Xinghe and Chen Bei walked into the milk tea shop together, and after ordering a cup of milk tea each, they chose a quiet corner to sit down, just like friends who have known each other for a long time, talking to each other endlessly, Xinghe thought about finding a few more topics to avoid embarrassment, but in fact, Chen Bei was also afraid that there would be no topic in his heart and fall into an embarrassing period. I thought about it too much, the two of them never seemed to stop talking, they were chatting on their mobile phones before, "gambling", routines, and understanding each other, Xinghe didn't care about Chen Bei and his "little episode" a few years ago, but just wanted to be friends with Chen Bei, afraid that the faster he gained, the faster he lost, let alone what he hoped for, what to expect, Xinghe just said frankly to Chen Bei about his thoughts, Chen Bei had to admit that his previous concerns were all out of nowhere, but he was too afraid of losing, and he would lose contact with Xinghe forever, Talking capital.

After a pleasant chat, Chen Bei sent Xinghe home, watched Xinghe enter the house, and then walked away with peace of mind.

"Are you home?"

"Not yet, I have some business to attend to."

"Good"

Walking in the world of individuals are tiny dust, all that has to be done in a lifetime is to walk and look up, all living beings, walking in a hurry, for livelihood, for fame and fortune, for love, or happy, or difficult, year after year, happy and happy, in this walking process, there are always some people who occasionally look up to the sky, he is glad that in the ordinary highway work, someone will take care of their spiritual world, whether or not the daily written record is heartbroken, deeply touched, or sad flowers and sad moon, What is conveyed behind it is that I don't want to live up to this short life, and I always want to be with a girl with deep affection.

Chen Bei actually has nothing to deal with, just seriously thinking about the relationship with Xinghe, the habit of keeping a diary in his memo all year round, walked to the steps by the road, sat down, blowing the breeze, thinking about Xinghe, still a little inferior, he doesn't even have a high Chinese credential, and Xinghe has a great future, and if this continues, it will put each other in a situation of no return, he knows how cruel and powerful this society is, he seems to be pessimistic again, and has a few more concerns, Galaxy will not know its current situation:

"You are just a passer-by in the vast sea of people, but you have an unfinished fate in your previous life, so you can become a confidant in this life, which is not a mutual relationship, but you want to rely on each other for life."

"Five hundred times of looking back in the previous life, in exchange for meeting in this life, how short life is, but how brilliant, how rich, in the spring and autumn of more than ten years, all kinds of joys and sorrows, but also met the person who looked back five hundred times in his previous life, especially want to cherish it, even if there is a final separation, I don't want to live up to the encounter, say goodbye, just live up to it."

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And Xinghe, who has been sensitive since childhood, seems to feel something, from the chat with Beisheng, Beisheng looks at his eyes a little dodgy, not at all like a few years ago, showing subtle "unconfident" behavior everywhere, it may also be out of nervousness, but why not, Xinghe always feels that Beisheng is too good during the conversation, don't look at himself as one more year than him, but Beisheng's talent and cultivation of literature are really worth learning and appreciating by himself, and he feels ashamed that he is not worthy of him, Xinghe is not the most beautiful girl Chen Bei knows, the figure is not the best one, and the knowledge and personality are not the best, but it is the most "unforgettable" one in Chen Bei.

Xinghe still couldn't help but send a WeChat message to Chen Bei:

"I'm not the best girl you know, why did you choose me to be your unforgettable person?"

"It's enough to have an interesting soul."

"You find it funny to be a boring person like me?"

"Turnip greens, each has his own love, I love you like this"

"You've got a lot of taste! Hahaha"

"There are thousands of floating worlds, I love three, and my obsession is you."

"What kind of relationship are we now?"

A few seconds later, Chen Bei called, and Xinghe answered quickly.

"We're getting better and better now, when will we establish a relationship?" said something that seemed to be a hanger, but it was indeed the sincere words that Chen Bei had hidden for a long time.

"It's better to hit the day than to hit the day, just hit today hahaha" Xinghe didn't know why he said such things so easily, but he felt that it was easy to get along with Chen Bei, at least now, and he had already left each other's concerns behind him without thinking about it.

"I went to look for you on Sunday, my brothers want to see you, you have a good rest today, hang up"

"Okay, remember to let me know in advance, bye!"

After hanging up the phone, Xinghe was actually not very happy, but felt a little more heavy in his heart, what should he show in front of his brother in order to support him, thinking about the next step to share his time and life emotions with Chen Bei, to start learning what a girlfriend should look like, to learn to behave well in front of Chen Bei, to perform hard to show that he is very confident, to start paying attention to his appearance, and to further his literary accomplishment, as if that happiness was only built when the relationship was not established, It's the three-month period of his senior year of high school, no matter how nostalgic he is, he can't go back, after that excitement and freshness is equivalent to living that happy time, no matter how to emulate the past, it will not be as happy as in the past, both people have their own "burdens", they have their own hearts, they are unwilling to be honest with each other, lack of communication, lack of topics, lack of time to get along and time to meet, and no ability to deal with each other's contradictions, after a long time, many people think that they are not so "suitable" with each other In fact, it's not inappropriate, it's not that I don't like it enough, but it's escaping from the contradictions between each other, getting by, and I can't think of any way to change the "predicament" we are in, and both of them are very embarrassed.

After repeatedly deciding, it was still scattered, it was Chen Bei's meaning, Xinghe's proposed breakup, on the surface, was "inappropriate" as the reason, but in fact, on the basis of not being in touch for a few months, the feelings for each other were not so strong, and too much was to miss the happy time with each other, and finally led to the two of them not thinking about or talking about how to get along with each other, how to deal with the "differences" between each other, and not knowing what kind of future to give each other.