Xie Zebo, maybe in the years that I have locked myself in, time has passed, and you, like me, are old.

But I thought I was young.

As Qin Zhiwei said, they all have their own lives and should not disturb each other.

As Mo Yandao told me, wouldn't it be better to "give blessings somewhere in the world"?

Don't disturb each other's lives, what is the so-called life?

What is your life like?

All of a sudden, I wanted to ask myself, "What is my life? What is the life I want?"

Over the years, I have set up a full schedule for myself to live my life to the fullest.

And in this timetable, it seems that there is no room for anyone.

At the beginning of 16, the push message given to me by the micro-friend circle was just a word "thank you", which made me, who had been reluctant to go out to meet people for many years, have the courage to say to my family that I want to go to the city.

We ate the duck soup stewed by Xiao Xiao that day, and I hurried to finish dinner in about ten minutes as usual and returned to the computer to code.

As soon as I sat down, I saw a message from the Mianzhu micro-friend circle.

When I opened it, I was flustered, and I hurriedly ran to the place where they were eating in slippers, and said, "I'll go to Mianzhu tomorrow to see my godmother and godfather." ”

Uncle Liu said, "Well, you can go." ”

I added, "After all, I haven't seen them in more than ten years, and I don't know if they're okay." ”

As if I was afraid that they would not agree, I showed them the news sent by the micro-friend circle, as if explaining the original intention of suddenly deciding to go out, and as if I was hiding my own careful thoughts.

After all, for so many years, no matter what kind of banquet or so on, I can push it and refuse it.

I always feel that there is not enough time, and there is no rhythm of time to go out at all.

They were eating the old duck and drinking the soup, and seemed to listen to me continue to explain.

"I don't know if the man surnamed Xie mentioned in the bribery case has anything to do with Xie Boer? I want to go and see my godfather and godmother to see if they will talk about it. ”

The uncle ate the duck leg, biting the meat vigorously, and said, "For so many years, you only know how to write in the house." It's long overdue to see your godfather and godmother. ”

Uncle Liu hurriedly agreed, "You can go if you want." ”

When I heard it, I couldn't have rejoiced.

I quickly ran back to my room and sat in front of the computer, and began to type non-stop, not only to complete the tasks of the day, but also to complete the manuscript of tomorrow.

In addition, at that time, not only did I have to discuss the post-production special effects and editing of the movie, but I also had to learn how to register a company for the movie launch, and there were a lot of complicated things.

Thinking about it today, it really responds to the words in a news on the Internet this year, the "Internet movie" is the "Lanxiang Technical School" in the film industry.

And we are students in that sector.

When I met a handsome director like me who had rushed to Beijing from other provinces to attend an online movie conference in front of the Beijing Hotel, we were still the most junior students.

The next day, I got up early for the first time, put on a red lip gloss, put on a little black hat, and carried the flying duck that had been arguing with me for two or three years—I had long wanted to get rid of it, but he was so noisy that I couldn't feel at ease with the code, and flew to the house to play at every turn.

But my mother-in-law didn't agree, so she quarreled with me and lost her temper, so I asked me to kill her.

But fortunately, she actually agreed that day, and there was no dispute.

I got out of the car to get my godfather's phone number and called him.

I haven't called him for many, many years.

Because, I don't feel like I'm good enough to be their pride.

But that day, I felt like I couldn't help but show up, I couldn't help but see him.

Because when I lost my father and was bullied, his tall body stood in front of me, touched my head and said to me, "Qin Wazi, don't be afraid, you still have a godfather." ”

At that time, he was the only one who had spoken to me like that. I was very touched and gratified.

Therefore, no matter at all times, I want to be a good girl to be worthy of the encouragement and education he and my godmother gave me back then.

In some moments, I can repay their loving hearts.

And Xie Zebo, do you remember? Back then, the two of us were at the flower stand at the back of the classroom, and we also discussed "who is better for the two of us?"

You looked at me, who was less than a foot away from you, and looked down and said, "That's my godfather and godmother." ”

But at that time, I was the one who lived in their house.

I've eaten the beer duck that my godfather cooked for me, and the egg cake, and many of his specialties. Have you ever eaten it?

You didn't have to let me come home from school that day and sue them for secretly kissing me......

I looked up at you with a red face and said arrogantly, "Okay, if you let me sue you, I'll sue you." When I go back, I'll tell my godfather and godmother to let my godfather fix you. ”

You still had to send me back that day, to the top ball of the four major teams, and repeatedly told me to remember to sue you, you kissed me.

But I didn't.

In this case, how can the youngest daughter's family talk about it.

Let's not talk about the rotten sesame seeds of Chen Guzi, let's talk about the events of the day.

When my godmother picked us up on the street, she was smiling, but she was obviously wrinkled and had heavy bags under her eyes.

