"Didn't he think of helping you find a good internship?"

"I really didn't want him to help me find a unit at the time, and I never thought of asking him to help me when it came to work. But at that time, he said that when he was working in his senior year, he would ask his family to get me to the same city as him."

"You're both pretty much done planning for the future?"

"yes, especially in my junior and senior years, he spent a whole year of interning outside, and we only had a few opportunities to meet each other."

"Did you miss him then?"

"I think, I really want to, I was missing him on the college campus at that time, it seemed that everything was different, I was alone, although I was with a few girls in the dormitory, but I always felt that my life was not complete, at the beginning, I was constantly on the phone with him every day, but then his work seemed to be getting busier and busier, and there was less time to call, and sometimes it took days to reply to messages.

I was sensitive to the fact that he seemed to have changed a little, but he didn't tell me anything, and on Chinese New Year's Eve of his junior year that year, he ran from far away to the square in front of my house to arrange the sea of roses, which you have ever seen.

I missed him like the sea, and when I saw the rose kingdom he had built for me, I felt that it was worth all the wait."

"And then?"

"Later, in the summer vacation of my senior year, everyone else had found a job, and I also thought that Zhou Ye would help me find a good job, but I didn't expect that in the last semester, he basically didn't hear from me, and I didn't know where my job was, I had an offer from a trust company in my hand, but I had been hesitant because I wanted to be in a city with Zhou Ye.

I waited for him until the summer vacation, and the first thing he said to me when he came back was that we should break up."

"How did you feel?"

"I felt like a bolt from the blue at the time, I couldn't believe it, because Zhou Ye kept telling me that he would live and die with me, never give up, and always be together, and we were both already looking forward to a better future, but I didn't expect him to throw me from heaven to hell with a word."

"Didn't he say why?"

"He just said at the time that he was in love with another girl, that he was going to marry him, and that he had failed me and that he would make amends in the next life."

He left, leaving me alone on the empty campus.

"And then what did you do?"

"Then I started frantically searching the Internet for everything he was doing, and all his friends were all about."

"Did you find it?"

"I found some clues, and I wanted to call his friends to ask what was going on, but his friends were all confused, and then I realized that these people were all his friends, and none of them were my friends, and a few of my girlfriends were not in the same circle as them.

The craziest thing I ever did at that time was to look for Zhou Ye everywhere, but I didn't expect that he was not in this city at all, and I couldn't even inquire about his whereabouts now, and I called to find out that he had blocked me.

One of my best roommates also went back to school at this stall, because she knew I hadn't left yet, and sure enough, she saw me in the dorm room drunk and drunk."

She said to me at the time, "Xiao Ai, I knew you couldn't get over this hurdle. Don't be stupid anymore, he is just playing with you, and you can't get into their circle. Do you remember the Weibo you have been following before? Zhou Ye is married to her."

"I heard my roommate say this, a string in my head snapped, I quickly turned on the computer, logged in to Weibo with my trumpet, and sure enough, I saw that the girl posted a huge diamond ring, and the screen was full of happiness and sweetness.

And the next one is the girl running in front, holding another hand, and that hand Xu Xiaoai recognized at a glance as Zhou Ye's hand.

I trembled and read the girl's Weibo from top to bottom, I haven't paid attention to this girl for a long time, but I didn't expect that before I knew it, she actually stole Zhou Ye.

I read the earliest Weibo, when there are traces

waited, it was about the first semester of the senior year, and during that time, Zhou Ye was already interning outside, and the two rarely met.

But on that Chinese New Year's Eve, Zhou Ye also gave her a sea of roses, how could he pretend to be another girl in his heart and show so infatuation with her?

"Xiao Ai, you have to look away, this Zhou Ye didn't expect that he was so good to you, it turned out to be a scumbag!"

My roommate's words hit me like the last straw, and I was blinded and I slept in bed like a walking corpse.

"Xiao Ai, you must not have anything to do, this kind of scumbag is not worth your sadness for him, you sleep first, and forget about it after you are done."

My roommate left with that, leaving me alone in the room.

I took out two bottles of wine from my closet, which Zhou Ye had once placed here, saying that to celebrate the graduation of the two of them, they must have a good celebration.

These two bottles of sky-high Moutai were drunk by Xu Xiaoai, and when her roommate came back, she saw a mess.

"I was unconscious, and my roommate was shocked and rushed me to the hospital, where I was washed and hung with water, and I was discharged for three days and three nights."

