Chapter 112: [The Shadow Named One]
"Don't you think it's a pity? My little host ......"
Little Blue felt more and more sad, so much so that the color of her body, as she approached the astral boundary, had penetrated from white to a faint purple.
"You were born in this world, and you didn't have any friends...... It's a shame, even though I know it's not good, but I'm not saying that all of us are willing to go with you somewhere, somewhere, because we have a connection...... Missing a ...... It can be called friendship, or something emotional. ”
"I even feel ...... Even if it's Shadow Seeker, you don't see him as a true friend...... I mean...... Of all the people you meet, anyone who wants to be friends with you, you're turned away......"
And at this time, the ice elf interrupted Xiaolan's words, in the precise sense, corrected Xiaolan's words.
"Or ...... You don't need any friends at all, do you? My thoughts are completely different from Xiaolan's, what she means is that you have a lot of bonds that others have never had, for example, a lover of ten lifetimes, a past grudge, and friends from a long, long time ago, and even in a sense, your friendship lasts longer than ordinary people...... It's not sad at all, they want to know you now because of you in the past, which is enough to prove how precious what you have. ”
The Ice Elf hardly had much of the same idea as Little Blue.
When experiencing a valuable friendship - Xiaolan's owner, Chang Yinglan, in Xiaolan's mouth, is a chic woman who is loved by everyone, and a person who can be called a god in the world.
Although Chang Yinglan is not there, she can also spy a little bit of this woman from Xiaolan's worship......
She is a dashing girl with friends everywhere, even more powerful than the average man.
This kind of behavior of hers, this kind of character, this kind of legendary woman who can also be fascinated by the elf of Xiaolan, or, more or less, the word legend.
She is one of only two gods in a 3,000-year-old empire with humans as gods.
Of course, she was classified as an Imperialist because she was married to the Imperial, and in fact, in her original world, almost no one could tell her what it was like to be a god.
Chang Yinglan, ah Chang Yinglan...... What kind of woman are you...... How can it be connected to the astral plane?
"I'm thinking...... Such a question! Little master! You must answer me! Xiaolan puffed out her face a little angrily and said, "Little master, have you obtained all the memories?" I remember Shadow Seeker telling us very early on that he couldn't control your memories anymore...... All memories will be remembered or forgotten by you! ”
"All about Shadow Seeker and you! Do you really think about it? Or is it? You've always, always had these memories, and you don't think of Shadow Seeker as a real friend at all?! ”
"Lord Shadow Seeker, are you your friend?"
Xiaolan shouted eagerly.
But Chang Yu Feng just listened, without too many words, and did not mean to answer.
"Kid, did the Shadow of the Wilderness say something to you? Or is everything you call alive not something that can be said, but an excuse for your self-avoidance? ”
The Ice Elves were also a little lost.
From their eyes, Changyu Feng seemed to see some kind of expectation that he had never seen before......
It is indeed a kind of entanglement of trust and disappointment for the people I know.
At this time, it was Changyu Feng's turn to answer.
"Just because I'm connected to my old self may not be something I'm proud of."
Chang Yu Feng also followed, and sighed an incomprehensible breath.
"If it's just because of the old me, for them, they knew each other, or loved each other, then for the current me...... This completely different me, this me who is not known to them at all, where is the meaning of the so-called existence? You haven't thought about it......"
"Now I may not have the so-called bonds because they knew me and knew me before...... Because I'm no longer the same person I used to be, I'm stuck in the same place, and I'm moving forward. I have only one kind of inexplicable and wonderful connection with them, not to mention, it is the cycle of life and death, not amnesia or forgetting. I ...... with them Not in one world...... Naturally, there will be no more fetters......"
Long feather maple's words, the wind is light and light......
Chang Yu Feng's heart can't be quiet in the surging.
Xiaolan shouted out almost in righteous indignation.
She shouted, "I never thought about it! You would be so ruthless! Little master! How can you say such a thing! ”
"It's unbelievable!"
"No...... Child...... It's very hurtful for you to think like this, and even if I hear it, I think it's too ruthless for you to say this, to think like that......"
"No...... I think so...... Knowing the face but not the heart...... I'm not the kind of person you think I am, and I'm not the kind of person I can think of, or rather, when we meet, we express emotions in terms of things, because I did such a thing, so you think I'm the kind of person and don't care what I'm thinking...... Your stereotypes are just, as I think, the stereotypes ......"
Changyu Feng quickly dismissed the idea of Xiaolan and the Ice Elf.
But even so, they had no way of understanding what Changyu Kaede meant.
Because of Changyu Feng, in the final analysis, he has been in a state of half-understanding and detouring......
"It's a dangerous thing to not be able to get out of your own world!" Ice Elf and Little Blue both shouted in unison!
"Little master, it's not right for you to do this...... It's dangerous to be in your own world all the time and not be able to turn back! Do you know what you're talking about now? This is! No! ”
Xiaolan glanced at her little master sadly.
He's somewhat hollow now...... Godless.
Maybe he didn't even know what he was thinking......
So much so, that he was somewhat, a little sad, missing......
"I'm a man like that...... Is it really possible to meet your mother? ”
His questions are answered in his own heart.
"What does it matter if you have a memory or not...... Isn't it? ”
He doesn't contradict himself, but he's chaotic......
He is neither rational nor emotional......
He's empty now......
What kind of life is right......
No, there is no right life, but only, one after another invisible......
Life's setbacks...... It doesn't make a way to torture people.
"It doesn't matter if you have a memory or not......"
He repeated his words.
Chang Yu Feng, who has all the memories, is still now, named by a marginalized old man, Wang Po, and another is destined to be marginalized by society...... Ning Sanqi?
If yes, not very ...... Is it bad?
In that case, what kind of growth can this person have?!