333. [333] The Hometown (Asking for a Monthly Pass)

Si Jian Yu pursed his lips and stared at Guan Cancan fixedly.

"Yu, let me help you. Guan Cancan said, "I want to help you, I want you to be really happy." If there are some problems, but you choose to turn a blind eye and choose to escape, it does not mean that the problem has been solved, it still exists, and maybe one day when it erupts, it will become more strict. ”

Help him? Does she want to help him? He was a little stunned, but still didn't say anything.

Her hand gently clasped his hand, squeezing her fingers into his fingers, ten fingers interlocked, "Maybe I may not be able to help succeed, maybe it will take a long time for you to really erase that shadow, but I want to try it, and I want you to try it." ”

"Why...... Do you have to do these useless things?" he muttered, "Even if I really still have the shadow of the car accident in my heart, so what, after so many years, as long as I don't get close to that place, there will be nothing." ”

"If not, why has your insomnia gotten worse over the years?" she said, knowing that part of it was the reason why she had left him in the first place, and the other part was probably the shadow of the car accident that he had buried deep in his heart.

"What if in the end, what did you do, but it still didn't work in the slightest?" said in a hoarse voice.

"Then we can go and find another treatment, whatever it is, I will face it with you. Even if it is the shadow of your parents' car accident, I will face it with you. She replied, "I promised at the tombstones of your parents that I would make you happy." ”

His eyes sparkled, and her eyes were so determined that even if all her efforts would eventually come to naught, she still wanted to do it.

"Is it worth it?" he muttered, is it worth the effort to do something that many psychiatrists can't do?

"It's worth it!" she smiled, "because I love you!"

Yes, because I love him, I want to make him truly happy, I want him to get out of this shadow, and I want him to be truly happy in the future.

Si Jianyu looked at Guan Cancan quietly, and after a long time, he said in a low voice, "If you think it's worth it, then what do I have to be afraid of?"

The death of his parents, those 5 hours of fear, he thought he was fine, thought he had seen away, but he didn't expect that when the car just drove near the accident site, his body had instinctively resisted. The stiffness of the muscles, the churning of the blood, and the trance of his thoughts all seemed to make him return to the car accident again, as if the car accident of the year was still going on, and he never really left.

A few days later, Guan Cancan asked Kalona to take care of Xiaoxiao in the morning. Although Kalona knew about the marriage between Guan Cancan and Si Jianyu, when she really saw Cancan standing next to Si Jianyu, she couldn't help but speak.

When Si Jianyu was in Vienna, that cold and noble appearance was still deeply remembered for her, although this prince-like Oriental would outline a shallow smile on the corner of his lips, and he looked elegant. But that kind of alienation, the atmosphere of rejecting people thousands of miles away, has never been undisguised.

At that time, she had thought about what kind of woman would be qualified to stand by this man's side and let this man unload this coldness and alienation.

And now, there is an answer.

At this moment, looking at Si Jianyu again, the nobility is still the same, and the elegance is still the same, but the sense of alienation has faded a lot.

"Hello, this is our second time meeting, if it wasn't for you last time, I wouldn't have found Cancan so quickly. With an elegant smile on his face, Mitsumi held out his hand to Kalona.

"Ah, hello!" said Kalona, who quickly reached out and shook it back, thinking that she might consider keeping a record of not washing her hands for a day.

Thinking about the shocked and anxious expression on his face when he heard Chanchan's song playing in her MP3 at the last time at the banquet, Kalona was convinced that this man was truly in love with Chanchan, which is why there was such a big change.

"I'm so glad you can go back to Vienna again, you don't know, after Cancan left, I was a lot lonely. Kalona said excitedly.

Being able to see Guan Cancan and Si Jianyu appear together really surprised her, but she was also very happy. And when Xiaoxiao and Si Jianyu are together, they will feel more and more that the eyes of the two are really similar, completely like carved out of a mold, but the charm of the eyes is different.

"Speaking of which, the smile is really amazing, I can hug Mr. Si on the street at once, and shout Daddy!" To this day, remembering the video she saw on the Internet at that time, Kalona still talks about it with relish.

