When there is nothing hidden in the words, then the attitude is quite clear, and it can even be said to be tough, no matter what thoughts exist in Lu Jing's heart, it is just a bubble, and all conjectures will turn into phantoms and become unrealistic. Zhen Hua's attitude is very clear, just like when he threw out the divorce agreement seventeen years ago, but seventeen years ago he was because of Wen Zixin, but now he is because of himself, there is no inevitable connection between the two, he insisted on what he loved in his heart back then, today he is simply unwilling to drag anyone down, who the people around him seem to be no longer important, he really doesn't care anymore, whether it is Lu Jing or Wen Zixin, it is not a choice for him, his body is no longer qualified to drag anyone, Even if that person is willing to be dragged down by him, he is not willing.

Zhen Hua, who has little time to live, clearly knows on the snow mountain that the person he loves is still Wen Zixin, but he also has unspeakable guilt towards Lu Jing, maybe this can be an opportunity for them to become Zhen Hua's girlfriend, whether it is love or guilt, it may shake Zhen Hua's heart, but now Zhen Hua is unmoved, for no other reason, but because his life is worried and he doesn't want to hurt again. A person's death is often accompanied by more people's sadness, this is not what Zhen Hua wants to see, let him keep this last time alone, spend it quietly, even if he clearly knows that this can't change the ending, but the magic of love is unimaginable to anyone, so the sadness given by love is even more unbearable, Zhen Hua is unwilling to let a woman who loves herself, after getting herself, lose herself permanently, for that woman, it is too cruel.

"After we divorced, I rented a basement in that neighborhood for three years. I was watching you by your side, I thought you would turn back, I have been waiting for the moment when you turn back, but three years have passed, you don't seem to have the intention of turning back at all, your life is too monotonous, in addition to work, it is socializing, the only entertainment is to eat with Wen Zixin, but it seems that your monotonous life is enjoyable, once I was also a member of your life, but after I left, your life has not changed at all, and even your expression seems more relaxed, then I knew, You don't need me at all, so I left, drove here alone, I thought of staying for a while and then returning home, but I didn't expect that this stay would be fourteen years, fourteen years, I have been trying to forget you, trying to erase your existence from my memory, but I can't! ”

Zhen Hua looked at Lu Jing, who was becoming more and more crazy, and he didn't know what to do, he knew that Lu Jing might not have had a good time these years, because his ruthlessness back then had brought her too deep harm, but he didn't expect that it was the seventeen-year year of harming a woman, and his guilt was even greater, but what could he do? If it weren't for such a problem in his body, he wouldn't have gotten rid of his fixed life pattern, and he wouldn't have been able to come here, let alone see Lu Jing, but he had seen Lu Jing, and he already knew that Lu Jing's tragic experience in the past seventeen years was all caused by him, he should have done something to compensate this poor woman more or less, but after thinking about it, except for material compensation, he couldn't promise anything else.

Of course, the material compensation is pitiful, his will has been prepared, with the appraisal of the lawyer, if he needs to change the will, he will inevitably have to go to the magic capital, but Zhen Hua is unwilling to return to that place, more precisely, he is unwilling to return to the place where he has a good heart, he is afraid that he will not be able to suppress his emotions, so the compensation he can give is just a pitiful cash, but does Lu Jing seem to be short of money now? Obviously not, in this paradise-like place, there is almost no money, and being able to have an inn of his own in the ancient town, presumably Lu Jing's life over the years cannot be regarded as thrifty, so what is the use of material compensation?

Just when Zhen Hua was still thinking, Lu Jing had already thrown himself into his arms, and tears couldn't stop falling on Zhen Hua's body, which caught Zhen Hua off guard, he never thought that there would be such a scene, and this scene seemed to be caused by him, if he just said some painless words vaguely at the beginning, without causing such a deep topic, Lu Jing would not be so emotional, but what is the use of thinking about it now? Lu Jing was already crying in his arms, as Lu Jing's ex-husband, he was naturally no stranger to Lu Jing's body, they had hugged each other countless times, but none of them, their hug would start with one side crying, but now they can't escape, Zhen Hua is already facing a crying Lu Jing, so what he needs to do is not only hug, he needs to be comforted, he needs to stabilize Lu Jing's emotions, but he has never done these.

