Yin Zibo walked to Ye Ling's side and looked at the words written by Ye Ling: If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan. Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable.

Yin Zibo looked at it over and over again: "The first sentence seems to have been heard often, Brother Ye, is this a Tang poem?"

Ye Ling slowly raised her head: "No, this is the word of Nalan Rongruo, a noble son of the Manchu Qing Dynasty, Nalan Rongruo is a character like Jia Baoyu, noble-born, talented, suave, and deep as the sea."

Ye Ling slowly picked up the piece of paper, pointed to the back chair beside her, and motioned for Yin Zibo to sit down: "There is an allusion in these sentences, an emperor of the Han Dynasty had a concubine named Ban Jieyu, Ban Jieyu is not only a big beauty but also a talented woman, once favored the Sixth Palace, but later the emperor empathized with the younger and more beautiful Zhao Feiyan sisters, and Ban Jieyu fell out of favor." After retiring to the cold palace, Ban Jieyu wrote a poem, comparing herself to a fan, always by the master's side in summer, and was abandoned in autumn. Since then, the autumn fan has been used as a metaphor for a forgotten lover. ”

Ye Ling gently brushed her handwriting with her fingers: "The first two sentences: If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan." Meaning: If life can always stay when you and I first meet, always stay in the spring flowers, no wind and frost, no separation, no change of heart and abandonment, how good it would be. The last two sentences: Waiting for leisure to change but the hearts of the people, but the way of the people's hearts is changeable. Meaning: You have changed your mind so easily now, but you still tell me with confidence that people's hearts are easy to change, and feelings will pass, isn't it natural and normal."

Ye Ling was speechless for a second or two, holding back the tears in her eyes. Yin Zibo looked at him with pity: "Hey, women are like this, especially beautiful women, there are too many men lining up, waiting for meatballs to fall from the sky with their mouths open." ”

Ye Ling was speechless, and after a few seconds, she said slowly: "When I first met her, she was still a female student, and I had been working for many years at that time, and my work was very tense and my private life was very debauched. ”

"Actually, I've always been a merry man, in college, I was a prodigal boy, I like to chase girls, including chasing blonde and blue-eyed girls in Beiyu. I've always gone to great lengths to find the most challenging prey, all kinds of pursuits and teases, and once I succeed, I'll drift away. I waved my sleeves and shook off a starlight, but I didn't take a cloud with me. I've taken pleasure in it, and I've had a lot of romantic debts, and I've lost count of the girls who have been pestering me, and the girls who have been looking for me to die and live. Among them, I will block the person who is messing around, and if she knows the interest and knows each other obediently, I will give her some sweetness when I have time. ”

"But after graduating, I didn't have this kind of leisure anymore, and all my time, energy and mind were devoted to my work. At that time, investment banking was still a new industry in China, and the problems to deal with were not only time-consuming and labor-intensive, but also unprecedented, and we had to figure it out on our own. The work gave me a great challenge and satisfaction, it took up all my body and mind, drained my brainpower, and I had to prepare for the sponsor exam at that time. At that time, the sponsor qualification certificate was probably the most valuable practice qualification certificate in the country, and the wages of workers in Beijing at that time did not exceed 500 months and January, and the sponsor could earn millions to millions of dollars a year, and it was completely legal. ”

"At that time, I was looking for a girl, just to vent my desires, to release mental pressure, relieve work anxiety, and meet ** needs. I don't have time for girls to talk to me, sweet talk, send flowers and pick gifts, I go straight to the topic, in the nervous and tired night, I specify in the KTV box as long as the most popular lady, I spend a lot of money, quick decision; in a little leisure night, I go to the bar, I only pick mature women, because the skirt is easy to lift, I only look for the most beautiful and sexiest stunner, singers, models, etc., eyes hooked, each other understands, immediately go to open a room. My time, my physical strength, my opportunities to have fun are so scarce, I can't waste it on romance. In those years, I don't know how many women I have been with, there must be dozens of them, I can't remember their looks and names, they are all phone numbers on my mobile phone, I can dial them when I have time. All I want is to vent my desires, and I can get it in the shortest possible time, I give money if they want money, I give sex if they want it, everyone takes what they need, no need to talk nonsense. ”

