So I could only retreat again, dodging the gentle hands that he wiped away my tears for me, and I didn't dare to touch Qin Han's tenderness for me again, because this would only hurt me more and more.

"Even if I beg you Qin Han, don't do it again, don't help me wipe away my tears anymore." I let myself stop facing Qin Han, and even begged him, just hoping that he wouldn't give me any more hope, and at the same time, I would give me another heavy blow.

Looking at my current appearance, Qin Han was a little overwhelmed, he looked at me with panic in his eyes, but according to what I said, he didn't get half a step closer to me.

"Chen Ci, what happened, we can all say it well."

"Of course, whatever happens, why can't we just sit down and talk?"

I forced myself to calm down, wiped away the tears on my face with my sleeves, and then smiled and pointed to the sofa next to Qin Han and invited him to sit down with me.

Although Qin Han had doubts on his face, he didn't ask too much, and sat down in the direction my hand was pointing, staring at me worriedly.

Now that there are no tears blurring my eyes, I can finally see Qin Han not far away. His back was to the light, and the sun outside the window was about to rise, enveloping him in an inconspicuous circle of light.

Looking at him, I suddenly remembered that when I was in Hong Kong, I wanted to go to an amusement park, but others were not willing to play the merry-go-round with me.

So Qin Han wrapped up the entire amusement park, and even jumped on the merry-go-round himself, and stretched out a hand towards me very gentlemanly, wanting to invite me to go up.

It was full of decorated stars, and with the rotation of the merry-go-round, Qin Han could only walk step by step, he stepped on the stars, shining brightly, like a god from the sky, so sacred that it was inviolable.

That moment will always remain in my memory, beautiful and unforgettable.

But strangely, when I think about those past events now, I have a sense of sadness in my heart.

After all, Qin Han and I hadn't known each other for long at that time, and he helped me so much, and even chartered the entire playground for me, presumably it was just to relieve the guilt of the Chen family in his heart.

As soon as I thought of these things, I only felt powerless, and at this moment, I couldn't even cry, I could only show a pale and weak smile to Qin Han.

Before I met Qin Han, I thought that I might have all kinds of emotions, but I didn't expect that I could face him face to face and talk so calmly.

After thinking about it in my heart for a long time, when I looked at Qin Han, I still had a smile, "Qin Han, do you know, I've always wanted to ask you a question. ”

"What do you want to ask me? As long as you can say it, I will definitely answer you. Qin Han spoke to me without hesitation, he was a little flustered, obviously not worried about what kind of questions I would ask him.

Since this is the case, of course, I don't have to continue to hesitate in my heart, and while nodding slightly at Qin Han, I said to him.

"Qin Han, I've known you for so many years, and today I just want to ask you sincerely, have you ever had a ...... Really in love with me? ”

When Qin Han heard me ask him this question, his eyes were slightly stunned, obviously he didn't expect that I would ask him such a thing.

But Qin Han didn't hesitate too much, and after reacting, he immediately nodded firmly at me, "I don't understand why you ask me like this, but I can tell you very sincerely that I really love you, and this has never changed." ”

"Are you really in love, and I've never changed?"

When I heard Qin Han say this sentence to me, I couldn't help but repeat it again, even so, I still felt that this sentence was like a joke, so fragile and vulnerable.

But Qin Han didn't hear the ridicule in my repetition, he just gave me a further explanation, still extremely resolute.

"We've known each other for so long, and slowly you're changing me, and I'm changing you too, until now...... I can't live without you. ”

Qin Han was so affectionate that I was speechless for a while.

Although I have been in a relationship with Qin Han for a while, he has never said such affectionate words to me, which makes me a little dazed for a while, and I don't know if what he said is true.

All along, all Qin Han can do is stay by my side, he uses all his abilities to protect me, care for me, and avoid me from being hurt by the outside world, but when there is anything about loving me, he rarely says it.

Maybe it's because I'm used to it, so even if Qin Han doesn't say it, I don't take the initiative to ask for it, so I don't care, but when I suddenly heard it today, it was a different feeling.

It's the first time I've felt that love stories are so moving, and it turns out that it has the effect of soothing the sadness and pain in people's hearts, but unfortunately, I have never experienced it before, and I may not have it again after this.

