11
After taking a shower and changing into clean clothes, I hurriedly lay down on the bed, finally having time to think carefully and reminisce about the scene in the sea just now.
I calmly found the direction of the coast and returned safely, was that because I was in a hurry, or was Tian Yan guiding me in the dark? How can I still think of her in the middle of life and death? When I think of the little swallow, my heart and nose twitch at the same time.
"Do you think it's Tian Yan's guidance for me?" I asked the other self in my heart.
"Don't you think what you know is what I know, and you're asking me what I'm doing?" Another answer that I didn't have to answer angrily was that he had been fighting against me for the past two days.
yes, what he knows is what I know.
I suddenly understood, how can there be another me, the me in my heart, just my vanity, I was hidden in order to escape from reality and avoid responsibility, he and I are the same me. I lie to myself every day, for what loyalty, filial piety, and what men's blood, I deceive so seriously and meticulously, and I believe it so completely and thoroughly. Every day, I feel that I am happy to communicate with myself, but in fact, it is just talking to myself, or it is also called nonsense.
Yan, after leaving you, I slowly calmed down, and only after I calmed down did I see myself clearly, only to find that you had lived deeply in my heart and melted in my blood. You have long been closely linked to my life, and you are no longer separable, but I am too sloppy to find out now.
Now I finally know that this love is my life, and to lose it is to lose my life. I didn't want to be glamorous for more than a week, it was because I tried my best to suppress it, and I used my life to bind it. But this constant love still broke through my heavy scheming and regained my life. Now I completely regret it, I want to find you and love you well, my little swallow, no matter how many winds and rains you have to go through at the ends of the earth, no matter how many winds and rains you have to go through.
At dinner in the morning, Damin asked the two of us:
"I have good news and bad news, which one do you want to hear?"
"Hear the bad news first." I answered first, and my quick mouth was resurrected with my love.
"The bad news is that last night the Coastal Defense Bureau notified that a typhoon was coming, and it will be closed at noon today."
"And what about the good news?"
"The good news is that you already know the bad news of the upcoming typhoon in advance, so you can prepare in advance."
"Finished? That's the good news you're talking about? "I asked Damin.
Damin looked at me with a smile,
"That's all it takes, isn't that good enough? Are you two still expecting that Typhoon will learn that the news has been leaked and change its route to the Sea of Japan? ”
"Daxu, go to the door and take a look at the weather outside, why do I think the typhoon is coming now, it's too cold and my heart is cold."
The three men laughed together, I think if Damin doesn't do homestays, maybe he can go to the talk show to grab food, because their threshold is too low, and even I, a person who always has more than 60 points in language, has climbed in, which is basically equal to no threshold. But since I've already climbed in, I still suggest that there be another security guard at the door to check the masks or something, so as not to let people tell cold jokes and make everyone cold.
Daxu was still unwilling, and asked Damin again:
"What if I hear the good news first?" "The good news is that you can prepare for the bad news that is about to be told to you."
If only I hadn't broken the law by beating someone, if my body had been stronger, if I had a more irritable temper, I wouldn't have to be frozen by the typhoon that the people had raised. Daxu too, why do you have to ask the bottom line, are you a mole? As a friend of mine, your intelligence isn't so bad.
After eating, a few of us went outside and moved all the useful things that could be carried into the house, and tried to find things to fix if we couldn't move them. In fact, I have already returned to my heart like an arrow, will my Yanyan forgive me? I must not call and send messages, I will ask her forgiveness in person, forgive me for my cowardice and stupidity, forgive me for my selfishness and cruelty. But now I have to help my friend set up the store, Han Dongxu's friend is my friend, although the joke he just told froze me, and even made me kill me, hehehe.
"Why have you changed so happily today, is it that last night's life and death experience made you feel the preciousness of life?" Daxu asked me in the busyness.
"yes, I don't just think life is precious, but I also figured out one thing, guess what?"
"I would rather not know the city and the country, and it is difficult to get a beautiful woman. You must have restarted your love, right? Daxu replied casually.
If he wasn't the roundworm in my stomach, my stomach would never agree to it. I'm glad his intelligence returned to normal in time, but when we came back last night, I reminded him to pay attention to the jamb, so why did he behave so badly? His IQ.
