When getting dressed, Yu Zipei looked at Qin Wuji, a respected writer, a middle-aged man who was about to start getting old, lying on the bed with only a bath towel, picking up her scattered hair one by one and throwing it away, it was really funny!

"You're so careful." Yu Zipei sarcastically mocked him.

"Not even that."

"I think it's entirely incumbent upon you to write a book about adultery, and to tell other men about your years of experience, and it's good for women."

He looked at Yu Zipei aggrievedly: "Don't be so scathing, it's not like you." ”

"Being snarky has always been my strength."

"If I find out, I'll have to leave you, I don't want that."

Yu Zipei softened: "Don't worry, no matter what happens in the future, I won't blame you." ”

Qin Wuji had already made it very clear that if he had to choose, he could only give up on me.

Yu Zipei didn't know why he took his statement calmly and didn't feel hurt, why? She believed that he loved her, and I still believed that he would give up on her as a last resort? What kind of paradox is this?!

Hollywood star Frank Sinqura has collected and published a book called "Celebrity Cookbook", which is full of recipes provided by celebrities. Sharon Stone's recipe is called "Apple of the Day." Here's how to do it: walk to the refrigerator, open it, open the fruit storage box inside, take out an apple, and then open your mouth to bite into it.

These days, Yu Zipei basically lives off Sharon Stone's recipes.

She is 1.63 meters, 49 kilograms, fat in the rainy season and thin in the dry season, but there is no difference of three catties between the left and right. Others say she's thin, but I don't think so. But at the end of that autumn, she was so thin, so thin that she was about to float, and she touched her wrist in the middle of the night and scared herself, is this me? The child doesn't have such thin wrists either! I'm going to become an immortal!

Well, turn on the computer and earn some more money for her pain, so that it is at least somewhat useful.

- For many years, people have been asking her for the trick of thinness, so that she has to face her thinness again and again, and finally understand that thinness is the hallmark of modern urban women.

She said that this discovery was due to her many small talks with the hair salon lady. Every hair salon shampoo lady will talk about weight loss after getting acquainted, and they are all dissatisfied with their figure. Fat, some people are not fat, but one thing is for sure, they are all strong. This strong, thick arms and thighs, and excessively wide and thick buttocks, like the flush on their faces, are the product of labor, of the increase in food after labor. They all wanted to know how to become like Yu Zipei. Well, the secret recipe is as follows - if you want to be pale, thin arms and legs, weak and weak, you must go to bed late and get up late, you don't see the sun all day, your appetite is not bursting, and what you eat is not fragrant, because if you eat less, you will have no energy, and if you don't have energy, you can't do any heavy work, and the more you don't work, the less you want to eat, so the lean cycle. In short, to be idle, sentimental, and better to fall into hopeless love again, this is a long and arduous process, and you think everyone is coming?

In the closing paragraph, Yu Zipei copied an article from "Reading":

"The reason why working women strive to lose weight and carry the burden of thinness and beauty is to get rid of the stereotypical image of the traditional mother or housewife as plump, and to draw a line with the working women who still work in the rough way. This is an era of female transformation, and the excitement of lust and immortality is inevitable. ”

When Annon called, Yu Zipei was bored, but he still kept polite.

"Hello!" She pretended not to have seen him for months, and was not prepared to see him again.

"How are you?"

"Good."

If the greetings continued, she knew that she would pretend to be busy, and he would also say that he would just say hello and contact him when he was free. If she doesn't fight, he has already been rejected once, and he won't take the initiative to call again, everything is over, no need to say a word, everyone doesn't need to be embarrassed if they meet again, all are very decent.

However, he knew this set as well as Yu Zipei, so he had something to say.

"I'm going to the U.S. next week, I'm afraid I won't be back often......"

"That's right."

"Are you free tomorrow?"

Yu Zipei paused, he waited on the other end of the phone, okay.

"Okay, let's eat together, or where are we going to sit?" Yu Zipei first made his position clear, he was so smart that he didn't know.

"Java, half past eight in the evening."

"Okay."

Yu sat in Java waiting for him, unimpressed by the place he had chosen, despite the top-notch cocktails and good music. This is the place where she and Annon first met, it is not his style to pick a random location, everything he does has another meaning, this is the reason why Yu Zipei likes him, they don't say anything, they take pleasure in testing each other's comprehension. But in her current state of mind, she was really interested in this kind of game, and hoped that he would not make another dramatic scene like kissing her on the eve of the wedding.