Who would have thought that Xiaoxiao would hug him like that, and the one who hugged him was the biological father of the little one.

"Because Aunt Kalona said that only people who look like smiling can call Daddy, Daddy's eyes are very similar to smiling!" exclaimed the little one at once.

Of course, if this theory is put in another way, as long as it looks like the little guy, the little guy will call Daddy.

Suddenly, Kalona smiled awkwardly, and quickly changed the topic to the little guy, saving the little guy from saying anything to betray himself, you know, at that time, she came up with this rhetoric in order to prevent the little guy from calling people around!

When Guan Cancan and Si Jianyu were about to leave first, the little guy was reluctant and writhed in Guan Cancan's arms, "Mommy wants to play with Daddy by herself?

Guan Cancan touched her daughter's head, "Be good today, listen to Aunt Kalona, you know? Mommy and Daddy are going to do something, not to play." ”

And Kalona on the side also quickly pretended to be pitiful and said, "Hey, don't you like to be with me?

The little guy seemed a little embarrassed at this time, and let Guan Cancan put her in Kalona's arms, and then put his arms around Kalona's neck and said coquettishly, "Xiaoxiao doesn't like to be with Kalona!

"I haven't heard Xiaoxiao play the piano to me for a long time!" said Kalona, "You see, I can't play the piano myself, and if I don't play it, then I won't have to listen to it." ”

The little guy was suddenly full of infinite sympathy for Kalona, and felt that he wanted to help Karona and let her listen to more good tunes, so he said to Karona, "Then laugh and laugh for a while, play a lot of tunes for Aunt Kalona!"

Then he turned his little head and said to Guan Cancan and Si Jianyu very "generously", "I will accompany Aunt Karona here, you have to come back and pick me up quickly!"

Guan Cancan smiled, and Si Jianyu bent down and said solemnly to his daughter, "Well, I will come back to pick you up." ”

It's like a guarantee.

When he walked out of Kalona's apartment and walked to the parked car, when he was about to open the driver's door, Guan Cancan said first, "I'll drive." ”

Si Jian Yuwei was stunned for a moment and looked at Guan Cancan.

Guan Cancan smiled slightly, "Don't worry, it'll be fine, with you sitting next to me, I will only be more careful when driving." She knew that not only his parents' car accident, but also her car accident back then, was a shadow for him.

It's just that the difference is that she is still alive, while his parents are already dead.

The car drove smoothly, and Guan Cancan knew the specific location of the car accident from Lu Lifang, plus she had lived in Vienna for five years and was very familiar with the terrain of the city, so she drove all the way through without any trouble.

The site of the car accident, a remote suburb of Vienna, although the scenery is beautiful, but usually few people go there deliberately, but in some tourist seasons, some foreign tourists will go there to enjoy the scenery.

Because of this, after the car accident was in the first place, it was only 5 hours later that someone found out and called the police.

As the car got closer and closer to the accident site, Guan Cancan also noticed that Si Jianyu's face was becoming more and more pale, and his eyes were looking straight ahead, and his whole body seemed to be tense.

The car stopped at the place where the incident occurred, there was no wreckage here, no bloodstains, and the surrounding scenery was beautiful. But she knew that this beautiful scenery at this moment was probably more like a hell in a nightmare for Yu.

Guan Cancan turned his head to look at Si Jianyu, who was sitting beside him, "Imperial ......"

As if he hadn't heard her, he just looked straight out the window, as if that day, the whole person was in a state of distraction.

Guan Cancan stretched out his hand and put it on the back of Si Jianyu's hand.

His hands were icy, even colder than they had been that day, and they were still shivering.

Guan Cancan bit his lip and held Si Jianyu's hand tightly. It was she who brought him back to the place that filled him with painful memories.

"Don't be afraid, I'll be with you. Guan Cancan said, the soft voice seemed to be the most gentle comfort.

He seemed to slowly come back to his senses and turned to look at her. Is it really necessary to get out of the car? Is it really necessary to see the place of the accident again, to recall the scene?

He knew that these shadows had always existed in the depths of his heart, and if he really came here, could he let this shadow dissipate?