Bidding farewell to Damin, the two of us embarked on the journey home.
The road I came on and the flowers and plants on both sides of the road have not changed, but I have changed a lot, and I have a new look from the inside to the outside. The love reborn from the ashes completely cleansed my heart and inspired my fighting spirit to overcome fate. The reborn love made my eyes sparkle and completely illuminate the front, and I could even see that my bright mother was cooking dinner for me in the kitchen.
Therefore, the original regular road, and the friends and friends around it, seem to me to have changed its appearance and color, and it has become bright and beautiful. I'm full of endless chakras, and I'm going to embrace this beautiful new world.
Not long after, the clouds in the sky outside the car window had begun to slowly gather, and the wind gradually became stronger, blowing the poplar trees on both sides of the road, and the branches trembled. All of this is a reminder that we need to go back to the city as soon as possible and get home early, but I just want to go back to the city. I must first find the little swallow and beg her to protect it with me, this newly resurrected little flower of love. I'm sure she'll be happy because we have two interconnected hearts.
Why is the three-hour high-speed so long, and it takes less than two hours to drive for a long time.
More and more clouds gathered in the sky, and they kept following us diligently, and they seemed to be very enthusiastic and polite. They started to send each other from the seaside, and sent it one ride after another. Now the clouds had apparently lost their patience and began to wrap their hands on us, and the rain came in an instant, making a horn sound on the roofs and glass.
I looked at my watch and was about half an hour away from going back to the city, and my anxiety began to grow. When I get to Yanyan's house, do I ring the doorbell or make a phone call? Will she let me in? If her parents give me a big mouth, then I won't fight back? Hehe, I was amused by my shamelessness, and at the same time secretly wondered, why as long as I have a little free time, my mind will be wildly cranky?
When we entered the city, the wind and rain did not decrease a little, and from time to time there were lightning bolts, and the power of the typhoon was really powerful, but its tail swept away from our area and it was so powerful.
"You just park by the gate, no outside vehicles are allowed to enter."
Daxu asked me immediately after hearing this
"Then I'll run in with you, if her family beats you, I can take the opportunity to sneak around you a few times."
It's really a good buddy, our friendship has made our hearts connected, no, even the problem of precautions is the same. But I'm in no mood to be poor with him now, because as soon as his car entered the city, my heart began to panic.
"No, thank you, Brother Li Kui, Black Whirlwind" is obviously from my instinct.
I opened the car door and rushed into the wind and rain.
The rain was unceremonious, and in an instant it eroded my whole body, and I felt a shiver in the wind. But what is it, "Yanyan, I'm coming to you", with firm conviction I began to speed up and run.
"It's my fault that I fell in love with you, but I couldn't leave because I was so sad to listen to the songs you wrote for me. If, I say, if we can do it all over again, don't care who is right and who is wrong, what will we do, when love comes, who can say that I am reluctant to be lonely, when love is gone. Who's to say I don't feel lost......"
On this stormy night of recovering my true love, I empathized with this song, and I've been humming it since last night.
I sang silently in my heart as I ran, and my ears seemed to remember the exciting and sad tune. This song has increased my motivation to move forward, warmed my heart, and also moved me and persevered. I don't know if it was the wind and rain, or the tears that overflowed me because of excitement, they obscured my vision and made me stagger a little.
But the cold rain made my mind clear and abnormal, and the little swallow's voice and smile, words and sighs kept flashing, especially the big black eyes, which were watching me in the depths of the rain and mist, waiting for me. Little Swallow, be patient, we are about to meet, and we will definitely come again.
When I ran to the gate of Yanyan's house, I stopped, hesitating whether to ring the doorbell or make a phone call.
The lamps on both sides of the gate were watching me carefully through the rain and mist, as if they were speculating on my intentions. The wind and rain did not stop invading because of my hesitation, and a white light illuminated everything around me, and after a few seconds, a thunderclap immediately exploded my chaotic thinking. I have come to ask for forgiveness and hope to be redeemed, I have come to continue my short-lived love, and I should be punished in this cold, let the wind and rain pour more intensely, and let my mind and body suffer the damnation.
