"I'm not rare if you can give it."

As I said this, I felt a pain in my chest that was about to burst, and his eyes flickered fiercely, and a crack appeared on his face as resolute as a rock carving.

It turns out that hurting a person is what it feels like.

It turns out that hurting a person who is close at hand is like this.

"What can't I give?"

"I don't want it anymore."

He looked at me, and in the darkness he could barely tell whether the emotions in those eyes were happy or angry, but after a long silence, he slowly lowered his head and kissed my eyes with hot lips.

There was a leisurely smell of soothing incense in his breath, and I closed my eyes and endured the kiss, but I was also smoked by the smell, and slowly became in a trance, and finally fell asleep quietly in his arms.

The next morning, before the people woke up, they first heard Shui Xiu and when they cautiously pushed the door in, I wanted to open my eyes, but people were dizzy, only to hear them slowly walk to the bedside, and whispered: "Shhh ”

She woke me up with an exclamation, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw her running to the bed: "Cairen, you are coughing up blood again!" ”

Coughing up blood?

I frowned slightly, subconsciously licked my lips, and sure enough, I tasted a salty taste on the tip of my tongue.

Wu Mama and Xiaoyu also ran in when they heard her voice, and asked with concern, I looked in the mirror, only to find that there was a faint trace of blood on the corner of my lips, which was almost not easy to detect, but there was a thick bloody breath in my mouth.

Mama Wu said worriedly, "Didn't the imperial doctor say that it was better?" Why did I still cough up blood at night? As he spoke, he turned his head and scolded Xiaoyu: "What happened to you last night, you don't know if people are coughing up blood, are you going to be a corpse?" ”

"I, I really didn't hear it......"

At this time, I suddenly realized something, and hurriedly turned my head to look at the bed, only to find that the end of the bed was empty, there was nothing, only me.

"Xiaoyu," I said a little hoarsely, "Last night, did anyone come?" ”

"No, I don't know." When Xiaoyu said this, she was glared at fiercely by Mama Wu, and said cautiously: "I really didn't hear anything, I slept peacefully, and there was no sound at night." ”

Seeing that she was so aggrieved that she was about to cry, I waved my hand gently: "Forget it, it's okay." ”

Last night, was it a dream?

I vaguely remember the feeling of him holding me, and I also said to an emperor what was probably the most unacceptable to him, it turned out to be all a dream, and if it wasn't a dream, that sentence would have been unimaginably angry for him.

I leaned on the head of the bed, Shui Xiu they had already wet the towel with water and came to wash and wipe the corners of my mouth, Mama Wu had already sent Xiaoyu to ask for a doctor, and the doctor came to ask for peace and check the pulse, but I didn't see anything, only said that this time the miscarriage hurt the vitality, and because of the blood loss that night, there was too much cold in the body, and my body was already too weak to make up, too hot and heavy medicine did not dare to take it, so I could only use warm medicines and ingredients to slowly replenish my body.

As soon as the imperial doctor left, Shui Xiu threw the towel into the basin and scolded: "Every time I come to say this, I don't see any good talents, and I am a quack doctor at all!" ”

"Okay, the sickness comes like a mountain, the illness goes like a thread, they are not quacks, nor are they immortals."

Mama Wu said helplessly, after serving me to wash up, she brought a bowl of milky white soup up, exuding a thick rice fragrance, she said: "Cairen, drink some of this." ”

I glanced down and frowned slightly: "Rice soup? ”

"You know the talents." She smiled: "This thing is not expensive, but it is the most nourishing for the spleen and stomach." The spleen and stomach are better, and it is useful to eat diet and medicinal herbs, so you can drink it. ”

I looked at the bowl of rice soup in amazement, the last time I smelled this faint fragrance seemed to be in my last life, and this kind of rice soup is regarded as something that only the poor will eat, only the people of Sichuan and Shu are not taboo, even the rich are used to maintain health, Mama Wu has been serving in the palace, I didn't expect her to make such a thing.

She brought the bowl to my mouth, and just as she was about to feed me, Xiaoyu ran over and said, "Cairen, Lu Shuyi, they are here." ”

As soon as they heard this, Shui Xiu's face changed first, Mama Wu glanced at my pale but expressionless face, turned around and walked out, just as Shen Rou and they had already arrived at the door, she knelt down and bowed down: "Slave maid to meet Shuyi-"

"Where's your talent?"

"She's a little uncomfortable, so—"

Before Mama Wu finished speaking, Lu Shuyi had already walked over her, opened the curtain, looked at me leaning on the head of the bed, and said, "Who said that Yue Cai is uncomfortable and in good spirits." ”

I looked at them faintly.

If you want to ask them why they are here, what they are doing is no longer necessary, you don't necessarily need to offend anyone in the harem, as long as you are at the bottom, it is to give others enough reasons to step on it.