"After work, my girlfriends in college slowly and one after another, cut off contact with me, married one by one, and left only the only one, because the appearance, figure and temperament are average in all aspects, and they are not Beijing natives, their family background is ordinary, their work is ordinary, their income is ordinary, and they have not been able to find a more attractive boyfriend than me, so they have been maintained with me, and they have become my official girlfriend. She has one of the biggest advantages, she is very well-behaved, very forbearing, there are not famous little actors and models who like me, she wants to replace her as my girlfriend, call her, and ask her to break up with me, she only replied: Let Ye Ling tell me herself. This sentence will make her invincible forever, how can I let a stupid girl who hasn't even gone to college stand next to me, embarrass me with a mouth, and make trouble for me with jealousy, even if this girl has a face and an ass. Therefore, her position by my side is unshakable, and I will block all girls who dare to harass her. ”

"Five years have passed, my official girlfriend, while continuing to spend time with me, although I can't see each other for a month, while continuing to look for a marriage partner, she knows what kind of man I am, and knows that the possibility of marrying me is slim, but because of the existence of me as a reference, she can't look down on other men who may marry her. And just like that, the stalemate ended. She thought that if she had been well-behaved, not arguing, and patient and docile, I would marry her if I couldn't delay it. At that time, I did have that kind of thought, when I want to get married one day, and she is still there, then it doesn't hurt to marry her, but this day, which day, I don't bother to think about it. Anyway, if she can find another boyfriend, she can leave if she wants to, and she doesn't need to notify me. ”

"When I met Ling Ran, I was 26 years old that year, I should say that I was not too old, but I was a busy and debauched, ruthless and unrighteous man, I prostituted in a bar and had a formal girlfriend, I didn't want to get married, and I didn't have time to play love games, I had to pick and choose to find a woman to spend the night, I really didn't expect that I would fall in love with a female student. ”

"I met Ling Ran because of one of her college classmates, and the girl graduated and was assigned to my investment bank. That girl had some money in the family, so she came to pursue me. I was afraid of a schoolgirl like this, but she got entangled. Considering that I will be a colleague in the future, I can't be too blunt with her, so I can only grasp the proportion, keep my distance, and be polite to be distant. As a result, she threw a big feast, threw a birthday party, and showed off her capital to me. I couldn't help but give her face, so I had to socialize. ”

"That night, in fact, I still had work to do, I dealt with it casually, and was about to leave, when Ling Ran suddenly came in, young and beautiful, and radiant. Of course, beauty alone doesn't interest me much, I have nothing in the world, there are many beautiful women, but as soon as she sits down, she seduces me with her beautiful Dan fèng eyes. I was overjoyed and thought to myself, I'll soak her tonight, and it's not in vain. ”

"I went up and asked her to dance, took her to spin slowly, and whispered to her, she was a schoolgirl at the time, and she had never met a love veteran like me, and I was coaxed by me to find the north in a few words, but she was very smart, quick-witted, quick to react, and very knowledgeable. She wasn't the kind of girl who studied hard, but she was well-read, well-informed, and very aura, and in a few minutes she got used to the way I was talking and kept up with my beat. She was able to react to all my clever hints immediately, comprehend them exquisitely, and be amused by me to laugh, and she was able to deal with them, and she was witty and funny. I was very pleasantly surprised by this, because after I left college, I was either looking for a young lady or going to a bar, and the girls I met were all from humble backgrounds, with low education, brainless, uninformed, all kinds of slow reactions, all kinds of stubbornness, and they couldn't talk at all, let alone communicate. This collision of ideas is limited to the scope of work. ”

I teased her and told her that I was busy, that I was leaving, that I might never have the chance to meet again in the future, could you give me a kiss as a memento of tonight, she said yes, I smiled and said, I wanted not an ordinary kiss, a kiss like a dragonfly in the water, the kind that is only worthy of kissing, I want a tongue kiss, I want to kiss your soul to fly out of the sky, do you dare? She smiled and hooked me with her eyes, I don't dare, do you have the ability to do this, so I took her into the aisle outside the hall, and began all kinds of teasing, kissing, squeezing, rubbing, and within a few minutes she was flying for nine days, and her immature body was in full swing, wishing I could continue to go deeper. ”