However, I know very well in my heart, even if the love words that Qin Han said to me are only for such a few seconds, but for me, it still makes me feel very happy, whether it is true or not.

But happy is happy, I'm not confused, I still remember very clearly, what the Qin family did to the Chen family, and Qin Han has been deceiving me all along, maybe he is also deceiving now.

So after hesitating for a long time, I still smiled at Qin Hanwei, I tilted my head to look at him, and asked him, "You said that you changed me, and I also changed you." But I didn't notice it, can you tell me where the two of us have changed? ”

"There have been changes in many places, in many places, and some things that can only be found in the details have also changed." Qin Han still had a firm attitude, and slowly spoke to me, "When I first met you, you were sensitive and weak, almost impossible to touch, but now you have become strong and brave, able to take charge of yourself, and able to fight against things you don't like. ”

"You are no longer full of despair in life, you start to have confidence, you have expectations, you start to work towards a better, more perfect direction, all of this is the change that you have brought about in you."

Qin Han spoke softly to me, his inky eyes seemed to have stars, flashing with charming light, and the eyes he looked at me seemed to be only gentle forever.

It was only at this moment that I wanted to be completely immersed in his eyes, so affectionate, so moving, completely filled with love only for me.

But when I think of everything I talked about with Qin Han's father in the Qin family today, my mind will pull me back to reality, and it tells me again and again that what Qin Han is showing in front of me now may also be pretending, so I can't take it lightly.

So it seemed like in an instant, and the emotion in my heart disappeared in an instant. I lowered my head and was silent for a long time before I was able to calm my mood, and when I raised my head to look at Qin Han again, my voice trembled slightly.

"And then, didn't you say you changed me, but I also changed you? But I didn't see any difference between you and before, so can you tell me what changed when you and I first met you? ”

Qin Han was slightly stunned, probably not expecting me to ask so directly, but he still had a gentle expression on his face. He hesitated for a moment and then nodded to me.

"You've changed more about me than I've changed about you, it's just that you haven't noticed it yet, but if you believe me, you'll find out about it in the future."

"But if I tell you, and I want to know now, I want you to tell me in person, not for me to find out for myself."

I stubbornly opened my mouth to Qin Han, to put it bluntly, in fact, I just wanted to embarrass him, I just wanted to make my heart feel better, so no matter what others thought at this time, I didn't care.

And Qin Han seemed to hear it, if he didn't say it, then I would definitely not give up, so he nodded lightly to me again, and at the same time opened his mouth to explain to me.

"Do you know Chenci, before I met you, I always felt that love was ethereal, it couldn't be regarded as a thing that people yearn for, but should be avoided."

"Many people just feel hopeless in life because of their torture, many people think that with it, they can be happy from now on, but more people are injured because of it, but it is still flocking to it, endlessly."

"So I've always scoffed at these things, but since I met you, as I slowly changed you, I found that I couldn't live without you.

Every day I don't hear from you, I feel uneasy. I always need to know where you are and if you are safe so that I can calm down and work. ”

"At first I just thought it was my natural reaction and didn't really care, but then as the argument started, I noticed that my heart would start to ache uncontrollably. All I have on my mind is you. When you calm down, all in front of you is a smile from you. ”

"So I began to wonder, I began to wonder what was wrong with myself, how could I be haunted by your dreams because of you, and I couldn't let go. Later, the moment I kissed you, I was completely sure of my heart, and I think I was probably in love with you. ”

"What was once so ethereal to me, perhaps non-existent, has finally come to me and allowed me to meet you. There's nothing to do with it or why, I'm just in love with you. ”

Qin Han began to tell me all this affectionately, and every time he said something, my heart would be slammed into it.

The fortress that he had built because he deceived me, which was already vulnerable, was now in ruins, revealing my original emotions thoroughly.

Listening to Qin Han's slow and affectionate narration, I still couldn't hold back my tears, but I didn't understand whether it was because I was moved, or because I wasn't sure of his true intentions for me at all, so I felt confused and helpless.

The moment he saw me crying, Qin Han seemed to be a little flustered, he didn't expect that what he said would make me cry, so he hurriedly stretched out his hand to wipe the tears off my face.

And in the face of Qin Han's actions of caring about me, I dodged without a trace and shook my head lightly at him.