"I'll leave when I'm injured, don't bother with you, it's quite convenient for me to move now, you can go back and rest early, I can do it alone."

Seeing Lu Jing's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, Zhen Hua took the lead in speaking. Although there is no affection between the two, but after a year of husband and wife, after all, there is a tacit understanding beyond ordinary people, Zhen Hua knows what Lu Jing is struggling with, it is nothing more than a former person who appeared in front of her eyes again, causing her to have the love she once had, but this emotion is fleeting, and it can even be said to be quite redundant, so Zhen Hua issued an eviction order, also to extinguish Lu Jing's illusion, I hope Lu Jing can understand it, it is a stupid practice to be entangled in the old people, even if Zhen Hua himself has been stupid for many years, But Lu Jing is different from him, he has not participated in Lu Jing's life all these years, it is possible for Lu Jing to break free from her own shackles, she trapped herself in that cage, she was not locked, but Lu Jing herself was unwilling to come out.

It's a pity that Zhen Hua underestimated Lu Jing's "stubbornness", and he has insisted on a liking for seventeen years, how can he give up easily? Zhen Hua issued an eviction order, but it was her choice to go or not, and her choice was the latter, just like in seventeen years. Zhen Hua threw out the kind of divorce agreement to her, she signed her name without saying a word, without a trace of retention, which made Zhen Hua a little overwhelmed, but at that time her heart was already dripping blood, but she couldn't help it, when a man made this kind of decision, it was irreversible, she knew at that time that no matter how much trouble she made and what method she used to keep her, Zhen Hua was going to leave after all, so she signed, but she did not give up and continue to love Zhen Hua.

Lu Jing has always known who Zhen Hua likes is, and there are no secrets between husband and wife for a year, so she clearly knows that Wen Zixin's influence on Zhen Hua is not something she can interfere with at all. Back then, she knew that her status in Zhen Hua's heart was just a substitute for Wen Zixin, from beginning to end, she always knew this, but she didn't think about resisting, and she didn't have the ability to resist this cruel fact. So she withdrew, she was very naïve back then, she knew that she was just a substitute for Wen Zixin, so her departure would also drive Zhen Hua to find Wen Zixin again, but Wen Zixin's attitude towards Zhen Hua, anyone with a discerning eye can see that they are just friends, and the relationship between the two friends is insurmountable, although Zhen Hua hopes to cross that line, but the facts do not allow Zhen Hua to do this, so Zhen Hua will still come to find himself after touching the nail.

So she took this stupid idea and stayed in the magic capital for three whole years, she was very poor, although she was divorced at that time, Zhen Hua handed over all the non-fixed assets to her, except for that company, but she was still very poor. After getting married, she didn't have her own job, and the whole family was supported by Zhen Hua, so after they divorced, she needed to find a job by herself and rent a house by herself, Zhen Hua's money was not enough at all, and she spent three months clean. At that time, she could only rely on part-time jobs to survive, although she had been putting her resume, but she had not even received an interview notice from a company, so she had been holding on, waiting for Zhen Hua to take her home, but this wait was three years, and Zhen Hua did not have the slightest intention of taking herself home in three years, and after losing herself, Zhen Hua devoted herself to her work, and the company was thriving, and Lu Jing could only watch with her eyes.

Zhen Hua didn't know that there was a person who had silently paid attention to himself for three years, and those three years happened to be Zhen Hua's most desperate three years, and he had very little intersection with Wen Zixin, they got together once a week, and their work and life were staggered, during that time Zhen Hua had almost no mind to care about emotional matters, but Lu Jing couldn't wait, three years have passed, Zhen Hua's life has not changed at all, Wen Zixin has not intervened in Zhen Hua's life, and Zhen Hua has no intention of finding herself, so she left disheartened, She didn't know where she had been, she just felt that the forest was secluded and suitable for leaving silently.

After that, she met Brother Snake, who prevented her from committing suicide eighteen times, and finally she chose to continue to live, numbly living, such numbness lasted for many years, until Zhen Hua appeared in front of her eyes again, and the emotions she had accumulated over the years exploded, turned into tears, and vented wantonly. Zhen Hua has no ability to solve her problem, so she can only express her attitude by expelling. In Zhen Hua's opinion, the current Lu Jing is no longer the lonely Lu Jing of the past, she has the company of Brother Snake by her side, and Zhen Hua can see that Brother Snake loves her very much, loves her very much, Brother Snake looks at her as if he looks at Wen Zixin's eyes, it is exactly the same, so Zhen Hua knows that this is the most suitable person for her.