If the person who couldn't cry was Wen Zixin and fell into his arms, Zhen Hua had 10,000 ways to comfort him, but now the person who fell into his arms was Lu Jing, but he didn't know what to do. They used to be lovers and husband and wife, but when they were dating, Lu Jing never showed the slightest dissatisfaction or resentment, everything went naturally, and even no matter what he said back then, Lu Jing's answer was only "yes", never disobedient, let alone expressed his dissatisfaction, maybe Zhen Hua was used to the obedient Lu Jing, so when Lu Jing expressed his dissatisfaction to him, Zhen Hua also seemed panicked, because he never comforted Lu Jing, on the contrary, When he was about to be crushed by the pressure of life, it was Lu Jing who comforted him.

So what should he do? The beauty in his arms has been many years ago, they haven't seen each other for too long, so the hug is also very strange, Zhen Hua didn't notice, in fact, when his hand hugged Lu Jing tightly, Lu Jing's crying had begun to weaken, and his head had already rested on his shoulder, and after a while, Lu Jing's crying also stopped, closed his eyes peacefully, and leaned on Zhen Hua's body like this, as if he was asleep, but his body trembled slightly, so that Zhen Hua understood that this was just an illusion, Lu Jing was just enjoying this moment of illusion. Maybe Lu Jing herself knows that this is just Zhen Hua's embrace of comforting herself and giving alms, but even if it is charity, it is impossible for her to refuse, she loves Zhen Hua, more than she imagined, so she desperately wants to get, now she has a hug, she is addicted to it and can't extricate herself, how she hopes that the world will stop at this moment, and she can enjoy the comfort of hugging forever.

It's a pity that Lu Jing knows that this is just pity, and this moment can't be eternal, Zhen Hua's heart has never been with her, Zhen Hua's heart has always belonged to Wen Zixin, and she has always been a substitute, if Zhen Hua really has feelings for herself, and she is also guilty, that ridiculous pity, does she care? Maybe in the face of other people, she can be dismissive, but for Zhen Hua, she regards this pity as a luxury, for no other reason, just because she still loves, but she also understands that she can't replace Wen Zixin's position, so no matter what she does, she will never be as good as the woman who has only seen a few faces, she used to be delusional, trying to use time to replace that woman's position in Zhen Hua's heart, but time told her that this is a false idea, unrealistic, In the end, she was still the one who was outcast, and now she can do it again? It doesn't seem to be, because she is not the same person she was now.

Everyone's life is short, but a few decades, and how long has she wasted it now? She has already missed the cardamom years, she is already an old woman who is about to enter middle age, the woman is already going downhill after the age of thirty, she is now forty, although it is well maintained, it does not look much different from a thirty-year-old woman, but as the years increase, self-confidence is inversely proportional to the decline, and now she has no self-confidence, let Zhen Hua choose herself, so this embrace has been quite excessive, she never thought that she would be able to pounce into Zhen Hua's arms again one day, Maybe the voice in her heart was already telling her that she should be content, but she had an obsession, and it also told her in her ear that it was not enough, but more.

Everyone has desires, even sages, no one is without desires, so arrogantly saying that there are no desires and no desires, who have not already got what they want, can say this sentence without shame. People's desires are boundless, and they are not limited to categories, Lu Jing's desires are not big, all she wants is a Zhen Hua, she doesn't care about anything else, but her desires can't be satisfied. But when a person's desires cannot be satisfied, there will only be two results, one is the expansion of desire, and he will never give up until he reaches his goal, and the second is to give up his desires, Lu Jing obviously belongs to the former, while Zhen Hua is the latter, so although their situation is the same, their personal handling is completely different.

Lu Jing wouldn't let go, she stuck to Zhen Hua's body tightly, and the tears should have stopped, but she was afraid that Zhen Hua would let go, so she still struggled to send tears, so that the tears kept flowing on Zhen Hua's body. In fact, now she just wants to keep this hug, and has no other thoughts, but she is afraid, afraid that Zhen Hua will not even be able to give herself a simple one, she knows Zhen Hua's feelings for Wen Zixin too well, she herself is the intervener of the relationship between the two, so she knows Zhen Hua's feelings for Wen Zixin best, so she knows what she wants, Zhen Hua will never be able to give it to herself, but now, at least the person who is in Zhen Hua's arms now is herself, and this time, no matter what, she can't let Zhen Hua leave, even if it is tied up, She also wants to tie Zhen Hua to her side, even if there is no love, only this person, maybe this is already a sick psychology, but love is not, isn't it a sick psychology?