Chapter 125: Invisible Armor
Back at home, Dongfang Siyi turned off all the lights in the study, deliberately immersing himself in darkness both physically and mentally. Then he habitually stood in front of the window, looking at the dark night outside, and the dotted lights of thousands of homes in the night, so that he could experience a special warmth, and also relieve the depression in his heart.
Dongfang Siyi remembered that in another city, in another space, she might be sitting on the other end of the network. He couldn't help but return to his desk, turned on the computer again, and opened QQ.
"Hello." He sent a greeting that couldn't have been simpler, as if he had been familiar with it for a long time.
She immediately replied, "When did you come?" I'm watching a movie, am I busy? "Then let's talk while watching, where is J City in Province H." "The southern part of Province H, on the shore of the Yangtze River." "Are there any scenic spots?" "The most famous is the Ancient Battlefield of the Three Kingdoms."
Dongfang Siyi remembered Li Zhiyi's poem: "This is the gentleman who lives at the head of the Yangtze River, and I live at the end of the Yangtze River." "Yes, I don't see you every day, and I drink the water of the Yangtze River." "When will this water rest, when will this hatred be, I can't see you, and smoke rises from the mountains."
"It's funny, is this a romance?"
"It's a love poem written by Li Zhiyi to a bosom friend, of course it's about love, we're talking about the love in the poem. Li Zhiyi's poem is short and long, melts into the water, uses water as a metaphor for love, there is love everywhere, layer by layer and then back and forth, just a few sentences but the emotional ups and downs of the distance and lovesickness are written, the language is clear as words, simple and fresh and tortuous and euphemistic. Subtle and deep, the idea is novel, and the metaphor is ingenious. I like this poem very much, Li Zhiyi is buried in a mountain in the southeast of the local area, that mountain is called Zangyun Mountain, the name of the mountain is also particularly poetic, Li Zhiyi used to be a fishing place, has also become a cultural relic. So when it comes to this poem, it feels very familiar to me. ”
His heart seemed to have a glimmer of light: "Li Zhiyi's poem also writes a kind of helplessness, which is unique to the ancients, but lovesickness is rare to see, so there is such a lingering poetry." If it is modern, it will not be difficult. ”
"I'm afraid it's hard." "If it's really day and night, then modern means of transportation and communication can be easily solved." "But there are also moral limitations, which make people feel more helpless than long distances."
"The concept of morality should also have the connotation of the new era, and the most moral thing should be the most humane thing." "The most human thing is probably also the least understood."
"If there is only a moral shell, but its essence is inhuman, then it is immoral." "Morality is sometimes just a false shell, and I think it's a lot of brains to say this." "If it's immoral, there's no need for us to follow it. Of course, you can't openly disdain it, otherwise you'll be bleeding, because traditional social forces are always conservative. "That's what I wanted to say, but I didn't say it, and you said it to my heart." "It's a terrible thing, and a lot of tragedies are caused by that."
The glimmer of light in his heart disappeared again, and he looked at the computer screen silently, her avatar frame flickered, and a black curtain was pulled in front of him: "I'm afraid of everything restless." ”
He hated the shady: "That's a character that shouldn't be, what is restlessness?" I think that everyone will be a little restless, if there is no restlessness, then it may not be a big living person, and life will be too sleepy and boring. ”
"If the heart is full of yearning for what you say, it can only be the heart."
"The inner world is the most real world."
"I don't even dare to tell you what I really think directly, for fear that you don't care about my feelings, and that I will be hurt unnecessarily."
"Each of us has dignity and freedom in our inner world, a dignity and freedom that cannot be deprived of by anyone, and we should all respect it. If you trust me so much, how could you have thought that I would hurt you? Besides, how can an adult be so vulnerable? ”
"I not only trust you, but also have other complexes that I can't explain, and I'm afraid that you will disappear because of your abruptness."
"When people reach middle age, the years have given us one invisible armor after another, they should be thick enough, if you feel the need, you can put on this invisible armor anytime and anywhere, which can provide you with good protection. You tell me? ”
She sent a picture of a samurai with bared teeth and armor: "I don't have such an armament, only a very thin natural face without grease and powder. This way of chatting online is actually very suitable for me, and occasionally when I say something wrong and blush, no one will see it in person. ”
As if deliberately lifting a corner of the curtain: "Actually, my thinking is quite active, and I can say that I am a very competent teacher." "I know you're a great woman." "You are indeed different, and you don't ask anything about me."
