25 A long letter4

Xie Zebo, do you know what trust is?

Trust means that I can walk down the steps of the rugged mountain road with my eyes closed, and I am not afraid of whether the road ahead is an abyss.

Because I know that he will support me behind me or run to the front to support me.

I could forget everything and stand motionless on the cliff, watching the train come towards me, not afraid that it would knock me into the abyss.

Because I knew he would pull me out of danger at the last moment.

Trust is that he can stand for me, even though he doesn't feel like he's worthy of me.

Although he hurt me too much, he will continue to learn and try to become the person I want to be.

What the abilities and reality are, the devil knows.

Just like many people are well packaged, once they show their true faces in marriage, they disappoint each other and even each other's families.

How crazy this world is, every man and woman who wants to fly on the branches is resorting to all kinds of tricks, all kinds of packaging to cover up all their shortcomings and mistakes, just for the sake of fine clothes and food and leisure enjoyment.

Well, I'm a very stupid person who doesn't understand packaging, and it's no wonder that all kinds of things don't go well.

Regarding feelings, two years ago, Pure told me, don't look for peers - it means don't look for boys with code words, that's not interesting, and it's not romantic.

, I only know code words, otherwise it's reading books, or playing games.

Some of my classmates have been married and had children a long time ago, who still remembers our rustic little girl.

Just like Wang Xiaoman's apprentice told me, "You don't know how to package yourself, you can say anything, dare to say anything." ”

Well, anyway, now I don't have contact with him, I can say whatever I want, and I won't hear him lecture me and criticize me.

It doesn't matter if it's good or not, these are gods with tens of thousands of readers, hundreds of thousands of readers, and most of them are boys, can they understand the pain of girls mixing up the fantasy classification?

You are full of gods, and the god position has long been unable to accommodate anyone to crush it, where can we still tolerate our few sporadic little girls to squeeze the ranks.

Suddenly, I felt that when I talked about the friends in the circle, I was no longer sad.

Perhaps, writing you some kind of ghost letter is really a waste of my spirit.

It doesn't matter who is in love or not, does it have anything to do with me?

Well, love is also the main line, but who doesn't have helpless quarrels in their marriage.

The little couple can deal with some coordination and coordination, and the bedside fight and the end of the bed, or use all kinds of effort, all kinds of tenderness like water are also okay.

Don't have anything to do and engage in some "world war" or "international problem", as if it can't be solved.

World wars can be resolved through negotiations, and it is not OK to sign a few peace treaties.

Is it possible that between two husbands and wives, it can't be resolved amicably?

Is it really because of money and fame that tempt the heart of desire, or does it arouse some kind of greed?

If you really can't get along for some reason, there's really no need to be together.

After all, life is short, and you still have to be with the right people.

Haha, I suddenly remembered Feng Tanglai, his book was very witty and funny, which made me laugh.

After watching it, I can still taste it every few hours, and I still smirk.

So Guozi is a more latent editor, and he still says that he is not.

Obviously, two years ago, I told me that I went and read.

Ahh!!h

Suddenly found that there were actually so many people around?

Forget it, you shouldn't understand this.

Everyone will be well disguised and also have good adaptability.

In the whole process of hurting me for 404 days, what was his intention? When they finally separated, he said, "You can't be husband and wife, can you still be brothers?"

If I asked Wang Xiaoman, I don't know how he would answer me?

I wondered why he didn't want me to talk to anyone, and I couldn't have contact with anyone, but why did he finally ask such a thing, I really don't understand a man's mind.

The fruit said that he was a man, and he understood men. He thinks that I am the best match for Wang Xiaoman, because I can help him make movies. Also, a little girl like me who is only worthy of miscellaneous work is the most suitable for annoying things, and it just so happens that Wang Xiaoman is afraid of annoyance.

So much so that when I opened an online author training group, I didn't even ask him to be a mentor.

But he actually wrote a chapter to update, "even the mentor dislikes", as if he was disgusting me.

And when I finally contacted him, he wrote the chapter "Little Liars" on the subject of "liars."

I don't understand what's going on, but I feel like I'm immersed everywhere.

Concubine Yang was right, "Don't be too obsessed with Wang Xiaoman." ”

And recently, Mo Yandao always said that he wanted me to be with Wang Xiaoman. Yesterday he texted me and said, "I really want you two to be happy together! Because my future can only develop according to my parents' arrangement. ”

Looking at the news he sent, I suddenly felt that he was living a miserable life, so desolate, and so aggrieved.

It is also a coincidence that as soon as he haunts the south, hundreds of millions of big IPs emerge in a city in the south.

The hanging banner revealed the word "valley", which made me feel that it was not the studio of the rain god who was kicked out of the group by Niu Niu because he scolded me in the group?

That day, he was reasonable, someone protects you, and someone scolds you.

