I don't know how long it took, Lu Jing finally let go of his hand, and Zhen Hua also popped a cigarette from the cigarette case and put it in his mouth, walked to the window, and let the smoke flow with the wind. Zhen Hua just watched the flow of smoke blankly, he didn't know what he should be doing now, he looked ignorant, he should resist Lu Jing, he should resist anyone, but his attitude of not refusing was acceptable to Lu Jing, so he accepted Lu Jing in a daze, after many years, Lu Jing once again threw himself into his arms, but this time, it was not much different from many years ago, Zhen Hua still didn't love her, all her feelings would still be in vain, The difference is only in that "small" guilt, maybe this guilt can make Zhen Hua have a conscience at this time, so that he is not as ruthless as he was many years ago.

When a relationship is mixed with emotions such as so-called guilt, then this relationship is destined to not last long, but what Zhen Hua can bear is only such feelings, if he still needs to pay, Zhen Hua may not sit still like this, it's just a period of companionship, Zhen Hua can bear it, and it should be regarded as compensation for Lu Jing, of course, this is a mistake, using one mistake to solve another mistake is a biggest mistake in itself, so what kind of mood did Zhen Hua accept? Maybe even he can't say it himself, but he doesn't know that what he did was just hurting a woman again, and what Lu Jing needed was an opportunity, but for so many years, she didn't get it, but now she got it so easily, who knows what kind of opportunity this is, Zhen Hua doesn't know, but Lu Jing should know.

What kind of person is Zhen Hua emotionally? Lu Jing should know better, their emotional outlook is too similar, so she should understand that love can't become Zhen Hua's real feelings, it's just a little charity, she shouldn't accept this charity, the feelings that come from this charity are too cheap, so that they may be abandoned and exiled at any time, and there is no value worth cherishing, but Lu Jing just grabbed it, and she won't let go of it when she dies, but it's a pity that what she desperately wants to get is so cheap, It's not even charity, but what Lu Jing wants, it can only be like this, there are more she can't ask for, and she doesn't dare to ask for it, and even if she accepts it now, she doesn't have any reputation, she just has a qualification to be by Zhen Hua's side.

It's a pity that this is just a qualification, if you want to talk about emotional problems, I'm afraid Lu Jing knows far better than Zhen Hua herself, so she doesn't dare to ask for even a little love, staying by Zhen Hua's side is enough. At this time, she let go of her hand, but she secretly told herself that from this moment on, she will never let go, maybe love can really make people fearless, even if it is humble, it is not hesitant, those unspoken thoughts, how much I hope this feeling, close my eyes and instantly condense, there is no deadline for refrigeration and preservation, I only wish to dissolve in the next century, so this kind of love cannot be replaced. Mountains and rivers give up, smile for you, that's it, ridiculous and undoubted.

The greatest act of crush is fulfillment. You don't love me, but I fulfill you. A true crush is a lifelong career that doesn't give up just because he's away from you. Without this sentiment, don't talk about crushes. Lu Jing thought to herself, she should have done it, if this is not done, then she will take a longer time to prove that one day, she will turn this love into reality, in fact, life is one encounter and parting after another, and it is forgotten and begun again and again, but there are always some things, once they happen, they leave a mark, there is always someone, once they come, they can't forget. For her, Zhen Hua is a person worth remembering for a lifetime, a person worthy of her life, and of course someone she likes.

The wheels of time have run over days and nights, springs, autumns, winters and summers; The reincarnation of the passing years sent away the morning twilight, like the watery years; The steps of youth are gradually getting old, and they are no longer young. In fact, she has been stranded in Zhen Hua's life from beginning to end, never gone far, never left, but unfortunately it doesn't matter, except for guilt, anyone can take her place.

Lu Jing can't hide her secrets, nor can she hide her sorrow, just as she can't hide the joy of love and the hesitation when she is separated. She has already expressed her attitude, it is so calm, if you are willing to hurt, you will hurt. Sometimes, the most painful thing is not to lose, but to be unhappy after getting it, just like Lu Jing at this time, maybe tepid, but there is an indescribable sadness, the former Lu Jing endured a year, but in the end she still broke up, is she ready now? Maybe she thought she was ready, but she asked herself, would it be the same in a year's time?

