Chapter 256: You Still Love Me!
"I did think about revenge before, but I know, I can't play with you, I can't play with you, don't worry, I won't be so stupid, I'm just like this, I can't be the same as my dad."
She frowned, her little face was about to wrinkle, and she endured her grief, "But your mother shouldn't be able to threaten me, I married you, no matter what, it's your wife, blame my dad for being too unlucky." ”
Her words, every word, every stroke were tingling.
It's harsh.
Sheng Huaiyu couldn't hear what she was saying.
grabbed and stabbed him deliberately, which also made her uncomfortable.
The point, he had nothing to refute.
I should have said it, but I couldn't say anything.
Jiang Shuyu kowtowed to his parents' tombstones, taking it seriously, no matter how recklessly he could, he couldn't hide the despair and gloom in his eyes.
The emaciated body trembled slightly in the breeze and drizzle.
Sheng Huaiyu was distressed to death, but he really couldn't say anything.
He said: "Shu Yu, no matter what you say, I love you, what my mother did, I can't deny it, it's my fault, but I love you, I know all these things, I want to be with you." ”
The wind ruffled the hair on her cheeks.
She felt as if her heart was going to stop beating and that she was going to die.
"But I don't want to."
Standing in front of her parents' tombstones, she wanted to make her words clear.
"Sheng Huaiyu, I haven't had a day like this, I want to face this relationship with you, otherwise, forget it, I can't continue to be with you calmly."
"Your parents' attitude is also very clear, and they make it very clear, a twisted melon is not sweet, and a marriage that is not blessed will not be happy."
"You see, our first child didn't survive, maybe it's retribution."
Sheng Huaiyu slowed down for a while before digesting what she said, and his voice was hoarse and hoarse: "You are in a bad mood now, I won't care what you say, wait for you to calm down, and we will talk again." ”
Jiang Shuyu didn't speak.
……
On the way back, Jiang Shuyu was retching again, and she didn't take the medicine, so she parked the car on the side of the road, took out the medicine she had with her, and fed her in person.
She frowned, disgusted, and ate it.
Sheng Huai ignored her disgust, and kissed her on the cheek, very affectionately, "Don't get along with your body, baby, okay." ”
"Thank you for your concern." She changed her tone again, probably finding that cynicism was useless, and deliberately said politely.
Sheng Huaiyu held his breath.
……
This year has been restless.
And Jiang Shuyu really thought about separating.
This situation cannot continue to be together.
Unless she's really heartless.
Or amnesia.
It's just a question of how to speak.
Jiang Shuyu really started to think about it, very seriously, and he had thought about it before, but he was not as firm as this time.
But Sheng Huai Eucalyptus may not be so easy to speak.
His attitude is very clear, saying that if he will not divorce, he will not divorce.
……
Even my grandmother saw that there was a problem between the two of them, and my grandmother asked Sheng Huai Yu what was going on, and Sheng Huai Yan naturally said that it was okay.
But I can't hide it from my grandmother.
"Did you piss her off, or is it your mother's fault?"
"Don't worry, grandma, I'll take care of it, I'll coax her." Sheng Huai assured.
Time heals everything, and he will coax her.
He has this self-confidence.
Because she has him in her heart, and she loves him.
He has this self-confidence.
Grandma didn't ask, and said: "You look at it yourself, timely communication is the most important, what is there to say, the couple did not have an overnight feud." ”
……
After staying in Wubai for a few days, Sheng Huaiyu took Jiang Shuyu back to Qingzhou.
On the first day of returning to Qingzhou, Jiang Shuyu told him directly: "I think we have to be calm and calm, and seriously think about whether this relationship can continue." ”
"I can continue." Sheng Huai didn't think about it, and said it directly.
This is also the first thing Jiang Shuyu said to him in the past few days.
Sheng Huai pinched his eyebrows and was prepared.
His answer was also expected by her.
"But what to do, when I look at you, I will think of those things, all things ......" Jiang Shuyu said, his eyes were red and red, and his tone was aggrieved and sour.
"I know I can't change the status quo, you can ask me for anything."
"So you want to gag me with money? It's a good idea, I do lack money, and I don't have any money as you, but I don't want it. Jiang Shuyu smiled indifferently and looked at him directly.
She is actually very reluctant in her heart, she loves him so much, and loves love.
But......
There are too many......
Sheng Huaiyu laughed at himself: "If you were so good at blocking it, I wouldn't be so distressed." ”
Jiang Shuyu didn't speak.
Assume you didn't hear it.
Sheng Huaiyu knew that she was very hard, and if this incident was his experience, he would be as painful and helpless as her.
Jiang Shuyu raised his head and forced back his tears, "Think about it, it's impossible for me to get along with you, Sheng Huaiyu, let's forget it." ”
Forget it.
These three words are very heavy and cruel.
Sheng Huaiyu didn't want to listen to her anymore, so she simply kissed her lips and kissed for a while, she didn't resist, knowing that she couldn't resist, she simply didn't give any reaction.
You may be able to control your mind, but you can't control your body.
"Sheng Huaiyu, do you want to be the same as before, semi-forcing me?"
As before, whenever she said no and resisted, he would force her with means, half-pushing.
She didn't have a choice.
The initiative is not with her, it has always been in his hands.
The two of them were unequal from the beginning.
It's just that sweet feelings can mask a lot of problems.
If there is no love, or one party does not want to continue, then all the problems will be exposed.
That's how the two of them are now.
"You have feelings and responses for me, and you still love me, Shu Yu." Sheng Huai's aura was very coarse, and it sprayed heavily on her face.
Jiang Shuyu pinched his eyebrows, stepped back, and pulled away from the state, in a very bad state: "What I said is true, no matter what my body reacts to, it is a normal reaction, and if you are someone else, it will be like this." ”
It's damn familiar.
That's what she's said before.
It's not him, it's going to be another man.
So it's all the same for her.
Of course, it sounded unpleasant, but in fact, he was in a state of distress right now.
Jiang Shuyu also smiled at him: "I love you, but I can't forget what your mother did." You also heard it, she did it on purpose, she is the murderer, even if you don't recognize her, you can't change the blood relationship, and I can't continue to live with you. ”
"Jiang Shuyu!" He was completely panicked, and the feeling of losing her was surging in his heart, which was getting stronger and stronger, and his heart was empty, about to be empty.
"If you don't think about it, I don't want to do anything."