Dad, when the lawyer lit the cigarette, I gently kicked the guard of his desk with my legs to keep myself away from the smoke.

Seeing this, he walked out of the office with very light steps.

At that moment, I instantly felt that he was a very careful person in life, and his wife should be very happy.

When he was out of the office, I changed to a book with a yellow cover on "Civil Disputes", and I chose a special chapter on "Land" to read in detail.

The reason for this book is because I whispered to the lawyer: "Am I not a human being, a normal person, with all the rights and freedoms that belong to me?"

Then Grandpa Qiu walked in, and I guessed that he brought the book in and put it on my left hand.

He was dressed in dark green leather that day, and there was a slight change from the summer when I used his cell phone to call the lawyer — but it was more self-contained.

But for some reason, I feel that the lawyer has become less "handsome" than when I first met him, as if he has more of a "ruffian" atmosphere, and is no longer the man full of positive energy that I used to look at seriously.

Brother Yong suddenly received a call from a person named "Second Brother" in the office next door, and I wondered in my heart whether the "Second Brother" in his mouth was Tian Qiang or Yuan Erwa.

If it's Tian Qiang, I'll feel that he's a little responsible, and if it's Yuan Erwa, I'll feel a little comforted in my heart. After all, when he was playing cards in the East Gate area, he left his cute son in our store, and I liked him at the age of six, so I took him shopping to eat and buy toys.

Speaking of playing cards at that time, I remembered using mahjong to "push pai gow", Yuan Erwa asked me to play, and I also learned to play a few handfuls. But because there are hundreds of thousands of wins and losses in a few minutes per round, I will win back what I lose, stop playing, and walk empty-handed.

Every game is tens of thousands of dollars, isn't it distressing? Even though the money is not mine.

And Yuan Erwa always said: "It's okay to lose, you play, Li Xinghua and I will watch you play." ”

Suddenly, one day, Yan Meizi, who ran a truck, called me early in the morning and asked me why I didn't open the door?

I got up and went to the store to open the door and wait for him to come, and when he came, his face was gloomy and he told me to invite everyone in our store to eat rice noodles at Sister Wang's.

While eating him, he said that he lost a truck worth more than 200,000 yuan last night, and lost a shop one day, and when he went home, he didn't know how to explain it to his wife? It seems that his wife is making a divorce or something.

After we had breakfast, he went to the store with me, and said that a certain woman played cards last night and borrowed more than 300,000 loan sharks, and after answering a phone call, she said that she went to the toilet, but committed suicide by jumping from the Jiannanchun Hotel.

I felt incredible, and imagined the psychology of a woman who borrowed money to play cards and jumped off the building by herself, Yan Meizi told me a more exciting "gossip" that scared me dumbfounded.

A woman upstairs across the road, her husband was not at home, and she was sent to the county hospital for emergency surgery to save her life after "fornication" with the big wolf dog.

......

Anyway, all kinds of unimaginable things are "flying around" as "talking points".

For example, one day at a dinner party, someone said, "The car with tail number 5 just in front of us is Li Jiaquan's lover, and he also drove a Reddy Pol ...... for his lover in the central square", and then someone said: "Brother Yu is flying a plane in the sky, his girlfriend is driving a sports car on the ground, his girlfriend is a model, and Brother Yu drove the ant bar for her." ”

So someone told me that on the day his girlfriend was at the bar, I went to the ant bar to see what the model looked like in reality. But when I followed the little boys to the bar, there were no women in it, and I waited all night and didn't see them. So before closing the store, I smiled and said, "It's not funny, I'm leaving." ”

A few days later, An Moumou from the tobacco company came out of the ant bar and told me that he wanted to support me, and he bought me a shop, a house, and a car.

I suddenly found it funny, he was obviously An Ran's father.

I also went to his house when I went to school with An Ran, and An Ran and I were wearing red cloth shoes that day, because An Ran was short-sighted, I took the initiative to give her a seat selection in the last three rows, so we became good friends - her family lived on the top floor of the gate building opposite the Jiannanchun Hotel, and the elevator was extremely terrifying.

Later, when I heard that An Ran won the prize in the New Silk Road Model Competition, I wondered how beautiful she was.

When she was in school, she was quite tall, and her skin was good, and she looked like a beautiful embryo.

......

Why do you suddenly think that Gu Yu, who wrote "Lei Feng", is a doppelganger of Brother Yu? Otherwise, why do many people keep calling me "Sister Qing"?

