If a person's love for another person can be desecrated, then what Zhen Hua did was not only blasphemy, but also a kind of trampling, wantonly trampling on Lu Jing's love for him. He knew that he didn't love this woman, but he gave this woman hope in his behavior, what did he want to do? Want to get away with it? Obviously not, he understands his physical condition, so he can't have any emotional entanglements in his life, not to mention that the person in his arms is not Wen Zixin, if he can accept the woman in his arms, then seventeen years ago, he would have a happy family, but unfortunately he can't do it, blame him and Lu Jing's attitude towards love is too similar, two people who are too similar, when the things they are attached to or the people are not the same, the differences that arise are naturally not easy to adjust.

Zhen Hua was able to resonate with Lu Jing back then, which was the case, because he saw his own shadow in Lu Jing back then. At that time, he was with Lu Jing, completely out of impulse, and then in terms of personality, he chose to compromise, and repeatedly suppressed his attachment to Wen Zixin, so that he had that year's marriage. It's a pity that Lu Jing's illusions can only be shattered, because Zhen Hua will not become her eternal guardian, not seventeen years ago, and not now. A woman must know how to choose to give up when she is scarred, maybe she can get what she wants, but in the end she is not the original her, so Lu Jing should leave, instead of being persistent, even if she is immersed in this embrace of pity, she still can't change the fact that Zhen Hua doesn't love herself, even if she spends her whole life waiting, it is useless in the face of a hard-hearted person, she should have understood this truth back then, but she chose to ignore it.

So when Zhen Hua pushed her away, she woke up. This has been in his arms for a long time, and Zhen Hua has to admit that he also recalls the feeling of stability and comfort when Lu Jing was in his arms, but so what? Now they are like two parallel lines, they can never meet, seventeen years have passed, everyone should have their own life, why cling to the mistakes that have been made in the past years? Zhen Hua didn't believe that anyone else but himself could be so stupid, burying a relationship with no future in his heart all the time, and sticking to it, but Lu Jing told him that this person not only has, but the person this person loves is you, but Zhen Hua is at a loss.

If someone else said this, Zhen Hua would just take it as a joke, because it was too difficult, and anyone would say big things, but who could really waste their good years for a person? And on the premise of knowing that there is no result. It's so hard, what kind of willpower does it take to do this? But Lu Jing is different, in Zhen Hua's impression, Lu Jing is like a small strong man who can't be killed, he has refused dozens of times back then, but Lu Jing can still follow with a dead face, even after the two got married, Zhen Hua told her all about her thoughts at the time, and told Lu Jing that she was not with her because she accepted this love, she still loved Wen Zixin, and if she had the opportunity, she would leave without hesitation, but Lu Jing was innocent, except for the word "yes", the rest of the words, did not say anything.

Both of them know what that marriage represents? It's just a form of doing it to relatives and friends, even Lu Jing knows that Zhen Hua doesn't love herself, but she got it, from a formal point of view, she succeeded, even if Zhen Hua's heart is not in her own place, but she really had the person she loved back then. So it is impossible for her to give up today, Zhen Hua is already in front of her, and she has no reason to miss it.

The distortion of the concept of love is formed over time, although all she wants is to have, but how can she get her wish? Zhen Hua had already pushed her away, and her tears were still on Zhen Hua's clothes, but Zhen Hua couldn't wipe them away, just like he would never be able to erase the hurt he had brought to Lu Jing. In fact, this world is very wonderful, for Zhen Hua, the person he loves is Wen Zixin, but the two have known each other for nearly 30 years, but they have been made by himself to end up without a problem, the person who loves him is Lu Jing, but he was wasted by his love, and even his own psychology has been distorted, what kind of evil fate is this? Is it just because you have been hurt that you have inadvertently hurt others in the same way? In this cycle, who is the person who is most injured in the end? There is no doubt that it can only be Lu Jing, and Lu Jing is the ultimate victim.

When he was dying, Zhen Hua felt the most guilty that he did not compensate for the person who was hurt the most by him before his death. Zhen Hua has never failed anyone in his life, except for Lu Jing, he has a clear conscience about anyone, no matter what kind of role, Zhen Hua tries his best to do his best, but there is only one role, Zhen Hua is terrible when he plays it, that is the husband, he has only been Lu Jing's husband, and only Lu Jing has a wife, he has no other lovers, in name, Lu Jing is his first love and his only wife, but he is also the most excessive to Lu Jing, but Lu Jing can tolerate it unconditionally, so Zhen Hua is even more guilty, So after Zhen Hua pushed Lu Jing away, he didn't know what to say, maybe in addition to his own feelings, Zhen Hua could indeed give everything he had, but what Lu Jing wanted was that insignificant feeling, that ridiculous and humble feeling.

