Chapter 324: What Doesn't It Matter About Death?

The folded ear cat in his arms rubbed against Zhang Ling with a comfortable face, the animal is a beast after all, and it can't detect the change in the atmosphere between us.

Zhang Ling raised her face, and the tears on her face were clearly visible. She asked me, "But if you are as beautiful as jade in this life, what are you willing to give?" You keep saying that you like Aunt Xia, so what does your liking mean? How much Aunt Xia has paid for you, you know it in your own heart. And how much have you paid for Aunt Xia, and how many times have you broken Aunt Xia's heart. You said that you miss Sun Xiaoqing too much, it is because Sun Xiaoqing broke your heart. So you turned to hurt Aunt Xia's heart, and now that Aunt Xia is gone, I don't think you should go and call her back. She is not a submissive woman, and neither am I, Zhang Ling. ”

"We're not noble, and you don't have the ability to step on a few boats. Hao Ren, don't you still understand? Aunt Xia's love for you can't stand your toss like this. As I said, the enemy of love is time. Separation and reunion, parting and reunion, can stand the test of time, this is called true love. Do you think you and Aunt Xia can withstand the contest of time and distance? How many people like Aunt Xia, I think you also know it. She gave you a baby, but you didn't get a marriage license. I think there are quite a few people who are waiting to be your son's stepfather. ”

Zhang Ling's words made my pupils shrink suddenly, and I lit another cigarette and took a big gulp.

The folded ear cat was lying on Zhang Ling's body, Zhang Ling lowered her head and stroked the folded ear cat, silent. In fact, Zhang Ling knows everything, and she knows everything. It's just that she usually doesn't want to say it, and she's willing to pretend to be a cute girl with big nerves. It's not a disguise, it's her nature. She is like the folded ear cat in her arms, lazy and innocent when she is gentle, and sharp claws and sharp teeth when she is angry, will be exposed.

Zhang Ling stroked the soft fur of the folded cat, and said silently: "If you are as beautiful as jade in this life, what does it matter if you die?" ”

I was shocked, and she smiled softly after crying. Suddenly she became playful again, she hugged the folded ear cat and said, "Yuyu, mother feed you." ”

The folded cat barked, and Zhang Ling went to the kitchen to get cat food. When they arrived at the cat's eating trough on the ground, several cats walked over lazily, like an emperor eating, eating slowly. I took a deep breath, looked at Zhang Ling and said, "You're hungry, I'll cook you something." ”

Zhang Ling didn't speak, and I cooked two servings of noodle soup. Brought her a serving, she was not polite, we sat across from each other, eating slowly. After eating a noodle, Zhang Ling suddenly said: "Did you learn cooking skills from Sun Xiaoqing?" ”

"Huh?" I was startled at first, then nodded and said, "Yes." ”

Zhang Ling smiled, still as simple as a little woman. She was wearing a big T-shirt and a pair of shorts underneath, and she was very bewitching in the comfort of her villa. She was lying on the sofa, several well-fed cats were lying beside her, Yuyu was lying in her arms, she hugged Yuyu and said, "I'm tired, get me a blanket, I'm going to sleep." ”

I went to the bedroom to get her a blanket. When she returned, she was already asleep. I gently put the blanket over her, and she let out a faint breath. I sat on the couch on the other side, my head bowed and a little dull. Saying that bastard thing to Zhang Ling may be regarded as a kind of catharsis for me. But I also know that those words really hurt Zhang Ling's heart.

For a period of time, she has already substituted herself into the role of Xia Wanyu. When Xia Wanyu was born in the summer, Zhang Ling always said that she was the godmother of the summer. In fact, I know that her love for summer is stronger than Xia Wanyu, as if summer was her child. The Patek Philippe on my wrist is still there, but I don't have the face to wear it, but I don't have the face to take it off.

That would only make Zhang Ling more sad.

I scratched my hair, and the minutes ticked by.

Last night's hangover, today's Xia Wanyu's departure, Zhang Ling's crying. These shadows appeared in my mind over and over again, until the last one remained, only Zhang Ling's words remained: "If you are as beautiful as jade in this life, why not die?" ”

Maybe she doesn't represent Xia Wanyu, but she represents herself.

I was a little stunned, let out a long breath, and looked at Zhang Ling curled up on the sofa. Suddenly, she was a little relieved that Xia Wanyu had left for her, and she also understood that Zhang Ling had not gone to Australia with her. Because Zhang Ling is different from Xia Wanyu, she still has a peach blossom source in her heart, which is clean and easy-going, and only belongs to herself.

I did a jerk thing myself, and I can't ask for others. Wait, as Zhang Ling said. Time is an almighty elixir, if there is a reincarnation between me and Xia Wanyu in the marriage fate, then Xia Wanyu will naturally return to me. And if God destined this to become a barrier between us, then perhaps our friendship will end there. And if God lets us divide and reunite, then I will personally rush to Australia and bring Xia Wanyu back.

But all this is not to be done now.

As Xia Wanyu said, I need to calm down and think about myself. We are no longer children, and the kind of love that belongs to passion no longer belongs to us. Time and distance can produce beauty, but also estrangement. Maybe because of this incident, we may become more intimate because of the blessing in disguise.

After thinking about this, I got a little self-comfort.