And in the summer, when I got up early in the morning and took a walk, I saw the rain on the plane, was Brother Yu driving? Or did he change people early?

There is also the "crop circle" that day, which reminds me of Wang Xiaoman's metaphor about the "crop circle" when he rejected me. Perhaps, I shouldn't have admired him, let alone liked him, and I shouldn't even have the idea of adapting a movie for him.

So much so that Xie Zebo and I missed more years. Now think about it, why did his uncle tell me that he was studying Chinese in Singapore, because I was better at Chinese than him, so he had to study Chinese alone.

Why did he participate in a patent event in 14 years? Because I made a proposal to improve it in 12 years, and in order to improve this proposal, the first slow shake bar "77 Bar" in Mianzhu named after me was transferred - the proposal improvement activity was too long, and the working hours were too long, so I couldn't leave my job and go back to running the bar. After the transfer, I heard that the bar lost 700 thousand. I feel a little sorry in my heart, how pitiful money did I make in the end after the proposal was improved?

......

What about the last time I saw a lawyer?

When Lawyer Gou and I entered the office, Brother Yong came to the printer with the materials, and copied the information of the couple surnamed Chen who came to Mianzhu from other places (looking at their appearance and listening to the accent, they thought they were from Harbin) for a trip, and they were "rescued" by the hotel waiter, and then there was a little "friction" with the hotel where they stayed, so we had a relationship.

But in my conversation with my aunt, I felt as if she was the super great and powerful strong woman in "Poppies" - the famous Sun Mapo somewhere.

She also took me to order dresses and called me to many people the majestic mother of her daughter.

My uncle didn't speak, sitting on the chair next to me.

While waiting for the lawyer, I picked up the book and called JLF and FLY because I wanted to solve this "dead end" and live seriously.

On that day, I was fascinated by reading, and my aunt said that "Uncle Xie" was a lawyer, and the child sitting in the office should be the "doppelganger" of "Zeyi" whom I had only met once in childhood.

When "Uncle Xie" came out, I was on the phone with JLF, and I didn't have a chance to say hello to "Uncle Xie" and he was gone. I guess his grey Land Rover is parked near the law firm.

I looked at my aunt who was playing the game and asked lightly, "Auntie, do you know when the lawyer will come?"

While playing a game, my aunt said to me, "That one is the lawyer just now, and it's all gone." ”

I confidently replied, "That's not a lawyer." ”

Auntie glanced at me with her peripheral vision and said, "You didn't even look, you're on the phone." ”

I said, "I looked." ”

Actually, I didn't look at it, but I felt that a familiar shadow passed by me - it was Uncle Xie's figure, he was my sixth wife's doppelganger, and he came here to act as my "guardian" and report the Tao.

And "Zeyi" came to be a student of the lawyer, originally I thought he was my student, so that we could "go to prison" and "play" together.

When I was about to wait for the lawyer to show up in person to ask him how things were going, he suddenly called me, and I was so frightened that I came back to my senses, dropped the book in my hand and followed him to the office.

I propped my hands on my desk and watched him laugh.

He laughed and said, "She was texting me after 10 p.m. and harassing me. ”

I smiled and said, "You have not done anything for me well, I don't harass you, who am I harassing?"

He didn't know what was going on, took out his mobile phone and buried himself in the game, while saying, "Your text messages caused me to quarrel with my wife, which will affect the stability of my marriage." ”

I smiled and said, "You can't even handle your wife, which proves that you have a problem with your work ability." ”

......

I was a little angry and said, "What I think is meaningful now is to cut him." ”

He whispered, "Nail clippers cut it." ”

I looked at him as if he was getting more and more unconfident, and then looked at my hand on the desk, and said lightly: "Could it be that he hurt my hand so much, forget it?"

I don't know why he gradually approached the wall, his voice became quieter, and he said lightly: "That's a crime of thought." ”

I sneered and repeated his words, and took the information that "Zeyi" called me in my hand and gently slammed it on the desk, the distance between the paper and the desk was less than a centimeter.

"When I went to Foxconn, the witness of the person he was bullying me at that time appeared. ”

The reason I dare to say this is that in the community hospital of Foxconn, I seemed to see the injured girl who was being rescued in the hospital at that time, when I was pulled into the emergency room with my right hand bloody, she was lying on the hospital bed, her knee had been bandaged, and she said to me lightly: "I'm sorry." ”

And I just cried, and he had just been robbed of his bank card and all his documents by a drunk person outside the lawn.

But I still said lightly: "It's okay. ”

......

