I can't give you thousands of miles of wealth and glory, I can't give you an eternal life of immortals, I can only use my last strength to wish you a happy and happy life - Lu Xi

After living for eighteen years, I have never looked forward to my birthday so much, I always thought that birthday was a dispensable existence, its meaning was only to tell me that I was one year older, and I had many troubles, but I was looking forward to this birthday, looking forward to the boy named Lu Xi to accompany me through this day, he accompanied me on his eighteenth birthday, which indicates that I am an adult, and I can help him share his troubles and pain, on this day, I decided that no matter what the future holds, I want to be by his side, I am willing to spend all my time in the future with him, and all my remaining feelings are used to love him, and from then on laughter blooms for him, tears slide for him, and my heart beats for him, love him every minute and every second, until I die.

I know that there will always be misfortune in idol dramas on such meaningful days, and misfortune and despair will come when the audience feels that they are about to be happy, and then everyone will cry and sigh that fate makes people. Obviously I wasn't so lucky to be the main character of TV, on my birthday, Lu Xi showed up on time, I saw his gift, very uncreative, it was a life-size stuffed animal, he said, if you miss me, hold it, it will always be with you, just like me.

"Lu Xi, is something wrong, why are you saying that?"

"Nothing happened, it's all smooth, I can accompany you in the future, you don't have to worry anymore, it's just ......"

"Just what?"

"It's just that before you married me, we couldn't be together 24 hours a day, so when we couldn't see each other, it stayed by your side instead of me, loved you, and protected you. ”

"I don't want you to protect me, I'm an adult, I can protect myself, and I can protect you, no matter what happens in the future, I will be by your side and face it with you, so Lu Xi, please don't hide from me anymore and do dangerous things, okay?"

"I promise you. ”

On this day of my birthday, I got the most desired promise, quietly nestled in Lu Xi's arms, listening to his powerful heartbeat, the world is so real and beautiful, on this day of my eighteenth birthday, I got my love, we made a vow never to be separated, my world is finally complete, I grasp the happiness that belongs to me. From the morning, we went to the playground, then to the museum, had lunch at a snack bar, and then went for a walk on the beach, blowing the wind and watching the stars. When I got home in the evening, I made a late-night snack, still half-cooked eggs, hard rice, and sweet and sour pork ribs that couldn't be seen as they were. I watched him frown and put the ribs in his mouth, then smiled and said, "It's delicious, you can try one too." "Lu Xi, don't you think it's hard to eat, don't you like it?" Sure enough, when he saw my aggrieved expression, he swept away the dishes on the table, and went to wash the dishes with a wry smile. At the last second of my birthday, the picture was frozen at the moment when he hugged me and fell asleep quietly, which was my eternity.

The next day I woke up under the lure of the scent, and hurried to the living room to see the busy figure, I hugged him from behind, coveting the tenderness he gave and the warmth of his embrace. "E's, I miss you. The person in his arms trembled slightly, and slowly turned around, it was not him, it was not him. I'm not surprised that Luo Chen would be here, it's just why he wasn't there.

"Xiao Ruo, if you want to hear it, I will tell you all the qiē, he didn't want to hide it from you, he just hoped that your happiness would last a little longer. ”

On this morning, I heard the whole story, knew where he went, understood my stupidity, and would never forgive myself.

Luo Chen said that he left, he went to the police station to turn himself in, because he killed someone, this matter could have been settled, a very capable person on the road appreciated him and wanted him to join, he agreed, in order to show sincerity, that person helped him settle the matter, and promised to let him inherit his Yiqiē as long as he worked hard, but later, he withdrew, because of his withdrawal, that person lost a lot of money, as revenge, he shook out that matter, no longer sheltered him, and made things bigger, so that Lu Xi had no way out.

"Do you want to know why he kills? It's for me, remember the time we saw him being bullied and I rushed up to help him, in order to save me, he killed someone by mistake, in order to repay him, I started to help him do things, it was very difficult at first, we were angry everywhere, those people treated us like dogs, he even knelt down and licked the soles of other people's shoes, until the appearance of that person we only stepped into the sky, and trampled on the soles of those who bullied us, but he gave up halfway, in order not to let you do stupid things again, he disobeyed that person's will, so that person did not let him go, I had already thought about replacing him, but he was too smart, always one step ahead of me, his last call was to ask me to take good care of youand instead of saying sorry. ”

"He said, 'Ruo'er, I can't promise you a long time, I only wish you a long life.'" ”

What Luo Chen didn't say, I understand that it wasn't that person who forced him to have no way out, what kind of person is Lu Xi, if he really reaches a desperate situation, he also has the ability to drag the other party to hell together, but he didn't do that, there is only one reason, that is, the other party threatened me, and for me, he sacrificed himself again. Lu Xi, it is my greatest luck that I met you in the vast sea of people, but it is your greatest misfortune that you met me. I know you haven't regretted it, but I regret it, I'm not worthy of your love, not worth your effort.

I asked Luo Chen, what will happen to you, he said he didn't know, I asked him again, if you can never come back, he also said he didn't know, and then I didn't ask anything, because it doesn't matter anymore, no matter where you are, no matter when you come back, I will wait for you, wait for you to accompany me for my birthday, accompany me shopping, accompany me to see the stars, and accompany me for a long time......