"It's okay, just keep talking about what you want to say, I'm just a little too moved for a while, so I can't help it, you don't have to worry about me, I still want to continue listening."

"If you want to hear it, I can tell you it every day from now on, and I will always be by your side, and I swear I will never let anyone hurt you again."

Qin Han was slightly stunned, but he laughed again because of my words, and the affection in his eyes became more obvious, as if it was like a pool of spring water, rippling with microwaves.

"Is what you said true, from now on you will never let anyone hurt me, you will always be by my side, and you will never betray me?"

I don't know why, after Qin Han came back today, he was like two people, everything he said to me was something I had never heard before, maybe he had never said so many things to me before.

All the while, it seemed that his conversation with me had ended in very short words, let alone so many affectionate words that he had to say while sitting here and having a good heart-to-heart conversation with me.

This will make me feel a little strange, but more often I am still moved and confused, and my heart is not tormented and struggling, because I don't know if what Qin Han said to me is true or not.

If I can, how I hope that everything Qin Han said to me is true, he really loves me, he really can't do without me, and he really wants to accompany me for the rest of his life.

But I was afraid that all this was just what I wanted, and that the real situation was something I didn't know and I couldn't bear.

So in order to prevent me from getting more harm, I had to force myself to come to my senses.

When I opened my mouth to ask Qin Han these words, I didn't hope that he would answer me with sincerity, not to make up for all the lies I said.

Even, although I don't know whether what Qin Han is saying to me now is true or false, I can directly guess what he wants to say to me.

And sure enough, what Qin Han said next was indeed what I expected.

"When everything is over, I will definitely be by your side forever, I will never betray you, I will protect you for the rest of my life."

Qin Han's voice was soft, but there was an unusually firm presence in his words, and I didn't even understand how I should distinguish between the truth and falsehood of what he said.

Now, at least at this moment, I suddenly regret that I didn't listen to Qin Han's words and didn't give up to explore the truth, so maybe I'm still happy now.

If I don't know the truth, I will feel that everything Qin Han said is true, he loves me so much and cares about me so much that he can't leave me for a long time, and I don't have to worry about him leaving me.

And since things have happened, there must always be a beginning and an end. As for whether what Qin Han said to me was true, and why he approached me in such a way, I always have to understand.

"Qin Han, do you know that it's so good to hear you say this to me, how I hope you can stay by my side all the time and love me for the rest of my life."

I spoke softly to Qin Han, but as I spoke, the tears couldn't help but slide down again, but this time I didn't wait for Qin Han to reach out to me again, I quickly wiped it away myself.

I don't want Qin Han to see my fragile appearance again, because then I have to be strong and brave as he said, even if the problems I am about to face are related to him.

So when I stabilized my mood for a while and looked at Qin Han again, the smile on my face had disappeared, and I asked him softly.

"So Qin Han, can you explain to me why you have been lying to me for the past few years?"

When I asked this question to Qin Han, my heart couldn't help but pound, but my face had to remain calm and not have too many ups and downs.

I have to say, it was too hard for me. Because I didn't want to ask Qin Han such a question at all, how I wished that the moment I was in front of me would not happen at all.

But many things can't go as I wanted, and the moment I decided to ignore Qin Han's obstruction, I wanted to explore the truth, and finally got the answer, this scene in front of me was destined to happen.

So no matter how difficult it is at this moment, I can only grit my teeth and persevere, not allowing myself to show the timidity I should have.

And the moment Qin Han heard me ask him like this, the smile on his face suddenly froze, and the eyes that looked at me were full of doubts, and then turned into incredulity.

He seemed to be very incomprehensible, why I would ask him such a question, in fact, not to mention Qin Han, even I felt that all this was really unimaginable.

But there is no way, I want to know the final truth, no matter how difficult the process is, I have to tell it.

For example, in the face of Qin Han's silence at this time, I could only speak again.

"Why didn't you answer me, or did you not understand, what am I asking you?" I shook my head lightly at Qin Han, and before he even could ask me, I had already said it directly to him.

"If you don't understand, I can tell you again, I would love to know why you have been deceiving me and betraying me all the years since I met you?"