"She was very enthusiastic, but obviously inexperienced, and she didn't know how to cater to me. I know she's not a virgin, but she's a simple girl who hasn't really tasted the taste. I don't want to play with such girls because they can't afford it, I don't want to get into trouble, and I can't get satisfaction from them myself. So I teased her for a while, and then said goodbye to her, I was going back to work overtime. She reluctantly asked me if I could pretend to be her boyfriend. ”

It turned out that she was breaking up with her ex-boyfriend at that time, her ex-boyfriend was a handsome guy, and then she found another girlfriend who was inferior to her in all aspects and wanted to break up with her. She couldn't get angry, so she had to find a man who was more handsome and chic than her ex-boyfriend to earn some face. I listened to it funny, but where do I have time to be this kind of living Lei Feng, so I deliberately said, "Yes, but what I lack most is time, you have to pay the price for me to come." I pulled out my business card and wrote the address of my home on the back. I said, "I have to rush the documents tonight and hand them in tomorrow." So I'm free tomorrow night, and if you come to my house and exchange one night for one day, I can pretend to be your boyfriend on your graduation day. After saying that, I immediately walked away, thinking that when she went back, her hormones would drop and her mind would be clear, so I didn't expect her to come. In fact, I forgot about her as soon as I got to the office, and she delayed me so much that night that I worked until 4 a.m. ”

"So at 8 p.m. the next night, she came to my house and knocked on the door. When I opened the door, I was very surprised, she was so well dressed that even her hair was freshly done. She tried to dress herself up in a modern way to suit my tastes. I was a little moved, so I showed her the various butterfly specimens I collected in college, and then took her downstairs for a snack, and after eating the snack, I wanted to put her in a taxi. She didn't dare to object, and looked at me pitifully. I knew she was eager to make physical contact with me, and I couldn't help but laugh, but thinking about how she could disappoint her when she came all the way and spent so much time dressing me up, I took her home again. ”

"She's very jerky, doesn't understand anything, has more than enthusiasm, and has no experience. I didn't want to ruin such a green apple-like girl, so I didn't even take off their clothes, just hugged and kissed. But she was so eager to dedicate herself to me, so eager that it made me feel guilty, and in order to satisfy her, I reached in and caressed her, and she was overwhelmed with surprise, it turned out that her ex-boyfriend was just as ignorant as she was. She was very uncomfortable, and tried to push me away several times, but I insisted, and within a few minutes, I used my fingertips to make her reach **. She cried excitedly, saying that she had only seen it in novels in the past, and she always thought it was made up, but today she found out that there really is. ”

"I promised her to go to her graduation ceremony and send her away. She is very smart and very good at figuring out the psychology of men. She took my finger in her mouth and asked me if I would have time to see her again in the next few days. It really tickled my heart. I was so impressed by her enthusiasm that I agreed to call her when I was free. I made a three-pact agreement with her: she can't call me on the phone, she can't come to me directly, she can't send me a text message or email or anything like that, because that will disrupt my work, and she can only wait for me to call her and come to see me at the agreed time and place. This is also my agreement with all the other girls, if you don't want to accept it, you don't have to accept it, and if you can't do it after accepting, you will directly block it. She promised that she would do it, so I promised to ask her out for two days as soon as I was free. ”

"Brother Ye, you are really less than a gold medal duck. Yin Zibo exclaimed, "If I want to get into bed with you, I have to wait in line for the flop." ”

"So what to do, one woman can handle ten men, and ten men can't handle one woman. Where can I get busy? Ye Ling was funny.