She was sitting in a wooden chair drinking Coke ice cream when Annon came in. He still looked pleasing to the eye, still catching her eye as she had been a year earlier when she had spotted him from the noisy party. But so what? She was familiar with his constant expression, but she couldn't tell where he worked. A design company! That's right. But which one? What does he do? Is he a supervisor or an ordinary employee? Yu Zipei really doesn't know.

He said he was leaving, immigrating to the United States, and his wife had already gone. Yu Zipei said yes! It seems that you are lucky, because I have a friend who is also going to the United States, and he has been denied a visa countless times, and now he has to wait in line for two or three years to do immigration. He said so, didn't you think about going out? Yu Zipei said no, except to go out to play, she will not live in a country where another language is spoken. Why? Because she likes it here, she has a talent for language here, she was born here, she grew up here, she likes men here, she only falls in love with them. Not to mention that she didn't even notice that all of her boyfriends were from Bangkok, with a few exceptions, and she didn't do it on purpose, and it seems that she still loves the city's temperament, even if she always complains about its dirty air and bad climate.

He usually doesn't talk much, and Yu Zipei is different from opponent to opponent, but they really talked for a long time that day, and Yu Zipei must have wanted to be more enthusiastic and let everything end in a friendly atmosphere. It could have been done.

He still looked at Yu Zipei with that calm look, and his eyes narrowed and smiled.

"I didn't expect you to be able to be idle, I didn't find out before." Yu Zipei said this when she said that there were two New Yorks for her, one for Woody Allen and one for Martin Scetheth.

"You don't like their movies?"

"I don't know anything about movies."

Okay, I'm not going to play a round for you, you have to do something amazing before you leave? All right. Yu Zipei stared at the ice cream that had melted into Coke in the glass and stopped making a sound.

He sighed and became serious: "I don't know whether to say it or not, I know that if I endure it a little longer, I'll leave, and I'll never say it to you again." But I'm selfish, and I'm afraid that if I don't say it, I'll remember you for thinking about these unspoken words. I don't want to think about it in the United States. ”

Yu Zipei glanced up at him, her face must have flushed with nervousness, and he smiled.

"You think I'm going to say, 'I love you', right? Isn't it? ”

"I don't think so." She lifted her eyes, a little unpleasant.

He still looked at Yu Zipei with a smile.

"What do you want to say?" She asked, feeling irritated.

"Every time I want to say something, I think you'll think I'm saying something stupid, so I have to stop talking."

"I don't think you're talking stupidly, on the contrary, you're a rare smart person."

"Of course, because I understand the meaning of every word and expression you make. You like me, but that's all, don't stay too long, it's time for you to go, don't tell me about you, I don't want to know! I'd rather I'd be stupid and don't know what you mean. You tell me, is there someone who can't see the clear line you have drawn? ”

Yu Zipei didn't know how to answer.

"I thought you liked this, you didn't show any ...... dissatisfied, and you're married. Yu Zipei pointed out to him.

"Don't tell me you have any principles, don't associate with married men, that's not the best line you want?"

"It's not like that."

"Then there is a reason, you suddenly stopped paying attention to me, but you don't think I need to know the reason."

"I've been punished."

"I can't tell what I blame you, maybe it's because you didn't give yourself a chance."

"Actually, if you don't give yourself a chance, if you want to love, you will love after all."

"Really?"

"Yes." Yu Zipei confirmed his doubts, "-I'm already on the thief ship, and it's about to sink." ”

"That's right." He was silent for a moment.

"Forget it, it's not a mistake not to fall in love with me." He finally smiled and said that he was quite good.

If Annon wanted to hit her, he did, and Yu Zipei kept discovering that he was actually a fool who thought he was clever. Of course he wasn't there to hit himself, hit her or something? Under normal circumstances, this would not have dampened her in the slightest, and perhaps would have fueled her pride, but now it is different,—— love makes people so humble. Yu Zipei very much hopes that one day he can say to Qin Wuji in a chic way like him: "Forget it, it's not a mistake to not fall in love with me." Or, "It's not a mistake not to be able to love me from beginning to end." But she couldn't say this, because Qin Wuji refused to admit that he didn't love her.

According to the elementary school teacher: Students, what does Annon mean? Yu Zipei would raise his hand to answer - this incident shows that two similar people, or two people who think they are smart, will not end well at all.

