The bohemianism of my youth has allowed me to accumulate a lot of ability to behave in the world and talk and laugh, so that I can calmly face this date with Yezi.

We didn't talk as much as we did on the phone, we mostly looked at each other and smiled. But it's the kind of atmosphere that doesn't make people feel embarrassed even if they are silent for a while.

I would ask her if the time you didn't talk would make you feel embarrassed or embarrassed. Ye Zi said no, people don't talk for the most time, and your gentleness is the same as the voice on the phone, which is reassuring.

Those who speak faster or laugh out loud when they feel awkward will appear a little clumsy. "But I think those people are cute, because they want to relate to each other a little bit faster.

Connecting with people is something I'm not good at, and sometimes I look up to things I'm not good at, but I'm also afraid of them.

I didn't pay much attention to this encounter, and even felt a little disappointed when I saw that there was a certain gap between the leaves and the photos.

All of this was overshadowed by my cunning gentleness. Ye Zi seemed to be very happy with this date, and immediately urged me to meet me next time.

After several frequent meetings with Yezi, she offered to build a relationship with me. She choked up quietly: Is it that I haven't said it all the time, and we have always had an ambiguous relationship? "I was overwhelmed by this sudden attack, and I was very resistant to being approached.

In my opinion, the root of all human suffering is the connection and connection with others. Because as long as there is a connection, all kinds of emotions and emotions will be derived, and then you will be tormented by those emotions.

But as long as you live in the world, this kind of thing cannot be avoided. Maybe I was used to her sudden visit, or maybe it was so ambiguous that I agreed by magic.

I paved the way for myself, thinking that as long as there was no emotional change, I could easily cut off the relationship.

。 I began to slowly be impressed by the gentleness of the leaves, and whenever the leaves said that I was gentle, I said that you are also gentle.

I am the gentleness that has been tortured by the world, and you are the gentleness created by the good growth environment. Ye Zi will smile and say: Actually, it's just a caution about the person you like, and I want you to look at me more. "She made me look at her more, even a little crazy, and I couldn't resist it, just as I couldn't resist her tenderness.

I seem to be able to face life and look forward to the future, I hope this is not my delusion and a temporary thought.

People often tell me not to think and to act. So far, I can't listen to anyone's big truths and chicken soup, and it's stupid to act without thinking and imagination.

In the eyes of others, I was just an able-bodied person with no cold or fever, but I could only lay waste in bed.

In my opinion, it is pitiful and sad to stop thinking about art, lose imagination, and only drink water and eat at work and after work.

It took me a long time to come to terms with my decadence, and it made me feel like I had reached another stage.

But the sudden appearance of the leaves made me want to fall into the world for her, saying that for her would make me seem great, maybe it was just really to the stage of going back to the road, I didn't have the courage and confidence to do it, but I had the determination to fall into the world again.