Ye Ling continued: "She's still a little girl, I can't treat her like those peripheral girls. In order to entertain her, to give her a decent night, to give her some good memories, it was not in vain that I got acquainted with each other, and I had to work overtime until late at night for several days in a row. That weekend when I finally finished my work, I called her, gave her imported chocolates, took her to a candlelit dinner at the revolving restaurant, and sang love songs on the piano for her. After dinner, I took her to the movies, to see the kind of small theater, "Lover" starring Leung Jiahui, about a 30-year-old Chinese man who meets a 16-year-old French girl, uncle and Lori, immoral passion. ”

"She'd seen the film, she had seen the uncut soundtrack in the university reference room, but when she watched it in the past, she obviously didn't understand the meaning of it, and she thought it was boring. I explained to her all the way about the eroticism and conquest implied at the beginning of the film, and the outbursts and satisfaction at the end. I took her to my lap and sat down and used my fingertips to make her ** again. But she said she wasn't enough, she wanted me. I disagree. When the movie was over, I wanted to send her away, but she laughed at me for not being able to take her to the next level. The wording is witty and funny, full of wit. Her immature little tricks and her coquettish appearance of forcibly pretending to be lewd make me think she is ridiculous and cute. ”

But she was really smart and very good at flirting with my **, so I took it home again, took off the two of them, and began to please her with the tip of my tongue. She was not fully developed at that time, but she was curvy, and her skin was white and tender. She is on the school aerobics team and has a very flexible body that stretches and bends in all directions. I was tempted and rubbed my hardness against her most sensitive, and she was so excited that she almost fainted. I refused to enter her body and released it myself. She cried and asked me why I didn't want her, and she was willing. I told her that I was a man, a playboy, and that a girl like her shouldn't fool around with me, it wouldn't do her any good. And she can't satisfy me, if I really go with her, I'll get tired of her once, or stay in this stage of teasing each other, so that everyone can have an aftertaste. ”

"When her graduation came, I put on my best suit and gave her face. She was very proud, took me around and showed me off, bragging that I was her boyfriend. Her ex-boyfriend really appeared, and after drinking too much, he came to break the news about the two of them, which made me very despised. I have been very cautious with the women I have had skin-to-skin relations with. I complimented them and confessed my affection, but never admitted that we had a relationship. A man can be amorous, but not lewd. This man is not in the stream at all, and he has such a handsome face. I expressed my arrogance to the mentally handicapped sports student, and then took Ling Ran away and made her arrogant. In fact, this matter is detrimental to her reputation, but she likes it, she has always been deviant, loves vanity, and swaggers. ”

"She insisted on going home with me, saying that she wanted to thank me and make a promise. I refused and told me that I was busy and couldn't play with her anymore. She also graduated, her student days are over, she can't be so willful anymore, she has to work steadily, climb up the power chain, and follow the rules of love and marriage. After all, she is a girl, and she is going to marry in the future, and she can't be mixed with a notorious man like me. ”

"Ling Ran refuses, she must go home with me, she must get me. Ling Ran said that the ability to crooked reasoning is very strong. She said that she is not a virgin, anyway, she is not a virgin, what is the difference between sleeping with one more man and sleeping with one less man, is it that if I am as guarded as jade, her hymen will grow? I said that it is different, she and her boyfriend are in love, love to Nong, natural occurrence, normal men can understand, but with me is a fool, there is a bad character, ordinary men have to weigh it. She was disdainful, saying that anyway, in China, if you have slept with a man unmarried, it is all right and wrong, what is the difference. But she didn't enjoy anything with her boyfriend, and what kind of love was so strong that it was just a blind paste. After she met me, she realized that her youth had been wasted, so she had to find some compensation for me, otherwise it would be too much of a loss. ”

Then she said that today I made a high-profile appearance as her boyfriend, and no one would think that we hadn't had a relationship yet, so wouldn't she be like Qingwen, who was accused of having a romantic affair in vain, but did not enjoy the pleasure of being romantic. She said that she wanted to die coolly, not unjustly. She said that since I had hinted in front of all her classmates that we were related, it was my duty to provide her with this service, otherwise I would not have been punishable ten times more for not selling alcohol under the guise of not selling alcohol, profiteers, and having to punish Rory ten times more. I like her smart and clever appearance, and I am also a little touched by her, seeing a girl so adoring and longing for herself, always makes men moved. ”