That's it. - Only misunderstanding can produce strange charm and trigger love.

At the end of October, "Bangkok Sky" was stopped due to an accident in location shooting, and the crew, which was already preparing to start filming, was suddenly confused.

The task of revising the script fell on Yu Zipei's head again, she went to "fish every day" to listen to the situation, and the opinions she put forward were fatal to the script and difficult to revise.

As soon as she arrived home, Qin Wuji's call followed.

"What's wrong? Forgot something? ”

"It's okay, I just want you to be comforted and comforted by the blow."

"Am I that vulnerable?"

"The girls you write are very strong, I think people are lacking in what to write."

"Do you really know, or are you born to say nice things?"

"Hey, this is malicious!"

Yu Zipei held the phone and smiled. Yes, she needs his comfort, even if he is only born to speak nice words, she needs nice words, moving words, this talent born of the wonderful conjunction of Mercury and Venus, if this talent is combined with a pair of eyes that can see through people's hearts, she can only raise her hands in surrender.

Winter is coming, this is a harsh winter for Qin Wuji, and it is also for Yu Zipei.

Everything went wrong, one after the other, and all of them could be reversed by non-personal strength. Qin Wuji was trapped in the entanglement of affairs and could not get out, and he had repeatedly asked to leave the company and go home to write, which was very unpleasant with the company. A big mess was left there, and he was sad all day long, helpless. Yu Zipei heard more than one person complaining, saying that he had enthusiastically taken over a lot of things at that time, and now he suddenly left everyone behind. Yu Zipei could only listen, he was already under too much pressure.

"Bangkok Sky" was left in the air like everything else, and the producer in Hong Kong called Yu Zipei, saying that it had been delayed for too long and that he could not find Mr. Qin. Mr. Qin's female secretary also played with him and asked him to find a co-production department. Yu Zipei could only listen. She wouldn't ask Qin Wuji about this, every minute she spent with him was precious to her, and Yu Zipei didn't want to talk about this kind of gossip. Moreover, this matter was originally caused by him, and he could do whatever he wanted.

Yu Zipei knew that she had completely violated the principles she had set for herself, which was an inevitable result, she deviated from the first principle and fell in love with Qin Wuji, and she could only get out of control in the future. This is a bit like Xu Moren's theory - if you don't keep the first oath, you won't have to keep it in the future. Her life is no longer principled, and the only bit of logic left is Qin Wuji's logic.

Bai Ruyan and Qin Wuji fell out. This woman mentioned earlier, from Qin Wuji's past chatter, Yu Zipei knew how good she was to him, he said that they were good buddies, but she must not be good buddies when she asked for them. As God often says: there is a problem between supply and demand. Qin Wuji's kindness to women is enough to make people have illusions, but "good" is neither consistent nor specific, good is good. Qin Wuji agreed to edit a set of books in order to repay Bai Ruyan's favor, Bai Ruyan didn't know what to suspect him, and called him in the middle of the night to ask: You tell me honestly, what do you want to do? Anyway, they don't trust it anymore, and being so unceremonious shows how close they were in the past. How can a strong woman be snubed and wronged by a man?

It was really an eventful winter, and the most terrible blow to Qin Wuji finally came—his mother died.

Yu Zipei hadn't seen Qin Wuji for a while, and his voice was completely hoarse, and his whole face was swollen because of the toothache. Yu Zipei wanted to comfort him very much, but no, she was another trouble for him, all she could do was to avoid him and make him quiet.

He no longer calls every day, and the intervals are getting longer and longer, but Yu Zipei still waits by the phone every day.

That hazy winter day was Qin Wuji's most withered and depressed day, he looked like two people in the past, lifeless, gloomy and silent, poignant, he said that he couldn't stop crying when he heard everyone's evaluation of his mother at the commemoration, he said: When I died, I didn't know if I could be respected from the bottom of my heart like my father and mother. He said he drove all night on the Outer Ring Road, he felt like his creativity was running out, he didn't know what to do, and sometimes he wanted to run into the fence......

When I saw him, he was writing in front of the computer, and Yu Zipei sat down far away and did not speak.