In fact, what Lu Jing needs is not Zhen Hua, because Zhen Hua is just the person she loves, but after so many years of vicissitudes, what she needs is not a man she loves, but a man who loves her, who can take care of her and love her with all his heart, this is what she needs. Zhen Hua saw it thoroughly, but Lu Jing didn't know that the two of them seemed so persistent in their love, and no one would give in. If Zhen Hua chose to make concessions back then, maybe it would be another happy life, if Lu Jing chose to make concessions now, then the future life would definitely be happy, but their persistence hurt them miserably, they all fell in love with someone who didn't love them, but they insisted on it without regrets, so who is right and who is wrong? In fact, there is no conclusion, but Zhen Hua and Lu Jing need a compromise on one side, otherwise this will continue to be a stalemate, but no one is willing to compromise.

So Lu Jing didn't leave, but let Brother Snake leave first, and she herself sat in front of Zhen Hua's hospital bed, silently peeling apples, and sat without saying a word, Zhen Hua didn't have any way to take her, it was impractical to expel her, she was sent to the hospital by her, if she scolded her out strongly, it would inevitably seem too wolf-hearted, he couldn't do such a thing. However, Lu Jing has been sitting like this, Zhen Hua is also lying stiffly, and there is a strange atmosphere spreading throughout the ward, the embarrassing atmosphere is secondary, and what is even more bizarre is that the tension is inexplicable, but they are the silence that lasts until the nurse comes in to check the patient's condition, and this silence is broken.

But after the nurse left, the silence returned to the same as before, at this time someone needed to speak, to break the silence, the two of them had not seen each other for seventeen years, there must be endless words in their hearts, they needed to talk, of course, the person who had endless words was Lu Jing, but from the very beginning, Lu Jing looked like she wanted to speak and stopped, and what she said was just one or two innocuous words, and the words she really wanted to say were not said at all, she wanted to tell Zhen Hua, How have I insisted on loving him all these years, but when the words came to my mouth, I still forcibly swallowed them.

"The wheel of history will not stop, the footsteps of the years are gone, the taste of longing is bitter and boundless, and the post station of love is only reserved for those who understand it. If you stop, the beauty you missed will never be repeated. I think you should understand that the years of the past will eventually pass, and the best thing for a person is to let go, no matter how much you miss it, you won't bother. Even if we don't make it to the end, I won't have regrets, you have your bitterness and sweetness, I have my joys and sorrows, if we haven't met, there will be no good memories, since the time to meet is not enough for us to stay for each other, then I wish us in the future, dressed in their own pride, do not disturb each other. ”

Zhen Hua said very clearly, even if Lu Jing wanted to pretend to be stupid, she couldn't do it, so she was silent, took out a cigarette and put it on her mouth. Zhen Hua looked at her move in surprise, and an unbelievable look instantly appeared on her face, Zhen Hua never thought that Lu Jing, who coughed when she smelled smoke, has now learned to smoke, Zhen Hua didn't expect it, of course, even Lu Jing couldn't think of it.

"Surprised? Why do I smoke? Everyone needs an outlet, but this is the only way you told me to vent, so I learned it. ”

Zhen Hua snatched the cigarette from Lu Jing's mouth, crumpled it into pieces, and looked at Lu Jing angrily, in fact, he didn't have to be annoyed, he didn't care about Lu Jing, he didn't love Lu Jing, so Lu Jing's life and death had nothing to do with him, but there was a nameless fire in his heart for some reason, maybe because of his former responsibility, he didn't allow Lu Jing to abuse his body like this, even if he needed to vent, he shouldn't take such a way. But soon he suppressed the anger in his heart and calmed down his emotions, because he knew that he was not qualified to be angry, his identity should not be so emotional, Lu Jing's life had nothing to do with him for a long time, he should not interfere, and he was not qualified to make irresponsible remarks.

The past is the past, memories are memories, and there is nothing that cannot be let go or forgotten. Zhen Hua has been telling himself like this, but he still can't help but care, maybe the responsibility of that year has formed a habit, for Lu Jing he has an indescribable feeling, no love, but also can't say disgust, of course they can't become friends, because there is love on one side, friendship can't be pure, but for Lu Jing, Zhen Hua has an unshirkable responsibility, and it's just his inner thoughts, but this is also the first time he has shown it.

Just as hometown is used to remember, youth is used to reminisce, when you carry it, it is worthless, sometimes you meet a person, think it is her, and then look back, in fact, she is just this part of the road to give you what you want. It is precisely because of the ups and downs of love that it can be as happy as it began in the ordinary happiness that followed. Those old lovers who no longer see each other, or even see each other like strangers, will eventually let go; However, a good friend who is no longer in touch, every time we think about it, we will feel pity, so Zhen Hua will tell himself that he can do better at that time, then he will still be a good friend now. Why didn't you understand it at the time? Throughout his life, this regret has never been let go, and the lost friendship is sometimes more sad than the lost love.