"She kept coming home with me and pestering her. We argued for a long time and she started striptease for me. She learned gymnastics from elementary school dance, and she was very sexy when she writhed, and I was also at the most impulsive age for men, and I wasn't a good bird in the first place, and I couldn't resist the temptation. I told her I could only give it to her once, and after tonight, I would delete her phone number and we would never be strangers. I'm a swinger, and I've had a reputation like rags, but she's a girl from a well-behaved family, and it's never a good thing to have a one-night stand with a playboy, and if she's smart, she should go now, and don't look back at me. ”

As a result, she replied arrogantly, I thought I was a green onion, I thought a one-night stand was to entertain me and hurt her, but in fact she was the one who enjoyed it for free. I thought she wouldn't forget me after the night, then I had to have the ability, maybe she kicked me under the bed. That's what she did when she was with her ex-boyfriend. ”

"I was so excited that I finally carried her to my bed. I really just want to do it with her once, so I want her to enjoy it and live up to her expectations for me. I delicately teased her, the moment I entered her body, I was suddenly speechless in surprise, an unprecedented feeling surrounded me, definitely not tight, moist and full can be described, but 100 wen he, like a qiang found his original suit, like a piece of clothing tailored for me, everywhere is tight, tightly sewn. I was amazed to find that I was connected to her nerve endings, I could feel her feelings, her breathing, her heartbeat, her every contraction. My slight twitch caused a storm in her. She cried with joy, saying that she was worth dying now. She didn't know, and I felt the same way. I was as surprised and panicked as a 16-year-old, and the sensitivity and satisfaction I had never experienced before swept over my heart, and all I could think of was the endless intimacy with her. ”

"It was a frenzied night and I used up all the condoms in the house. It was almost the whole night, and it was almost dawn that we ran out of energy and fell asleep in each other's arms. But at 7 a.m., the alarm clock woke me up and I had to get up and go to work. She was so sleepy that she couldn't open her eyes, so I asked her to continue to fall asleep and get up and wash herself. Reason came back to my head, I left her a note, pressed the key to the house, I told her to wake up and leave on her own, lock the door, and stuff the key under the door. I told her that last night was the first and last night, and that I don't know how many girls like her there are in my life, and I won't remember her name, so she did it to herself, for her own sake, don't come to me again, it's useless to look for me, but to humiliate herself. ”

"I know it's cold to her to write like that. I'm not like that to other women, I'm always polite, sweet-talking, and then I turn my back and disappear without a trace. I don't know why I treat her like this, in fact, when I write these words, I feel both pain and pleasure in my heart, and I am forcing myself to break off with her, because I am an irresponsible man, she is not deeply involved in the world, and it is just a one-night stand, and I can't really ruin her. ”

"But from the moment I left her, I began to miss her, everything around me was dulled in my senses, I was like a person sinking under the water, my voice smelled hot and cold, I felt out of order. The only thing on my mind was that I wanted to be intimate with her again, and after two days, I was a little free, and I worked overtime until 12 o'clock, and her figure jumped out and lingered in my mind, I desperately wanted to control myself, so I called other girls, but after two girls said they were not available, I couldn't control it and called her. I asked her if she would come if I gave her one more night, the last night, late at night. She said she wanted to, she would get up right now and call her, but begged me to wait a little longer because it was not convenient to find a taxi in the middle of the night. I said yes, but in fact, I didn't know until she arrived, she came late, not only to find a taxi, but also to get up and take a shower, dress up and put on makeup, and she wanted to appear in front of me in the most beautiful posture. ”

"The days that followed were completely out of control, I called her whenever I had time, and when I didn't have time I desperately squeezed out time to summon her, and I told her every time that it was the last time and that I would never see her again. She is always on call, whether it is a weekend or two o'clock in the morning, and she came much faster than the first time, I later learned that she was able to jump up at the first time in order to respond to my call, she was ready all the time, clothes, bags, cosmetics were taken care of in advance, put at hand, the mobile phone was fully charged at any time, and I slept with one ear, 24 hours on standby, waiting for my bell to ring. ”

"After a month or two, until one night, while I was at home to work, I couldn't help thinking about her, but I didn't have time that night, but I called her. I told her I might have to work all night, but I couldn't bear it, could she come over and let me plug in so I could calm down and get to work. ”