He kept his back to her, never looked back, that back made people full of desolation, inexplicably sad, for some reason suddenly remembered the song of the famous Chinese rock singer Zhang Chu, the lyrics flew into Yu Zipei's mind - "He is already old, and he is no longer an opponent." ”

He suddenly grew old that winter, and he had to continue to grow old, Yu Zipei didn't want him to feel so! It had been a long time since she had felt such deep pity, Yu Zipei could not do anything, her hands could not smooth out his wrinkles, could not comfort him, and could never blame him. She didn't care about feeling sorry for herself that winter, and if anything made him happy, she was willing to do anything. The problem is, she can't do anything.

It took a long time for him to stand up, walk up to Yu Zipei, and without saying a word, suddenly squatted down, hugged her legs, and hung his head in her arms......

Her heart had turned into a puddle of water, and the puddle was sour and wanted to drown her.

Qin Wuji didn't go to the company anymore, and his head was completely occupied by other things. He only said this sentence to the dissatisfaction of others: "I have done it as a good person, so it doesn't matter if I am a bad person once." ”

The impact of his mother's death on Chen Tian is beyond comprehension, and he retreats back into his hut to reflect on his creations.

"Who is your book for?" Before that, Yu Zipei had asked him very seriously.

"For those who read books."

"Yes, of course it's someone who reads books, but who is it?"

"I don't know, maybe it's the people who are in the future, the people who haven't been born yet."

"It's an answer, at least because you have faith in yourself."

"Actually, I'm just doing what I like, I'm not an ambitious lad anymore. What about you? Who are you writing for? ”

"TV series, naturally written for ordinary people, I don't care if they watch it or not."

"Do you have anything 'so-called'?"

"Write to yourself, write to people like yourself, and others are casual."

"I know you're going to think that, and a lot of young writers do."

"What about you? What do you think? ”

"I went to the Library of Congress in Washington when I was in the U.S., you know how big that was? Is it necessary for you to add your own to the sea of books? What is the value of this one? Is there a need for it? I also understand that writing for interest or fame and fortune is not the ultimate goal of writing. ”

"Will there be any ultimate purpose? What is the ultimate purpose of life? ”

"You move out of nothingness, and you can't talk about anything. Nothingness can turn everything upside down, and we must presuppose an affirmative answer to any question we want to talk about, otherwise we can't go on. ”

"OK, assuming that our existence is meaningful, purposeful, not accidental, not forced, not natural random selection, the principle of beauty and goodness is indeed one of the principles of the universe. What is writing for? ”

He smiled and replied by patting Yu Zipei's head instead.

Yes, to talk about any question must presuppose an affirmative answer to life, so that people's search for meaning can be affirmed and appreciated. But Yu Zipei couldn't give herself this positive answer, she wanted to know how she would survive under a negative answer? The joy she finds in it is the search for beauty. All this has nothing to do with meaning, all love, excitement, emotion, comfort, joy, panic, pain, is not meaning, just a feast for the senses. That's what she wants.

She and Mo Ren also quarreled over which art was more superior, perhaps she had always loved art with a banal attitude, but regarded it as a luscious meadow to escape the boring life. Telling and depicting can make boring life meaningful, and she always wants to pick up scissors and edit those years into a delicate film. If someone were to sell that kind of life, she thought people would buy it with everything they had. TV dramas can't always be as beautiful as movies, because they are too long like life, and people long for happiness day after day, but in fact, day after day, there is no happiness.

Yu Zipei and Qin Wuji didn't talk much about their work at first, and then even less. What the two of them have in common is more in their emotional orientation than in their artistic insights.

Qin Wuji is a person who can enjoy himself and enjoy life. He had a keen interest in secular life that Yu Zipei did not understand. He is very playful, playing chess, fishing, playing mahjong, playing video games, eating and drinking and flirting with women, and has never been very concerned about fame and fortune. Of course, there is pride in his bones, and many people disdain many things, and express disdain for some of the price that must be paid for success. His secular style is very ancient, completely different from the decadence of Mo Ren's night sheng songs.

Yu Zipei and Qin Wuji are more than ten years apart, and they are simply people from two worlds. When he was four or five years old, his father began to teach Yu Zi to wear his back: "Goose goose goose, song to the sky, white hair floating in green water, red anthurium plucking green waves." By the time she was able to choose her own books, she had to say that she hadn't read a book with Chinese characters properly. All her emotional ways, value judgments, and hobbies are Western-style, and it is really difficult to say how much of this "goose goose goose" accounts for in her body.

