They've had all sorts of sweet times.

In the car, in the room, in the corner of the alley where no one is, etc., there are kisses in any situation, and they are all full of love and affection.

This kiss, but nothing.

It's more like they are enemies of each other, and they both hate each other.

At the end of a kiss, the breath of both people was messed up, his chest rose and fell violently, his breathing was heavy, intertwined, he did not let go of her, but hugged her tightly, she did not struggle, but her body had already repelled him, she was stiff, and she didn't want to be held by him like this.

There was no light on in the room, and they couldn't see each other's expressions or eyes.

Obviously, they are all familiar, whether it is physical or mental, but this will seem to be a huge gap between the two of them, and no one can cross it.

Not only was her body stiff, but her limbs were even colder, and she didn't have any temperature at all.

On such a cold day, the room was not heated, she still sat on the floor I don't know how long, after she had a miscarriage, her physique was very poor, and she was easy to get sick, so Sheng Huai Eucalyptus carried her to bed.

His gaze adjusted to the dark room, and the moment he carried her to bed, he saw the deep despair in her eyes.

"I don't want to do it with you." Her voice trembled and she finally spoke.

"What kind of beast do you think I am?" When, how could he have that kind of mind.

"I don't know." Her voice was clearly tempered.

"Who am I, don't you know? All this time of getting along was in vain? Sheng Huaiyu was also a little angry in his heart, he didn't understand her heart, why she didn't understand.

This topic has been talked about between the two of them, but why, she still doesn't understand his heart.

He just stopped her for a moment, and she pushed him away?

Push it away again?

Is there such a little trust between them, and there is no such affection?

Jiang Shuyu said lightly: "I really don't understand, I don't know." ”

"You're going to me off!" Sheng Huai said this, but he still pulled the quilt to wrap her, and he also got into the quilt and hugged her tightly, wanting to warm her body.

Jiang Shuyu chose to shut up and said nothing.

After that, no matter what Sheng Huaiyu said, she didn't speak.

This forced Sheng Huaiyu to be anxious, but he couldn't do it, so he grabbed her shoulder and kissed her on the lips.

Even if it hurts, it hurts together!

He'd rather she vent it all than hide it and not say anything!

All night, neither of them closed their eyes.

Early in the morning, Sheng Huaiyu took Jiang Shuyu to the hospital, she was uncomfortable, retching vigorously, but she couldn't vomit anything, he didn't dare to slack off, and quickly took her to the hospital.

Jiang Shuyu's face was as white as paper, her hair was also messy, she didn't dress up, she didn't have the heart to dress up, she even wore Sheng Huai's coat, her pale face was lined even smaller, of course, her spirit was also very poor.

Early in the morning, the hospital had not yet worked, Sheng Huaiyu had been on the phone, as if she was in contact, Jiang Shuyu was sitting in the car, still retching, as if a gust of wind could blow her down.

Sheng Huaiyu made several phone calls and took her out of the car again to the hospital.

Soon the doctor came, and he knew Sheng Huaiyu, and Sheng Huaiyu also called him uncle.

"She started retching all the time last night, I don't know if she's pregnant." Sheng Huai said.

Jiang Shuyu finally reacted, and said with a calm face: "Impossible." ”

They have always had measures, and he was afraid of accidents, so he had inspection measures every time.

She was well aware of her situation, which could not have been.

And this is not the time to get pregnant.

Nothing is right.

Sheng Huaiyu softened his attitude and said to her: "Check first, what's wrong with you." ”

"I don't want to check." She was resistant, obviously.

"Be obedient, check it." Sheng Huai coaxed her in front of the doctor.

The doctor happily: "Huai Yu, this is your daughter-in-law, when did you get married, I haven't heard of it." ”

"It's been a while." Sheng Huaiyu didn't say much, "Check her first, it's troublesome, doctor." ”

"It's okay, come on, I'll check on her."

Jiang Shuyu grabbed his trouser legs with both hands, trying his best to hide his emotions, and he was so panicked that he couldn't do it, in fact.

What if it's really impossible?

What was she going to do?

……

In the end, the result of the examination was not pregnant, and she was relieved and relieved.

Sheng Huaiyu looked at her reaction and said: "If there is, then give birth, you don't have to go to work and raise it at home." ”

"Do you think it's still possible for me to have a baby with you?" Jiang Shuyu was cold, with mockery in his eyes.

"If you don't want to, then you won't be born for the time being." Sheng Huaiyu didn't mind, and touched her cheek, gently, very gently.

After seeing the doctor, I went back.

Jiang Shuyu was still retching on the way back, as if he was going to vomit out the stomach acid.

Sheng Huaiyu hurriedly stepped on the accelerator and took her home.

When he got home, Jiang Shuyu went to the bathroom and vomited, and closed the door of the bathroom, not wanting him to come in.

"Shu Yu, you open the door, take the medicine first, and you won't feel uncomfortable after taking it."

Sheng Huai Yu stood at the door, knocking on the door.

Jiang Shuyu didn't have time to deal with it, she vomited a lot, and her face was as white as paper.

After a long time, she didn't open the door, and she didn't pay attention to Sheng Huai Eucalyptus outside the bathroom.

"Shu Yu, open the door."

Jiang Shuyu said lightly after a long time: "I want to see my parents." ”

"Okay."

……

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother were buried together, she was too young, she didn't have money to buy a cemetery, and she didn't have money to do any funeral, so she borrowed money from her aunt's family and buried her in a hurry.

I've been doing a lot lately, and I've been in Ilha Verde, so I haven't come back to see them.

The sky was clear in the morning, but it started to rain in the afternoon, and the sky was overcast.

Just like her mood.

Sheng Huaiyu is not the first time to come, and he has been here when he got the marriage certificate.

Jiang Shuyu put the flowers in front of her parents' tombstones, her eyes were red, her heart was extremely remorseful, and her internal organs were full of colic.

She silently thought in her heart: I'm sorry, I came to admit my mistake, Mom and Dad......

You blame me, you can scold me, it's me who is not good, I am selfish, and I want to live with the enemy's son for a long time......

……

The air pressure around her was low and gloomy, Sheng Huai Yu saw it in his eyes, he could feel it, some pain, he felt it.

He knelt down on one knee, beside her, and said, "Mom and Dad, I will take care of her, don't worry, I will do my best to take care of her." ”

She didn't have any emotion, she didn't hear it, she didn't care, so it didn't matter.

The last time Sheng Huaiyu accompanied her, she promised her parents that she would take good care of her and love her with her own life.

These words are vivid in my mind.

But it made her feel full of sarcasm.

It's really ridiculous.

She said directly: "Sheng Huaiyu, there is no need for this. ”

This is tantamount to saying that he doesn't have to pretend.

Sheng Huai couldn't hear it.