The day after returning to Lucheng, Song Xusheng's mother died, and he went back again. Before leaving, he called Liu Yiyi, and Liu Yiyi comforted him and said, "Then should I go?" Song Xusheng was surprised and said, "You will still ...... Will you still go? Liu Yiyi said: "If you want me to go, I will go." Song Xusheng said: "Of course I want you...... Of course, but you still don't forget it, you're going to kowtow on the ground, and there is mud everywhere. And he said, "Thank you very much, that's enough, that's enough." ”

Liu Yiyi called Qin Yixing and wanted to meet him, and Qin Yixing agreed. In the evening, Qin Yixing picked her up on a small road next to the library of Caida University and said, "You can talk about anything on the phone." Liu Yiyi said: "If you don't want to come, forget it." "I opened the door to get down. Qin Yixing started the car and said with a smile: "You really have to find someone who can endure your young lady's temper." Liu Yiyi said: "I'm not a beauty, what qualifications do I have to lose my temper?" Qin Yixing said, "Okay, okay." He drove the car to the foot of the Lujiang Bridge and stopped, saying, "Walk on the bridge." On the bridge, the two silently walked to the middle of the bridge, stopped, and crouched on the railing to look at the river. Qin Yixing said: "We seem to have been here. Liu Yiyi remembered that she had come when she first met more than four years ago, but said, "You have been here with someone else, right?" Qin Yixing said: "Not with you? It seems that there is no one else. Liu Yiyi said: "Think about it." Qin Yixing looked at the river and didn't say anything.

Liu Yiyi broke the silence and said, "Song Xusheng's mother died today. Qin Yixing immediately said, "That's good, that's good...... Right? After a pause, he said, "Well, the suffering person can be freed, or else...... Right? Liu Yiyi said: "Actually...... Actually, how to say it? Qin Yixing said: "She is liberated, Song Xusheng is liberated, and you are also liberated." Liu Yiyi said: "He still has a brother and a nephew." His family values are terrible. Qin Yixing said: "This is not a bad thing, it is a good thing, a very good thing." Those who only care about themselves are chic and that is a bad thing. He sighed and said: "Yiyi, you have to look at things farther, and you have been chic and romantic in the past few days under your nose, and it only means so much." Liu Yiyi said: "Yes." Qin Yixing said: "Now so many girls follow their feelings, and they are highly myopia, you must always look farther than them." Liu Yiyi said: "I'm not highly myopic, will I fall to this point today?" When you first started, you really couldn't see the final ending? ”

Qin Yixing said: "Look at the other party, you have to see that he is good to the family, and you will be safer in the future." It's a matter of eyesight. Liu Yiyi said: "I see that you are so good to your wife, you didn't give me a sense of security." Qin Yixing smiled: "Do I want to give me the right to give?" Don't deal with people like me in the future. Liu Yiyi said: "Can I be so stupid? And he said, "What can a girl do if she is not stupid?" Qin Yixing said: "Some men have a demonic thought in their hearts, and they can't resist the temptation of that demonic thought. Liu Yiyi said: "I'm really willing to understand them, maybe it's not their fault, I can only blame God." In other words, a woman's fate is naturally tragic and inescapable. I really don't want to admit it, but what can I change if I don't admit it, except for aggravating the pain in vain? A man's love, not to mention love, a man's feelings must be renewed, and he must go to the young girl to renew, unless he is incapable. This is a fact that must be acknowledged, it goes without saying, there is no need to say anything more, what to discuss. A man's feelings, not to mention feelings, are feelings, and a man feels that he wants to be renewed, so he won't go to the yellow-faced woman to renew, right? But a woman's youth is only once, is it a mistake to be born as a woman? Qin Yixing said, "Do you hate me so much? Liu Yiyi said: "What's the use of hating you alone? Qin Yixing smiled and said, "Hate all mankind." And he said, "I am true to you, and I have done everything I could." Liu Yiyi said: "A man's inattentiveness and hypocrisy with affection, the effect is actually the same, maybe the hypocrisy is better, he at least makes people hate him, and if he hates, everything is solved." ”

