I started with the little things and found them beautiful, but only when I was with the leaves, and when I was alone, I became a slacker who couldn't move.

Ye Zi lives in her own home, and accordingly she will have her own study and life, and the frequency of meeting is not as frequent as at the beginning.

If people don't pay attention, they will have expectations for people and things, and then they will be bruised by those expectations.

I began to look forward to every meeting with Yezi, but whether it was the decrease in the frequency of meetings, or the fact that she was seriously busy with life and had no time, it would make me very uncomfortable.

We sometimes call when we can't see each other, and the philosophy of life gradually becomes full of life, and she will say that she is tired after four classes today, and she has a part-time job on a cloudy day, and she will go on a trip with her family next week.

Then I was embarrassed a little when I immediately asked what I was doing today, even though she was innocent and cute.

This only brings out my humility even more. I will calmly and calmly say what I ate today, where I went for a walk, and played games.

Speak of these things as very hard and great things. Ye Zi would still enthusiastically praise me for being amazing, and at the end of the phone call, he would say that he missed me very much, and that he was about to see you, and so on, and I rekindled my hope for life, and disappeared after hanging up the phone.

When I came to feel that I liked Ye a little more than she liked me, my useless self-esteem began to play a role, and I would suddenly stop when I couldn't help but be nice to her, and use those so-called accumulated love skills to make myself look less pitiful.

But every time Ye Zi is gentle, she will be very grateful and happy for my kindness, and she will release all her enthusiasm for my casual appearance and reserved indifference.

。 Ye Zi will also have times of uneasiness, and will ask me like countless ordinary little girls: Do you still like me? "At this time, I will be very happy, even if I don't look at him, I drag my heavy body like a scoundrel, but I look at the moon and hold back a sentence: I like it." The joy in my heart was about to make me laugh, and I quickly took this opportunity to ask her: Does Yezi like me? "She'll look me in the eye and say seriously, "Maybe I like it more than you think." This is the moment when I want to leave my body behind

"Disease" to love her well, the kind regardless of the consequences. I accepted both the joy and happiness that the leaves brought me, and the fact that I could treat her wholeheartedly.

At some point, it will become almost carried away, and this will be the beginning of an abyss, which I should have expected a long time ago.

But I will be immersed in the beauty of the moment and unable to extricate myself, as long as I get through this day safely, the cloudy day will also be an ordinary and ordinary day, there will be no accidents, and I will be able to see the leaves soon, that day will become a happy day, I often numb myself like this.