"If there is a reincarnation in 365 days, I am willing to do it all over again, if everything has cause and effect, there will not be so many people who can't sleep, this year will be the most beautiful memory of my 18-year-old, there is an unforgettable story to accompany me in the college entrance examination, time can really heal everything, smooth everything, I figured out a lot in a year, relieved a lot, you must have grown a lot that night when you cried! I hurried by your world, there are nostalgia, there are touched and all the emotions from you, but I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, the worst but the rest of my life is memory, there is a desperate word in mathematics called infinite closeness, never intersect, and finally come to the conclusion: no solution, even if there is a final separation, we did not live up to the encounter, the meeting that day is the last face, now we are really separated by mountains and rivers, of course, we will not meet again, many years later, you will be with a man in all aspects' The right girl to get married, much like me but not me, I will also be a surprise that someone is looking forward to, the next relationship we will all like to hit a full cup with the suitable, give time some time, let time forget time, the real goodbye is no goodbye, the real goodbye is goodbye. ”

This is a passage that Xinghe also learned to record in the memo on her mobile phone under the influence of Chen Bei, she left, went to the university that she didn't want to go to to study a major that she particularly disliked or even disgusted to start a new life, and the ordeal had just begun......

"Suddenly there is an unprecedented sense of ease, entangled for so long, I can finally let myself go, I feel a little sorry for myself, life does not treat anyone well, you are good little by little I will remember it in my heart for a long time, take care of yourself in the days to come, one day you will find someone full of you, he understands any of your feelings, understands your changes, and will be kind to your past, I can't see you frowning, and I won't be worldly, I can give you enough security, know that I will give you a hug when you need it, I will whisper to you that I am here, I will make up for the tenderness that the world owes you, I will let you know that you are the only one who does not have the so-called cold war, there is no disagreement with the abandonment, and you will not let you bear the pressure alone, nor will you walk alone at night, in short, life is very long, it will change a person, but don't give up on yourself, the person who understands your sadness, grievances, pressure, trauma, disappointment and even despair is coming to you, he will make up for the tenderness of time, and finally time and you finally exhausted all my feelings, In the end, I confessed that the end of love is growth, but I still can't let go, I finally let you go. ”

This is the news released by Chen Bei in the space more than half a year after Xinghe left, there are two kinds of people in the world who are more hateful, the first kind of people don't love you and refuse to let you go, and the second kind of people love you very much and really let you go.

Netease Cloud Music Hot Review wrote: I hope you meet a lover who is really a perfect match for you, love each other in the most comfortable way, polish each other for a long time, but become the most tacit pair, you change a little for him, he changes a little for you, he takes the initiative when you don't take the initiative when you're hungry, you take the initiative when he doesn't take the initiative, you don't take the initiative when you don't take the initiative, you will communicate more if you don't have a cold war, you can share and share, have a dream to progress together, and then live this life. This will be the kind of relationship that Xinghe and Chen Bei expect!

"Suddenly like a good song, but the person who didn't share it, suddenly it's really a good word, as if everything that is not cherished and caught off guard can be attributed to suddenly, suddenly obtained, suddenly lost, suddenly who lives in whose life, suddenly loses whom, as if any change happens suddenly, time is beating time, love is defeating love, and suddenly I feel that it is not someone else who loses, but myself."

There is a place called Daocheng, I believe this is a place in many people's dreams, Xinghe is of course no exception, whether it is the influence of watching the film "Passing by Your World" or hearsay that Daocheng is very beautiful and beautiful, they have a lot of agreements, and they must go to Daocheng once in this life is one of the agreements, but it can no longer be accompanied, but alone, it is to empty oneself, to enjoy one's loneliness, and enjoy it. Xinghe decided to wait until he had saved enough money to go to Daocheng by himself, the paradise of his dreams, and the "gentle township" where his relationship with Chen Bei "began". Chen Bei will be the memory of Xinghe, just treat him as an old friend, let it be at peace, if he will contact again one day, he is still the best friend of the opposite sex, just a friend.

There are a lot of photos of Daocheng and various street corners in that city in Xinghe's mobile phone, symbolizing expectations and memories, and now because of his withdrawn personality and not good at expressing himself, he has fallen into the phenomenon of being isolated by his roommates, which is not Xinghe's fault, and he has no obligation to please them.

The relationship with my roommates during college was not particularly good, and I basically wouldn't see each other again after graduation, so there is no need for people who have nothing to do with themselves in the future until the last moment, and they have "endured" in their original family for so many years, and what else can't be tolerated.

What's more, he unexpectedly gained a friendship that was precious to him, and it was God's arrangement to meet Wang Lu, but he didn't thank his father for this.

College life did not make Xinghe completely adapted, she realized that in addition to studying and living well, there are many things that she doesn't know, sometimes she really feels that her vision is pitiful, there are still people who study late at night and enjoy it, and there are still people who live every day with games and dramas, so idle that they can even sneeze for an hour, and they don't even have time to sit down quietly and eat for five minutes. Although there are no teachers and parents to supervise their studies, but dare to hang a course to try, the pressure is not the same as high school students, high school students can study in the dormitory, everything is focused on learning, and Xinghe went to college Yin Bai college students will be called "freaks" when they study in the dormitory, everything will be called "nothing can be done but study", the university says that it is not big, it is not small, you will have thousands of versions, I hate to lose myself with flattery, I hate to live according to the life of others, and I will envy those who are aloneI believe that in their eyes, a person is a gift to themselves, knowing what they want, wanting to live as they are, and not caring about strange eyes, which is a great thing in itself!