He also said, "You should go to your good friend if you have anything." ”

Those sour words, are they obvious?

But I also understand that what he wants to express when he suddenly appears is, "If I haven't scolded you, it doesn't mean that I once loved you." ”

Ahh

But he went too far, and that day he actually said, "You gave birth to a child, and the price dropped." ”

Get out of him, it's still Niu Niu who is righteous, and she accompanies me when I'm in the most difficult time.

I'm sorry for the male gods, but I don't care about the feelings of your wives and harem beauties.

At the same time, Xie Zebo, I'm sorry, I didn't care about your wife's thoughts.

Besides, everyone is living their own lives, isn't they?

Mo Yandao said, I have a love rival, that is, Xiaoyu.

But I don't think Xiaoyu is my rival.

If so, the darkness and gentleness are also my rivals.

The problem is not.

I don't care about that, I have my queen, and several concubines and beauties.

As I said at the time, where you don't go to prison in life, you will become happy when you are with happy people!

Now, all of a sudden, I'm happier.

Because I've said something I haven't said in years.

There are also some things that you can say as long as you know them, and you can't make them public.

But you can miss some small clues from time to time, and it would be fine.

How can there be a real mystery about the suspenseful event?

I also have my own idol to learn, and that is Uncle Guan. watched Uncle Guan's circle of friends continue to post adapted TV series, so that he who lost his motivation and came back to life.

Thank you for the photo you took me, it happened to be a photo of Chun giving a toast to Uncle Guan.

I think the innocent child must have said something good for me, so that everyone no longer blames me for being too kind.

Ah, Xie Zebo's child, I cried too many times in order to write about my first love in this short period of time, ahh

But I'm still gossiping and wondering, do you have a wife who loves you very much?

Haha, why do I feel a little jealous when I say this?

I really don't know which beauty snatched you, but it's more of a blessing.

May you be all right.

May you be blessed and happy.

If I miss you, I don't have the fate to be with you in this life.

Haha, why is there still an urge to fight for you?

Forget it, the gap between the rich and the poor is too big and should not be suitable for being together.

What's more, I shouldn't say such words that don't conform to my identity, otherwise I will be accused by the major male gods in our group of having a low IQ and EQ.

I even had to be scolded by the pure children from the bottom of my heart, "Let you be the queen, the queen will be raised, don't you understand? You want to be an angry little daughter-in-law, it's a shame for our legion." ”

Two days ago, I saw him send a picture of the radio, and he sent a sickle. Haha, I remembered that the text I updated a few days ago said that the prose on the radio was recited.

Even if it gives me a little comfort.

Well, I'm pure, and for the sake of your heart, I'll answer the questions that my magician classmates asked me in the group.

I like you.

Why, when you were at Lu Xun Academy of Literature, you asked me like this, what is your intention?

Because I said in the dragon nest that I like Xiaobao's personality charm?

Do you have to ask me?

Want to win or lose?

Ha ha.

I wondered, if the magician had replied to me, would you have answered my rhetorical question?

Do you like me?

If you like it, so what?

Could it be that you divorce and marry me?

Then I won't be beaten to death by your wife and many beauties.

I wasn't scolded to death by Mo Yandao's phone call - he and his companions all wanted me and Xiaoman together.

These self-absorbed little bridges end here, how simple the world of codeword people is.

It's just that I pity the hard-working classmate Wang Xiaoman, who has a heavy task, is bouncing in his own circle, and fades out of my circle.

Fortunately, there are people from the Mad Alliance, so I haven't forgotten him.

Wufang is watching Ding Haozi fight the glory of the king every day, and I haven't played for more than a year, and I have been completely crushed by primary school students with my super god record.

Ahh

Isn't this obviously writing a letter to his first love, Xie Zebo?

Why did he run too far, and wrote it in a mess like a god replied.

Well, no way, the people I know, that's them.

They are a group of enthusiastic young people who love code words and write books more than me.

You can imagine everyone sitting in front of the computer, desperately striving for the world they want to create.

Maybe it's more than ten hours a day. That's a normal thing.

A person who truly writes books with his life always wants to dedicate the world he thinks is the best to his readers.

And what is the code word for me staying up all night vigil like this?

Could it be that you really want to snatch you back from your wife with these thousands of words?

Hey, that's impossible.

So, that's not my purpose either.

When people get along, they will have feelings - but the subsequent feelings are not as good as the first love.

I have been crying for more than ten days, and I comforted myself and said: I have been in the online literature circle for many years, maybe it is to write you this long letter today.

Hehe, life is very strange.

Over the years, I have written many, many letters to you, but none of them have satisfied me. I don't know where I'm going to send it.

I'm sorry, but I didn't write it to you alone, but I wrote it as the content of a book like a passage in a foreign novel.

In fact, everyone doesn't want to see it, and some people don't want to show their faces in it.

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