The ancient legend that everyone's life has meaning, everyone is looking for something alive, everyone is half a whole, and only by finding the other half of life in the vast sea of people will it be complete, and you are the whole meaning of my life - Ling Li

You have hurried through a few years in my life, and left me three years of loneliness, I have grown rapidly in three years without you, just so that I can have the courage to ask you when I meet again, Yin Xun, can you forgive me? And now, I wish to meet you again, but I can no longer speak, I have lost your time for too long, so long that I have forgotten my original intention, but I have strengthened my belief in finding you, and when I meet again, I am sad to find that without you, my life is as dead as death. So, I want to find you, I want to sue you, how dangerous you are now, I want to sue you, please get out of here, never, never come back, I want to sue you, Yin Xun is the whole of Ling Li's life, as long as Yin Xun is safe and happy, even if Ling Li will never see Yin Xun in her life, even if Yin Xun will not forgive Ling Li in this life, Ling Li will be very happy and satisfied as long as Yin Xun is safe.

I don't dare to blatantly look for you, now I am no longer the child who will only hide behind you and ask you to protect me, now I can protect myself very well and help you, I want you to know that Ling Li can already stand in front of Yin Xun to shelter him from the wind and rain, just like Yin Xun did to Ling Li back then. This city is not big, but to find someone is tantamount to looking for a needle in a haystack, I don't know where you are, I don't know if you have left this city, I just want to do something for you, even if it is insignificant, still do my best, leave life and death behind. When you are struggling to find someone but can't find it, you should go back to the starting point and let a qiē start from the beginning. So for the next 30 days, I searched for all my colleagues and customers in the store, asked all the people who might know your whereabouts, I stood in the scorching sun for hours, I walked a few miles to buy snacks that people liked, I helped them do any housework without regrets, I took out all my savings for them to squander, just wanted to get a message about you, even if in the end I would only get a sentence of "Well, I seem to have seen it, but I can't remember clearly, you can ask someone else".

I have never had dignity in my life, but I have excessive self-esteem, I once read a scientific survey that said that 90 percent of orphans have extreme self-esteem, and the reason is because they are extremely inferior, this conclusion is ridiculous, but I can't laugh, because I am not the 10 percent of the beings, I can't laugh at myself. I know from an older sister that nothing in this world is absolute, just like she used to hate the mistress the most, but ended up being a mistress who couldn't see the light. She said that people in the world can sell anything for money, and as long as you sell, no matter how high the price, there will always be people who will buy it. During those years of selling myself, I thought she was right, and I personally confirmed her words. But now, I think I'm still different from her, for money, she can sell a qiē, and I can sell a qiē for you.

A person will not disappear out of thin air, I firmly believe that as long as you search all the restaurants, hotels, and bathrooms, you will always find your traces, when I make up my mind, there will be one more madman in this city, no matter the wind or rain, no matter day or night, she will only go crazy and break in, she will be thrown out by the hotel security guards, she will be beaten by a group of people with sticks, she is like a rat crossing the street, everyone she meets will beat and scold, no one sympathizes, no one helps, she is like a soulless walking corpse, looking for the meaning of life in the vast sea of people。

Then, God was moved by her, she found him, at that moment when the sun was setting, in that silent alley, she saw him with his back to her, and his figure was as tall as when they met by chance, at that moment, tears slipped quietly, but it was very sweet. He pushed away the man in front of him, and with a muffled sound, he turned around, and she saw the shining knife in the sun, so sharp, so sharp, she didn't know how much human blood she had to drink to maintain this knife so well, she only saw that the blood flowed down the sharp blade, silently immersed into the earth, and then the heavens and the earth were silent, as if dead......