I looked at Yaoyao gratefully, and then nodded heavily.

"Well, I promise you, no matter what happens to me in the future, I will tell you as soon as possible."

"Thank you, Yaoyao, thank you for telling me this, thank you for not giving up on me, thank you for giving me a sense of security."

"You know what? I have never looked at myself so seriously as I do today, and I have never had such a clear understanding of myself as I do today. ”

"It was you who showed me what love should look like, and it was you who let me know how to love someone."

"Thank you."

I said a lot of thanks in one breath, but even so, I still felt that words could not express my excitement at this time.

I can't think of anything else I can do to express my gratitude other than an affectionate long kiss.

As soon as I thought of this, I didn't hesitate to hold her face and send an affectionate French wet kiss.

I didn't stop kissing until I felt breathless, Yaoyao greeted the tender flesh on my waist for the first time, and the sour feeling went straight to my head, so painful that I almost sat on the ground.

This girl's vindictiveness is really not ordinary, but I'm still immersed in the kiss just now, and I'm not sad.

Yaoyao looked at me with hatred on her face, and her eyes spewed out a raging anger.

Didn't he just kiss you, as for being so hateful as the sea? I felt a little guilty in my heart. The burning pain in my lower back reminded me that I shouldn't mess with her again at this time.

"You rascal, you know to take advantage of me, next time you kiss me without my permission, I will bite you to death."

"What's wrong with my husband kissing you, I can't kiss you anymore?"

"You tell me clearly, it's without permission."

"Then I have to make a report next time I want to kiss you, report to my wife, I want to kiss you now, is it okay?"

"Hiss, ah, pain! Pain, pain, pain! Wife, I was wrong, I won't dare next time. ”

"I'll let you play a scoundrel for me, a scoundrel."

"Don't dare, don't dare! Wife, I really know it's wrong, I really don't dare. Let go, you're about to get the meat off. ”

What does it mean to get carried away, what is happiness and sorrow, and what is a good scar that forgets pain? Just look at the red mark on my waist.

"I'm supposed to take you down a lump of flesh and let you remember it for a long time, what are you thinking about every day?"

"I miss you, what else can I think, I think you've exhausted your brain, and you don't have extra bandwidth to think about anything else."

"I know that there is no flamboyance, you give me an honest account, how many girls have you said these words?"

"Wife, I was wronged, in this life. Oh no, I've only said that to you alone in these twenty years. And I promise that I will only say to you for the rest of the day, and I only want you alone. ”

"Hmph, I believe you have a ghost, a man's mouth, no one can be trusted."

"Okay, let's not dwell on this matter, can we? I really appreciate you talking to me about this today. ”

"You know what? The village where I live is very poor. Many people are so poor that they have never seen a building in their lives and have never entered the city once. ”

"When we were young, we could only eat meat two or three times a month. Every time I feel special because I don't know when the next one will be. ”

"So since I was a child, I thought that when I grew up, I had to leave that place, and I had to go to see the outside world."

"I want to make money and change the fate that I can see at a glance. I don't want to be like my ancestors who have lived in the village for generations, farming with their backs to the loess every day. ”

"I don't want to live that precarious life. Those depressing days made me feel very panicked, but there was nothing I could do about it. ”

"I can only imagine the outside world in my heart, and I hope that one day I can have a stable life in the city."

"You know what? My father started to work very early, and I wanted to tell him about these uneasiness and fears in my heart, and I wanted to hide under his wing when I was afraid. ”

"But he has been very busy, very busy, and it is rare that he has time, but I dare not tell him anything. I can only comfort myself, protect myself, and get along with myself in my heart. ”

"I chose to come out to work just to take control of my own destiny as soon as possible, and I always felt that I didn't need to rely on anyone. Because, since I was a child, there has never been a person I have ever relied on. ”

"When I first came to Shenzhen, I was scared every day because the outside world was completely different from what I imagined. The city is as lively as if it were a Chinese New Year every day, but it is as cold as an arctic glacier. ”

"All the excitement is someone else's, all I have is my own little expectation, a little perseverance."

"I feel very lucky to have met you, and I feel that God has finally opened his eyes and seen me."

"But at the same time, I'm also very scared, and the aura on your body makes me feel very dim when I am next to you."

"Our background is also one of the sources of my panic, and I have always rarely mentioned the reasons for my parents, in addition to the fact that the relationship between our family is very indifferent, but also because they are very ordinary."

"I know they've always loved me and are trying to give me better conditions. But despite their best efforts, they were powerless in the end. ”

"I'm afraid that we'll be like them in the rest of our lives, and I'm afraid that our children will go through what I've been through."

"Because I care too much, I don't dare to tell you, I'm afraid I'll lose you. I can only face my own heart, and I can only grow up slowly. ”

I confessed all the words in my heart in one breath, and the emotions that had been pressing on my heart for a long time were finally vented at this moment, and I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

Yaoyao listened carefully to all my words, and her grip on my hand became tighter and tighter, as if she was also going through the pain I had experienced.

After listening to my words, Yaoyao didn't speak, just hugged me tightly. Tears poured down my clothes, instantly wetting my back.

"Xiao Yuan, I'm sorry. I didn't know you had been through so much and had been wrong with you. ”

"I think my girlfriend is really a failure, can't help you with it, and keeps putting pressure on you."

"Xiao Yuan, you have to promise me that you will not be alone with these in the future. Let me bear it with you. ”

"Also, you can't be cranky, you're still young, and there are still plenty of opportunities to progress and grow. And I will always be by your side and work hard with you. ”

"You have to believe that as long as we work together, we can definitely change these things and live the life we want."