Qin Yixing put his hand on Liu Yiyi's shoulder and said, "It's so windy, is it cold?" Liu Yiyi said: "It's not cold. Qin Yixing said, "Hate me so much? Liu Yiyi said: "It's good to really hate me, I just hate myself and don't hate, I'm really useless!" Qin Yixing said: "You better move your mood to Song Xusheng and marry him, he may not have any magic thoughts in his heart." Liu Yiyi said: "Is he really suitable?" I don't like anyone, I don't fantasize about who likes me, I only think about what is suitable and what is not suitable. Qin Yixing said: "Why is it not suitable?" Hasn't the situation changed? Liu Yiyi said: "There are just some signs of improvement. My mentality is not right at all, just like an actuary to calculate these things, is it because I studied finance? Sometimes I wonder in my heart whether I should treat my body as if it was another Liu Yiyi, and desperately find someone who is rich, at least for a few more years. I think so, I just can't do it, I'm really useless! can find a potential stock, even if he is a potential stock, wait, wait, wait for him to really break out one day, a kick, kick you, conscience is better, don't kick, hang there, slowly air dry, like drying a piece of bacon, isn't it also empty! Qin Yixing said: "Are you so pessimistic? Liu Yiyi said: "I have to open my eyes to see." And he said, "I really don't have much hope for this world." In the past, I lied to myself when I said this, and I still had hope in my heart, but now I still say this, and my mentality is completely different. Qin Yixing said: "Are you really so pessimistic? Liu Yiyi said: "Who gave me a reason to be optimistic, did you give it?" ”

A big truck rumbled past behind her, Liu Yiyi couldn't help but shrink her body, and the two of them pressed their bodies close to each other. After kissing for a while, Liu Yiyi said, "The people in the car all watched us perform." Qin Yixing said: "Who has seen less?" Next month, we will organize a kiss competition in Taiwan, and several couples who came to sign up said that they wanted to break the record of 18 consecutive hours in Lucheng. He let go and leaned on the railing to look at the river. Qin Yixing said: "Speaking of which, it is still necessary to establish family affection, and there is no way out for passion." The passion subsides, and both parties ask themselves, what's the point of being with him? With family affection, everything is smooth, money, bed, and all kinds of feelings. My parents' generation really has a good relationship, my mom can't sleep if she doesn't listen to my dad's snoring, and my dad is on a business trip and wants to urge him to come back and snore for her. My dad had to eat my mother's food to make it delicious, and he couldn't eat it well when he went to a banquet outside. Money split? I didn't think about it, and I had to sleep with my face close to me at night. It's a state of mind. I don't have such a good attitude, Zhou Shan yawned and blew her nose to eat watermelon, I was very uncomfortable. I was snoring, it was my dad's foot, and she was going to kick me awake. I coughed a few times when my throat itched, and then asked me what I was coughing about. Smoke a cigarette during the day and say you have smoke on you at night. I didn't ask her what she thought, but I knew that human feelings were symmetrical. This is another state of mind. We're all asking ourselves, what's the point of being with each other? The meaning is for Qinqin, and no one can do what Qinqin doesn't agree with, so let's just consume it. Of course, Zhou Shan is still pitiful, and she may be depressed. There is a woman on the TV station, who was also a host more than ten years ago, divorced for many years, and her son was awarded to the man, she has lived alone for so many years, she has depression, jumped off the building and died a few days ago, and she didn't leave a suicide note. So, I can only consume it like this. I think there will be more and more jumps in the future. Liu Yiyi said: "So I'm getting more and more scared, you still have feelings for each other at the beginning, right?" I didn't have it in the first place, I didn't have it at all, what will I do in the future? It can only be love is love, and marriage is marriage. Qin Yixing said, "Why can't you have it?" He's actually pretty good. Liu Yiyi said: "Is it my mouth that has the final say?" You can't lie to your heart. I love you so much, and you can't give me a promise. Qin Yixing said: "How can I be qualified?" And he said, "The time has come, and if you don't deceive, you have to deceive." Liu Yiyi said: "This is very cruel. Qin Yixing said: "Some narcissistic women don't want to be so cruel to themselves, and they end up being even more cruel. There are some things that you have seen, thought of, seen, thought, and done to really see and think. You still have to love Song Xusheng, a woman has no youth, and the person who stays by her side can only be her husband. Liu Yiyi said: "I don't feel it, I can't love it, I've come to this point and I'm already very reluctant to myself." If only I could go back to my college days, I don't have to force myself, I take my time. Qin Yixing said: "You still want to find a handsome guy, it's not possible!" Liu Yiyi remembered Xia Weikai and said, "What if it's possible?" Do you want to think about it? It's okay for me to marry Song Xusheng, but if there are conditions, you can't ignore me! Qin Yixing smiled and said, "Then it would make things too complicated." He also said: "The quality of today's marriage has really declined, with so many memories of the soul and the memory of the body, walking in, the memory may be rekindled at any time, and even resurrected materially, how can family affection be cultivated?" If it can't be cultivated, where is the future of women? As time goes on, their love creativity declines. I sympathize with them, Zhou Shan is also one of them, where does she go to have an extramarital affair? Liu Yiyi said: "I also sympathize with Zhou Shan, just like I sympathize with myself." ”