Her Western-style, extreme madness crashed into Qin Wuji's soft, unfocused kindness and completely dissolved. One thing is certain, Qin Wuji is not her vampire, and he is not interested in her bizarre theories.

Yu Zipei said that Qin Wuji's words are like blowing a distant and long flute, not in a hurry or dry, eloquent, plain and natural, considerate, and extremely detailed, as if he didn't say anything, but he has already said a lot.

The flute is good, but after all, it has nothing to do with her.

Alas, in what name did they love each other? It's confusing.

When she missed Qin Wuji the most, she had all kinds of thoughts. There must be some way for him to sell his dreams to herself, so that she can have his night, and every night when he is asleep, they can meet.

Yu Zipei has a copy of the Khazar Dictionary at the head of his bed, which he can read when he grabs it, no matter which page it is. She was fascinated by Princess Arteh in the book, because she was good at dreaming, she could go from one person's dream to another's dream, travel through people's dreams, and walk thousands of miles in order to die in one person's dream.

Yu Zipei often dreamed of Qin Wuji, and when he woke up, he was in a trance, or he refused to wake up at all, and made up his mind to wrap his head in the quilt, close his eyes and desire to sleep, and then fall asleep, so that Qin Wuji in the dream continued to speak, continue to smile, and continue his warmth.

"You never wake up early, like this girl. After marrying into a neighboring village, she had to get up early, and when she first saw the morning frost in the fields, she said, "We have never had such a thing in our village!" You think the same as she does, you feel that there is no love in the world, and that's because you don't get up early enough to meet it, and it's there every morning, never late. “

When I got up, it was already evening, and I took a bag of biscuits to eat, and the Khazar book was next to it, and I flipped through this paragraph.

Yu Zipei reads it over and over again - you never get up early, just like this girl, never get up early, because you don't get up early enough to meet it. We didn't get up early enough, so we missed love, we got up early, but we were afraid of the cold outside and didn't want to go out, so we missed love, we fell on the way to the field and refused to get up, so we missed love, we got up early and came to the field, but our eyes were already blind, so we missed love, just like this girl!

It's hopeless.

"I just finished writing it, and I went to sleep first. Come on, I'll leave the door open. At eight o'clock in the morning, Qin Wuji called her.

She wore sunglasses all morning that day, all the time, and when she was talking. Let the world become a little blurry in my eyes, this world has nothing to do with me, the only thing that concerns you is you, in order to meet you, I am willing to fall asleep all the time, fall asleep, sleep in someone else's office, fall asleep when I talk on the phone, fall asleep when I go downstairs, fall asleep in a taxi, fall asleep when I pay, and don't wake up until I see you, you are my real life, nothing else.

But you, only when you are asleep, belong to me.

Yu Zipei was shouting in his heart again!

She sent a producer away in a few words and took a taxi to him, ten o'clock in the morning, which was the time when she should normally be asleep.

She went up to the third floor, and as he said, the door was unlocked, and it opened as soon as he pushed it. It was dark in the room and the curtains hung low - a faux night. The door to the study was open, the smell of smoke was heavy, and the tank of tropical fish protected by the computer screen swam silently in the dark.

He was in bed, asleep, with his head covered by the quilt and his face out of sight.

Yu Zipei stood at the door of the bedroom and began to undress, one by one, one by one, without a single piece left.

When she walked to the bed, Yu Zipei suddenly felt frightened, maybe she had entered the wrong room? Maybe on the wrong floor? Maybe this sleeping person is not Qin Wuji? Maybe she'll have to run away right away!

And she's standing here naked!

The clock ticked in the room, and she stood at a loss, feeling cold.

Finally, the person in the quilt rolled over, and his face peeked out from the corners of the quilt.

Qin Wuji didn't even open his eyes, and no one spoke. Yu Zipei doubted that he would hug any woman who slipped into his room like this, caressing them, and what they were. This artificial night honey is as thick as honey, and it is so similar that it makes the real night shameless. He began to whisper in Yu Zipei's ear, vague, like a dream, if you want to hear clearly, you have to wake up from this daydream, but she can't wake up, let him speak, the sound is the meaning, his words are just an ode to the exchange, you don't have to hear clearly, you don't have to remember, let him go on, go on, as a spell beyond the earth and never wake up.

