When I finished talking about everything, I didn't think I felt a little better. I didn't dare to tell anyone about it before, but now I say that the person in front of me has nothing to do with me, but I feel a little more relaxed when I say it.

After listening to what I said, he said to me, "I really didn't expect that there would be such people and things in our big city today." If you hadn't said it, I wouldn't have thought of it.

"Listening to his words, I was a little moved. It's just a few words, but it makes me feel that someone finally understands me, and finally someone knows that it's not my fault, all along, what I have suffered is not only brought to me by Zhang Xu, but also brought to me by the outside world, and even the judge and the police, they all believe what Zhang Xu said, after Zhang Xu hurt me again and again, they think that Zhang Xu is a victim, and I am not a weak person, I am a person with a bad conscience. Their verdicts are all in favor of Zhang Xu. Even the people at the police station are the same. , Zhang Xu beat me this time, and I was originally beaten very badly, but the policeman, the policeman, said that I was not a weak person, and what he said meant was that I wanted to talk about Zhang Xu, and he was very polite to Zhang Xu, but he slapped the table and glared at me. If they could have done me justice, maybe I wouldn't be where I am now, and what they've done has helped to fuel the fire.

"Thank you for believing what I say, all this time, no one believed me, they only listened to what Zhang Xu said."

"Of course I believe you, you don't have to lie to me. I think it's normal for you to be unable to think about it. I don't want to persuade you too much. I just want to ask you one question, and I hope you will give me an answer after serious consideration. ”

"What do you say?"

"I want to ask you, you have been hurt by him so much, do you want him to live well? Do you want him to get away with it? ”

"I certainly don't want him to be doing well, I want him to be punished. Originally, I had a lot of opportunities to let him go to prison, but because I had too many concerns, I didn't do that, and it had something to do with my character, even if I hated him so much that I wanted to kill him, but I couldn't do it. I know that his mother is as bad as him, but I still think about her age, if Zhang Xu is in prison, there will be no one to take care of her. ”

"Then let me ask you again, if you really commit suicide now, will Zhang Xu be sad?"

"I'm sure he's not just not sad, he's happy enough to set off some firecrackers to celebrate. All along, he thought that it was me who fought with him for the house, and those women left him. If I die, I won't have to go back there, I won't be in his way, and my son won't go to live in my house, and he won't want my house. He is the one who will benefit the most. Didn't he force me to divorce because of this house? If I die, he'll get his wish. ”

"In that case, you still kill yourself? Do you still have a sad face every day? I tell you, if you live well and live happier than him, that is the greatest punishment for him. Teacher Yu said to me.

I know that everything he says is right, and my heart is much better than when I came. I hesitated and said, "Actually, I understand some of the truth, but it's hard to do." In fact, every time I see them, I feel very uncomfortable, more disgusting than eating flies, but I still face them every day, Zhang Xu sometimes I can't see it, but I can see his mother every day. ”

"That's the problem of your mentality. To be honest, what you've been through is infuriating, but if you think about it, are you the most unfortunate person? There are more unfortunate people than you, do they all go to suicide, can suicide solve the problem? If your parents are still around, they don't want you to be so unhappy, and they don't want to see you give up your life. Besides, you still have a son, do you want him to become a motherless child early? After you're gone, no one but him will really miss you. Why do you do things that make your relatives hurt and your enemies happy? ”

The person across from me gave me a hard time trying to persuade me, and it really made me understand how stupid what I had done. But what I experienced was not only Zhang Xu, but also my father. What I couldn't accept even more was the death of my father. It's all these things that come together to make me what I am today.

But I didn't want to tell my father about it, I couldn't say it, I didn't understand why everything was happening to me.

After Mr. Yu finished speaking, looking at my expression, seeing that I wanted to speak and stopped, he did not speak, but waited there for me to speak, and I mustered up the courage to tell him about my father again and again, but in the end he still did not say it. I didn't say, and he didn't ask again.

Neither of us spoke, and after a long silence, he spoke to me first, "I believe that you should have something left unsaid, but I am not in a hurry, and you should not have any burden, and when you want to speak, come back to me to see if I can help you solve it." ”

I still didn't tell him about my father. I just asked him, "Teacher Yu, sometimes I wonder if I have done too many bad things in my previous life, which is why I have suffered so much in this life?" ”

"You didn't do anything bad, but you did it, I believe. The biggest reason for this result is your personality, because you are too soft-hearted, not only soft-hearted, but also indecisive. If you find out that your ex-husband is cheating and divorced when you are with him, you should immediately cut off all relations with him, because he can betray his wife who has lived together for more than 20 years and gave him children, how can he not betray you? ”

"I also thought about this, but at that time, I was already married and got my license, and I wanted to leave and was afraid that my father would be sad, so I thought that as long as I was good to him, he would not make the same mistake again in the future."

"So, you are too kind to think about how bad a person can be. Even if you know that he cheated and divorced, you want to forgive him, but when he was killed for the first time in domestic violence, you shouldn't forgive him. You forgive again and again, so that he can get an inch again and again. When you indulge the bad guys, you hurt yourself. Now that these are in the past, what you have to do now is to live well, I still say that, you have to live happily, he will be unhappy, this is the biggest revenge for him, if you still feel angry, you can also take appropriate revenge on him if the law allows, in fact, as a psychological counselor, I shouldn't say these words, but I listened to what you said, and I also hated people like him. ”

I didn't speak, and listened to him continue, "And you must change this soft-hearted character in the future, which will only cause you endless damage." Don't think that if you forgive others again and again, they will change for the better, or appreciate you, that's impossible. ”

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