People always grow up in loneliness, have the urge to cross the thunder, and have countless times to betray their own ideas, but they are always able to pull back from the precipice when they are within reach.

When the past scenes came to my mind, the dark night that I had once suffered alone came back to my mind. How many times have I dreamed of returning to the stream in front of the door, looking at the lights in the courtyard, it is always on, as if Ling Shan's figure appeared in front of me. Every time I wake up, I find that it is the same dream. It hasn't changed for many years. The letters of the past, every word and sentence are engraved in my heart, like the plot of many movies, and in the end they are all the same as a movie of their own.

At the beginning, I cherished goodbye, and the feelings I told were thick and thick. Zhizhi later said a few words, from lovesickness to resentment and resentment, resentment of the injustice of life brought about the separation of love. The taste of Ling Shan's sending people under the fence was buried deep in my heart, powerless to support the already broken heart and hollowed out body, and the difficult moment that I spent like a walking corpse.

The past is long, and the things are not the old. What kind of suffering do you have to go through to live up to this? Charming dimples always appear in casual thoughts. There really is no good or bad in loving someone, advantages or disadvantages, just simple possession and care is enough, but even so, it will be difficult to achieve your wish.

I don't know if Ling Shan will occasionally think of me when I miss her. Every gathering and dispersion in life is destined to be a front, there is no fair equivalence, there is always one person thinking more about one person, and one person thinking less about one person.

Whoever pays more will suffer more in the future, and those who pay less will always feel at ease. There is no one who will replace anyone, it is just a temporary empathy. People may only be able to face their own hearts, but they can't say it, because no one will empathize, if there is, then he must have experienced the same heartbreaking as you, this is the so-called life.

This place, which I have dreamed of for many years but never came to, is now at my feet, but the purpose is completely different. I remember a friend who said something we said while we were driving: a man is always hesitant and has no idea, and he will achieve nothing. He said it was what his father told him. Later, I thought about it and thought it was a truth, so I kept it in my heart.

Sometimes the stories that are casually talked about, some words are really worth remembering.

Ling Shan, what are you doing? I wanted to call her directly to tell her that I had come to Alxa, but I thought it was better to send a message and have a buffer and time to consider. Maybe it's not convenient to meet, so it's better! So this message was sent.

Well, it's okay to be at home after work! What are you doing?

Sent a location saying I'm here, I don't know if it's far from you?

Are you sure? Why are you here, aren't you teasing me! Ling Shan never thought that I would appear here, maybe Ling Shan had thought that one day, I would be able to go to her. After so many years, each other has experienced so many vicissitudes, and they are not in each other's lives, they have no intersection at all, and they are already strangers like relatives who have not had too much contact. But seeing my message, I was still touched and surprised.

Yes, I have something else to do. Are you free? Is it possible to meet in person? Now or anytime. quickly replied to Ling Shan's message. Remembering when we first met, Ling Shan said that it was impossible between us. I always say that nothing is impossible in this world. The result is really deceitful. All the possible and impossible. It's all possible. It is impossible to be together and end up together, but I am happy but forget that there is another possibility, that is, separation, and later it became possible. It seems that there really is nothing impossible.

After the end of the night, the street lamps on the side of the street opened their eyes. The bleak cold wind in front of the hotel carries a hint of desolation, and it is not only this autumn that has passed by, but also several years in the blink of an eye.

The mood of others is the most unbearable, every minute is long, but diligently and tirelessly. My heart was full of anxiety and panic. A meeting is like waiting for a thousand years, and I don't know if the next moment is a simple smile or a warm embrace. No matter how restrained you are, you will accept it calmly, and maybe the first glance at each other will change your original intention.

How many times have I dreamed back at midnight, looking at the window with lights on in the yard by the stream in front of the door. It's been decades late to come to a place where I dreamed, and I have a different taste in my heart.

Hi! A familiar voice pulled me back to the season I had once known. This was what Ling Shan called me, as if she had never used any other name or name.

Turning his head, he looked at Ling Shan. The chaotic mood that had been a minute earlier turned into a calm smile in an instant. When facing Ling Shan, she was always warm, and her longing really brought her too much. Feeling sorry for this little Ling Shan is not a pity of ill-fated fate, but a genuine concern for a person's heartfelt feelings. As long as a simple look at each other, you can resolve all the incomprehensible and unwilling complaints.

The moment I slowly opened my arms, Ling Shan walked over without hesitation and crashed directly into an embrace that I didn't dare to assume in anticipation. Ling Shan, I finally saw you again, you have been okay all these years! Only people who have been hesitant at night, lonely and helpless, have experienced unprecedented pain in their hearts, can they embrace each other so calmly. Those excited heartbeats have been accompanied by the stars hanging in the sky for many years.

The calm after the rough waves, although there are waves, has long been unfazed. All the preset scenarios are not used, only real eyes and hugs. Any language is redundant.

I didn't talk to Ling Shan about the purpose of this trip, I didn't meet what I was looking for, but there was the joy of a reunion and the unknown sourness rolling in my heart.

The all-night of telling each other about parting feelings is so short, sometimes joyful and sometimes tearful, it doesn't look like a former couple. Like old classmates who haven't seen each other for many years, old friends complain to each other. The resentment and sadness were left behind, and they really looked at each other's eyes, as if they had returned to that once innocent era.

The power of love is great, it makes you unable to see the truth of reality, and it also makes you understand that cherishing and companionship is the most important fact. Once something is lost, it really ceases to exist, and when she really appears in front of her again, she will still deliberately mess with her desires, because love never leaves.