The orphanage is gone, the orphanage was demolished a year after we met, and the other children were crying that day, only me and you Our past, like the oldest fairy tale, will always haunt my mind if I don't remember it, lingering - Ling Li

My name is Ling Li, and in the past ten years, I have only had two things, my name and Yin Xun. Yin Xun is richer than me, and in addition to having a name and me, he also has a goal. I always remember the first time I saw Yin Xun, it was a starless and moonless night, such a night was depressing, but I felt comfortable, when I was walking aimlessly on the lawn of the orphanage, I happened to see Yin Xun sitting on the wall. Curiosity brought me closer to you, I asked you what you were doing, you told me that you were looking at the stars. I said you are a fool, there are no stars in the sky at all. You sue me, you can see what I can't see. I think it's really strange that you, a boy a few years older than me, can see things you don't have. Later, I often met you there, and gradually I got used to going there every night to see you, and you would talk to me a lot, even if I didn't understand, you would tell me that what I heard the most was your dream, and you said, "In the future, I will definitely have a lot of money, a big house, and I will be very happy." I sue you, my dream is the same as yours, and I also want to have a lot of money, because with money you can buy a qiē. That night you said, "Let's work together so that our dreams will come true." Do you know that this became a reason for me to try to live, even if you were not with me later.

For the sake of our dreams, we have thought of many ways, but the orphanage is too small, our ideas cannot be implemented, maybe God heard our prayers, and is very happy, without the orphanage we can go out, in the outside world our ideas can be realized, our dreams will also come true. So when the other children were sent to other orphanages, we ran away, and that day we ran down the street, and we were afraid that we would be taken back, that our dreams would not come true. When it got dark we had a problem, we didn't have money, we couldn't afford to stay in a hotel, we spent the night in the corridor of a high-rise building, there was no orphanage there, it was very cold, we hugged each other for warmth, and it was a long, long time before we saw the first rays of sunshine. For many days after that, we spent our days aimlessly on the streets, and at night we rested in the corridors of high-rise buildings, and occasionally well-wishers would give us something to eat, but more often we would look for something to eat in the garbage bins, whether it was moldy steamed buns or rotten meat, we were always half a person, we walked a lot with them, and when we were really hungry, we took them out to eat, and then we were two children abandoned by the world, struggling to survive. Until one day we met a good man, he was willing to take us in, give us food, give us a place to live, we ended our wandering life, that uncle let us know that there are still people in this world who are kind, we lived in my uncle's house for a few days, one day an aunt came here to pick me up, she said she found me a good family, the family is very good, as long as I go I will definitely eat meat every day, I asked her if you can go together, she told me she only wants me. I asked my uncle if he could let you go with me, and my uncle told me that he also helped you find a good family, the family was over sixty years old and had no children, and they really wanted a son you were going there and couldn't go with me, I cried and begged my uncle to let him not separate us, and that day was also the first time my uncle beat me, and he sued me, and if he annoyed him again, he sold me farther away, so that I would never see you. The next day, I was taken away by that aunt to a very small village, and I stayed in the house where I bought me for a few days, and on the day of the rainstorm you came, and you said you were going to take me away, and just like that, we lived the same wandering life again. I asked you why you didn't go back to your uncle, and you sued me, that person was not an uncle, he was a human trafficker, and he sold me to other families as a child bride. I asked you what traffickers are and what child brides are, and you didn't answer me, and I didn't know what they meant until later.

I went to a small town with you, lived in an abandoned house, and you said that this would be our home in the future, and you would find a job here to make money, and after a long time, you sued me that you had found a job, and you had fifty yuan a month, and you also provided free food, and since then, you went out very early every day and came back very late, and when you were away, I went out to pick up bottles, and then sold them, and I could earn a few dollars a day, and I felt that kind of life was happiness. When I was twelve, you asked me what my wish was, and I told you, I wanted to go to school, and I envied those who could carry a school bag, they were cool. Soon after you sued me, you let me go to school, and you paid the tuition with all our savings, and I sat in the classroom for the first time and listened to the teacher, and it was a wonderful feeling. But when I went to class, I couldn't pick up bottles, and my family didn't have a few dollars in savings. I told you about this, and you said don't worry, I just need to concentrate on school, and you will find a way to deal with money. Later, I overheard from an aunt that I could make a lot of money by selling myself, and then I didn't come home after school that day, so I stood on the street for a long time before I mustered up the courage to stop an uncle. "You... Do you want to buy me? I mean, I can sell myself to you, as long as you give me money. "The next day, I went home with three hundred yuan, you didn't go to work, I looked at you like crazy and ran over to hug me and asked me where I went, I gave you the money, told you that you don't have to work so hard in the future, I can make money by myself, although it hurts, I want to die, but it is really profitable. That day, it was the first time I saw your desire to kill expression, and it was also the first time that you hit me. You tore off the three hundred pieces I gave, and they were torn to pieces, and you called me a slut, and you said that you never wanted to see me again in your life. No matter how much I cried, how much I begged you, you didn't look back, that day you disappeared and didn't come back, I think you really hate me and will never come back.