More than two hours later, he fell asleep again. Yu Zipei quietly slipped out of bed, got dressed, and slipped out the door as he did when he came in. But she locked his door firmly, and she didn't want another woman to slip in like that......

As she had hoped, Qin Wuji sold his dream to herself. When he wakes up, he'll think he's just having a spring dream. And she, like Princess Artekh, was able to bring into reality what was in her dreams - his kiss remained on her body, bright red as blood.

She smiled almost happily.

When I walked down the street, I found that the weather was so clear, the sun was shining warmly, almost a little dazzling, and the dry season was coming. A young man holding a newspaper on the side of the road looked up at Yu Zipei, smiling, Yu Zipei thought that maybe it was the smile on her face that attracted him, her brown light gauze jacket and beige pants were so light and harmonious in this weather, she walked through the street with the smile of the stranger.

The first words of the two heads were: "Got it? Mo Ren's scandal! ”

"I don't know! Speak quickly, speak quickly! ”

"In a word—it's ugly!"

As soon as Mo Ren had something, his friends around him would rush to tell each other like this, and they would be excited. Mo Ren also knows, and is willing to be the protagonist of the scandal, he will say: "Life is boring enough, and it's not bad to have a little fun." ”

This time the story goes like this:

Mo Ren has been relentlessly looking for the lover of his dreams, relying on himself to personally investigate and identify again and again, and he feels that the efficiency is too low, so he decides to use the Internet. He published his email address, which attracted many letters from female readers, and he slowly sifted through them. After some inevitable hope and disappointment, a girl finally made his heart pound and have a sense of joy. She seems to have been specially prepared for him by God, full of longing for his love, knows his preferences well, the writing of the letters is not bad, and the most important thing is that the sentences are right to the point, saying that they are in his heart. Mo Ren began to have a panicked anticipation. In order not to waste his efforts, he had already practiced a cheeky face, and bluntly asked the girl's height, weight, waist size, whether the skin was white, and whether there was a big bag on her face, (he hated the girl with a big bag on her face the most,) The girl answered one by one, and sent a photo, which was really one in a hundred, and everything was agreeable. Mo Ren couldn't help but tell everyone about this happy event, and stammered again because of excitement: "This time it seems to be real, this time it seems to be real!" I tried it several times, and it seemed like it was real! He asked if they wanted to meet. Everyone said, "See! Mo Ren sent an invitation to the girl to meet. The girl hesitated, but finally agreed, and the two of them met at the Maxim Hotel at six o'clock on Saturday afternoon. Mo Ren said, "If you are, I will recognize you." ”

Are there really miracles in life? She and Qin Wuji didn't meet because they didn't have Mo Ren's sincerity?

The atmosphere that day was very tense, and they all gathered together, waiting for Mo Ren's good news. Mo Ren called before leaving and said, "If it's really good, I'll take her to dinner with you." ”

At six o'clock, seven o'clock, the friends were hungry, ordered food and waited while eating, and Mo Ren's phone never came.

It's a scam, a scam made by two friends who grew up with Mo Ren!

There are certainly no miracles in life.

A person who is nearly 30 years old is so naïve as to believe in letters and photos on the Internet, who will be ugly if he is not ugly?

Putting down the two-headed phone, Yu Zipei immediately dialed Mo Ren's number, they had been laughing at him for several days, and she was ready to make fun of him.

"Hey, I've heard your story!"

"Yes, I can't forgive them." Mo Ren actually said this, and Yu Zipei's idea of making fun of him suddenly disappeared - what's the matter? Mo Ren rarely said words of forgiveness or unforgiveness to anyone, and he didn't have many grudges, so he couldn't talk about forgiveness. Yu Zipei knew that someone had done ten times more to him, and he could laugh it off, besides, Da Xiong was his friend since childhood.

"When I was waiting in the lobby, I saw the big bear passing by and felt that something was wrong, and after a while, I saw Xiao Wu again, holding a camera in his hand and filming there. I stood up and wanted to go, and they followed. How could they do that? I also consider them good friends. ”

"They just wanted to make a joke."

"Everything else can be joking, but this one can't work."

"What's wrong with you? You're not a calculating person, you don't care about anything more than this, there are many things about men's clothing and women's clothing on the Internet, how can you take it seriously? ”

"That's not what I mean, don't you understand what I mean? Looks like you still don't know me. That night, my sister happened to call from the United States, and I told her, and before I could finish it, she said, stop talking about it, forget about it forever. Everything related to dreams is taboo for me, you can hurt me at will in life, I don't care, but you can't touch my dreams. ”

Yu Zipei was stunned by Mo Ren's words, and hung up the phone in a panic.