Yaoyao comforted me with tears in her eyes, and kept rubbing my back. Wanting to ease my grief and give me enough strength.

"Love is never a person's business, and growth is the same. We will have to go through many, many things in this life, and we will encounter many, many difficulties. If you choose to go it alone, then you will be very hard and hard, and you will not even be able to persevere. ”

"That's why we need families, we need partners, we need people who travel with us all the way. Now that we're together, I'm the one who walks with you all the way, and we all have the same responsibility to face all the problems you encounter. ”

"I know that in the hearts of you boys, girls should be taken care of and protected. I have no objection to you taking care of and protecting me, but I also hope that you will think of me when you need comfort, encouragement, and support. ”

Yaoyao whispered in my ear, and her every word was like a beating war drum, surging with the stirring in my heart.

It's not like I haven't thought about my love, my life, and my growth. But after listening to her words, I realized how selfish, childish, and ridiculous my thoughts were.

Although I am with Yaoyao, I don't have our concept in my heart, so I only think about myself.

Let Yaoyao say this, I understand why I have been unable to empathize, empathize, and empathize.

The habitual helplessness from childhood to adulthood has made me trapped myself on the island of my own emotions, and even now with Yaoyao, I am still used to thinking alone, enduring alone, and bearing alone.

"I know, I used to be used to being alone, but suddenly I haven't adapted to you, so let me adjust again."

"Oh, it's used to being alone, it seems that I shouldn't show up, and it's affecting you. Do you want me to go, you will be alone again. ”

"Wife, no, I was really wrong. Give me some time, and I'll correct my mistakes. ”

"I advise you to do it yourself, and I'm used to being alone, I'm a little redundant?"

"No, no, not really. Isn't it that my parents were not around before, so I have to deal with everything by myself, and I have developed this habit after a long time. ”

"Now that I have a wife, I will have someone to help me in the future, and I don't have to be alone anymore."

"It's good that you know, I warn you, if you hide everything from me in the future, you'll be cranky by yourself. I'll really let you be a person, and give me a good self-reflection. ”

"Yes, yes, wife, I reflect, I must seriously and deeply reflect."

"I know you're stressed, but that's not a reason for you to exclude me from your world. Since we have chosen to be together, we must be together no matter what. ”

"When two people are together, communication is the most important, if you hide everything in your heart and refuse to tell me, then what do you let me do?"

"Guess? I'm not a worm in your stomach, how can I guess what's going on in your mind? ”

"If you hadn't told me this today, I thought you would have had something else on your mind?"

"Wife, I'm sorry. Rest assured, I assure you that I will never have anything else on my mind. I'm just afraid that because of my emotions affecting your mood, and even more so because of my own indecision, it will affect our relationship. ”

Speaking of which, I suddenly felt that I was in this state of worry every day. I'm either worried about this, or I'm worried about that, and it seems that I will never have a heart that can be bought.

"Then you don't think it will affect now? I can feel your anxiety and worry from you every day when I'm with you, but I don't know why, I can only guess. ”

"Guess if it's because of our relationship that bothers you, if it's because I've done something wrong that makes you unhappy, if it's because you don't like me anymore."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I really didn't know that I had caused you so much trouble, I just wanted to solve the problem I was facing by my own efforts. ”

"Is that your own problem? Now your problems are the problems of the two of us, and I can understand that you have these worries and worries, but do you think this can be solved by yourself? ”

"Or do you think that your affairs have nothing to do with me and don't need me to be involved?"

Yaoyao's tone suddenly became stern, and it seemed that my performance had angered her once again. Indeed, as she said, I now put all the blame on myself.

Not only did it not help solve the problem at all, but it also put our relationship in a dangerous situation, which also added a lot of anxiety to Yaoyao.

"Xiao Yuan, I'll tell you one last time, you can hear it clearly. You're my boyfriend, and I won't allow you to say anything more about yourself, you're alone. ”

"From now on, you always keep in mind that we are two people, you are no longer alone, and you don't have to face you and the predicament alone."

"I can pour you water when you're thirsty, I'll cook for you when you're hungry, I'll take care of you when you're sick, and I'll comfort you if you're unhappy. In short, you can remember clearly to you that we are now two people, not you alone. ”

"Speak later, use your pig brain for me before you do anything, I hate what you say."

When she said this, Yaoyao was already furious, and it seemed that my words really made her very angry.

This was still comforting me just now, why did it go away after a while, this change is really a bit fast, and I really can't adapt to it for a while.

Seeing her angry now, I suddenly became a little scared of her, I really didn't know how her emotions suddenly switched to angry mode.

"Wife, don't be like this, I'm a little scared?"

"You know now that you're scared, why weren't you scared when you pushed me outside. When you only think about yourself in everything you do, how can you not be afraid? ”

"Wife, I know it's wrong, I promise you, I'll let you know anything in the future, okay? Don't do that, I'm really scared. ”

"Hmph, you're scared, I'm more scared than you. I'm afraid you'll be wronged, I'm afraid you'll be hurt, I'm afraid I'll not be there for you when you're sad. ”

"I'm afraid that you'll suddenly be unhappy, that you'll suddenly become quiet, that I won't know what you're thinking when you're thinking alone."

The more Yaoyao spoke, the more excited she became, her emotions were already on the verge of collapse, and I wanted to appease her, but I didn't know where to start.