Dongfang Siyi thought that although he didn't want to snoop on other people's privacy, he actually wanted to see what was behind the curtain, but he didn't want to open that curtain by himself: "I only judge between the lines, there is no need to ask anything, what do you think can be said or, what can be shared with me, you can take the initiative to say, or if you have any troubles, you might as well pour it down, if you really regard me as a special friend of yours." ”
"You're a special friend of mine, and I don't have much distress or joy. Life couldn't be more peaceful. ”
"This is the state of most people's lives, that is, what you just said can not be calmer."
"It's so calm that there's no one to disturb me, and my husband isn't at home." "So there was a little dream, a dream to change, but I was afraid to break this habitual peace." "You're right, you're a little bit of my dream." "But I am afraid that there is no way to restore the peace that has been broken, and I am afraid that more things will be broken."
Dongfang Siyi laughed to himself, and knocked out another line of words and sent it over: "So, you still have to put on a samurai-like armor." ”
She retorted: "Don't always talk like a philosopher, I want to be more relaxed." ”
"I can't count your little dreams, it's something I said that may have touched your little dreams, or activated your dreams. If so, it would be a great honor for me. ”
"Hehe, you're more reserved than me." "It's not like you say, I'm very bold sometimes." "I like to be arrogant, don't look at me as a woman, sometimes I am arrogant." "Ask the sky for wine like a monk from Dongpo? No, it should be Su Xiaomei. "The big Jiangdong that Old Man Su wrote was written here by us." "Chibi?" "Yes."
She lifted a corner curtain and began to ask him for a reciprocal response: "Can you tell me plainly, what kind of profession you are in?" ”
He didn't want to say too much, hoping that she would give up: "I said that the profession is just a social division of labor, not so important and mysterious, if you are really interested, just guess it, use your imagination, maybe it is more interesting." ”
"You say you're dealing with people, and I can say you're dealing with people, and that's an undefinite range." "Whether it's a traditional industry or a modern profession, in general, three hundred and sixty lines is not much."
"It's not going to be a cop, is it?" "I'm not a police uncle, I don't think I'll guess, let's give up this topic. I always feel that career doesn't say anything, so why should I chase after a person's career? You are dealing with a living person, not a profession. ”
"Well, if you're right, I'll admit that I'm chasing a person, not a profession. I've given up on knowing what kind of business you're in. You always convince me. ”
"I would like to say Tolstoy again, he said that occupation is only a means of earning a living, and I think this statement is indeed very objective. Three hundred and sixty lines, the line is the champion, the line is equal, no one is more noble than whom, and no one is inferior to whom. It's just that the social division of labor is different, and they all have to rely on their own labor to provide services to the society, and then get a certain amount of remuneration from the society. What kind of profession to engage in, some because of helplessness, some because of chance, and some because of personal hobbies and choices, which has nothing to do with nobility and humility. In the future, if you want to know more about my profession, you can put a career label on me according to your imagination. Or just call me an unknown brother, what do you think? ”
There is a stubborn idea of where to dream, she doesn't think that the profession will necessarily determine a person's true appearance, but the profession will always be branded with a certain mark. Therefore, in her eyes, career is an important window to understand a person.
Dream Gui said helplessly: "Although I am a little disappointed or lost, I was still persuaded by you, and the gameplay you said is also quite interesting, when I want, I can put a professional label on you according to my preferences, and it is also interesting to think about." I'm going to put a label on you right now, can I? ”
Dongfang Siyi sent a smiling expression: "Of course you can, I have just said, you can put a label you like on me when we chat." ”
Dream Where's the Dream then asked, "Do you know what the label I want to put on you now?" Before Dongfang Siyi could reply, she continued: "The label I want to label you is husband." Do you agree? ”
Dongfang Siyi replied: "Husband is not a profession, or it is not the profession marked in the three hundred and sixty lines, maybe with the development of society, there is a new industry such as a professional husband, but there is no such profession yet, you can change to another label." ”
"I just want to find a husband." ”
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