Sometimes, I really think Xu Yi is silly and cute.

And today, perhaps it is because of him by my side that my mood does not get lower and lower, otherwise I think I would most likely want to end my life in agony.

"What are you worried about, I'm just talking casually, it makes you nervous." I hurriedly waved my hand at Xu Yi, for fear that he would take this matter to heart, "Don't worry, I won't do stupid things!" ”

"If you can think so, then we all have to breathe a sigh of relief." Xu Yi's face was full of helplessness, he shook his head lightly at me, and then picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it all.

Seeing that Xu Yi's wine had been drunk, I also picked up the wine glass and wanted to drink the rest of the wine, but at the moment when I just picked it up, the figure that suddenly appeared at the door made me slightly stunned, forgetting all the next actions.

I raised the wine glass in my hand and looked blankly in the direction of the door, and Xu Yi also noticed that I was unusual, so he followed my gaze and looked back, and he was also stunned in place.

None of us thought that we would come to the bar to drink and relieve our mood, but I would meet Qin Han here.

At this moment, he and a woman were standing in the direction of the door, and the two of them wanted to come in, but they seemed to think of something, so they discussed there.

Looking at the woman's figure, I thought, if I'm not mistaken, it's probably the one who showed up in his company this morning.

Xu Yi and I are some distance from the door, and even if it is a clear bar, the lights inside are a little dim, I can see Qin Han at a glance in the crowd, but it doesn't mean that I can also see the appearance of others.

But even if I can't see the woman's appearance clearly, I can still take a general look at her outline, which is very bewitching, charming as silk, and her smile reveals her style.

Although I knew that this woman was Qin Han's partner, I just looked at her appearance. A sense of crisis arose.

Even though I didn't know her, I didn't even know what her name was or what her company was, but I always felt that there must be a fire and a fire between the two of us.

Looking at the woman at the door smiling at Qin Han like a flower, I almost already had an idea in my heart, I knew that I must not contact this woman, otherwise there would definitely be many entanglements between us.

At present, what I should be most worried about should not be this woman, but Qin Han.

After all, I had just left the Qin family and learned so much about the fact that he was hiding from me. At this time, I couldn't completely let go of it in my heart for the time being, but when I saw Qin Han, anger and grievances unconsciously rushed to my heart.

The more I looked at the two people who were talking and laughing at the door, the more angry I became, and the hand holding the wine glass couldn't help but tremble slightly, as if it was about to fall directly in the next second.

Xu Yi saw that I was in a bad state at this time, and he was afraid that I would do something stupid, so he immediately reached out and held my wine glass, looking at me with a little worry in his eyes.

"Xiao Ci, don't look at it anymore, the more you look at it, the more uncomfortable it will only become, drink the wine, we will treat it as if we didn't see them, and they won't notice the ...... here"

"But......" I turned my head to Xu Yi and smiled bitterly, if no one comforted me, it would be fine, at this time, I heard someone persuade me to be wronged, so I was out of control, and a mountain of mountains poured towards me.

My hands trembled so much that I shook the contents of the glasses, and they fell on the table one by one, disorganized and upsetting.

I forced myself not to look at the door anymore, but my eyes couldn't help but always look over there, and every time I looked, I quickly withdrew my gaze and turned back to look at Xu Yi beside me again.

I was unwilling, and I didn't understand why Qin Han was able to stand at the door, laughing and talking with the woman I had never seen before.

However, I could only sit in the corner, not only secretly watching them, but also with irrepressible grievances and anger in my heart, which I really couldn't accept.

Anger continued to accumulate in my heart, Xu Yi nervous me more and more, and I became more and more unable to control myself, I grinned and wanted to smile at Xu Yi in front of me, but what I left was tears.

"Xu Yi, Xu Yi, look, it's Qin Han standing at the door, right, I'm not mistaken, that's Qin Han, right, didn't he go to talk about cooperation, why did he come here?"

"Could it be that I will come to a place like a bar to talk about cooperation, is it because I am lonely and shallow?"

I kept asking Xu Yi questions, and I didn't need Xu Yi to give me an answer at all, because the facts were already in front of me, and I knew better than anyone else.

"Why, why is he still so calm after deceiving me? Why is he still able to talk and laugh with others, but I am the one who endures all this pain. It's the most innocent of me?! ”

When I opened my mouth to question Xu Yi, even I was a little at a loss, who did I want to ask these words.

