Chapter 19: I Finally See You
After working as a tally clerk in Xinghe for two months, he still decided to resign, and really realized that in fact, there are all kinds of difficulties behind those seemingly easy jobs, no money is easy to earn, and he understands that his father's achievements over the years must have paid a lot, but no matter what, his attitude towards his daughter is unreasonable.
His biological mother sent greetings and made phone calls a lot in the year of his college entrance examination, and the only thing Xinghe felt safe about was his mother in the mobile phone.
Xinghe's score came out and could have gone to a good university, she wanted to go out, wanted to go to the outside world to see, but, the next day after the score, her father informed herself to go to a third-rate second-rate college, not to mention the difficult conditions, the most important thing was to apply for her architecture major, Xinghe is so big, she can't even decide the university she wants to go to where she wants to go, the "grievances" accumulated over the years, plus the matter of choosing a college newspaper major, she finally "broke out", and after a big quarrel with her father, she went back to her room to pack up her things, She didn't know where to go, she just wanted to get out of this home quickly, the coldest place in the world, the place where she felt hopeless.
The moment he walked out of the house again, Xinghe saw the tears in Tianhe's eyes, his father's expressionless face, and his stepmother's powerless expression......
There is nothing to be nostalgic about, Xinghe decided to go to his mother, his mother learned that Xinghe went home and returned to China immediately, and arranged Xinghe in a house under his name, and the mother and daughter were reunited, probably because they had been separated for too long, not as close as when they were children, but after a few days of running-in, they had nothing to talk about, Xinghe hesitated to tell his mother about Beisheng, and his mother saw that Xinghe actually had something on her mind, but she was embarrassed to ask, thinking that Xinghe wanted to listen to herself when she wanted to say it to herself.
When Xinghe didn't have someone to talk to for a long time, her mother became her only "friend", and she felt that she should be able to talk to her mother, after all, she had the experience of coming over, and she could also better understand the story between her mother and her father when she was young, and maybe the story between her mother's first love and unforgettable people.
One night, Xinghe plucked up his courage and sat down next to his mother:
"Mom, I don't know if I should say something."
"Mom knows you have something on your mind, say it! I'll help you refer to the reference. ”
"In addition to you accompanying me this year, there is also a friend, who has only been with me for three months, and we have not been in touch because of a misunderstanding, and I miss him very much. I want to see him. Xinghe looked at his mother with an expression of curiosity.
"Have you seen him?"
"No, he called me the day before the college entrance examination and said that he would go to the test center, but I waited for three days and didn't see him, maybe, he went, but he didn't say hello to me, he said he had seen me, but I didn't know what he looked like."
"If you miss him in particular, just call to say hello, a real friend will not break up with you because of a misunderstanding or other reasons, didn't he call you before, it means that he didn't take the misunderstanding you said to heart, if you want to see him, while you are still in the city, you must know that some people will not see again if they don't deliberately go to see him." Mother said earnestly.
"Mom knows that you like him, but at your current age, you will rarely go to the end, but you can't stop fighting because you don't think you have a future, and you will regret it for life if you miss it. But do you know what he means to you? ”
"I'm not sure, chatting with him for so long, I slowly understand that he is very delicate in his heart, afraid of rejection, I think he must have some reason to avoid me and dare not see me."
"Go boldly to him, you and the city are about to say goodbye, no matter what you decide in the future, your mother will support you, and your mother will not agree with your father's approach, but now it is a foregone conclusion, as long as you get a college diploma, employment, go abroad, your mother can help you, in fact, no matter where you are, you must live according to your own ideas, not to obey the wishes of others, and will not be affected by the surrounding environment, when you finish your studies, you can not engage in the profession you studied, success is not your father who is rich and powerful, has a house and a car, Live this life according to your own wishes, and live happily, understand! Kid, it's been a long time since Mommy has seen you smile......"
Saying that, the mother's eyes were red, and she felt sorry from the bottom of her heart that her daughter's life had not been easy all these years, and she thought that she would have to face the cruelty of life in the future......
"I'll go to him, Mom, don't worry, I seem to see the future bright, I will laugh at everything in the future, the mentality is the most important! I want to live my own life and be myself! Xinghe went back to the bedroom after speaking, and made a plan for the next week, if the heart is sunny, there will be no sadness.
Galaxy plucked up the courage again and dialed Beisheng's phone number, but the call was not answered, and Xinghe sent a WeChat message to Beisheng, "Do you have time tomorrow?" ”
After a long time without a reply, Xinghe had no emotion, and tried to use the mask and skin care products that his mother bought for him before going to bed, and he was developing in a better direction: love, life, appearance, and the city he longed for, in a few years, Chongqing, Shanghai, Yunnan...... These places will leave their footprints.
Xinghe has never slept so soundly.
Xinghe, I'm Beisheng, I've been hiding from you for so long, I'm afraid that you'll hate me even more if you know who I am, I admit it, I approached you a few years ago for the so-called "face", that is, in front of those people, I look amazing, flirting with my sister, but I don't know when I started, pay attention to all your dynamics, probably the purity in you, after knowing the secret you care about the most, I carefully guard your self-esteem, sometimes I don't understand why I do this, after you listen to my story, You didn't look down on me, you didn't resent me because I was a "social person......
Xinghe woke up, it turned out that this was a dream, it was so real that it was terrifying, and he actually saw Chen Bei in a dream, is he really Beisheng?
Xinghe suddenly remembered his mobile phone, clicked on his mobile phone, and Beisheng replied to WeChat at 7:13 in the morning:
"I had a little drink with friends last night and didn't see my phone"
"I have a shift during the day today and leave work at 6 p.m."
Xinghe was so excited that she jumped up directly from the bed, the excitement had dispelled her idea of sleeping lazy, Xinghe asked Beisheng for the address of Beisheng's work, at first Beisheng excused himself for various reasons, Xinghe used the routine he had learned with Beisheng before to set out the address of Beisheng's work, haha, Beisheng has no choice now, face it, since he has provoked Xinghe in advance, he can't dare to face the person he likes without ability, Beisheng specially asked for leave and went home, I changed into clean and tidy clothes, cleaned up my hairstyle a little, and even touched the perfume......
Xinghe is also preparing to meet Beisheng at night, and his mother knows that he will be the "designer" of Xinghe, from clothes to simple makeup, his mother has spent a lot of time!
Since they agreed to meet at 7 p.m. at a bubble tea shop near Beisheng's work, is this a date? Count it or not!
Beisheng arrived at the door of the milk tea shop half an hour early, and saw a girl standing under the tree at the entrance of the milk tea shop.
"Is that you?"
Xinghe's WeChat prompt sounded, and the girl standing under the tree next to the bubble tea shop took out her mobile phone from her bag, saw Beisheng's WeChat, and replied:
"I've arrived, where are you?"
"I'm at the finish line, hahaha"
It's so skinny! Xinghe turned around and didn't see anyone, thinking that Beisheng was about to arrive, at this time, Xinghe's eyes were covered by two hands, Beisheng originally walked behind Xinghe, and as Xinghe turned around, he also turned to Xinghe's back very skillfully, Xinghe subconsciously grabbed the two hands, turned around, it was really Chen Bei, the two of them didn't speak, and looked at each other's eyes with a smile.