Seeing me sitting quietly at the head of the bed, with a bowl next to me, Zhu Wanyi walked over and took a look, and immediately screamed, "Hey, what is this?" ”

Lu Shuyi also walked up to take a look, and immediately covered her mouth and smiled: "I heard that this is rice soup, something that the poor drink." ”

As she spoke, she turned her head to look at me again and said, "What's wrong with Yue Cairen, didn't there be an imperial dining room to make supplements every day a while ago, why did you start drinking rice soup now, didn't the imperial dining room send some supplements?" ”

"Sister Shuyi, you are confused, now that the expensive things in the imperial dining room have been sent to Jingren Palace, where can you get someone else's turn."

"Oh, that's right, Xu Cairen is now the person on the tip of the emperor's heart, no, the emperor went to see her early in the morning."

"This kind of blessing is not envied by others."

Lu Shuyi said again: "However, don't be sad Yue Cairen, who let this child be reborn in this imperial city without luck." ”

Before she finished her words, a very deep and quiet voice suddenly came from the door.

"Being reborn in the Imperial City is not necessarily a blessing."

The two of them were originally proud, but when they heard this voice, they were stupid, and when they looked back, they saw a blue-gray figure slowly walking in at the door.

"The Queen Mother."

They both fell to their knees with a thud.

The figure who walked slowly turned out to be the queen mother, and I was a little stunned for a while - she had never been cultivating in the waterfront pagoda, and she hadn't even been able to invite her out when the emperor ascended the throne, so why would she leave the pagoda now and come to my Fangcao Hall in person?

Just thinking about it, Mama Gui had already helped her into the inner room, and Lu Shuyi's face became a little ugly, and she reluctantly smiled: "The Queen Mother is blessed with Jin'an." I wonder why the Queen Mother came here? ”

"I heard that something happened to Yue Cairen, and the mourning family came to take a look."

She said lightly, looking at them from the corner of her eye: "What are you doing again?" ”

"The concubines and others also came to visit Yue Cairen."

"Are you done?"

"I'm done."

"Now that I've finished reading it, I won't retreat."

“…… Be. ”

They kowtowed twice in a row, stood up and walked out in a gloomy manner, just walked to the door, the queen mother glanced at Gui Mama, and Gui Mama said: "The queen mother visited Yue Cairen, I like to be quiet, and you don't let irrelevant people come in in the future." ”

Shui Xiu and Xiao Yu immediately replied loudly: "The slave knows." ”

When the two women reached the door, they both tripped over the high threshold and stumbled away.

Shui Xiu and Xiaoyu held back a smile and hurriedly came over to greet the Queen Mother, but her old man was still faint, and only waved her hand to Mama Gui and said, "You all go down." ”

"Yes."

Mama Gui nodded, turned around and walked in front of Mama Wu, the two of them glanced at each other, but they didn't say anything, and walked out quietly.

As soon as they left, only me and the old lady were left in the house.

I didn't want to speak, and she wasn't a person of many words, the room immediately fell silent, she slowly walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, looked at me quietly for a while, and a trace of imperceptible sadness flashed in her eyes, which were always condensed with a layer of frost, and said, "Are you better?" ”

"Queen Mother, why are you here?"

Speaking of which, she and I are the only people in this harem who can get closer, but I don't think she will take the initiative to care about me, and if I am really wronged, I will not choose to cry in her arms.

She said indifferently: "Do you think that the mourning family is willing to take care of your affairs." ”

I was stunned and looked up at her.

She sighed softly again and said, "This child was not reincarnated in the imperial city, it may not be his blessing, if you are really smart, you should be able to think about it." ”

A sour feeling suddenly came to my heart.

Of course I know, and I have always told myself that I can think about it, even if this child is really born, it may not be happy, there is no one in the imperial city, and the prince of the heavenly family was born with a majestic crown and a brilliant python robe, but what is left besides these?

Nothing.

However, no matter how much I try to convince myself, this child is my flesh and blood after all, and it is my deepest expectation.

As soon as I thought of this, tears welled up in my dry eyes.

The Queen Mother looked at me, and was silent for a while, as if she wanted to say something and stopped, and after a while, she finally said slowly: "He, it's not easy either." ”

This sentence is very short, so short that I will miss it almost as soon as I lose my mind, I raised my teary eyes, but I couldn't see the expression of the Queen Mother at this moment - I always thought that she was indifferent to Pei Yuanhao, but how much family affection there was in this indifference was far from being clear to me as an outsider, just this sentence......

I shook my head softly, tears streaming down my face.

The Queen Mother didn't say anything more, reached out and pinched my cold fingers, and said, "You are injured, take care of yourself." ”

“……”

"I'll talk about the future."

The Queen Mother lowered her head, and inadvertently saw the bowl of rice soup placed next to the bed, and was suddenly stunned for a moment, the expression on her face became a little strange, staring at the bowl deadly, as if she wanted to stare the bowl out of a hole.

I was also a little stunned, and subconsciously asked, "Queen Mother, what's wrong with you?" ”