I clung to the railing of the iron gate and looked at the window on the second floor, Yanyan Are you okay inside, are you like me, are you suffering from the torture of the love stove, and are suffering from steaming.
However, the light that radiated from the glass said nothing to me, not even blinking at me. The only thing that can convey information is the autumn wind with a cold breath back and forth. But I couldn't understand it, I couldn't guess what it was trying to say, what it was thinking, I could only let it hum softly in my ear......
The sky now looked like a huge iron pot, and the black pressure held the whole city up. The wind stopped and the rain stopped, I let go of the railing and wiped my face, and took a few breaths of fresh and cold air, it seems that the wind and rain also know that they are tired, and they also need to rest.
It's a pity that it didn't take long for the bottom of the cauldron in the sky to be split by the thunder male and electric mother and turned into a giant shower. The Milky Way, which seemed to be temporarily blocked by the big iron pot, took the opportunity to spray over, turning into thousands of rain lines and rushing towards the earth, and also rushing towards me.
However, I am not afraid of them, and my mind is still drifting in the air in the face of the wind and rain, speculating between heaven and earth, speculating on the various outcomes that may occur after this storm.
At this time, my heart was happy, because this pain was deliberately arranged by me, and I should bear this torture, so this torture was neither painful nor cold. In my ears, I thought of who sang, "If it weren't for the heartache, who would remember whom, just the clouds and the moon, thinking of each other, each other's surplus and deficiency, can't cry that it has been broken, the most beautiful ...... ever."
I learned again that singing love songs for reunion will turn pain into happiness.
Suddenly, my heart began to beat faster, my blood was surging rapidly, and even the cold rain of the Milky Way in the sky could no longer freeze my excitement.
It was a glamorous figure that appeared in front of the window, slender and long, looking familiar and blurry, because the tears and rain that burst out of my eyes occupied my sight. I quickly wiped off the liquid and looked closely, but the figure froze in the window, and after a moment it quickly turned away.
She must have seen me, she must not want to see me anymore, she must have seen enough of me, otherwise how could she turn around so quickly. Yanyan, can you stand in front of the window again, look at me who is receiving God's damnation, look at me who is repenting. I beg you to give me another chance to do it all over again, as long as you are willing to redeem me, and I am willing to be punished in the storm all the time.
The door in the courtyard suddenly opened, and then the little swallow ran out of it, and she was instantly wrapped in the wind and rain without an umbrella, but her petite body did not flinch, but continued to rush towards me. A whirlwind swept her and swayed a few times, and her long hair, which was soaked in the rain, was instantly thrown back into a broom.
My brain, which was originally very clear, was dizzy by the impact of this sudden image, and I forgot to shout and scream, but instinctively put my hand into the railing and opened my arms.
Little Swallow's stubborn body finally pounced in front of the iron gate, and the tears that had stopped due to confusion before my brain regained its senses, and they all came out of their eyes, and I reacted, and immediately put her neck strap around the back of my arms, and she also quickly reached out over the railing and hugged my back.
This unexpected scene left us without any greetings, complaints, and explanations.
We all chose to cry and tears, and we hugged each other and cried through the iron gate. Her cry was high-pitched, piercing my chest. My cry was thick and heartbroken. Our cries infect each other, so the more we cry, the more sad we feel, the more aggrieved and distressed we feel. And the more sad I am, the more I want to cry. I have never cried so loudly, cried so happily, cried so presumptuously. All the regrets, all the lovesickness, all the expectations melted into this cry.
Our heartfelt cry, crying the past and crying the future, everything dissolves in this cry. If it weren't for the heartache, who would cry so hard, and if it wasn't for sincere forgiveness, who would listen patiently like this. This heart-rending cry completely merged our hearts, and we knew that we were inseparable, that the past was in the past, and that we would join hands in the future. Our heartstrings have been hoarse, we've been wheezing. But we cried forgiveness, cried affection, cried beautiful visions.
I would like to express my heartfelt thanks to the increasingly intense storm, the uninterrupted lightning and thunder, and the hard work that covered up this earth-shattering cry, and made us cry so hard and act so recklessly, that we cried out to the final satisfaction.