Want to ask Xu Yi? But he had nothing to do with all this, and it was my fault that he was involved.

So am I trying to ask myself? But I also know very well in my heart that since Qin Han has done this from the beginning, then he will naturally not regret it.

In other words, I'm just looking for an excuse to comfort myself. Unfortunately, I couldn't figure it out.

Qin Han's damage to me is irreparable, this cannot be repaired at all, it will only fester, until there is no cure in the end.

Looking from afar, the woman standing at the door with Qin Han seemed to be more compatible with him, and looking at the smile on Qin Han's face, it was something he would never show to me before.

So does this mean that there are more topics between them than between me and Qin Han, and they are more interesting?

So for so long, Qin Han was not only pitying me, but I was also delaying him.

What I should do is to let go, to no longer keep him by my side, in this way, it is not only to save Qin Han, but also to redeem myself.

Perhaps, as Fang Xiao has always said, I am a person who is not worthy of Qin Han at all, I just deserve his pity.

But Qin Han has deceived me for so long and kept me in the dark for so many years, is all this really just my fault, Qin Han doesn't have to bear any responsibility?

Thinking about it, I don't think anyone between me and Qin Han can escape punishment!

The more I thought about it, the more I watched, the more turbulent my mood became, and I couldn't control it.

Although I cried, I was just crying silently.

However, slowly, my emotions could no longer be controlled, even if Xu Yi beside me kept comforting me, the people around me still heard my crying.

They turned their heads to look at me in astonishment, and their sympathetic, disdainful, and disdainful gazes stung me deeply.

At this moment, I just want to quickly escape from this place, I don't want to see Qin Han and the woman at the door anymore, and I don't want to see the eyes of the people around me glancing at me.

This only makes me more desperate and plunged into a bottomless abyss.

The tears still didn't stop, I couldn't help crying, and Xu Yi always kept patting my back, trying to make me feel better, his eyes were full of distress, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and his face was full of sadness.

Obviously, if he can bear this pain for me, I think he will not hesitate to share the past.

Now my heart is full of sadness, helplessness and pain, how can Xu Yi not be the same? He didn't want to see me like that, but he couldn't control my feelings.

While patting me gently, in order to appease my mood, Xue Xu Yi could only whisper to me, "Xiao Ci is obedient, let's not cry, okay, tell me what you want to do, I will accompany you to do it......"

"I don't understand Xu Yi, I really don't understand why it's me?! Why did this happen to me, wasn't my father's death enough to make me miserable, what did I do that was unreasonable! ”

I can say very clearly that I have never done anything bad in my life, even if something is wrong, it is someone else who targets me first.

But why do unfortunate things always come to me, always give me the heaviest blow while I have hope!

They pestered me, yelled, frantic, and refused to let me go at all, maybe only when I really died one day, these pains would dissipate, and I would not have to bear it.

I really wanted to cry out with all my might, and only in this way could the pain in my heart be somewhat relieved, but now I couldn't do that, because Qin Han was standing at the door, and I wasn't ready to face him.

Crying only makes me look extraordinarily cowardly, I can't even sit calmly with Qin Han to negotiate, in front of him, I don't want to be a weak person anymore.

So I can't, I can only try to restrain myself, only the people around me can hear my cry, and only they can know how crazy I am now.

Xu Yi was still by my side, he stretched out his hand and hugged me tightly in his arms, seeing that I kept looking at the two people at the door, he understood that this was the source of my pain, so he immediately twisted my head to his chest.

The warm breath came to my face, which made me feel more and more aggrieved in my heart, tears mixed with snot raged wildly, I wanted to break free from Xu Yi's arms, I didn't want to stain his clothes, but he didn't care, and hugged me tighter.

"Don't cry, don't cry anymore! Even if you cry again, the two people at the door won't be able to hear it, and they won't empathize, if you need to, I can go and beat Qin Han up, as long as you're happy, I can do anything! ”

While whispering to me, Xu Yi even wanted to get up from the chair, I could already feel his movements, so I immediately reached out and grabbed Xu Yi, which stopped his behavior.

I put my head on Xu Yi's chest, and I didn't care how embarrassed I was at this time, and shook my head lightly at him, with pleading in my words.

"Xu Yi is begging you, don't do this, don't go to them, I don't want to see Qin Han now, I don't know how I should face him......

Just let me cry like this for a while, just for a while......"