She got up at once and rushed over. But she jumped out of the taxi and walked from the entrance of the community to the staircase of my house when it suddenly rained. After only a few steps, her coat was soaked, her shoes were in stagnant water, and when she ran into my house, she was like a chicken in soup, her hair stuck to her face, and she shivered with cold. I quickly undressed her, wrapped her in a blanket, sent her to a hot bath, and then boiled her ginger soup. She came out of the shower to drink hot soup, I was there to pack her clothes and □□ shoes, I saw that the leather shoes were brand new big brands, costing hundreds of yuan a pair, equal to a month's salary of ordinary people, but they were all ruined, and I couldn't help but feel distressed. She said, "It doesn't matter, as long as you've seen it, it's worth it." Only then did I know that the price she paid to date me, her clothes, bags, shoes were the latest and the best, she did beauty, skin care and hair, just to make a perfect appearance in front of me for the last time. My heart hurts, how can I deserve this, she deserves this. ”

"That night, I was delayed because I had to take care of her, so I could only ask her to go to bed first, and then go to her after I finished a chapter. As a result, I sat down for more than an hour, and by the time I finished correcting the chapter, I suspected she had fallen asleep. I tiptoed into the bedroom to see her, but I didn't expect her to be awake all the time, waiting for me. I said, "I haven't finished my work yet, it's so late, you might as well go to bed first." She said: I would like to sleep with only body incense every night, waiting for your hot coming. I couldn't hold back my tears. ”

"I went to bed with her, and when it was over, I got up and continued to work overtime. But she got up too, put a cushion at my feet, sat down, and leaned on my lap. I asked her why she didn't go to sleep. She said that she cherished the time with me too much, didn't want to waste it, and it was good to be with me for a second longer. ”

"When I got to the ROI, I started to get irritable and impulsive again, but I didn't have time to sleep with her. I said I wanted some stimulation, and she climbed under the desk and sucked me. I was drawing the most complex curves above, and I was being stimulated the most intensely below, and I needed to concentrate in both places, and I suddenly couldn't take it anymore, and pulled her out from under the table and pressed her down on the desk. I was so crazy that I realized that her elbow was worn out by the tabletop. I was so distressed that I asked her why she didn't say anything, and she said she didn't want to distract me, she didn't want to distract me, she didn't want to distract me. ”

"There was a flash of lightning in my head, and suddenly I saw my own selfishness and meanness. I'm actually shamelessly plundering her, I enjoy her body, and I want her to be on call, and I want her to wait when I arrive, obviously venting my lust on her and making it look like a gift. I don't give her affection or money, in fact, I really have nothing to give her, I don't have feelings or promises, that's something I can't pay, money and material comforts, she is not a woman who comes out to sell, and it is an insult to give her. I can't repay everything she did for me. She waited tirelessly for my call, but she asked nothing for me. I was taking advantage of her youthful enthusiasm to shamelessly grab her. At that moment, I despised myself. ”

"I suddenly turned my face and I told her that she was disturbing my work here. She told me to be half-hearted and couldn't finish the work, so she had to leave for me, and leave immediately, not for a minute, and never come again. I told her to leave my house key. I took out her clothes and told her to put them on, but they were still wet. I had no choice but to take out my coat and put it on for her, and her shoes were wet, so I had to let her put them on. She got dressed, and I kicked her out, it was three o'clock in the middle of the night, and it had just rained, and I knew it was wet and cold outside, and she couldn't find a taxi, but I was ruthless and drove her away, and told her that I was tired of her and never wanted to see her again."

She was very stubborn, didn't say a word, gritted her teeth, tears rolled in her eyes, did not fall, carried her bag and wet clothes, and walked out. ”

"I didn't worry, and when she was gone, I secretly followed her out again, and followed her from a distance, until I saw the taxi she called, and then I came back. At this time, I realized how unsafe it was for her to fight in the middle of the night so often. Although we live in a downtown area, what should we do if we encounter a bad driver. I said to myself: Fortunately, this is all over, and she will not have to fight in the middle of the night in the future. ”