! But what about him! I don't want to let myself have this emotion, but I'm just angry, where was he when you were being bullied! Where was he when you were beaten to the ground! Where was he when you followed Song Erhu desperately and was kicked by many people for a piece of clothing! Why does he have children! Why is it so chic! Without you! He's long dead!! ”

"Third sister!!"

I interrupted her words with red eyes, and suddenly felt that my emotions were also fluctuating, suppressed it for a while, and opened my mouth softly: "This is my own volition, in other words, there is no fairness or unfairness in feelings, if Zhuo Jing can choose, he will not choose to make me suffer, how much I love him, how much he loves me, when he didn't forget me, I have this confidence, you are now my friend, so you think it's unfair, but now I ask you, what if Zhuo Jing's situation at that time is replaced by Han Zheng!" How will you choose! You will also make him good, since you have the ability to make him good, then you want to watch him good, and if he is good, you will feel at ease, you understand. ”

The third sister cried, she looked at me with tears: "I understand, but I feel sorry for you, I don't want to look at you, alone, alone...... You don't want to be alone, I'm really distressed......"

My eyes were also a little moist, and I raised my hand to hug her, "I'm not alone, I still have you and my family...... Third sister, I'm different from you, you don't have a choice, and I, I choose this result by myself, I think you understand me, you really love someone, you want him to be good, you also hope Han is right, don't you......"

"I hope Han is right, but I just want him to be good with me, with others, I can't accept ......"

The encounter is different, the mood is naturally different, the third sister doesn't understand what happened to me and Zhuo Jing during the period when she borrowed the corpse to return to the soul, only I know that Zhuo Jing and I are far more difficult than her and Han Zheng to love.

I think Han Zheng will not marry another woman if he does not completely let go of the shadow of the lively Rong Danfeng in his heart, but as long as he is not married, the third sister will have a chance, and there will be no more obstacles around him.

But what about me, my obstacles, I am reminded all the time, even if I appear in the public eye again, my reputation is monstrous, I am still a yin and yang person, and my personal emotional life is nonsense, Zhuo Yuncheng is not on my side anymore, let alone Jiang Meiyuan or something, so I have no choice, I can only watch Zhuo Jing get married and have children, although I feel uncomfortable, but I can also pretend to say a word, which is gratifying.

The third sister is right, we want to make the person we love happy, but who doesn't want to be happy with him is himself! But if not, what else can you do, some things can follow the mind, but some things are very realistic, if you can't follow the mind, then think about the reality, there is always a head, to give you comfort. machine