It seems that she also often has insomnia and worries about a lot of things.

In the past, she also had insomnia and poor sleep quality.

She was wearing a black leather coat that day, and the white fluffy fur collar made her look quite energetic that day.

She took my hand and said to me, "Qin Wazi, you're finally back." If you don't come back, your godfather and godmother will be old. Godmothers are fifty years old this year. ”

I saw her eyes full of joy and love, and I was very kind to hold her arm, because we were so close when we were young.

When we walked to the stairwell of Qiu Xiu's building, our godfather came back from work.

I turned down again and looked at him.

He wore those glasses and a leather jacket and was very athletic.

I affectionately called out, "Godfather." ”

He took the lead in the front, but suddenly he looked back at me standing downstairs, and said with a smile: "Qin Wazi, you are like a star." ”

I smiled and replied shyly, "Where is it?" ”

This sentence is like what he said to me in the living room of his house more than ten years ago.

On the same day, I took Xie Chao to Hongzheng Square to eat barbecue and went back, as soon as I entered the door, a large group of adults looked at us with a smile, "Sister is just beautiful." ”

And Tang Sixing stood in front of his electronic keyboard, rolling his eyes and looking at me and Xie Chao.

I gave them the barbecue in my hand and said with a smile, "I'm going to see if I'm done, so I can close the door of the shop and come up to play mahjong." ”

When he opened the door and led me upstairs, it was not the home he used to have.

But as soon as I entered the living room, I saw the cabinet air conditioner in the living room - it was the air conditioner I bought in Haier Mall when I opened the store.

A sense of familiarity arises.

On the same day, my godfather said that he wanted to introduce me to someone, and I said that I would wait until I opened my own company.

However, on the way to learn to work hard to start a company, an accident happened.

Life is really funny, but life can't be repeated, can it?

......

In fact, now that I think about it, in the eyes of those who love me, I will always be the most beautiful child, right?

True love is unbearable to hurt.

At least, he won't vent his anger with bottomless abuse and beatings.

If you can't restrain your emotions and anger, then you really have something wrong with yourself, and you should ask yourself to be calm and calm, and you should review it.

In order to raise an excellent child, the first must have a harmonious family atmosphere, and the second must have parents who can lead by example.

And I'm not a qualified mother, and I'm afraid of separation.

If you really let me go one day, it's better to let go now.

At one point, I shouted at an elder that "no parent wants their children to die!"

But not long after, in a loyalty game about psychological tests, I cruelly decided my son's fate.

I couldn't understand why I was so hard-hearted.

As I always say: the country is greater than the home.

I'm sorry, I love my son and I know he understands that I love him. He still remembers the recognizable movements I taught him when he was three months old.

A man who has served the country all his life?

Hehe, think about whether it's ridiculous.

Figure what?

Why?

But I chose that way.

He was cute, but I refused to look at him again.

I was afraid that I would eventually give up and spoil his future because of my doting.

Hardship is a necessary environment for honing people, isn't it?

What's more, I grew up in that environment.

The so-called loyalty, that is loyalty to the motherland.

The so-called loyalty, that is, to be grateful for the picture, to learn to send charcoal in the snow.

Some people, maybe it's just bad fate, missing is missing, can't be together, just can't be together.

In love, can you meet someone who matches your three views?

Does anyone think I'm too cruel?

I was never cruel to others, except myself. I can put up with all my lovesickness and emotions, and I just want the people around me to be what I think I want to be.

But what about me, what do I want to be?

What kind of future do I want?

Can anyone tell me?

I always felt that I was not good enough and wanted to be better to be worthy of him.

So after being reluctant to socialize for many years, he stepped out of the room again, wanting to learn new skills so that Wang Xiaoman's book could be adapted.

But I was wrong, he had already reminded me that there is only one thing people can do: either stick to writing a book, or adapt a script to make a movie.

It's very comfortable to live with him, code words together, play games together, and live a very regular life - and it is also my favorite work and rest time.

For a while, I got up earlier than him, and after reading the news, I selected the key news of the day and sent it to him, and then went to bed, and waited for about half past ten before we started to open a room together in Happy Codeword.

Not long after that day, I encountered a small problem, and the message I sent to him actually ran to Uncle Long's dialog box.

So he took me to the Great God Codeword.

In the spelling building of Dashen Codeword, during the time period of his meal, Guo Jingming always had the same speed as me and my codeword, and we were lined up together for several days.

Later, I had a little awkward trouble with Wang Xiaoman, and I went back to the small black room where we were standing in anger and coded words with the people in the group. At that time, the magician was very good, adding 10,000 words a day, and I had to reach his speed, and sleep less.

The most vivid memory is Chen Xiliang, when I abducted him to open a house with Happy Code Words, he always had a speed of 6,000 plus per hour, which was beyond people's reach.

Ahhh