I have seen the most affectionate faces and the softest smiles of each other, so that we can love while walking in this cold world. And the division and integration between lovers are all after cherishing and possessing for a short time, each of them re-insists on their past selves, does not give in to each other, and repeats the mistakes of the past.

It's been almost two weeks since school started, and there is still no news from Liu Yun, Xiao Yi wondered what was going on? No matter where you go, you have to have a message, right?

One afternoon, Liu Yun's letter arrived, and Xiao Yi couldn't wait to open it:

...... The last time we met, you said that I became good to you, I was so sad, I wanted to make up for the debt I owed you before, we used to love each other so much, you have always been the person I love the most, after you left sadly and angrily that year, I didn't feel heartache, I didn't want to go to you, but I was not qualified, I was not a perfect woman...... If it weren't for this, I would be desperate to grab and get back the people who belong to me...... In the end, he said that he was in Jinan, be an ordinary friend, and if there is an afterlife, the two will continue their relationship.

Xiao Yi wanted to cry without tears, and a heavy hammer slammed into his heart...... All the plots and words that the two of them were together went through in Xiao Yi's mind, and some of the specious words that Liu Yun had said now finally understood what they meant, with the feelings between the two, it was impossible for Xiao Yi to agree to break up, but how could he accept it at this moment? Where will the two go from here? Sleepless night!

When the morning was just dawning, Xiao Yi was lying on the railing of the balcony, and the plot in the movie "Genghis Khan" came to mind, Genghis Khan's sweetheart was snatched away and gave birth to a child, he still took them back regardless of his previous suspicions, and regarded Jochi as his own. As a man, he should be more open-minded, and he decided to go to her as soon as possible.

skipped class in the morning, Xiao Yi quickly found Liu Yun according to the address on the letter, she saw him coming, lowered her head and didn't speak, Xiao Yi stroked her hair and said a few times that it was okay, and went back to her place together.

When he arrived at home, Liu Yun cheered up and said, "I'll introduce you to another good one." ”

Xiao Yi said unhappily: "No, don't talk nonsense." ”

Liu Yun said: "Really, I don't talk nonsense. ”

"Don't say it, no" Xiao Yi hugged her after speaking, sealed her mouth with his mouth, kissed her deeply, kissed her with a kiss, picked her up, put her on the bed in the inner room, and was about to undress. Liu Yun grabbed his clothes and said anxiously No, no, no, where is Xiao Yi willing to let go, he continued while kissing like crazy, where does he care a lot now, he wants to vent, for love, for depression, for anger, for the ...... that should belong to him Liu Yun struggled, and finally cried aggrievedly, Xiao Yi instantly sobered up a lot, hurriedly stopped, kissed her tears, and said continuously, "Don't cry, baby, it's all my ......"

Maybe it was Xiao Yi's impulse that caught Liu Yun off guard for a while, maybe she suddenly figured it out, and when Xiao Yi came to her again the next afternoon, Liu Yun let go of her reserve, and even took some initiative, and the two were really together......

The next period of time is the best time for them to be together, there is no obstruction from outsiders, no constraints on campus, no pressure to go on to higher education, the two of them no longer have to hide, they are really like a pair of lovers unrestrained together, they go to the road together, take the bus together, as if they are back to the carefree boyhood, but Xiao Yi was a poor student at that time, and there was no extra money to invite Liu Yun to eat and buy her gifts, Liu Yun never cared about these, and the two were happy together.

Later, Liu Yun found a job, and Xiao Yi basically went over every day to wait for her to get off work, and they always chatted for a while before going back. When they were together, Liu Yun imagined a good life: "I will now give a salary of 300 yuan during the probation period, 100 for my mother, 100 for you, and 100 for myself."

Xiao Yi's heart was happy, Liu Yunneng was already satisfied when he thought about him, he was a big man, how could he spend her money, and said with a smile: "I don't need it, you keep the flowers!" ”

The two often joke together, the weather is getting colder, and the body is prone to static electricity, Xiao Yi touched Liu Yun's face, the two were electrified, and then touched and electrocuted, Liu Yun didn't let him touch it, Xiao Yi smiled evilly and said I don't know if I will be electrocuted if I kiss it? Liu Yun said he didn't know, lowered his head, didn't speak, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, of course Xiao Yi understood, and leaned in to kiss it, and the two kissed passionately under the street lamp......

