Zhen Hua has been confined to this small ward, he can't escape, even if he walks out of the ward, this world is just a slightly larger cage for him, hope has been dimmed, so he also gave up struggling, Wen Zixin, who is far away in the sky, may still naively think that he will come back one day, but Wen Zixin doesn't know that Zhen Hua has completely given up, and the last love in his heart has been completely suppressed.

But Wen Zixin knew that Zhen Hua was hospitalized, and Zhen Hua was on the verge of death again, so she was very anxious, but she didn't expect that the person who told her the news would be her, a person who should have been drowned in the long stream of time, appeared again, and notified herself of such an important news, which almost bombed her, so she was blown up, and she didn't ease up in the past few days.

Lu Jing is a very strange person to her, and she is also a person who has been around for a long time, if Lu Jing did not show her identity, maybe she couldn't remember this person at all, it can be said that if there was no bad fate, Lu Jing was not qualified to let her remember it at all, but Lu Jing was indeed Zhen Hua's legal ex-wife, and the two did live together, but the intimacy of the relationship was out of her reach, even if they were friends for many years, they were far less than a year's husband and wife, and the relationship was stronger, which is a truth that everyone knows, but it is undeniable that Wen Zixin has panicked, not because of the news that Lu Jing conveyed to her, although she is indeed a little worried about Zhen Hua's safety, but from the news conveyed by Lu Jing, it can be known that Zhen Hua's life is not in danger, relatively speaking, Wen Zixin is more concerned about Lu Jing's appearance.

She doesn't know much about Lu Jing, and the few meetings are not enough to understand a person, but from that hurried few sides, Lu Jing and Zhen Hua at that time seemed to be very in love with each other, as for why the two separated in the end, Zhen Hua has not revealed half of it so far, even she is also unaware, it can be said that the people who know the reason for the separation of the two have no one except themselves, so Wen Zixin doesn't know anything about them, but she has an inexplicable hostility towards Lu Jing, This kind of hostility is completely out of jealousy of women, maybe because Lu Jing has done a lot, she can't do it, or what she doesn't dare to do, she longs for those, but after all, she is limited to her thoughts, and she doesn't dare to take her own steps, and Lu Jing bravely took that step, and she got everything that should have belonged to her.

If it weren't for the youthfulness and timidity of the two, there would be no such thing as Lu Jing's bad relationship, no matter how brave Lu Jing is, no matter how dead her face is, it is useless, but the fact is that both of them buried their feelings in their hearts, so Lu Jing had an opportunity, and Wen Zixin had no way to take her, because she had already done it, she thought it was a thing of the past, but she didn't expect to be able to reciprocate, and Wen Zixin knew that Lu Jing's appearance had already pronounced the end of Zhen Hua's single life.

Wen Zixin and Zhen Hua have known each other for a short time, but a woman who completely grasps Zhen Hua, Wen Zixin thinks that she is one, because she has a trick to deal with Zhen Hua, but her tricks are different from those of lovers, Lu Jing and Zhen Hua are completely another form of getting along mode, in her opinion, that is the real lover mode of getting along, and this is also out of her reach.

If the ugly man wants to be praised for his beauty, and the lame man wants to be vigorous, then this unfortunate situation, which originally aroused sympathy, will only cause ridicule. Love may be overwhelming, jealous, angry, sad and tearful, but in the end it is warm, pleasant, and secure. Bad love, it's better to let go than to suffer, it's a pity that she doesn't know the truth, otherwise she should also fight, or struggle. If she doesn't have the hug she wants, then she will first learn to be strong alone, she has been strong for so many years, maybe she will get used to it.

She also understands that jealousy is a resentment towards God. She will definitely have what she has, and it will be troublesome for her not to have it. God is both fair and loving to man. Won't owe her anything, and won't give her trouble. But her heart can't cross that hurdle after all, she is unwilling, for so many years, she buried that young feeling in her heart, and didn't dare to reveal this little secret to anyone, but when someone takes the lead, is this still a secret? She has the urge to reveal herself, but she also has the courage to face it, she is like a contradiction, so there is only one thing she can confirm, that is, her jealousy has become more and more inflated, and she even wants to swallow Lu Jing.

But why isn't this the case with Lu Jing? Wen Zixin saw their love side, but she didn't see the scene where the two of them slept in the same bed because of the mustard in Zhen Hua's heart, which was a scene that Wen Zixin couldn't imagine, and it was impossible for either Zhen Hua or Lu Jing to reveal it to anyone, so it was understandable that Wen Zixin didn't know, and the person who should really be jealous should be herself, but she didn't know it.