I don't want to talk about the unbearable past, because it's not important. That day, when the lawyer asked me, leaned sideways against the wall, wondering if he was not playing board games anymore, but learning to type quickly, because I could see the range of his hand as if he was typing.

When he uttered the words "sin with the mind," a rage rose in my heart. But he restrained himself and repeated the sentence. And whispered twice.

He suddenly said, "Don't be willful in front of me. ”

I smiled and said, "I'm not willful." ”

He added, "You talk to someone else." ”

I replied, "I didn't talk to you again." ”

Actually, I was thinking in my heart, if I want to find someone to talk to, I will go directly to Xie Zebo, the problem I want to solve now, not find someone to "talk to".

In addition, I didn't want to cry in front of him, even though I should have cried in front of him.

He should have raised me for a lifetime, protected me for a lifetime, spoiled me for a lifetime, and loved me for a lifetime.

Because he is Xie Zebo, and I am Qin Qin.

Dad, but I don't want him to worry, and I don't want to "hurt" me because of pity.

When I was angry again because of the lawyer's "words", I threw those pieces of paper on my desk, and he actually provoked my psychological bottom line lightly, "Don't drop things." ”

I suddenly felt amused, and said lightly: "I'll vent." ”

He gently lifted a few pieces of paper to a distance of less than one centimeter, and he actually said that it was called "smashing things", and I think the lawyer must have never seen the scene of "smashing and robbing", and I saw and experienced all of them when I was "sick".

Fortunately, because of a hint of thought, I still insisted on the last day of landing in the dark world.

......

Now that I think about it, I actually don't love myself at all, I always stay up late like this, staying up late for some inexplicable things and writing, what's the use? What do you want to express?

Isn't it possible that I want to spend the rest of my life analyzing the "behavior" of lawyers, and I don't write about "behavior", and that is not the focus of my life. Therefore, I shouldn't have written such a thing at all, but it made Xie Zebo misunderstand my original intention of writing something random to pass the time.

Anyway, the lawyer has changed, and when I take the initiative to ask him something, he is evasive and does not dare to look me in the face.

I suddenly realized that the "expression analysis" that I had taught myself for a month or two would not be useful.

Angry, he turned around and left.

When I passed by the ant bar, I remembered the colorful night and the red convertible sports car parked by the river.

A few evenings later, I took the initiative to pick up a very thin cigarette from the owner of the farmhouse.

Oh no, not pick-up. Rather, the moment I saw the thin cigarette, I volunteered to come—because I remembered the cigarette that the lawyer smoked that day.

He was clearly quitting smoking – it started when I took the initiative to smoke his very coarse cigarette in his office.

That day I asked him, "Can I smoke a cigarette?"

He said, "Thick and thin?"

I said lightly, "Whatever." ”

Still, I didn't say anything polite to him, took the thick cigarette from his hand, lit it and smoked it.

So angry and desperate, what's wrong with smoking a cigarette? Could it be that I have also harmed others.

I don't care what anyone thinks of me, and I posted that I was learning to smoke because I had to learn to think and look at life like a man.

However, when I smoked the cigarette while drinking at the farmhouse that night, I remembered the fruit peel in the large ashtray in the upper right corner of the lawyer's desk. He said: "Last night, the two of them stayed until 10 o'clock. ”

In fact, he said this sentence with two meanings: one was that I initially said that the air in his office was not good and too closed, and the other was that he wanted to see how I reacted when I heard the two of them. (In particular, there is so much information and meaning behind this sentence that I don't want to understand and investigate it at all.) ）

It's funny!

The first few times I went to his office, the ashtray was full of dozens of cigarette butts, which was super exaggerated.

And the last time they went, there wasn't as much dust on their desks as they used to be.

Dad, anyway, the lawyer's expressions and movements made me want to be a "private detective", because I wanted to know what his every action meant.

I also want to analyze a lot of things I don't know from his expressions and movements, and even want to see through the "opportunity" and "black hole" from his eyes.

Maybe that's the charm of him, I've never wanted to analyze a person so much.

And the source of all this is his "poof" smile.

But after I had learned something new, he stopped sitting across from me as he used to be, and looked at me intently, so that I could analyze what his eyes were trying to say to me.

Why did he change so much?

He is "playful" by nature, so he hooked up my playful nature and secretly rejoiced?

It even made me want to play everywhere without doing my job for more than half a year, looking for "clues" everywhere to "return from learning", and analyzing the real intention behind that "laugh".