The queen and Shen Rou, are they all here?

I slowly looked up at the door, the sun was shining, and I smiled inwardly - they came.

What will happen to a concubine who has lost a child in this palace, I have never thought about it before, but from the moment I lost this child, I have also expected this day. Sooner or later, I have to come, as long as Pei Yuanhao doesn't let me go for a day, I can't hide from this qiē, and I can't hide from it.

Mama Wu sighed, walked over and gently helped me to sit on the head of the bed, and put the soft pillow behind my back to make me more comfortable.

When I finished this qiē, I smelled a fragrant wind coming.

Chang Qing, followed by Shen Rou behind him, and the concubines in the other palaces all walked in, this not too spacious room was suddenly crowded with people, but there was a feeling of spring brightness, and the strong aroma of fat powder suddenly smoked the whole room.

As soon as Lu Shuyi entered the house, she covered her nose first, frowned, and said, "Hmm, it's a big smell of medicine." ”

"It's like, it smells bad."

I slowly raised my head and looked at the group of women at the door, the weather outside was very good, the sun shone brightly on the snow, and the room was also bright, but it couldn't hide the jewels on their bodies.

Shui Xiu had already stepped forward to ask An to bow, and then said softly: "Queen Mother, ladies and gentlemen, the talented people are resting inside." ”

Before the imperial doctor said that I couldn't see the wind, a gauze curtain hung in the center of the room, and at this time the gauze curtain was lifted, and Chang Qing slowly walked into the inner room.

Because it is the Chinese New Year, her clothes are still very grand, the golden clothes with the heavy headdress on the top of the head, people feel a little afraid to look up, but people are still faint, there is not much expression on that clear face, neither sad nor happy, as if the gods looking down on all beings from above, faintly nothing.

She slowly walked to the side of the bed and looked at my pale face: "Yue Cairen, are you better?" ”

I sat there blankly, motionless.

Seeing that I was silent and didn't speak, Lu Shuyi and the others immediately became angry, pointed at me and said, "Yue Cairen, what are you doing here?" The queen came to see you in person, if you don't say goodbye, you won't answer the queen's questions, you will rebel! ”

"It's just that it's so unruly!"

“……”

I was still silent, and Mama Wu hurriedly knelt down and kowtowed, "The queen forgives me." Since that incident, she has been in a very bad health and spirit, so please forgive the queen for her rudeness. ”

Chang Qing sighed and said, "This palace knows it, and it won't be blamed." ”

"Xie Niangniang."

Mama Wu and they breathed a sigh of relief and slowly stood up, and at this moment, a soft voice sounded again-

"The queen mother is really kind-hearted, but some people may not know how to advance and retreat, otherwise, there would be no such thing."

The sound was like a needle, piercing my heart, making my already numb body twitch and pain, and as soon as I raised my eyes, I saw the most dazzling woman in the crowd.

That day in Qingyin Pavilion, she was like a fairy in a snow-white dress, but today she was wearing a bright red robe, which made her skin more and more like snow, her eyebrows were picturesque, and she was as charming as the most gorgeous peony in the spring garden.

There was a slight crack on my calm face.

As if sensing my trembling, Lu Shuyi, who was standing behind her, immediately said: "What the concubine said is that the pregnant person is still in such a hurry to invite the holy favor, no wonder this child will ......"

Chang Qing glanced back at her and said in a deep voice, "What nonsense!" ”

When Lu Shuyi heard this, she hurriedly lowered her head: "The concubine has lost her words." ”

Chang Qing said: "This palace is to let you come to visit Yue Cairen together, not to let you talk nonsense." ”

"Yes."

The surrounding concubines saw that her face had changed, and they all hurriedly got up to respond, but as soon as they sat down just now, Shen Rou smiled faintly: "If you want the concubine to say, Lu Shuyi is straightforward and fast-talking, but she can still hear what she said." ”

Chang Qing frowned slightly, looked at her, Shen Rou smiled lightly, and said: "To say that on the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, the emperor was originally going to the Jingren Palace of the empress and the empress, but he left the remnants to come and see, who knew that Yue Cai left the emperor." I don't know if the emperor is too sorry for Yue Cairen, or Yue Cairen is too unaware of advancing and retreating. Now that the child is gone, the queen has no blame for her pity, but she shouldn't go on like this, but how can she set an example for the sisters of the sixth palace. ”

Shui Xiu and the others stood by the bed, looked at the concubines, and then turned their heads to look at my pale face, so anxious that they were about to cry.