"I don't understand anything about what you're talking about." This time, Qin Han answered very quickly, but he only frowned, obviously he didn't know what I was saying to him.

He had an innocent look on his face and spread his hands outstretched, as if he wanted to get closer to me, but I ducked back two steps anyway, not wanting him to touch me.

This time I didn't leave a trace, but obviously retreated because I was afraid of Qin Han's contact, so after I took two steps back, even Qin Han stopped in place.

There was hurt in his eyes, and he clearly didn't understand why I was doing this.

This moment suddenly made me want to laugh a little, obviously all this was caused by Qin Han and the Qin family, but why did it look like this, but it was all my fault?

The more I looked at Qin Han in front of me, the more I looked at the innocence and injury in his eyes, the more I couldn't help but want to laugh.

Obviously, I wanted to laugh, but I unconsciously looked at Qin Han's eyes, and they were filled with tears again. This time, however, I just felt absurd and helpless.

I really don't understand, I don't understand how things came to be like this, I don't know why the Qin family and the Chen family have had so many pasts.

If in the past, the Qin family and the Chen family were just two independent business groups, and they had no intersection with each other, or even no contact at all, then will Qin Han and I still meet, will we still fall in love, and will we still be as heartbroken and painful as we are now?

But there are no ifs in this world, and what happens is what exists.

"Qin Han, let's stop deceiving ourselves, okay, you really can't understand what I'm talking about? Could it be that you don't know what happened to the Qin family and the Chen family at all, and you approached me just because you pitied me?

I guess it's not as simple as I thought, right? ”

Since Qin Han couldn't understand what I was talking about, I wouldn't mind telling him about it again.

The truth of the matter has already been deeply imprinted in my mind, and this time even if Qin Han desperately blocked it, he couldn't stop my pursuit of the truth.

So I can say it to Qin Han very clearly, I just want to know what kind of answer he will give to these things.

And things were really as I thought, when Qin Han heard what I said to him, the innocence and injury on his face disappeared in an instant, and he turned into confusion and doubt.

I think what Qin Han was confused and confused at this moment was not what I was talking about, but how I knew.

After all, he has been hiding from me all along, hiding from me so hard, that maybe in this life, I will not know the truth.

But now I was standing in front of Qin Han, and I said these words to him very resolutely, saying these memories that should not exist in my mind in the first place.

Looking at Qin Han who was silent for a long time, his heart was sad, but he felt even more ridiculous. I don't know what it is, it would make Qin Han silent to this state.

So even if Qin Han didn't speak, I couldn't be silent like this, so I tilted my head and stared at Qin Han with a dead gaze, looking at Qin Han with inquiry and sadness in my eyes.

It's been too long since we've been silent, and I don't think we should be so silent anymore, because everything has to be said today, and everything should be settled.

"Why don't you speak Qin Han, I have already made things so clear, how do you want me to explain?

I can tell you everything you want me to explain, but again, you have to tell me, why are you doing this to me? ”

"I've known you all these years, what is your purpose in approaching me, why are you helping me so much, why are you protecting me so much, giving me everything you have?

After all, I've been together for so long, and I think I probably know you well, so it can't be just because of sympathy, right? ”

"What is it that you chose to be with me and spend so many years with me?

In fact, if I guessed correctly, in the final analysis, it's just because the Qin family has done some unforgivable things to the Chen family, so you want to turn this guilt into a help to me, right? ”

I didn't say these words before facing Qin Han, because I didn't know at all. What kind of way should you say it?

But now facing him, in addition to the anger in his heart, he unconsciously told everything out.

Of course, it is naturally cowardly tears that match it, even if I have told myself again and again that I must be strong, and I must not continue to cry in front of Qin Han.

But with so grievances and helplessness in my heart, how could I stop the tears?

The moment he saw me crying, Qin Han was still a little flustered, probably because he understood that the reason why I was crying was because of sadness and because of my disappointment in him.

So Qin Han wanted to get close to me, he seemed to want to take me into his arms, and wanted to wipe the tears from his face for me.