In fact, Zhen Hua thought about it, accepting it is just a delaying tactic, he doesn't have a year, they can maintain a year like that, then now it's just a few months, there shouldn't be too much difficulty, his life is only a few months away, in the quiet years, there will always be flowers blooming and falling, no matter how life is spent, there will be regrets, he is not afraid of ordinary days, just afraid of no warmth, who holds the hand of the years, walks through the sun and the moon, walks through the wind and frost, even if the time is wasted, it may not matter anymore, He is also willing to be the person who wasted time and the way home, in the eyes of time, full of years and years of falling in love with whom, as for the last person, it may not be what he wants, but after all, it is a person who loves him.

The relationship between two people, one person is constantly satisfied, one person is constantly squandering, always feel that others should be good to you, but have you ever thought that a person is a blessing to be good to you, and it is a kind of luck to be hurt by others, a person can be good to you anytime and anywhere, he can also be good to others at any time, and he can also take these good back at any time, do not cherish it, in exchange for the disappointment of others and retreat. Waiting is a painful ordeal. But when one person's infinite giving, the other person's profligacy can no longer cause emotional loss, then the feelings of both parties have formed a certain inertia pattern, perhaps this can also be their love, although too sad, but it is also a kind of alternative love.

In love, most people are always concerned about who pays more and who pays less. But love is not a chore, one party loves a little more, the other party loves a little less. It's that you and him, feel comfortable, comfortable, and stress-free together, like a cotton shirt on your body. Everything has to fight for right and wrong, and at every turn, you feel that the other party doesn't love you enough, and then use your own sacrifice and dedication to reprimand the other party for not paying enough. This kind of saber-rattling emotion will not help love at all, it will only consume the last bit of reason and love little by little. But Zhen Hua and Lu Jing are not such a relationship, they don't need reason, maybe Zhen Hua has always maintained, but Lu Jing is just the opposite, reason has been completely swallowed up by fiery love, there is no sense at all, or the matter of loving Zhen Hua itself does not have any reason at all, if she still has a trace of reason, she will not choose to continue to love Zhen Hua, and even she has no position to love Zhen Hua at all, of course, the premise of all this is that she maintains her sanity, but unfortunately love is crazy, is also uncontrollable, so she doesn't need to think about this, just follow her heart is enough, and her heart only tells her to love Zhen Hua.

Her world has been filled by Zhen Hua, and there is no place for her for a long time. And her world became empty because of the absence of Zhen Hua, such a world lasted for a full seventeen years, and she was the only one who whirled and danced alone. The more they spin, the clearer the memories become, as if they were never separated, and everything is still as it was seventeen years ago. After the dizziness, she was still gentle for Zhen Hua, and she still guarded her loneliness. This state itself is already in a powerful magnetic field that people cannot control - there are loving people in it, there is only acceptance, there is no choice, only patience, no way to alleviate. The pain of not being able to love is the emotion that people must bear after giving their feelings, it may seem cruel to you, or it may be interpreted by you very exquisitely, but at least one thing is certain, that is, when you look back on all this in the future, there will always be a trace of sweetness from the pain, which nourishes our life process and makes it not too boring.

But reality tells us that we miss too much in life, a lot of melancholy, a lot of helplessness. Inadvertently, many good memories pass by us like that, and go with the wind. Most of the memories are those sad pasts, how can you have the courage to open the dusty memories that have been sealed for a long time? Only when there are undulating roads can you see more scenery. Knowing that it is wrong, you must insist on it, because you are unwilling; Some people, knowing that they are in love, have to give up because there is no ending; Sometimes, I know that there is no way, but I still move forward because I am used to it. After a long time, it will naturally become a habit, and time can influence everything after all.

Lu Jing has always been a brave girl, not afraid of thousands of people blocking her, only afraid of surrendering herself. The truth is that by the time she decided to go, the most difficult part of the trip was over. The truth is, no matter how muddy and difficult it is today, tomorrow will still be the same. No matter how hard she tries today, the fallen leaves will still fall tomorrow, there are many things in the world that cannot be advanced in advance, live in the moment, and improve positively. She is also afraid that after being displaced, but she can't find the person she wants, she thinks she has found it, in her ups and downs in her life, because there has been a person who has worked hard for herself, so even if she is not in the years without each other, only by having his memories, you can be strong, and now that he is by his side, there is no reason for any cowardice, then you might as well be bold, love someone, climb a mountain, chase a dream.