Shen Rou continued: "Xu Cairen was pregnant earlier than her, so she knows how to advance and retreat, otherwise the emperor went to see Xu Cairen every day these days, why didn't he hear anything happen to her child?" ”

At this time, Zhu Wanyi looked around and asked, "Hey, speaking of which, why didn't Xu Cairen come?" ”

Shui Xiu hurriedly said: "Xu Cairen has just come to see our talented people, and after talking for a while, I saw that the talented people were a little tired, so I will go first." Not with the queen and all the mothers. ”

"Oh, it looks like Xu Cairen has a heart."

"What kind of heart," Lu Shuyi smiled coldly and said, "I just met the person in the imperial dining room, and I heard that the emperor was going to accompany her for lunch at noon, so I came early and left early." ”

Chang Qing frowned, and was about to say something, when Liu Zhaoyi, who was sitting behind her, suddenly said loudly: "Look at Yue Cairen!" ”

All eyes fell on me, and I was leaning against the head of the bed, a trace of red blood coming out of my lips.

"Talented!"

Shui Xiu screamed in fright, and hurriedly pounced, and all the people around him surrounded me, protecting me with all hands and feet, Mama Wu held a silk handkerchief in her hand to support my chin, and the blood immediately dyed the silk handkerchief red, but the saltiness in my mouth continued to gush out, I couldn't help coughing twice, and suddenly even the snow-white clothes were dyed red.

"Oops, be careful!"

The concubines all screamed and avoided, with a disgusted expression, Chang Qing stood on the side of the bed and watched this scene, and hurriedly turned around and said, "Hurry up and ask for a doctor!" ”

"Yes."

Fangcao Hall suddenly became a mess, and after a while, the imperial doctor hurriedly came, and poured a bowl of decoction medicine after checking my pulse, and finally calmed down, Wu Mama and they were so frightened that their faces turned white, Chang Qing looked at my pale face and was also a little frightened, and asked the imperial doctor: "What happened to Yue Cairen?" ”

"Back to Niangniang's words, Yue Cairen is suffering from liver qi stagnation, plus heart disease after miscarriage, so he will vomit blood. But it's good to spit it out, Weichen just showed it to the talented people, but it's not a big deal. ”

"And what about her body?"

"This-" The imperial doctor glanced at me, raised his hand a little embarrassed, and asked the queen to go outside, although his voice was so soft, but I still heard him clearly whisper: "The talented person had a miscarriage this time, and he was seriously injured, I am afraid that I will have to recuperate for a long time, otherwise, the root of this disease will ......."

I lay groggily on the bed, and when I heard this, I smiled miserably and slowly lost consciousness.

I don't know when it was or what it was like, but when I opened my eyes again, the room was dark, and I opened my eyes for a while before I faintly felt the candle flame at the head of the bed flickering.

In the dim light, the familiar face was close to view.

He lay on his side beside me, one hand around my waist, the other hand still on my body, the heavy brocade quilt and I were held in his arms, so tight, as if to be guarded tightly.

I looked at the face with my eyes wide and weak.

The thick black eyebrows, the straight nose bridge, the thin lips, and the angular face are all so familiar, opening their eyes in front of them, closing their eyes in dreams, entangled people like breathing, and never letting go for a moment.

Let me, it hurts all the time.

A tear slipped silently from the corner of his eye, and his eyelashes suddenly trembled, as if he felt something, and opened his eyes suddenly.

He seemed to be shocked when he saw the tears in the corners of my eyes, but immediately those eyes slowly calmed down again, but the hand that hugged me tighter, holding me all the way to his chest.

I didn't move, I didn't even struggle, I just lay like this.

"How are you?"

“……”

"I heard that something had happened to you, so I came over immediately."

The two of them lay close together, the tip of their noses almost touching the tip of their noses, their breaths entangled, swallowing each other's breath, if it was in normal times, the air would be so hot that it would make people tremble, but this time, no matter how close they were, my fingertips were cold, as if the blood had clotted so much that it could not melt.

Slowly, he also felt something, a trace of gloom flashed in his eyes, and the hands holding me harder.

"What the hell do you want me to do?"

"Let me go."

"You know, it can't be." He buried his face and pressed it tightly against my cheek, and his hot cheeks pressed against my cold skin, bringing a strange feeling, and I stiffened in his arms, and heard him say word for word, "I will never let you go, no matter when." ”

I don't know why, when I heard this, I didn't feel sad, maybe it was because I was numb to the pain, and slowly, even the pain disappeared.

"Whatever you want, I can give it to you, no matter what."

"I don't want it." I looked at him in the dark, and said slowly and seriously, "I don't have to give you anything you can give." ”