……

Zhang Ling slept until night, and when she woke up, she looked at me who was still sitting there. After sleeping and crying, her face was dirty, and she yawned. I went to the bathroom to wash my face, and when I came out, she asked me, "What are you going to do?" ”

I said, "Wait, time is medicine, whether it's poison or good medicine, we'll see later." ”

Zhang Ling looked at me and said: "Marriage is not a matter of heaven, fate is not a fortune, if you think this is a good medicine, then it is a good medicine, if you want this to be poison, then there is no salvation between you." ”

"How do you make it a good medicine?" I looked at Zhang Ling and asked.

Zhang Ling immediately gave the answer: "Forget Sun Xiaoqing." ”

I froze in place, dumbfounded.

I'm not as ruthless as Zhang Xiaojun, he said that if he forgot Xu Ruoyun, it was a drunken forgetfulness. And after I had a drink, I would hold Xia Wanyu and call Sun Xiaoqing's name. It's hard to say I'm sentimental, I'm not a good person. But let me break off, I can't do it, because I can't be the kind of negative person who can forget a woman who has been by my side for a few years and gave birth to a child in a minute.

"I can't forget it." I say.

Zhang Ling turned her eyes to me and said to me coldly, "Come here." ”

I walked up to her, and she looked at me. Without warning, she slapped me in the face. There was a hot pain on her face, and I guess her hands were numb.

She didn't speak, slapped me and just stood there, looking at me.

I pulled her into my arms and hugged her.

She asked me, "I beat you, and you still hold me, aren't you afraid that I will push you away?" ”

"Push me away, I'll hold you too."

"For what?"

"I feel sorry for you."

This time Zhang Ling didn't cry, but laughed. She slowly closed her eyes, and it was a long time before she said, "It's been a long time since anyone feels sorry for me." ”

I knew she was slapping herself. I can't forget Sun Xiaoqing, she can't forget me. I know that I can't find Sun Xiaoqing, and she also knows that there is no possibility between the two of us in this life. We are like butterflies who know that they can't fly to the sea but still try to fly, and both of us fall into the sea after the last fall, and we are not even scum left.

……

At about nine o'clock in the evening, Wang Yingli came, and she reprimanded me.

This time, Zhang Ling said a lot of good things for me, and in the face of Wang Yingli's reprimand, I didn't know what to say. Wang Yingli said to me: "I always liked to help you before, but this time I have to help Wanyu, you have already failed Qingqing, if you fail her again, I will kill you." ”

I looked at Wang Yingli and said cowardly, "Then you can kill me now." ”

Wang Yingli glared at me: "Kill you, Wanyu still doesn't pay for her life?" ”

Suddenly I was ashamed and had nothing to say, Wang Yingli angrily rebuked me: "The scourge is a thousand years old." ”

……

After Wang Yingli left, Zhang Ling went back to her room to sleep.

I lay in my room with Xia Wanyu, but I couldn't sleep anymore.

This huge room is a hundred square meters, and there is no Xia Wanyu, and I suddenly feel that this room is a little empty. She hadn't taken much of her clothes from the closet, but her person at the pillow had disappeared. There was still her body odor in the air, and her hair scattered on the pillow, but all this was just an afterimage of her. I took out my phone and put on a song of Li Zongsheng's "The Price of Love", and I slowly fell asleep to the rhythm of the music.

……

After a flight of 12 hours and 40 minutes, the flight from Shanghai landed at Melbourne Airport in Australia.

Almost 90 per cent of the passengers on this flight were Chinese tourists visiting Melbourne. After the plane arrived in Melbourne, the passengers walked off the plane with a lot of chatter. On this flight, a strange thing happened. A single mom who has been crying ever since she got on the plane. At first it was a low sob, and then it was a loud cry.

After I was tired of crying, I looked out the window of the plane, but my eyes were still crying. The flight attendant asked her what the problem was, but she said it was fine. She is holding a child less than half a year old in her arms, and a woman who can take a child abroad is naturally either rich or expensive. Seeing that the woman didn't want to speak, the flight attendant could only sigh and pour a glass of water for the woman. Working at the airport, she has seen a lot of parting pains. Like this woman, there are many people who cry all the way abroad. But without exception, none of those people were holding children.

The plane landed at Melbourne International Airport, and the passengers walked off the plane one after another, but the woman with the child in her arms was still sitting there. When the flight attendant went to call her, she turned her head and said, "Can I fly back now?" ”

The flight attendant looked embarrassed, and after checking the flight schedule, she replied: "There is another flight back home next Tuesday." ”

After the stewardess answered, the woman did not mention it again.

She carried the baby and got off the plane.

I got out of the airport and got into a black Mercedes Benz van.

Sitting in the co-pilot was the beautiful woman who had been to Sanya, and Praruo asked Xia Wanyu: "Boss, do you want to go back?" ”

Xia Wanyu replied, "No." ”

Maybe the moment the plane landed, she thought about going back. In fact, she also asked the flight attendant about the flight back home, but her strong temperament made her decide not to go back for a short time after she set foot on this land.

After hearing Xia Wanyu's answer, Praruo was very excited and shouted: "Yay! Long live the Boss. ”——

PS: You need to register an account to point to the top, I really hope you will register a help steamed bun point top, this is free. The book is also limited and free, and I sincerely hope to catch up with it, because this month's clicks are very important. In addition, thank you for the seal of Uncle Xiaosan.