Maybe love is a kind of blindness, but it is also the desire of life, just the heart of reading, watching the mistakes of life, blaming yourself, too helpless, the mood is always defenseless, life is always easy to lose, a lot of reading, but there is no chance in the heart. Thinking about the fate of life, caring for each other, the scenery of the sea of people, the mistake of one person, the mistake of missing life, is just the reading of life, the world that is missed, and the concern of a lifetime. Because it's too cruel, Wen Zixin is just an ordinary woman who doesn't know love, to speculate about these, it's too difficult for her, and the love she understands hides the dreams of life, the years of breaking up life, the humble heart, erasing the last world, delaying the years of a lifetime, the mood of a lonely life, and the sadness of life all over the world.

Maybe she should be a woman who dares to love and hate, but that is just her image in front of the public, and she was a twisted posture in high school, this posture has been maintained in front of Zhen Hua for many years, and it is only in front of Zhen Hua, so her love is also twisted and pinched, and so is Zhen Hua, and the twisted love concept of the two people is doomed to their current mode of getting along. Naturally, she can't withstand any variables, and it just so happens that Lu Jing is the biggest variable among them, and it is also the most unacceptable variable in Wen Zixin, but it is a pity that she can only secretly feel sad in the house with jealousy.

Maybe fate is over, and I don't know how many people will accompany her on the way. I used to have friends, but I don't have them anymore. At the next intersection, he smiled and waved, smiled wryly and separated, raised his glass to look up at the starry sky, took a sip of wine, and maybe the bitterness would naturally dissipate. If you don't think about emotions too complicated, it won't be like this, but unfortunately they can't do it. If fate is not accidental, it should be centripetal. If friends are not casual, they should be honest with each other. If feelings are not child's play, it should be cherished. If acquaintance is not new, it should be true. If you understand that it is not casual, you should be loyal to you.

Time didn't wait for her, it was Zhen Hua who forgot to take her away, the firefly in her left hand that she never forget, and the right hand was a long meditation of thirty years. Although the clouds on her face were light and breezy, no one knew how tight her teeth were. She could still laugh heartlessly, because no one knew that she could only cry silently. Many times, I don't think like that in my heart, but I can't control myself and say the opposite. Whether they are too attached to the so-called self-esteem, or they are used to duplicity. The answer is unknown, but everyone understands that there is only a thin layer of fog in front of the truth, which can be easily torn apart, but who does not dare to tear through this layer of fog to see through the truth behind it, because they are afraid that behind the fog is not what they want.

It's been like this for many years, maybe it's been the wrong way these years, Wen Zixin thought. But in fact, there is nothing wrong with the road, what is wrong is only choice, there is nothing wrong with love, what is wrong is only fate. Therefore, no matter where they are, the scenery along the way is always infinite, and there will be a beautiful time in the end, no matter when, their years will always grow up, and there will be a brilliant scene after all. Therefore, no matter when and where, their feelings will be permanent, always believing in each other, no matter what the outcome, their feelings are breathing, always blessing each other. Maybe they are destined not to be lovers, but this wonderful relationship is also something that no one else can intervene in.

Lu Jing has made too many efforts, but in Zhen Hua's heart, after all, it is still less than one-ten-thousandth of Wen Zixin, if Lu Jing knows that Wen Zixin, who is far away in the sky, is jealous of her, she doesn't know whether to laugh or be helpless, because the person she is jealous of has always been Wen Zixin, and the most unforgettable thing for her is that in that year, Zhen Hua said the most name in his mouth, Lu Jing knew too well that she could not be compared with Wen Zixin, let alone have any extravagance, and she could become an opponent with Wen Zixin, perhaps because of Zhen Hua's obsession, makes her love almost humble, so her heart has long been broken, no matter how sticky she is, she is no longer perfect, only to find another heart, but Zhen Hua's heart has already been thrown to Wen Zixin, and she can't find it back. If "I love you" is just a simple verbal expression, then in the end there is nothing left between them. Sometimes forgetting is the best relief. And silence is the best way to tell.

She should have been tired of the bet of love, perhaps, she couldn't afford to lose everything. When love goes, you should let love a way to live, let yourself a way to live, who promised her how many lifetimes, but how many lifetimes of love for her? Who promised her a dream of prosperity, but gave her empty joy? Is it so messy? Maybe this is also a kind of luxury, at least there have been promises, there have been dreams, and she has nothing, but she has been jealous and hated for no reason, it is wronged, and it is also helpless, maybe people who are too emotional, life will not be easy after all. Trust, dependence, nostalgia, and the catastrophe of human abuse in minutes will never be recovered.

And the most terrible thing is not to love but not to love, but to get and not love, just like now, but at least, she got it, and Wen Zixin didn't, so Wen Zixin's jealousy should be, so she should be content, but she shouldn't be content.