At that time, my roommate was terrified and kept pulling the doctor to ask me if I was okay.

The doctor said that the body was fine, but the person did not want to wake up.

My roommate couldn't help it, he kept telling me to cheer me up, but I was as lifeless as a vegetative person until my roommate said: If you wake up, I'll let Zhou Ye come over to see you.

With these words, my fingers moved.

Later, at the strong request of his roommate, Zhou Ye finally came to see me, sat by my bedside, and left after less than a minute.

After Zhou Ye came, I finally woke up, and I vaguely saw the back of Zhou Ye leaving, and tears flowed all night."

"And then, are you back to normal?"

"No, for about a whole month later, I had a messy life, as if I always felt that Zhou Ye was by my side, followed by nightmares at night, and had the same dream for a month, one second Zhou Ye was still smiling at me, and the next second his face was suddenly full of blood, and then he disappeared out of thin air, and I tried everything to pull him back, but he couldn't come back."

"Did you go home then?"

"No, I didn't go home. I lived alone in the dormitory of the school, and my teacher and I applied to help organize the files, so I worked during the day and wandered alone in the empty campus at night, and I walked through every corner where Zhou Ye and I had walked.

Reminiscing about the past of the two of us, but nothing is real, no longer existing, as if it had never happened."

"You were really hurt so much at the time that you never vented it since?"

"I never vented it again, I kept all my sadness in my heart, and I was glad that I had a job offered by a trust company at that time.

It wasn't until the end of August that I finally went to the trust company to report for duty, which was the beginning of my new life.

Later, I put all my energy into my work, and I slowly became the person I am now."

"Then you never had any contact with him again?"

"There was no more contact until he came to our company's annual meeting. I was completely cut off from his circle, and everyone avoided me, except for some of the better roommates in college who were still in the same circle as me, and some became my best friends, but most of the people in his circle were too far away from me, and some even blocked me."

"Then you found that you gradually got used to the days without feelings, right?"

"Yes, without Zhou Ye's interruption, time is really a more magical thing, about a year later, I seem to have suddenly forgotten him one day.

I began to care about the people and things around me, and from that time on, my mind seemed to suddenly open up, especially in my work, and I slowly made some achievements, which greatly improved my self-confidence."

"I know

The crux of your problem lies in the fact that after being hit by this incident, you buried all the pain in your heart, did not break out, and did not have a process that allowed you to untie the knot, so when you met Zhou Ye again, all the pain and the beauty of the past were stimulated, and you are very uncomfortable and entangled now, you don't know whether you should return to his arms, or should you not let this pain repeat the same mistakes."

"I think Zhou Ye should have an explanation to let you understand that he was forced to do so at that time."

"Yes, he said that it was for his family, so he was forced to marry the daughter of the president of that bank, and he didn't love me, it was when he had to choose in life, he chose the family, because he felt that it was a responsibility on his shoulders."

"Then why would he regret it if he chose it?"

"He has no regrets. He felt that he had made the right choice at that time, but when his ex-wife died, he felt that he would come back to make amends to me."

"Okay, that's the most acute question, I want to ask you Xiao Ai, do you still need his compensation now?"

Xu Xiaoai hesitated, this has always been the crux of her lock, she covets the love and beauty that Zhou Ye brought her, but she hates the pain and struggle he once brought to her.

"Xiao Ai, since you have been able to calmly tell the past between you and him, then I think you can have an objective evaluation, do you think you are really suitable for him?"

Xu Xiaoai took a deep breath: "Yes, through the communication with you, I also gradually realized that in fact, I and him are people in two circles, I will never be able to integrate into his circle, and he will not sink into my circle, and now he is still the president of a high-ranking bank, and I am just a financial female migrant worker in a small trust company."

"Yes, the identities of the two of you have not been reversed, he is back to that kind of superiority again, and do you think you can be worthy of him now?"

This sentence Chu Yu said was a bit poisonous, Xu Xiaoai's heart was also a little blocked, she was not confident before, she felt that she was not worthy of Zhou Ye, and now that the aura of the governor is still floating above Zhou Ye's head, she still feels that she is not worthy of him.

"But he said he liked me, can't I try again?" Xu Xiaoai struggled to say this.

Chu Yu's heart tightened violently, what he was most afraid of was that Xu Xiaoai would make such a decision: "Xiao Ai, he can abandon you once, and he is very likely to abandon you for the sake of his career and his future path for the second time, you are not the most important one, can you think clearly in your heart?"