Qin Yixing talked about Song Xusheng again, and Liu Yiyi said: "Why do you like him more than me?" I've never found the feeling of feeling. Qin Yixing said: "I really hope that you will be happy in the future, at least not unlucky." Liu Yiyi said: "Is happiness possible for people like me? It's too far away. I told myself not to have fantasies, and I couldn't help but hold on to them, so I was unwilling and wanted to blow him up. Qin Yixing said: "Don't take risks, you don't have so much capital to take risks." Liu Yiyi said: "I just want to plant me on him!" I haven't turned a corner yet. Qin Yixing said: "If you think you are really that great, I can't help it, actually...... Greatness is not something that can be made great out of thin air, greatness requires capital. Liu Yiyi said: "He poured salt on the woman's wound." When she casually said the word "woman", she herself was startled. Qin Yixing said: "The clothes on the pedestrian street are on sale these days, and when Song Xusheng comes back, you take him to buy a few clothes." Man, he still has feelings for you to be good to him, just as he will feel for the state of a woman in a certain state. Liu Yiyi said: "Why are you so rogue? Qin Yixing said: "Did I distort the facts? Liu Yiyi said: "I don't have any money." Qin Yixing said: "Aren't you rich now?" And he said, "You can get my reimbursement for it." Liu Yiyi said: "It's okay to listen to you, but you have to promise me that you won't ignore me in the future." Qin Yixing said: "I'll talk about it later." Liu Yiyi said: "If you ignore me, I will ignore him and rely on you for the rest of my life." Alas, my heart, my heart! Qin Yixing sighed and said, "There's no way, Yiyi, there's no way, you can't always go on like this." And he said, "It has become my sin for your own good." And he said, "gone, you can say it too." Liu Yiyi said: "Then I will also ask you for reimbursement." He took his mobile phone to talk to Song Xusheng, said comforting words, and asked him to advance 500 yuan first. After receiving the line, Liu Yiyi said: "Can I sort it out tonight?" Qin Yixing patted her on the shoulder: "This is not to pay attention to you?" Liu Yiyi said: "What is this?" Qin Yixing said: "That's not okay? Song Xusheng will have an opinion when he knows it, don't you feel sorry for him? Liu Yiyi said: "I don't think so." Qin Yixing said: "The world has really changed, everyone is so relaxed in their hearts, and no rules are rules." Then he looked at his watch and said, "Then let's go." After getting off the bridge and getting into the car, Liu Yiyi said, "Where are you going?" Qin Yixing said: "Which hotel to find a room?" Liu Yiyi said: "Don't go to Kangding? Qin Yixing paused for a moment and said, "It's a mess, it's a mess." Liu Yiyi thought that there might be traces of other women there, and a burst of unhappiness passed through her heart, wanting Qin Yixing to send her back to school, and thinking again, why did she ask him like that, and why did she take it so seriously? She suddenly felt how lonely she was in this world.