On the afternoon of Christmas Eve, Uncle Tian and Aunt Tian returned to the hospital, and after they went home, things kept going on, and they only dealt with it until now, but although they were at home, they had to video two or three times a day, and there was no difference between them and being around. I have to sigh again at the greatness of modern communication technology, and even more grateful to those scientists and inventors, it is the diligent research of others that makes us happy, but now a few people still remember to be grateful.

While we were talking, the doctor pushed the door open and came in.

"Ah, all of them are here."

"We just came back, Doctor Ma, are you in trouble?" As Uncle Tian spoke, we all stood up.

"Don't stand up, sit down, sit down. It's about Tian Yan's condition, there is such a thing I will inform you, and you will decide together in total. ”

Everyone was a little nervous, but no one spoke. Dr. Ma continued,

"Don't be nervous, it's a good thing this time, but it's not all there. In response to Tian Yan's situation, a clinical operation experiment has been carried out abroad, using a special device to control her pulmonary artery pressure, then supplying her with oxygen alone, and then replacing the function of the heart with an extracorporeal circulation pump, and at the same time using the latest alloy to seal the defect in her atrium. This kind of surgery has not yet been carried out in China, but we can invite all of them to come over and communicate and perform the operation, if the operation goes well, then Tian Yan's condition will be completely controlled, basically the same as ordinary people. ”

All of us were shocked and continued to listen to Dr. Ma's introduction.

"It's just that the success rate is only 50 percent at the moment, and if it fails, it will be something."

Our hearts start to chill again as soon as we get excited, and of course we know what that means.

"And what about your suggestion, Doctor Ma?" I asked him.

"Only the family and the patient can decide whether to do the operation or not, and I have no right to speak, but what I can say is that if you decide to do it, you should do it as soon as possible, because the sooner Tian Yan's physical condition is better, and the better her health, the higher the success rate."

When people make a choice, they will be in a dilemma, not to mention that this choice is about life and fragrance.

The news brought by Dr. Ma made us not eat at all in the evening, everyone had no appetite, but they were trying their best to persuade the other three to eat, this scene is a bit strange. Who once said, "My heart is half sea and half fire", but we are the whole ward, and the whole ward is half volcano, half seawater, or sea water with icebergs?

When a patient encounters a spark that can rekindle his life, he will try his best to hold on to it, even if it will be severely burned. But when this spark needs to spend only one year of life left in exchange for a 50% success rate, will this hand not be afraid of pain? My arrival did bring a miracle to Yanyan, but this miracle was not comfortable at all, and people were afraid of gaining and losing.

In the evening, Yanyan and I didn't have the same affectionate conversation as usual, and we were silently thinking about our thoughts. I really can't find any words to dispel this dreary atmosphere, any words may cause little swallow to get emotional, and sometimes, not speaking is the most appropriate word. That night, we had one of the most unpeaceful Christmas Eves together.

"Merry Christmas! Little Swallow. "When I woke up in the morning, I finally found the words.

"Merry Christmas, brother!" Little Swallow sat up and smiled.

Seeing her look relaxed, I was finally relieved.

"What do you want to eat, if you have enough food from the hospital, let's go eat outside?"

"No, it's good here, let's eat together when my parents come, I just have something to say."

"What's the matter, spoilers?"

"Brother, I've decided to have surgery, let's talk about it together when they come, okay?"

As soon as she finished speaking, Uncle Tian and Aunt Tian came in, and of course they knew what time Yanyan usually got up in the morning.

Sitting in the restaurant, Yanyan said to us with a serious expression:

"Dad, Mom, brother, I thought about it all night and made up my mind, I want to have this operation. I told Dr. Ma that it would be after New Year's Day, because I was 27 years old and a year older, so that if the operation failed, I would have fewer regrets, and you and I would have fewer regrets after one more year. Little Swallow said lightly.

As she spoke, one of her aunt's hands grabbed Uncle Tian's hand, and with the other hand, she pretended to be inadvertent, quietly wiping away the tears that had accidentally flowed from her face.

"Since we became a family, I have made the three of you scared and heartbroken, I don't want to live such a day again, or that long pain is better than short pain. In particular, Dr. Ma said that if I did it as soon as possible, my physical fitness would be better and the success rate would be higher. My decision this time is no longer on my own, but to see that you are all in a dilemma, now I ask, do you agree with my idea? A glamorous chuckle glistened with tears.