Zhen Hua naturally knew this, so she couldn't make a promise, let alone dare to respond to any request from Lu Jing, because Lu Jing had made it clear before, she still loved herself, because she had been lonely all these years, and even turned away a man around her who did his best to protect her, just for the ridiculous feelings back then, Zhen Hua could understand, after all, why wasn't he like this? Why has he been silently in love with Wen Zixin all these years, but to this day, even he can't say it clearly, maybe it's because when loving someone becomes a habit, he won't care about the original reason anymore, so he is already like this, how can he not understand Lu Jing's thoughts, it is meaningless to let Lu Jing give up, over the years, Zhen Hua has wanted to give up countless times, but has he done it? He can't do it, how can he expect Lu Jing to be able to do it, they are all stupid people in their relationship, it is precisely because of their stupidity that a simple thing has become extremely complicated, but it is a pity that it is fruitless love after all.

"Don't you even want to lend me a shoulder?"

"No...... It's not like that......"

Hearing Zhen Hua's denial, Lu Jing leaned in once, but unfortunately this time she was ruthlessly pushed away, Zhen Hua looked at her innocently, and timidly put away her hand, so Lu Jing hugged him very domineeringly, and strangled him tightly, as if she would not let go if she died. Zhen Hua instinctively wants to resist, he has already made a mistake, he can't make a mistake again, the last mistake hurt this woman for seventeen years, and made this woman prejudiced against love, so what about this time? If they don't resist or struggle, they will be together, and then, he will leave forever, what kind of harm will be caused to Lu Jing, it is conceivable that he can't hurt this girl again, so he has to refuse, but the ugly words have already reached his mouth, and when he saw Lu Jing in his arms, he couldn't say anything, so he could only forcibly swallow those words.

Maybe silence is the only thing he can do, he said too many words of rejection to Lu Jing back then, and these words were mixed with many ugly words, but Lu Jing didn't seem to care, can he say those now? They are no longer the youth of the year, they can't stand the insults of these words, he can't do any harm to Lu Jing, because of guilt, Lu Jing's position in his heart has been able to stand side by side with Wen Zixin, but the difference is that Wen Zixin is pure love, and Lu Jing's is pure guilt, the two are not the same, but they have become the two most important women in Zhen Hua's life.

"You don't love me, do you?"

Zhen Hua didn't respond, he believed that Lu Jing knew his answer, because over the years, the only person who knew him best was Lu Jing, and even Wen Zixin didn't know himself as well as Lu Jing, especially in terms of feelings, the two of them had already resonated, so Zhen Hua didn't say it, Lu Jing naturally knew the answer, and Lu Jing's words had already revealed the answer, so what did he have to say? In fact, the most cruel breakup is that you are light, but she loves it more, this is the case between Zhen Hua and Lu Jing, but if it is light, it is light, there is no room for saving, Lu Jing has already known the answer, and I don't know why this question is said.

"If you don't say it, I know it, but I love you and have nothing to do with you. I won't let go this time, no matter where you go, don't want to leave me, you don't want to leave me in this life, this time I don't want any reputation, before Wenzixin doesn't accept you, I will always be by your side, you can't get rid of me, you know. ”

Zhen Hua is also helpless, Lu Jing once again put on this dead-faced face, he can't deal with it, because this time he can't be ruthless, hurt a woman twice, he can't do it, so be it, he can't refuse, and Lu Jing is a person who does what she says, since she said that she will never leave, then even if she runs to the ends of the earth, Lu Jing will inevitably accompany her, this is a helpless thing for Zhen Hua, but this also means that Lu Jing will inevitably witness her death, is it too cruel? But Lu Jing's behavior, he can't interfere, and he is already at the end of the crossbow, so he can't bear to hurt anyone, maybe before he dies, there is someone who cares about him who has been with him, which can also make him a little relieved.

Walking along the way, you will meet many people. Maybe it's to accompany you to a stop, maybe it's just a passerby, so there are many commas left in life, a comma for an experience, a comma for a relationship, a comma for a period of paying, and countless commas waiting, just for the final period, and if nothing else, Lu Jing is Zhen Hua's full stop, the full stop of feelings, and the full stop of life, and finally won Wen Zixin.