After a while, Xiao Yi said again: "You see there's a bathing place over there, let's go take a mandarin duck bath, right?" ”

"Mandarin duck bath? What about mandarin duck hot pot? Think beautifully! Liu Yun gave him a blank look, pretending to be mischievous, and both of them laughed happily.

Sometimes Liu Yun will also say: "When you graduate and go back to our county, become a small civil servant, it will only be four or five hundred yuan a month, how can you support me?" ”

Xiao Yi couldn't hear that Liu Yun was teasing him, he didn't speak, and fell into deep thought: That's true, how can her own salary make her live a good life?

Good days make people happy, but after a long time, the unhappiness that is pressed in the bottom of the heart will also be inadvertently revealed......

One day, Xiao Yi went to wait for Liu Yun to get off work a little early, he wanted to go over to see her when he was idle, he stood at the door, Liu Yun noticed it, looked up at him, didn't smile or say hello, and then drove away. This glance made Xiao Yi hypocritical, evoking the memory of the glance he was glanced at when he was in the fourth middle school, and instantly felt uncomfortable, and the unbearable past came to his heart...... After a while, Liu Yun walked out, just smiled and said hello to him, and found that the mood was wrong, Liu Yun asked him what was wrong, he said it was okay, but the words were cold, Liu Yun thought it was Xiao Yi's nostalgia for her past, sighed, and said I knew that there would be such a day, the two sat coldly for a while, and Liu Yun left when the bus came. In fact, the two of them don't think the same thing at all, but they are like this, they are not good at communication, and if they don't understand things, it is easy to lead to misunderstandings.

After a few days, Xiao Yi felt that he was making a big fuss at the time and shouldn't have that attitude, so he went directly to Sister Liu Yun's house to find her. I don't know if it's because Liu Yun hasn't lost his anger yet, or if he thinks that Xiao Yi is too reckless to come directly to her sister's house, Liu Yun didn't even look at Xiao Yi, and said forcefully Let's go out and talk about it.

The two came to the community, and before Xiao Yi could apologize, Liu Yun said, "Disperse, let's break up!" You don't have to be so uncomfortable. ”

Xiao Yi thought she was angry, so he said, "No, I was not angry that day and had a bad attitude......

Before he finished speaking, Liu Yun said: "No need to explain, I understand", and then calmed down and said: "Sooner or later, there will be such a day, let's disperse"

Xiao Yi still felt that she was angry, a little anxious, and wanted to hug her and coax her, Liu Yun broke free, hugged and broke free, and finally Xiao Yi was a little annoyed, and thought of an idea in a hurry: "Let me ask you a word, am I your first love?" Xiao Yi thought that she would definitely answer yes, so she could start from this and get closer to the common topic.

But what he didn't expect was that Liu Yun shook his head. Xiao Yi felt a heartache, and suddenly stopped, if Liu Yun had lost him before, and hurt him again in the fourth middle school, then this initial feeling was his obsession that still insisted on not giving up, he didn't expect it to be like this, is it true? Or is Liu Yun unwilling to admit it? Is there any point in asking further, it only adds to the sadness! He was proud of this marathon love, but he didn't expect that he was just a general guest in the other party, it's ridiculous, it's so far, is there a reason to stick to it?

He steadied himself and sighed, "Okay, I'm leaving!" ”

Liu Yun said I'll send you, Xiao Yi felt that there was nothing to give after they had broken up, so he didn't answer, crossed the street, Liu Yun asked him to take a taxi, he said no, waved his hand to the back, and never looked back......

The night in the city is different from the countryside, under the twinkling neon lights, only the moon and a few scattered stars can be seen, and there is no longer a Milky Way and a starry sky when you were young.

Feeling the slight coolness of the autumn breeze, he walked all the way back to school, he didn't remember how long he walked, he had already left room for his feelings, and he didn't allow himself to be hurt again, so he didn't get angry, he didn't feel sad, and he didn't regret it, he just felt a little ridiculous, this relationship was over, the former inseparable, the former love and hate were intertwined, all gone with the wind, looking up at the night sky, he exhaled deeply, is it relief, regret, or new life? He had no way of knowing, but Xu Ruyun's "One-Man Show" echoed in his head:

Who directed this scene, in this lonely role

The dialogue is just talking to oneself, and the opponent is all memories

I can't see any ending

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It's all you throughout, and I'm too thoroughly engaged

If the story is destined to be tragic, why bother to give me beauty

Performances come together and part

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