Silence, except for the soft sobbing of my aunt, we are indeed in a dilemma.

"Xiaoyan, Dad agrees with your idea." Uncle Tian broke the silence first, "Although life is brought to you by me and your mother, this major decision really makes us both undecided and timid. Fortunately, you are 26 years old and an adult, since you have decided, then we will happily bet once, and I think it is worth betting, what about your opinions? ”

"I agree"

"I also agree"

We can only listen to Xiaoyan about this matter, especially since we really don't know how to choose.

The surgery is scheduled for 10 a.m. on Jan. 4 and is expected to take about eight hours. After the time is determined, the days are like windmills, one turn is a day, one turn is another day, I don't know if this is because God is in a hurry to see the result, deliberately adjusted the speed of the earth. After the speed increased, our mood became heavier and heavier.

On the morning of New Year's Day, I saw the little swallow wake up,

"Yan, do you know what's going on?"

"What's the matter, you are mysterious?" Little Swallow smiled.

"It's snowing, what a good color on the first day of the new year, get up and go out for a walk, let the snow dye our hair white, so as to indicate that we will grow old together."

When we got to the park behind the hospital, the snow was still falling, and it was sprinkled one after another.

I looked up at the gray sky, and I couldn't find the source of the snow, and when I found it, it instantly became bigger and denser, and it smashed at us. Fortunately, it's just snow and not pie, otherwise you really can't find something good to catch it, and it's easy to get hurt by it. If I take the risk of catching it with my mouth, I also need a tail behind me to grasp the center of gravity, so that I can run and jump flexibly.

Yanyan stood on the path, quietly admiring the snow around her, and the snowflakes soon fell on her hat and shoulders. She immediately blended in with her surroundings and composed a snowy ink and snow scene wrapped in silver.

"Brother, what are you running around me back and forth? My head was dizzy, gurgling. ”

"Can't you even see that? I'm not treading the snow looking for plums, hehe."

"This park is full of willows and poplars, where are you looking for plums? My brother, if you look under the tree, you may be able to find a rabbit, and waiting for the rabbit must have a better chance of finding the plum blossom than you, giggle. ”

"You don't understand this, this is called stream of consciousness, otherwise how did painting bread to satisfy hunger and hope for plums to quench thirst. You see this handful of leaves I was taking, guess what I'm going to do here? ”

"I'm guessing you're not going to think of it as a breakfast cookie, giggle."

"Vulgar things, I'm going to bury flowers, Brother Qiao's funeral flowers, hehe."

"Brother Qiao, you're cold to me, let's go back quickly. Go back and warm yourself up so that your head will slowly get normal. Don't be afraid, I'll cure you, hehe. ”

Under the shroud of tension in the past few days, this heavy snow came at a good time. It allows us to let go of our tacit burden, play in the ice and snow, and leave us laughing happily everywhere. Happy New Year Little Swallow, Ruixue Mega Year, I believe it will also be a sign of my little swallow, and it will be safe and sound after 4 days.

All day on the 2nd, the atmosphere of the four of us together returned to a dull atmosphere, everyone wanted to say something, but they didn't know what to say. Today's original plan was the video connection time of our Little Four (again forbidden words) Gang, but it was canceled by Yanyan for a reason. Because she was afraid that once she couldn't manage her emotions well and aroused the vigilance of the two dead friends, then they would definitely run to see what happened despite the dissuasion, and how could Yanyan make our good friends worry about it and work hard.

Speaking from the heart, we should indeed inform Daxu and the others that we have to make the difficult decision of surgery on the 4th. Because they are both lifelong friends of our two lives, they should know that in a sense, they have surpassed our family. However, I don't want to open my mouth, and no matter what the outcome is in the future, I think they will blame me, but they should be able to understand me.

In the evening, Uncle Tian proposed to go to Quanjude Hotel to eat roast duck, and everyone happily went. Although no one said it, we all know what the name means to us.

The roast duck is impeccablely cooked, and the duck bone soup is delicious, but everyone eats very little. The atmosphere of the meal is still a bit dull, and it seems that we are happy to come here, all for the name of this restaurant. I originally thought of a light topic and was about to talk about it, but I didn't think it was appropriate, so I had to persuade Xiaoyan to eat more and accumulate some physical strength. She eats hard and eats hard.