God willing, there is still one person in the world who understands him! I'm ashamed. How serious is this matter? Mo Ren broke off with these two friends who grew up together. He should also break off his friendship with Yu Zipei, because she also made fun of him, and she thought she knew him.

This incident proves that Mo Ren is hopeless, and any attempt to wake him up, whether well-intentioned, malicious or unintentional, will kill him.

Yu Zipei was shocked by the blow to Mo Ren from the Internet beauty incident, and she was shocked that she still didn't understand him! Mo Ren was the person she knew the longest, and she felt that it had taken her a long time to see his twists and turns, but she didn't. This is a terrible thing, which means that it is impossible to really know anyone, anyone!

For many years, she had been observing Mo Ren and talking to him, hoping to know what he really thought. Those who meet him for the first time may think that he is extremely frank, but in reality he knows how to hide what is most important to him. But his hidden nature will reveal the truth in front of one thing, and that is time. When time passes, and the most important thing becomes secondary, he will expose it and hide the more important things. So the more time passes, the more you will learn about him. He was a rare figure, and she had not grown tired and bored of observing him for so many years, and she even wondered where his life would go. Can a man live a life like he did? He acted recklessly all his life and ignored the word "decent". Yu Zipei always listened to him with a happy mood to tell the story of his adventures, the new scandal he created, and she liked this man who was born for "love", and there were few and few among men.

Many times Yu Zipei felt that he should be the one who aroused his greater passion, but in fact he was not. Why? She can only come down to the rhythm of her breathing, or the speed of her blood. If not from a rational point of view, she is inclined to think that it is because Mo Ren is too feminine. His way of emotion, his attitude towards the world, the look with his eyebrows and tongue, and even his contempt for women's intellect are very feminine. She knew that he was a good lover who was praised for his kindness, and that he was gentle and considerate to the street warblers. She thought that only a man like him could truly meet the needs of women, because he had the same needs. And what she needs is a more powerful love, not a more lingering love. He is very good at fighting, but he is extremely averse to violence, and he cannot understand that someone expresses his feelings in a violent way. He has a soft temperament, has no desire to dominate people, has a delicate mind, and is soft-hearted. He was the dream girl of women because he was so close to them.

Mo Ren is a trap, a gentle trap. He even has the qualities of a good husband, has patience, knows how to take care of others, and does not have the slightest arrogance, and cooks good dishes.

What's wrong with him? I really can't tell a sentence or two. God has a very simple sentence to describe him: "Mo Ren's head looks different from others." ”

Mo Ren, who is obedient to his lover, makes Yu Zipei feel a strange sense of unease, which is an indescribable faint uneasiness, which follows them like a shadow in the days of their love. He loved her, but she never knew why he loved her, it could be because of the soft purple color of a sunhat she wore, maybe it was because she walked a little strangely, or her smile in the shadow of a tree reminded him of a dream scene, or maybe the moon was white that day, drawing an arc around her neck that moved him, anything could be. He wouldn't love her a little more because of the love she tried to express, and her lazy and tired appearance could inspire his enthusiasm. He didn't live in the world she was, she wasn't herself, she just happened to reflect or conform to his illusions.

Love is good love, it just has nothing to do with her.

It would slowly make her feel bored, and she didn't bother to dress up when she finally went to see him. Of course, she could try to understand him and guess his mind, but Yu Zipei dared to promise that she couldn't guess correctly. She remembered that she had a white cotton vest that had been washed and discolored, and she didn't wear it often, and she was a little embarrassed that he didn't change her clothes when he came, but he liked it so much, saying that she was wearing the discolored white blouse that moved him.

He said that he liked docile girls, and knew how to obey fate, and she was docile and obedient to her words, asking for nothing. Later, when he wanted to leave him, he tried his best to behave unmeekly, trying to make him dislike him. He wrote: "I am curious that you have refused again and again, and that you have the courage to assert yourself, and I used to think that you were too docile. ”

Don't please him, don't try to annoy him, he has his own set.

The only thing that matters to him is his daydreams. In reality, he likes what coincides with his daydreams, and he hates what contradicts him, and it is of course a miracle that is not bad at all.

Miracles never happened.